Re:Zero Kara Hajimeru Isekai Seikatsu (WN)
Chapter Six Thirty: A Two-Layer Strategic Reflection
- There was a woman, a woman.
The woman was worried about everything. I was worried about people, about strife, about the world, about everything.
Everything seemed small to the woman. Everything seemed like a toddler to protect.
It is easy to rule such people and the world, scattered in thousands if you wave your arms.
But the woman decided so, not to rule her own arm, but to use it for asylum.
The woman's lonely struggle began. The trials and errors from then on were not easy for women either.
Leading people, connecting people, helping people, advising people.
None of this extends to just one woman. I can't reach it. I can't do what I have to do.
For the first time, the woman was to curse her lack of power.
Even if I see a danger, I don't have enough hands. I can't save you if you're in a predicament. That, lack of power.
Even if it reaches right in front of you, it can't fill the unreachable distance. Even if everything is foreseeable, what has already happened cannot be changed. There is no life to deal with a disaster far from here.
I believed there was power. That didn't get to much of a wish.
Wisdom made me proud. It did not show the way to follow hope.
Therefore the woman despairs. Refine even the curse of your lack of strength.
Struck by every penance, while infinitely torn apart by the mourning of others.
Eventually the woman understands. Impossible. I can't. He said he couldn't.
This is in the hands of one woman, it is only unreasonable to even wish, that it was a plea.
I found that out. I had an understanding. I knew it was impossible. - But I won't give up.
If you're short on your own, you can increase the number.
If you're not alone, if you collect things that have the same wishes, you can reach the unreachable wishes.
My head crosses. You get to see what you didn't see.
Let us pick with this wish the unreachable mourning, the unsaveable tragedy, the repeated cruelty.
Hand in hand with the fan, give the heavenly sword a battlefield, deal with the dragon, and push on to the great petition.
It will all come to that, the conclusion of the grief.
Eventually you're supposed to visit, the subversion of the vows.
Soon, eventually, there will come, the achievement of the great petition -.
"Save. Let me try to save you. I see a way to save. - I know the way to save you."
No matter how scratched or lost in the process, I only give up.
If the fan disappears, the heavenly sword forgets to laugh, and the dragon flies away into the distant sky, it will not give up.
Losing the first endorser doesn't stop the footsteps. The woman is not alone anymore.
"There's got to be. I know what happened. - I want to know."
Walk the paved path to countless bodies. Aim to accomplish the great petition, which cost many lives.
Sooner or later, you'll be able to reach all the tears. In that case, there is a world to understand.
For the first time since then, I can reach my original wish.
So in search of it, desperately, the woman endures intolerable pain and continues to stand back.
- "The Witch of Greed" scorches herself into unreachable wishes and keeps bleeding into her own greed.
"- Julius is resting here until the wound heals properly! Absolutely, absolutely!
slamming a worn out Julius into the green room and shouting up her voice, Emilia said.
A long staircase leading from two layers' Electra 'to four layers, Subaru and Julius, who deposited it and cut it down. It's an exchange that welcomes the two of us and immediately after Emilia appeases.
It's a virtue to change your mind quickly, and I appreciate the fact that it's an unspeakable way to say whether or not you do. If I didn't ask why, it was an early job that wouldn't even make me make excuses. The truth is Emilia, too, would have had plenty to talk to Julius about -
"- What Subaru must have told me about the story I had to. So now I just need you to get some rest and talk to me later otherwise. Right?"
"... uh, and. I'm basically a total surrender to Emilia Tan's opinion, and I think there's no objection to that this time, so I agree. Sleep."
At the entrance to the green room, Subaru shrugged his shoulders to Julius, who laid down his hips on the bed of the wax. Emilia also has a rough nose with her hands on her hips next to Subaru. She looks cute, too.
In the wake of those two words, Julius exhales as he touches his forehead.
"Whatever. I have already caused too much trouble for you and Master Emilia. Beyond this period, I cannot shamelessly act against my word. Be honest with me."
