Re:Zero Kara Hajimeru Isekai Seikatsu (WN)

- Only consciousness kept hearing the sound of something breaking.

Bones are chewed up, brain plasma crushed, eyes cracked and water inside overflowed.

The skull, it's the bones of the head that are crushed. I can see that something important, stuck inside of it, is losing its roots to the power of sharp fangs and getting messed up.

The gray cerebral cord and cerebral plasma spill over and mix with the unknown yellow fluid that was accumulating in the forehead, causing a thousand thin mesh-like blood vessels to cut off and red blood to spill out.

All of them together in any good, consciousness and memory turn into a flesh-colored revulsion.

Pain, pain. I can't breathe either.

It was like a headache scratching like a crack - I thought so and my consciousness laughed bitterly.

It hurts like it cracks, I'm not talking about it.

Instead of already cracking it, after everything that matters has been smashed and scattered. Besides, even the part that feels pain is crumbling, what more can you say now?

Do you know what happens when the brain that builds up memories spills out, the organs for thinking crumble, and the parts necessary to sustain life are rooted out in the first place?

If that happens, humans will be 'dead'.

So, naturally, myself...

"-Rus. balus. Stay with me."

The roots of a wandering consciousness are grasped and forcibly taken out to a bright place.

The first thing I felt back was someone's chopped voice I could hear in my ear. The voice is not only accompanied by sound tremors, but also the feeling of being tapped on the cheek, albeit lightly.

"Bulls, if you don't wake up, I'll burn your lids off."

"-"

My consciousness surfaces rapidly when I hear horrible remarks on my sleeping head.

Through the dark world as it was called by the voice, consciousness passed through a breathless environment in such a way as to show its face on the water. And when you open your eyelids before you burn them out,

"-Balus, are you awake?

――――

Right in front of her, there was a face of lamb that narrowed her thin red eyes.

It reaches your breath, and if you lift your jaw a little, it's a close range that seems to touch your lips. Regardless, it is not that there are such colourful circumstances. That's all Ram has on his face so much, because otherwise the surroundings are so dark that we can't see the details of each other's faces.

Conscious of the ram in front of you, perception slowly begins to pick up feelings under your buttocks, etc. My body rolled over fine sand particles and Subaru was a big letter in the sand sea.

For a breath, as his breath leaked out of Subaru's mouth, Ram stared often as he peered into the back of Subaru's eyes, then slowly released Cantera with one hand. The orange light cleaved the darkness in her hand, and Subaru understood that she was still, trapped in the labyrinth of sand - no, 'back to death'.

"Me, I..."

Looking around the dark, Subaru takes the time to remember what happened.

The shock of the 'death' moment is always vivid, and the feeling of shaking memories always shows no signs of getting used to it. Subaru fingertipped and remembered at the end, savoring the sensation of being swallowed by an earthquake in the field of memory and flirting to remember the definitive 'death'.

――――

What resuscitates with tremendous momentum in the back of the brain is the hateful phase of the ram illuminated by Cantera.

And a killing that I see no significance or significance whatsoever, starting with a curse with her, and its miserable end.

"Ugh..."

"Balus?"

Subaru accidentally put his hand on his mouth in front of a ram with an astonishing face.

It was not a scream a few decades ago, remembering the fact that we had killed each other with Ram - it was vomiting, remembering the tragic end of Ram's turn that had happened.

"Ugh... whoa"

For Subaru, I have already experienced enough of my 'death' with my fingers on both hands.

It is true that in a world that 'returns to death' that way, even experiences of lost bodies like Emilia and Beatrice taste almost as much as their own 'death'.

But for Subaru, 'death' is never something you get used to.

It is the same for me, and the 'death' of someone other than me is equally the same. I have fears that I will die, and all I will die in my body is thinking and my heart will be torn apart.

- Not to mention that the last lamb's tragic death was the first shock to taste.

He has seen his belly torn, his neck broken, his whole body wounded unharmed and tragically murdered.

Any way of dying is filled with bitterness and grief, and Subaru can't do anything worse than compare the ways of dying side by side.

But, oh, it's the first time they've smashed my head, chewed my contents, and damaged it.

I saw Lamb's righteous built face crumble relentlessly against his fangs.

It is also a tragedy done at the hands of Patrash, one of the most believing beings for Subaru.

"... ooh, yah. Whoa, whoa, whoa."

Being desperate to remember is no different than remembering.

The more we try to forget the tragic end of the ram, the clearer will emerge behind Subaru's brain the lingering peachy hair and head wreckage in the mouth of the Grounddragon.

As a result, he can't digest the vomiting that comes in, and Subaru shrugs toward the sand.

