Re:Zero Kara Hajimeru Isekai Seikatsu (WN)

"This is not all the pieces of the past that Non saw in the cemetery."

After speaking θ said with his mouth on the chilled tea so as to dampen his tongue.

Svalbard, who was sitting on the sleeping table and listening with a strange face, holds his breath to θ, which tells the end of the story of the past, and then spits out what he accumulates deeply.

I squeezed my lungs to the limit, and I spit out all the air and all the unspoken emotions that accumulated in my chest - and then I looked up.

"That's the true formation of the 'Sanctuary' and the memory of Ryus Mayer"

"Sue Bo knows what's going on with the blue crystal swallowed crown. Behind the witch's research facility, we'll keep it that way."

"But that crystal's role is different from the information I know. Echidna, too, said that crystal Ryus Mayer was there for more different reasons than what the 'sanctuary' junction was..."

According to Echidna's story at Dream Castle, the reason she sealed Louise Mayer in the crystal should have been the result of an experiment to fulfill her dream of immortality.

Create a replica of a girl trapped in a crystal and establish a pseudo immortality by transcribing her own memories there. Wasn't that the death of Echidna herself, or the only permanent institution that did not bear fruit by some technical flaw and now increases the number of replicas of the crown one after the other over time?

In the current θ story, there are no such shards as ambitions for immortality.

On the contrary, a number of pieces of information had popped up that would not be listened to.

"The real reason Echidna created the 'Sanctuary'...... I mean the guy who was trying to get rid of it, who is it?

…………

"In the story, they called me 'depression', but I don't know if I've ever heard or seen him like that before. I've never heard of such a guy. I thought if I was chasing Echidna, I'd just be a" jealous witch. "

"The Jealous Witch," which in the past existed, destroyed all six of the Great Sin Witches.

I just thought that presence we met at the Castle of Dreams had hunted down Echidna. Even so, it was another person who showed up there with no shadows or shapes so far.

Subaru's confusion would also be like no way to do it.

However, there was a verse that came to mind about how it was called 'melancholy'. That's something I don't want to believe.

"Seven major sins are seven: arrogance, jealousy, anger, laziness, lust, bulimia, and lust, right?... but I've heard that there used to be a different form of this and there were other major sins that were integrated"

Speaking of the Seven Big Sins, it's one of the key words that will keep your mind at bay for a race like Subaru. Subaru has naturally touched them as one end of his knowledge, too, but if you summon and recall the memories of that time, there is certainly one there.

"Sure... 'Depression' and 'Deception' must have been counted as a felony"

A crime department that should also be called the Old Big Sin of 'Depression' and 'Deception', removed from the Seven Big Sins. If 'melancholy' exists, it is not surprising that there was' vanity '.

If there is another existence missing from the well-known witches of the past.

"It would be helpful if Non could guess why he could have used this memory in his mouth"

"Reason...?

when Subaru frowned upon Theta's words, she had an old grin that did not suit her appearance,

"As Sioux Boy said. I've never heard of anyone named after Melancholy. I don't care who you ask. Even if the names of the Witches of the Great Sins are forgotten, the existence is not even known in this world, where it was so powerful. … how horrible it is"

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Theta's concern to lay low her eyes is clearly raised by the explanation.

Sure, that was an anomaly.

"The Witch of Jealousy" is so spoken of all over the world as synonymous with fear and hatred. The other witches are only treated as being swallowed up by The Jealous Witch, but they do have a presence in history.

Despite this, 'melancholy' is known to exist in neither shadows nor shapes. Does it also happen that within the bounds of Subaru and Theta, the matter just didn't come to the table?

- Is it really possible that even Subaru, who even showed his face to the witch's tea party and came into contact with all the witches, doesn't smell shards about its existence?

"... the first Roswar, is he dead? If so, what happens to Roswar now of his descendants? Is it a bifurcated muscle or blood over there?

"The first generation is not a war death, I hear. As far as I can remember, I've been half-dead, but then barely connected my life. Most of all, I didn't want to be comfortable enough to live a healthy life. … and since then, the first Roswar, who was supposed to have made the most of magic, has gone even deeper into the magic path."

there must have been a time when θ worked to find out the truth. She herself, who is nothing else, would have wanted to be sure of the authenticity of her memories, starting with 'melancholy'.

It just means her efforts didn't come to a conclusion to see where no clear answers came back.