"I get it. A good word for a long time..."
"Really! I don't care what we do. Julius is the one who's hurt, so we're talking about having to rest until that's healed! You can annoy me as much as you want. I'm one of them."
――――
"Patrash, please tell me about Julius. If anything happens to you again, ring out loud and call us."
Trumpeting Julius' far-fetched apologies, with his nose whispering. Emilia spoke to Patrash behind the room - healing her injuries in the green room.
There are three and one personnel left in the green room - in the form of an unconscious Rem and Anastasia with wounded Julius and Patrash. Green rooms are limited to the number of people they can accept at a time, so Subaru and Emilia can't stay on guard either.
For that reason, it's a better choice for someone to be treated inside to look at the people around them. I should have let Julius do the part.
"There's no shame in Emilia saying this to me. Adults, let's just say it's dripping here."
"I can hardly regain the trust I lost. In that regard, there's no one who can always keep up with high scoring Patrash in the field of trust. If anything, you can bite him relentlessly, Patrash."
――――
I rang my throat and Patrash accepted Subaru and Emilia's favor - presumably the one he accepted.
Patrash, who is one of the Emilia faction's best 'women in the know', has an eye for feeling responsible for leaving Julius alone earlier.
I was filled with thoughts of losing my mind in a willing-burning position that there would never be a next time.
"Look at that. And Patrash says," Next time, we'll never let them get away with it. "
"It's strange because, for some reason, it looks like you're really saying that."
"But according to the bilinguality of our militant interior officials, it seems, by and large, to fit with such nuances. She's a lady, so the end of the story might be" yes. "
Occasionally, when Otto is asked to translate in "The Protection of the Spirit of the Word," he is often surprised by the size of Patrash's vessel and his nostalgia for Subaru. I have a real feeling that my mind has been getting through quite intimately lately, even without Otto. And so on, when I actually put it in my mouth, I bought Patrash's unhappiness and he slapped me in the tail, so my maiden heart was a complicated one.
Whatever.
"Adults, I'm going to let you focus on healing wounds. It's a luxury to be surrounded by maidens and to rest in peace."
"Let me tell you, all the girls in this room are mine, except Mr. Anastasia."
At Julius' diminution, Subaru insisted on the bed lem and patrash, then pointed in turn at Emilia next door.
Take it, Emilia swells her cheeks with "Mm,"
"Me, it hasn't been Subaru's yet.... I thought, since you're my knight, isn't Subaru mine?
"That's an awesome happy and embarrassing assessment!
Emilia with her finger on her lips, delighted by what seemed bold, depending on how she heard it, Subaru once again looked at Julius, who would leave it in the room.
It takes time to cross the throes of misery. But at least, just to see if I could have had the relaxation of my heart just to put my foot on that one.
"Torima, while you're resting, you may remember earlier and want to hold your head and gobble, but don't forget Patrash's watching."
"Rest assured. I don't expose myself to such ugliness. - It's not graceful."
"... you're feeling better."
"Huh."
There was them in the answer, and Subaru loosened his cheeks to a first relief.
Two defeats, no hands, no legs.
That should have engraved Julius with intolerable humiliation and powerlessness, but somehow he seems to have sneezed off that first wave.
Um, on the long stairs, I'm glad I didn't leave Julius alone.
If that had been any salvation, Subaru would have been worth learning from the experience of scratching great shame in front of a large crowd at the Royal Castle.
- Patrash, I asked for it.
At the end of the day, in case of love dragons, Subaru and Emilia leave the green room.
Upon leaving, Patrash turned to Julius, conveying signs that Julius was smiling bitterly at the surveillance system.
That's right, Patrash is loyal to instructions and a wise dragon.
Julius' mental state, Patrash's loyal dragon spirit, you can assume that once the worry of the personnel left in the green room is okay.
"... doors, freeze them and keep them locked up?