But his throat and stomach have not recovered from the shock of 'Back to Death' and he just cramps and doesn't try to obey Subaru's will.

"Whoa, whoa...!

"... I thought I woke up and all of a sudden that? That's pathetic."

I get my hands on the ground and desperately try to spit out the contents of my stomach but nothing comes out. I am surprised because I am thirsty in my mouth and not a drop of covetousness comes out.

I don't see the look on Ram's face looking at Cantera here with one hand, but it was enough from that voice that she was stunned by Subaru gasping so hard.

Nature, the events immediately preceding 'death' are recalled in its cold attitude.

The enthusiasm that leads to the willingness to kill that sprung up for no reason, and the cursing that started to erupt that enthusiasm - the impulse that drove it arouse in my chest, and I get scared.

But...

- Don't bite me.

"-"

One word, and so a foreboding ram sat down beside Subaru, lifting his temple.

When he was surprised that Subaru, who was kneeling, was stunned, Lamb opened his mouth unintentionally via such Subaru's reaction, leaving him with a face that seemed bottomless - his white finger stuck in the back of Subaru's throat.

…… Oh, whoa. "

"I knew Balth's clumsiness was muscular, but that's it, baby."

He gets his throat offended by other people's fingers and Subaru's esophagus is rampantly abused.

Then the stomachs and throats, which until then were in the way of vomiting, accepted new surprises, and now began to work desperately to push out gastric fluid and saliva in unison.

Keep it in tears, Subaru punches it over the sand leaving it to vomit. I just vomited stomach fluids and moisture, but still much easier than before vomiting.

"Eh, heh... heh, heh... evil no, it's okay now... eh"

"Really? I'm glad you're satisfied."

"You..."

Return to Subaru, who wipes his mouth with sleeves, in toddler language as the lamb shrugs his shoulders.

Though there are some things about that attitude, it is true that you have developed a baby level crude phase. There is no room to argue, and Ram's palms still gently stroke Subaru's back.

It's hard to understand, it's a spicy concern.

"Hands, enough said. More than that, this is..."

"You remember when the junction broke and the sand sea cracked right in front of you, right? They swallowed every dragon car there, and here's what they threw out."

He shook off Ram's consideration and said so as Subaru looked around. Listening to her answer to that, Subaru is confused as to whether to have relief or anxiety about the continuation of the 'Back to Death' point.

However, in any case, action must be taken early.

Following that judgment, trying to continue the word--,

"Waking up in the basement, Balls worried about Rem? What about Master Emilia? What about Master Beatrice? Are you worried about someone you don't see?

"-"

What resurrected me in the back of my brain was the blade of Ram's words, which severely and sharply dictated my heart.

The discord that led to the last ending - that situation where allies killed each other, is clearly unusual.

It must be about me, but I don't think I was in a normal mental state in retrospect. In the first place, the disconnect is unusual. It's so ridiculous that things pile up to such an extent that bugs didn't reside well, from cursing each other to killing each other.

"Balus?"

Ram tilts his neck at the way Subaru looks without words coming out.

Last time, an anomaly caused discord. So naturally, it's not worth being anxious about Ram's words uttered in that state. - It's just unnatural to say it's all a lie.

Even though it is true that it was improbably amplified as usual, the dissatisfaction and outrage Subaru felt with Ram is not a fake. Not everything was a lie.

Then I guess it's true that Ram had an unspeakable discomfort with Subaru's attitude not to worry about Emilia and the others. If that emotion is to be taken into account, Subaru should be worried about Emilia and the others here, just in form.

In fact, I'm worried, so it's not a lie or anything to act like that.

I just know that when I'm worried I won't get anything.

――――

Now, really now, Subaru is stuck in words when he realizes deception.

I knew that was necessary to avoid discord, and my heart still hesitated to deceive the lamb by speaking of deception. Worry about your people with your intentions, deceive them - disgust them.

Naturally, I hesitate to swallow. Because that's what makes no sense, such as buying unhappiness for that reason.

"The... everyone..."

"- It's no use blaming yourself so much. There's no point in pursuing anyone's responsibility. There's got to be a priority over wasting that time."

But Ram got a more casual conclusion to Subaru's emotions before Subaru uttered a word he was worried about. Instead, should I say I misread the look on Subaru's face that looks serious?

It's a rare thing from Ram's insight. Sometimes her errors in saying and acting like she sees through people's minds are also evidence that she is in such a hurry, inside.

"Even though, I'm wasting my time Balls was guerrilla vomiting"

Of course, Ram never imitates such a rough pattern of his own mind.

Subaru was lost in judging what to say to Ram's attitude, which could not be overstated for its strength and stubbornness. In the end, Ram moves first with nothing to say.