"The original role of 'sanctuary' is to keep 'melancholy' away from echidna. Lewes Mayer gave herself on that thought of Echidna to defend the place called 'Sanctuary'.... What makes a replica out of a crystal is the small work that follows...?

"The action of producing a replica is unnecessary for a mechanism that merely creates a junction. Ten, eighty-nine, let's just say that. The question is, is the motive behind the mechanism that produces that replica?"

"If it was Echidna who did it... the motive would be the very immortality he said. It's just... I don't know what he was thinking the moment he remembered this."

How did Echidna decide when she found Ryuz Mayer sleeping in Crystal?

She should be aware of the existence of 'melancholy', which, according to θ's memory, is for sure. But if you knew, unnaturalness recruits you to behave in dialogue with Subaru.

- Where is the answer to the discomfort that arises here, that does not interact?

"You don't have enough parts to give an answer yet."

Biting his teeth, Subaru abhors pieces of the puzzle missing from the painting.

Scratch your head interrupt the task of dragging out the answer once and for all on this occasion. And then the last part of the story of the past ahead, not to be missed for Subaru,

- Beatrice lost her friend at the end of the day.

"... right"

Ryus Mayer is out of awe. Beatrice is stubborn.

Until the end of the day, and perhaps Beatrice couldn't admit it to each other, even at the last moment.

Crouse Mayer dissolves in the crystal. How much wound did her last cursely expression of affection cause to Beatrice's heart?

Is the result of experiencing that parting the appearance of a girl who, for four hundred years, continues to reject others?

"I lost it in a painful way, so I can't help but be afraid to want it anymore. I don't know how you feel, but I don't."

I am reminded of Beatrice, who rejected Subaru's hand and begged him to "let me die".

What she can't expect from others is that the memory of loneliness that lasted four hundred years and her breakup with Ryus Mayer, who became the first cut of that loneliness, is deeply sharp in its wounds?

I think I finally understand why Beatrice, the heartbroken, relied on Echidna's instructed presence of 'the person' and spent a long time slumping his mind.

Beatrice's heart wound, the only friend she lost, remains a pig for a long time. The wounds that would otherwise have met the 'person' and were supposed to be healed by accomplishing instructions from Echidna accumulated pus and swelled up into all the rips in the years that had passed too often.

That's why she feels the limit.

"... Beatrice and the crows have met?

"No, I can't. By the time they were created as replicas, Master Beatrice had stopped leaning on the Sanctuary and had never visited it since. The other replicas don't know their memories, but from what I know, I don't think we should see each other."

――――

In the polar part, Subaru also agrees with the idea of crowdsθ.

Ryus Mayer sleeps in the crystal. Theta, a replica, is two melons with her as she was at the time. Yet in θ, as Ryus Mayer, there is no memory of dealing with Beatrice.

Now that the wound is not blocked, meeting θ and other replicas can only result in itching for Beatrice.

It's just...

"He needs to meet θ and everyone else."

Because that's what that girl, who was present at the moment when the 'Sanctuary' was born and whose wishes were taken over by Lews Mayer, needed to move her stopped legs.

"Can I assume that this is all the reason you hid your past until θ ran away and hid it?

"... right. That's all. The presence of a strange demon named 'Melancholy', seen by Non, only in the memory of Rhus Mayer. It's too strange and unusual to have that fact anywhere, even though it existed."

"I agree with that. Including Echidna's attitude, there will be some clarity."

"And... bye"

Cut the words, θ lay her eyes down in front of Subaru frowning. Then, she left her gaze untouched toward Subaru,

"If this' sanctuary 'is the place where it was born by the wishes of the founding fathers of Lewes Mayer… what does it mean to break the bonds that we created until we gave our lives and liberate this place…? I had the courage."

――――

"Times are not times. Time is different in centuries than in the days of Rhus Mayer. When the fear of" The Jealous Witch "was at its height, the treatment of the despised and neglected halves must have improved a little too.... to the point where something comes out that calls for us to free this place and look outside"

"... of course, we can't say enough yet. The eyes of discrimination are still everywhere. I don't like it, 'cause I think there's plenty to do even if I leave here. But..."

Reminds me of what happened at the Royal Palace.

In the hall of the king's election, Emilia put her will and thoughts into words and also endured the malice to which she could be directed.