"Emilia, I'm just amazed at your infinite imagination, but I wonder if you want that to be a last resort. It doesn't bother me to piss off the spirits in the green room."
"Mm, right? Hehe, I just said it. Just kidding."
Emilia apologizes for the joke with her pretty tongue out. While his lips were broken by the reaction, Subaru did not speak of what he held in his chest as one of his options as well.
- Worst of all, the means to seal actions with serious force were also taken into account.
In that case, the best candidate to stop Julius is Emilia, both in ability and position. Fortunately, Julius' mental state was thanks to his efforts towards stability, and I'm glad he didn't have to take such an impending option. Subaru is also horrified.
"Whatever, let's leave the Green Room thing to the spirits in charge of the room. It feels like Patrash's wounds are healing nicely, and Julius doesn't want that."
"Yeah, right. Julius' wounds... aren't as bad as they look, so I think they'll probably get better soon. That's how Reid did it."
"... good handling, huh? Julius won't let me hear it."
Subaru agrees with Emilia's speculation that she chose the words, scratching her head.
The fact that the score is out of bar is only the ultimate of the joke, but so much so that Reid's fighting power stands out that he treats a man as powerful as Julius as a baby.
The first generation "Sword Saint," a useful actor who worked with the wise and the dragon and defeated "The Witch of Jealousy" - I see we can only be convinced if we become legendary heroes with such titles.
Although it is a different story whether that humanity deserves to be worshipped as a 'legendary hero'.
"For one thing, our discussion..."
"- We have to find a way to break through that second 'exam' and the one before the wounds of Knight Julius heal, right?
――――
and a chilling voice interrupted such a Subaru and Emilia conversation. Look, that's the ram that kept its back on the aisle wall and waited for the two of us to return.
Ram caught on to the limited number of people in the green room and was waiting in the aisle. Subaru touched her cheeks with his inner heart flat.
"My face, it's so varied that it's so detailed inside?
"There was just a bunch of worries on my face. Right now, there's only one person in that room who Barus worries about or why. That would be all."
"It's nothing. It's not a limited story. They're all worried about us. Emilia, not only about Tanya and Bear, but about your sister."
"Ha!"
Ram snorts and makes a little fool of Subaru for his thumbs-up response.
Then, when Subaru pointed his lips at the ram he walked out with his back turned, he laughed with his hands on his mouth as the neighbor Emilia dulled,
"It's okay. The lamb's just a little lit up. I'm not being honest."
"I think that's what I want too much, but if Emilia Tan says so, well,"
Side by side Emilia smiling thinly, Subaru rings the neck bone before chasing behind the ram. Lamb headed for one of the small rooms on the fourth floor.
Stepping into that room,
"… Is it too late? It keeps you waiting too long. Is Julius gonna be okay?
The welcoming voice is Beatrice, who was sitting perfectly in the middle of the room. When she looked up at Subaru and Emilia with her first and second eyes, she had been worried about Julius, whilst making subtle, malicious rhetoric. I laugh bitterly at that untruthful attitude.
"Don't worry. In the meantime, he seems to have crossed. He's a man with a strong sense of responsibility in vain, so I'm sure he'll be worried about this... but he won't be throwing himself away anymore."
"If Subaru says so, well, it seems like you can believe that. Then we can narrow the problem down to one, so help me out."
I received Julius's cheap check, and Beatrice pulls his jaw. Subaru nodded at that Beatrice statement as well, and now he looked around the room.
The small room is one of many available spaces on four levels, where Subaru's surveillance tower strategy group baggage and more are located. It's Subaru and Emilia, plus Ram and Beatrice, who are seated in that one room and poking each other in the face. And then...
"I just want you to know more about that bastard, Shaura."
"Uh-oh, Master, there's no such thing as a teacher! But I also, uh, don't hate being tough like that, sss. I don't like it. I like it."
"Let's not, Master. Nasty."
"Wet clothes!"