She turned Cantera to the back of the labyrinth as she wiped a finger that stuck into Subaru's mouth.

"I can't stay guzzled. Lem and... and I need to rendezvous with Emilia."

"Wow, it's... what are you doing here?

"Except for Lamb and Balth... it just seems like you're back"

Make sure you fix it on Ram's back and follow her words and gaze to the back.

Coming from beyond the labyrinth are Anastasia and Patrash rocking every light. A far-sighted look at the pitch-black earth dragon dissolving in the darkness, Subaru's eyeballs tremble slightly.

Its pristine, ferocious and beautiful face, illuminated by the light of shine and orange.

Lined in a closed mouth, a line of blades and confusing fangs chewed the girl's head off, and even Subaru himself to keep standing -.

That can't normally happen.

"Are you stupid, I... No, I'm stupid, I am"

Biting his trembling back teeth into small pieces, Subaru tries to push his weakness to death.

In that unusual discord, the intent to kill directed could not have been real. Being killed by Patrash was engraved into his mind as an unhealing wound for Subaru as well.

Still, Subaru should have repeatedly faced the existence that killed him.

"That's right. Lem or Lam, at first..."

Even the rum that gave me a peek at the warmth.

Even Rem, who supported Subaru with all his dedication and forgiveness.

The first relationship was the worst, and there were times when lives were targeted and taken.

Compared to that, it's something cute, like what happened earlier that wasn't meant to be.

"That's right. Right.... should be, what"

Holding his own shoulder, Subaru rubs his skin as if it were cold.

Underneath the sand sea, dominated by sand and darkness, this place is certainly cold. However, the reason for feeling cold never differs from that of the outside air.

- Natsuki-kun, you're awake.

"- Thanks to you. So, how was it looking around?

Front, Ram and Anastasia are exchanging words.

This sandy labyrinth's offensive policy should be matched with the information we've been getting. Originally, Subaru mixes there and often has to be told.

And yet now I have to prioritize calming my mind, my knees don't move.

'Back to Death' should have left behind the events and influences immediately preceding 'Death'.

Yet, even in an attempt to erase it, fear floats, and the passion of that moment resurrects.

Subaru extended and kept fighting to push that emotion away.

――――

The dragon in the pitch-black ground was just watching over the state of Subaru.

- Subaru's mind, which should have 'gone back to death', has not been undone.

Except for some of those circumstances, the contents of the four underground labyrinth explorations are pretty much identical.

In search of the appearance of our fellow citizens other than ourselves, the group that led Subaru slowly progresses through the cold darkness. Illuminating the passage in Cantera, staring at the shadows that are falling on the side of the road, the walk is slow, so much so.

――――

If I tell you the truth, Subaru wants to skip the confirmation work on this road.

Already for Subaru, it's the road I've been through twice around here. Emilia and the others can't be rolling as far as we can see. Or so, there's no point in appealing that to the two behind you, and it's impossible to defend yourself if you're told there's an overlook.

As a result, even just restless, and some gruesome march remains at an uncalled for pace, time is running out to let only Subaru's sense of impatience be recruited.

"Even if everyone else is safe... in our case, Patrash might have been lucky enough"

――――

"When I think about if you don't have legs, what a hell or a thing in the sand sea. Anxiety, after all, usually do things that are short of battle power..."

――――

"Worst case scenario, we try not to hesitate to trump it out, but I'm scared because I don't have to keep it on track. Let me rely on you two, okay?

――――

"... hey, are you listening to both Natsuki-kun and Ram? I've been talking to you for a long time."

Signs of a swelling anastasia that I've been talking about on the road to exploration. Subaru stopped and looked back at her complaining about the environment where the gavel wouldn't even enter.

Then he illuminated Anastasia, who was on the dragon, and drew a frightened breath from his nose,

"Well, you can keep talking about it endlessly.... now you should be desperate to find the others. I don't have time for this."

"There's nothing to waste your mouth or anything. We should talk about our future policies. Besides, it's usually Natsuki-kun's role not to be exhausted. Only now, if it's quiet, two girls... Hmm, four people get anxious."

"Four."

That's how the mouthless Anastasia responds to the lip-bending Subaru.

The two of us would have counted Lamb and Anastasia, but if you re-said the four of us, it would be the result of adding collar Donna and Patrash. Technically anastasia-collar Donna state, so this is an occasion to be called the three of us - in the first place, it's not even a question of correcting.

――――

To an anastasia that swells her cheeks, Subaru thinks with her black eyes narrowed.

The real Anastasia is dormant and now the collar Donna is just pretending. Even so, the behavior has become much more familiar, as if it were a blend.