In a world where her ideals have been fulfilled, the inhabitants of this' sanctuary 'are saved. The wishes of Ryus Mayer are fulfilled.

"When Emilia did it, the finished 'Sanctuary' begins again. When all goes well, the whole world will be able to say 'sanctuary' to everyone."

――――

At least, Emilia will try to be that way. There are about half the other Kings candidates who are not sure, but are likely to work hard for it.

There is no such thing as a race to measure between people.

There will surely come a time when such a normal way of thinking for Subaru will be widely familiar.

"Dream story. That's a comfortable, sounding word."

"Right. You're gonna shake my heart, aren't you?

"Speak of such an old man, you're a bad man, Sue boy"

Laughing at the back of his throat, θ gives an old look to his young expression.

In the light mouth of Subaru, Theta looked somewhere sunny,

"Perhaps the only reason I want to be fooled by that comforting word is because Nan is old."

"She's a girl, so she might have been attracted to my dangerous charm."

"Phew."

"Now for the first time I've been laughed at with my nose, including other Mr. Ryus!

With his hands raised in heaven, Svalbard posed just as he came. Theta shook his neck to the side of such Svalbard's attitude and placed the empty cup on the table.

And look up at the crossing silver shield hung on the wall,

"The world outside this' sanctuary '- that's all, when it becomes' sanctuary '"

"I'm sure that's when it comes. When that happens, I don't want you locked up. They said they couldn't do that because they had the most fun with their middle fingers."

Getting over being so assured that you can't, it creates value.

A challenge is a challenge, that's what it is.

It's great to live and scratch because you go for an endless dreamy place.

"- Okay, Sue Fong. Like you or Emilia. Yeah."

"θ......"

"I made up my mind from the start. If it was Su Fang who found him in this place, let's talk about the past and leave it to judgment. And even when Su Fang heard about Nong, he couldn't stop liberating the Sanctuary... and his anxiety laughed off."

"The more I laughed off, the more energetic I wasn't."

"But that's fine. Yeah, that's fine."

As shaking something off, θ nods and affirms Subaru's posture many times.

Subaru finally realised in that θ attitude that she was reaching out from prison, a memory she'd held in for years without anyone telling her.

He asked me if I could take that hand and take him outside - he left the decision to me.

"Now not a single Mr. Lewes opposes the liberation of the 'sanctuary'"

"Will it?... It's just that it's only the liberation of the 'sanctuary' that makes sense for the first time since the junction was broken. The breakthrough in" Trials "will not change depending on Emilia."

θ tells Subaru, who strokes down his chest that one matter of concern has disappeared, to keep his mind tight. Hearing that, Subaru tightened his loose cheeks.

i found θ, and there was certainly a part of me that was relaxed. However, it remains the same that the problems that have erupted continue unanswered.

θ found ahead of Garfield.

But Emilia hasn't been found yet.

"You think Emilia has eyes that can survive the trials?

"I hit my hand for that... or I'm going to let you hit me. However, the medication works too well and so far I'm a little unaware of the news. Urgent action is required."

"Shit, no news!? So, I guess it's okay!? If you reveal yourself to the present past and the key Emilia screws up, you'll be ready to ruin everything!?

"The anxiety is good, it's hard to say from me... but I heard about θ earlier and I thought to myself,"

To protect the Sanctuary, Ryus Mayer gave his own life.

Until the end, that self-sacrifice of hers, which has prioritized others, overlaps badly with that girl, who just loses money everywhere else's priority.

Even if the hard things overlap now, repeat the painful thoughts, and my heart shrivels.

Because I don't think she'll lose sight of what she's being asked to do.

"So I'm sure I know where she is."

――――

"Even if it wasn't, I desperately searched through the narrow 'sanctuary'. Even now, my opponent should be rolling around with half a cry. If you still can't find it, there's only one place you can't."

Theta, who was somewhat in a hurry, also exhaled deeply into Subaru's face with certainty. She would not ascertain Subaru's perception of it, but would go on to say, "Then,"

"If you're going to find Emilia and say she's going to survive the 'trials'... the last gate is not going to be Garbo"

"His past is about breaking up with his mother as far as si heard fragments. Did θ dive into the cemetery at the same time have any idea?

"She's extremely sick of talking about her family. Sometimes I'm worried about you... and Frederica is quite enjoyable."

I hear that Frederica and Garfield's breakup was made decisive by Garfield's shaking off her hand when she decided to travel to the outside world.