It is Shaura who is holding her femininely abundant body and twisting herself is holding on to Mary. The ram rides badly on her insane words and deeds, but as a Subaru, it's also a good place to be guilty.
Whatever.
"First of all, guys, good luck finding Julius. Even if I tell you not to, I think I'll have my own apology later, but I'm safe for now."
"It's okay. I told Julius himself, because I'm just glad he found me safely. Right. We all do, don't we?
"I don't need to be with Emilia."
"Huh!? What do you mean!?
Subaru, who took the entire audio head and tried to move on, but as early as possible there had been a disturbance of will between Emilia and Ram.
To the astonished Emilia, Ram said, "Okay?" and put one finger up,
"As far as reporting goes, the second 'exam' needs to be crossed by everyone who comes to the tower. Yet the knight Julius tries a second challenge with discretion… and if we make a mistake, we can crack into our cooperation with Anastasia-like factions."
"Because Julius alone acted and everyone's challenge might fail?
"If that were the case, all the journeys to this point would be wasted. It is suspicious that the examiner on the second floor will return this one safely.... there, including Ese Sage"
Here, Ram's gaze, which was explaining to Emilia, turned to Shaula. You didn't think the spearhead would be right for you, Shaura said, "Uh?" and points to himself.
"Ese, are you talking about sage? The way you call it, seriously, Extra-Heart! I didn't call myself Sage. The only name that Ah Shi will name is Shaura that your master gave me! Master!
"Nasty."
"Look at me and stop saying it!... I'm not saying you're wrong."
A little, even if it's too much to say, Ram's guess is not a mistake, assuming the worst. Julius' actions endangered the entire Subaru.
Even adding that he did not have a good overview of the second 'exam' - rather, it could be said that it was frivolous because it did.
"It's not like Julius the Knight, but Ram doesn't know much about him. Including" bulimia, "I thought you weren't going to do it tomorrow."
"Well, I agree... I don't know, because my thoughts are different again. It's just like a man's."
"Only?"
"You can have blisters."
――――
Either way, I put in a nuance like 'a disease that everyone experiences once'.
I feel mild when it comes to Julius' arbitrariness this time falling under it, but the damage is enormous if the haze and blisters are also grown up.
If it is a fatal occasion to present, that is all the more so.
"That didn't make it fatal.... this time, please don't do that."
"- Ram just doesn't want anyone else to pull his leg."
Off his gaze from Subaru, Ram murmured like that in a small voice.
Slightly stiffened cheeks ram. Subaru raises an eyebrow at how she looks like that.
"My sisters' sister, she hasn't been feeling very well since she came to the tower. Maybe you're tired of a long journey, or maybe the horn therapy isn't working."
"Or there's nothing to worry about..."
Sitting right next to him, he exchanges whispers with Beatrice, who connects his hands with Subaru.
Julius' arbitrariness or the ram that hits Subaru and Chaura with the invisible frustration of the tactics, that's too unusual an attitude of his girlfriend.
Perhaps the cause is a setback to being out of reach of it whilst making the help of saving Rem current.
Regardless, Beatrice's pointed out fatigue and horny wounds, which are not marginal either.
That it is not physically or mentally adequate.
That was what was causing me to lose my constant calmness from the ram.
"So, you just want to have a fight? Or do you want to discuss it? If you don't decide which one it is, I can't go out with you either."
For a moment, it was Mary who waited in the air of a place that was about to go bad.
Leaning next to Shaura, she threesomely knitted herself, turning a carefree glance at everyone in the room,
"Stop fighting if you can. Hey. I hate pain and fear."
"You... no, it's true. Don't let that bystander position help you."
"Oh yeah? Well, thank you."
To Subaru's gratitude, Mary smiles innocently like a young girl who is not even old enough.
But the grin was somewhere conceived of luscious, slightly telling the story of her dangerous nature.