It's unfortunate that neither of us is in the lead, but we can't see the inside out of her expression, words and deeds.

- Last time, in the discord that fell into a killing, all about Ram and Patrash was in consciousness because of the misery of the ending, but there was also discomfort with Anastasia's attitude.

The hostility of Lamb and the harmfulness of Patrash, the two of whom went clearly crazy, are easy to understand.

But Anastasia's. That was hard to determine at first glance if she went mad, leaving her uncertain what color her heart was until the last moment.

Regardless, Anastasia was killed by rams due to differences in local power, but its cunning is nowhere to be alarmed, such as hiding a knife in an emergency take-out bag or making it look like it would take in and peek into the gap.

Everyday, it's not weird where they scratch your sleeping neck if you're not conscious -.

"... Whatever. That's how"

- Are you thinking all the time about being hostile?

"-"

Face the front of the aisle, Subaru punches himself in the cheek in an invisible position to the Rams.

My mouth was cut off by a single handful, and I felt sharp pain and the taste of blood on my tongue tip. That's how you hurt yourself and correct your cloudy consciousness.

Rams, anastasias, they're not unusual.

It is not the other Subaru who has not been able to let go of the anomaly at this time.

"Wow. It doesn't freak me out that I know I'm crazy myself."

Are you crazy or are they crazy?

When everything but myself was wrong, there was something Subaru so proud of.

Ultimately, naturally, it is all a mistake. The straying Subaru himself, arrogantly deciding he was right, just had the stupid experience of turning around denying his surroundings.

At the end of the day, he pointed out that he knew from the beginning that he was wrong, and he could admit it. So, that's right, vivid memory.

However, Svalbard is aware of his anomaly in his normality.

That's even scary because you haven't kept and tamed that anomaly on top of it.

Subaru remembers and understands this frontier.

This sensation of a desolate mind and a hungry madness that goes crazy everywhere in solitude.

This is the horizon of the madman, Petergius Romaneconti.

It's that madman's view, aware of his own madness, of his normal perception of anomaly.

"Balth, what's wrong?

With a taste of unpleasant empathy, there was a rum on Svalbard's back that shivered.

Subaru drinks down the blood mixed with the saliva, then looks back at the two with a bare gesture of nothing.

"No, anything. I just feel sick with sand in my shoes."

"... nothing like one of the bales shut up and there's no fine dust in Ram's mind, but Anastasia-sama's words make sense."

"What?

"Shut up, aside from that, it's not something to hold onto and make a woman anxious. If you don't want them to, try to hide them better."

――――

Subaru once again bent his lips to the letter to when he was told to be pizzy.

The meaning of Ram's words is plain and unmistakable. Then I also realize that Ram's words were a translation of Anastasia's difficult to understand consideration.

It was like being seen through, and my heart stood at me.

"It's vague. I don't think you can tell."

"I can't believe I don't know what Balls is saying right now. If you're worried about that, you should think about it more every day."

"Mr. Lamb really doesn't condone Natsuki-kun's opponents."

To the tongue-beating Subaru words, Ram hits the same tongue blade. Anastasia laughs more bitterly at the very intensity and sharpness of its poison.

to the gentle suppression of its anastasia, Ram shrugged his shoulders, though,

"Rest assured. Balus is delighted. Because he's a pervert who's happy with his ordeal."

"Talk about what? Hey, what are you judging me for seeing? Don't be too free to sandbag me, okay? You know what? The only thing you can hit is a guy who's ready to get hit, right?

"Ha."

Ram's attitude of sniffing like a little fool is almost the usual girlfriend herself.

Unlike Subaru's feelings, she was envious and jealous and hateful of herself for thinking so, already able to regain peace.

However, if we still exchange our usual light mouths, the color of the disturbing shadow can be diluted. It was indisputably the light itself that Subaru created in his daily life with them.

"Something tells me it's hard to explain... I'm a little paranoid right now"

――――

Again, in words, it became more fuzzy than I imagined.

Take it, and let the rum and anastasia snort their lips into a letter to.

――――

If you look at it, even Patrash looks kind of frightened.

For Patrash, who is smart and arguing about the logic of things, the incompetence of Subaru nowadays is beyond my sight. As far as Subaru is concerned, it would be better for her if she was saddled with the right Lord.

In fact, I feel like Ram and Anastasia can handle Patrash better. If you think you're in the way for that, it's natural to strip Subaru of his fangs -,

"Stop, stop..."

"I know it's serious compared to the dumbness of the way it sounds."

Anastasia so credits Subaru for staring at Patrash and slowly swallowing swords. Objectively strange, when admitted, there is simultaneous relief and anxiety.