The reason Garfiel remained in the 'sanctuary' is to protect the inhabitants who, unlike themselves, who are quarters, cannot go out into the outside world from beings that may threaten them.

- It also fits Echidna's saying that Garfiel is afraid of the outside world.

"The trauma of breaking up with your mother...? I wonder if he hates the outside world. I want him to help me do it in the outside world."

"Sioux Boy and Garboy lined up, or... that's, um. Yeah, that's good."

Thinking about Garfiel, I found that from the appearance of θ, which loosens his lips, the factor of childhood is lost, and the motherhood of merciful grandchildren is overflowing.

Perhaps for them, a replica of the crown in charge of one in four, the emotion they don't share but share is their affection for a being called Garfiel.

Garfiel points it at the crowns. That must be the same thing.

"... first, you need to meet Emilia"

As for Garfield's offense, he's getting ready in case it sucks.

The contract with Roswar - more than incorporated as a victory condition for betting - is one of the indispensable obstacles to dialogue with him.

And Emilia's breakthrough in "trials" is also a case Roswar affirmed he couldn't "do, and we have to have Emilia attack alone, apart from Subaru's workings.

Losing connection to the pack, Emilia is losing heart support. Instead, there should have been no such thing as an 'inconvenient memory lid' that would inhibit the first 'trial' offense.

At least, that's what's happening if we keep up with the pack's prospects. When she faces the 'trials' ahead of her, a different view should welcome her.

In contrast, can Emilia come up with an answer that is no different now?

- At that moment, it was the role Natsuki Subaru had set herself, even if she could not be next door, to do everything she could to keep being that way.

"I know you're my cousin who put his shoulder in Garfield, but θ, can you stay here for a while now? If he can't get anywhere near here, it's better if you don't keep finding him."

"Doesn't that mean Sioux Boy is naughty while Garboy is distracted?

"Everybody's naughty about what I do, as a matter of course. I'm just sayin 'it's a conspiracy, don't you look like the kind of despicable guy I think so much about?

θ does not answer the subaru twisting his neck.

Subaru scratched his head with a sigh, even as he felt something disgusted by that silent response.

"Can we not change our mind that the original appointment is today and the preliminary date is tomorrow...? If Emilia's place is as imaginary, later concerns are Garfield and Roswar"

Conditions of victory in the 'sanctuary', two beings that could hold it back, are the neck.

And the meeting to keep it away is deliberate with Otto. The problem is timing, prep time and certainty.

The timing is sometimes. The more prep time you have. Certainty increases only for minutes of good timing and length of preparation time. - It's a natural conclusion, but it should be.

"Cry or laugh, we have to clean it up by the day after tomorrow. Only the battlefield, you can't go wrong.... right, θ"

"I can't even tell you how much consent I need. - If a boy has a face he's ready for, that's when it happens. I'll wait and see."

θ that affirms its will, even if it has not come to Subaru's idea.

A troublesome smile may be something that, after a while, Ryus Mayer was also floating around every now and then. I'm sure the look that Beatrice has seen many times.

Convince Garfield, support Emilia, and pick up Beatrice.

While I'm at it, there are too many things to do and too many obstacles to it.

The dark clouds that can get in are not clear and the clear answers remain to be found.

Yet Subaru's mind is not looking down with wonder.

Because it's consistent with what you have to do and what you want to do.

No matter how difficult it is, now that I see the walls to hit, I know much better than the time I was confused without knowing what to hit.

Finally, we're ready to reach out to something without the shape of destiny.

Tending his cheeks with both hands, let the dry noise play and Subaru put in the mood.

Laughing at the θ that rounds his eyes, Subaru gently raises his hand and heads outside the building.

And I put my hand on the door at the entrance, and looked back like I remembered, and I said:

"Speaking of which, Ryus Mayer was a year-to-year speaker, what are the θ in that replica baba words? Part of making characters?

"What are you talking about? - I don't know. It's the same age."

His nose sounds like outrage, θ with his short hand on his hips flat chest.

Calling that figure year-to-year would be impossible, no matter how much.

Subaru went out of the building and got wind of it, drawing behind his brain about a girl in a dress, who hadn't grown a bit over the years.

To try one last battle, with some sunshine.

- The resistance of Natsuki Subaru begins, to end the 'sanctuary' and to start the 'sanctuary'.