With such a grin turned, Subaru holds thanks as he says to Mary's remarks. Looking back, the withdrawal from the earlier 'exam' is also due to Mary's remarks.
In some cases, it was her contribution with a peer-to-peer but step-by-step gaze that allowed everyone to escape the predicament that might have been at stake.
"Keep up the good work. Calm eyes are important."
"I'm in good shape. Ah. With that said, my job will be done once I get through the sand sea, right? There's nothing else I can do to help."
"But hey, huh? It would be more helpful to think about even one head, including the fact that he survived in the sandy sea, and he's a lotus student in the tower. You think you're unlucky and you're counting on me."
――――
Mary is often taken aback by the grand proclamation of Subaru's leanings. Then she sighed long enough,
"... I see why Petra can't rest her mind. Wow"
"-? What's wrong with Petra?
"Anything. Aye. You want to talk to your naked sister, don't you?
Puppy turned away and stood up Mary pushed Shaura's back around. I wouldn't have lost that slender arm strength, but Shaura sneaked out and sat on her knees right in front of Subaru, bowing her head to the spot.
"Unbundled, but thank you for your eternity."
"Don't be helpful in a special way. Okay, I need to ask you something as a conjugate... Ouch, ouch, ouch! Emilia Tan!? Bear child!? Why did you sidestep from left to right!?
Nothing. Nothing.
I can't wait to be sidelined even though it's nothing, but I was hesitant to pursue any further to Emilia and Beatrice's attitude.
Anyway, and Subaru put in a cough and turned again to Shaura,
"I was definitely up there at Reid Astrea. I admitted it. So, I want to talk to you, a living witness from the time. What's he like?
"It was human scum, sss"
"I heard that before, and in fact, I checked it out with these eyes."
Chaura bends her lips and nostalgic for the deceased with a face that a beautiful girl shouldn't have. Apart from the fact that the deceased is upstairs on the same building, it's definitely not a good memory.
As soon as I saw my face, I sprayed bubbles and passed out.
"We really need to break through that guy. He's my cousin who added one more hint to get past the two-tier 'exam'."
"Anything you can think of, just talk to me. 'Sword Saint' Reid's personality, habits, relationships, likes and dislikes, weaknesses. Well, I'd like to hear your weaknesses. Talk."
"Awesome, you're messing with me, sucker! If I'd known what my weakness was, I'd have poked and avenged you. I mean, the weakness is - Shh!
"Shit, I can't use it"
"You look better than your master, this girl..."
Even if there is a pride called 'Sage', Shaura pointing her lips at the attitude of a rather high-pressure ram from above. but he shrugged his neck at the glance of the ram and turned behind Subaru awfully to be shielded.
"Why are you hiding? Absolutely. You're stronger."
"It's not about being strong or weak, sss. Somehow, my instincts make me react to Ah Shih like this. Probably because your teacher's freaking out. That fright is coming from your master."
"Don't blame me for your freaking out"
Uncomfortable with the soft feeling hitting her back, Subaru forced her to return to her original position, reluctantly, as she grabbed Shaura's roots.
That's how the Q&A resumes -
"Um... in the end, Shaura doesn't know anything about the 'exam', does she?
"It's not like you don't know, Sz. It's just that now's not the time to talk. Perhaps all the answers will be revealed when the mystery of the tower is solved, sss"
"That's right... wow, that's exciting"
"Don't fool the simple Emilia Tan"
"Even though you don't know the weakness of 'Kensei', there's no habit or anything? If it's a habit when you're fighting, you might find a way out of it."
"A habit. Speaking of which, when Ah Shi tried to kill Reid in revenge for his sexual harassment, he used to fight while scratching his own ass, sss! This isn't a habit, is it, sss?
"That's just a mess..."
"In the first place, the conditions for breaking through the 'exam' may be ambiguous. I'm pretty sure Emilia was recognized, but there must be something else... to admit."
"Probably vulnerable to beauty, sss. I'm assuming a pretty girl can get through."