Finally, one of their choices was to eliminate Subaru. It's only before that happens that we go together...

"Me, it's super hard."

"This, could it be easier to really tie it up and carry it?

Anastasia threw a spoon at Subaru, who blushed or blued his face and looked at him alone. Lamb frowns at the thought of "but" in the judgment of the anastasia.

"That way, with the balus limbs, it won't be a fundamental solution."

"Don't use too strong a word. I'll make an enemy of mine."

"It's not a big threat, but I hope Lamb doesn't turn Emilia or Beatrice against his enemies, either. I can't even look at Rem."

Subaru suffers not to be hostile to the ram he contemplates.

While fighting my emotions that way, there was actually something I was wondering.

That really is not something to think about in this situation even now.

It was just a question to express now that I had embarked on this journey of Preades watchtower strategy and went through two 'Back to Death' in the sandy labyrinth.

- It bothers me that Ram reacts more sensitively to Rem.

――――

For Subaru, of course, it's a good sign that Ram cares about Rem.

For Rem, who is not remembered by anyone but Subaru, only Subaru is bonding with her in two directions. That doesn't mean anything in a physical sense, although it's something that brings a certain sense of speciality to Subaru.

To that isolated circumstance of Rem, Ram is trying to get close to him in person unlimited.

Regardless, the fact that Rem's memory is not in her is so much a reminder that she doesn't like it this past year. On the other hand, there is no doubt that Lamb takes the presence of a girl named Melon and Melon more heavily than 'the truth informed by Subaru'.

And apparently, the emotion brings more to the ram than Subaru 'imagined beyond imagination'.

The matter can also be seen from the discord of the earlier labyrinth - the explosion into words and deeds that became its cut off, which lacked Subaru's consideration.

I didn't recall. Yet a rum thought comparable even though I remember it.

She feels more deeply than Subaru probably thinks.

- It's just, is that really all?

"... nasty"

"No, it's not nasty. You don't have those eyes. That's paranoia!

"Put yourself on the shelf. That? No more of this."

"If I were up on the shelf, you'd be up on the shelf looking down on yourself, wouldn't you?

As such, I can feel relieved that the relationship has not changed with the usual, while I have a light mouth.

Even if your mood changes instantly and your warm emotions turn to cold harmfulness.

Only in the meantime can you not hate someone.

"Beware of Natsuki-kun's trends... I wonder if that's what caused it"

"Did you also notice Master Anastasia?"

"Well, I think Natsuki-kun will be so obviously affected."

Face to face with how Ram and Anastasia feel about the circumstances of Subaru being invaded by suspicious ghosts and paranoia. Instead, if Subaru is also the only cause, I know.

That's all the more so if you're both insightful and alert. Oh, and while we're having a conversation, I find it abominable that you're paying attention to Subaru's every move.

"Abominable... asshole"

"Did I say something?

"Add or subtract your own foolishness. So, what do you know?

As I twist my neck to my sensibilities, Ram and Anastasia can also twist my neck. Then to Subaru's question, they all pointed to the front.

If you look forward to that move, you'll see what they're trying to say.

- In front of me, that divide showed up.

"I felt an unpleasant breeze coming from earlier... but now I know what caused it"

"This bad wind calls for discord. When we talk about Mary, Balth's body odor calls for the Warcraft, and originally, it's not compatible... No, I wonder it's good."

"Do you know what this unpleasant feels like?

"When you multiply the current state of the valves with the body odor of the valves, the answer is one."

"Don't tell me it stinks again and again."

The last two times there was simply unanimous content in the place of 'unpleasant feeling'. The intertwining of Subaru's constitution and the current situation there gives rise to different views.

Ram and Anastasia looked at each other, then nodded at each other, at the same time.

"Chi"

"Witch's, is that it? Then you're ahead of you..."

"I'm not sure, but originally, it's a well-known fact that there's a 'witch's temple' behind the dunes. Oh, even if it's connected by some mistake than the sandy sea has solved..."

"It's a short cut, I wonder if that's what you're saying. So, burns."

Disgusting and conclusive of the causes that have created enough discord to scratch the spirit and call for killing each other.

Words the possibility of a vagaries presence on it, pointing the way as Anastasia grins bitterly.

A split path divided into two hands, from the right, a temper, and to the left a nest of centaurs.

Regardless, I intend to talk well after this about the threat lurking on the road to the left - which way to go is the priority now.

"So, which way do you think it's going to go?

To Anastasia's inquiry, Subaru and Ram face to face.

And they spoke together without the madness of the dimensions, they said.

"- Left"

That's what happened.