"Then you'll leave me and Julius alone... it's a big deal"
"Shh, Subaru. Depending on how hard you try, if you crush that guy's eyes, I'm sure there's nothing you don't think you might be able to go through...!
"You're so cute."
And, while he rewards the less helpful question, Subaru manages to hold Beatrice and stroke his head around her, which has left Subaru unharmed.
Beatrice, in Subaru's arms, is spoiled but remains,
"Either way, it just so happens that Emilia was recognized. Maybe he just hit it because the guy was alarmed and it was Emilia's attack."
"What about that heart?
"If Emilia was going to kill him, she wouldn't have hit him either. So it's a man's alarm and Emilia's victory."
"Is that it? Am I being praised now?
"I complimented you."
"Oh, I knew it. Hehe, thanks. Wow, I'm so happy."
Emilia rejoices in Beatrice's speculation and the praise derived from it, and strokes Beatrice further as he is stroked by Subaru.
It's a much messed up situation, but it's a sight to smile at.
"But it's cool to literally say that responsiveness changes with or without intent to kill, because you have the real thing. How far are you serious?"
"... you should reverse the idea. Balls is right, he doesn't know how serious he is, but you can't let him be serious."
"Shouldn't I make you mean it?
Subaru frowned at the rum, which picked up a grunt and spilled his mind on the idea. to that word, Ram continued, still thinking, "Yes,"
"Emilia was recognized by the examiner because she dragged out her opponent's concession and met the conditions on it... quite a few exam breakthrough conditions are floating around."
"I agree with you on fuzzy terms. It reflects the exam officer's temper."
"So entertain the examiner while presenting the conditions to be established as an exam. Beating the examiner on top of that is a condition for breaking through two layers."
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Receiving Ram's words, Subaru struck his hand so hard inside.
The victory Emilia managed to take by conditioning herself with 'if she moves even one step' and using her enormous manoeuvres and a little luck - including Laid's alarm - whatever the victory is at the stage where the conditions are loosest. A victory taken by force should no longer be considered impossible.
"I guess there's no way I'm going to win because of Jahn..."
"Um, I'll find the conditions to convince Reid, and I'll do my best with it... after all, this' exam 'is a tough exam to have to think about there too"
"I think this is a mean test in a different way than the three layers."
After being tested for intelligence (knowledge not in this world), I wondered if force (the strongest level in the world) would now be tested, and the subject would presumably have been in another part of the 'exam'.
In other words, two layers of 'exams' are also different from three layers of fun, but they are definitely the ones where the poor bottom line of the 'sage' who created the watchtower was demonstrated.
And then...
"- Isn't that nice, sss? You don't have to be in such a hurry, if you do it slowly."
"Slowly, even."
Looking around at the faces to ponder, Shaura, who rocked her body left and right in a horseshit position, said away in an easygoing state. And it came to pass, and Subaru looked up, but she cared not, but let her eyes shine with wretched pleasure,
"I just want the teachers, and I wish they would stay forever and ever. I've been waiting for you for hundreds of years."
"It's..."
"I wish you could take as long as you want and complete the 'exam' in due course. Uh, I've been watching over that, sss. - for days, years, hundreds of years."
That was a word with weight that I couldn't joke and laugh at lightly.
The words Shaura spins in a light tone, with a smile, Subaru - no, with an attitude that only exists in favor of Subaru have the weight of the hundreds of years she has spent.
Here, according to the words of the 'wise man', the weight as a keeper who has continued to protect the watchtower.
Said Shaura.
Prohibit me from leaving without finishing the 'exam', he said. And when it's broken, even if it's Subaru who admires you and others, you have to forgive him.
Because it is favorable, because it is intimate, it does not make it an ally.
In the Preades Surveillance Tower attack, Shaura, who serves as the star sign, also -,
"- Here, uh, you should have fun with me!
- I was saddened by that smile that I wasn't a trustworthy ally or something.