Re:Zero Kara Hajimeru Isekai Seikatsu (WN)

"- Subaru knows how hard it is to be forgotten. So I would never joke about forgetting anyone."

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Shortly before returning to the room, Subaru accidentally stuffed his breath at the sound he heard from the indoors.

I don't see the shape, but the beautiful silver bell voice belongs to Emilia. That, to her slightly stuck voice and its contents, Subaru draws a cheek that makes a loving laugh.

Strong trust in the voice, a plea as loud as that.

That's what Emilia wants for Natsuki Subaru. Definitely not directed to "Vegetable Moon/". It's just as painful as the previous exchange.

"... I wouldn't even joke about it. Well, rarely, Emilia is more right."

It is the ram that accompanies Subaru who hears that voice and mocks himself. Unlike Subaru, who has a bucket of water, a handless girlfriend holds her elbow and puts her nails up on her white skin.

It is a commandment, a remorse, a painful continuation of an unreachable vow.

"Ram......"

"Bullshit without benefits, listen to me. Just worry about Emilia and the others. You keep your mouth shut in the name of Ram. If you talk..."

――――

"... really, you don't remember"

I'm scared when I talk, but did you want to say? Or should Subaru have gotten ahead of her light mouth and thrown words like that?

Just as earlier, when he sought the art of connecting and stopping his sister's presence, Ram looked at Subaru with a plundering disappointment in his thin red eyes. The sentiment also disappears between blinks.

Was it the strength or weakness of the ram that kept me from saying anything?

I don't know the depths of her heart.

There are only a few marks on Subaru's chest.

"- Sorry to keep you waiting. We're back."

It doesn't even give me time to think about it, and a ram restarts his steps and steps into the room. That stubborn attitude would be the expression of Ram's will to hold on. Then Subaru also had a degree of concern not to mention it.

If I was late for her and Subaru also went back to the room, there were some signs of impossibility spread indoors.

Still, some things are better than just after Subaru's shocking confession.

As proof of that, after Emilia twisted "Good Luck" on her returning Subaru, she called out to -

"... earlier, I apologize for exposing myself to the ugliness. Again, okay?

"Oh, oh. This way, surprise me with something... Oh, no, I'm sorry I broke your hip. Accepted."

"Don't get so hard on me. I'm not comfortable being afraid of you."

With that said, it was the beautiful young man with purple hair - Julius, was it?

Earlier, shortly after Subaru's confession, he was pale in the face. I don't know how much Emilia and Beatrice broke their hearts convincingly during the water draw, but to see, they regained enough energy to have a conversation.

However, there is also the language of rum in the aisle. - When I heard about Julius, she said she was cruel to Subaru, that's what I said. What the hell did that mean?

"Again, it's Julius Euclius. Dear Anastasia, here you are... serving as her knight. You and I are friends… like…"

"Well, hello... why aren't you confident there?

"It's not surprising that there's a slight difference between hatred and our perception of each other with you and me. I thought we were friends, but I don't know how you were..."

"Literally, beyond the memory."

"- That's what you mean."

Somewhere, Subaru bent his lips to the grace felt on the ends of the words.

According to Emilia and the others, the journey to an environment that is correspondingly harsh - a member who accompanied it, naturally the only same-sex, should be between forgiving the mind quite a bit.

That, then, is how chivalrous Julius' attitude is and what he said earlier. Even in Subaru today, I accept that my first impression of him before I lose my memory is bad.

"You don't have to worry about that. Subaru and Julius are incredibly close. That's because we were right with you, and I assure you,"

"Hey. Don't worry about that, do you? It's not the problem for a knight's brother."

For such an exchange between the two, Emilia with her hands on her hips interrupts, and Mary puts tea in some pranky look.

Emilia's words are purely in consideration of Subaru's first contact with Julius, but Mary's thoughts are separate from Emilia's.

If Subaru frowned about it, Julius nodded as he exaggerated.

"Right, right. Mary's right. Subaru, we must also discuss the anomalies that have happened to you, but that is not the only problem we have. Let me explain that here too."

"That has something to do with the strange Anastasia that's been going on since this morning?

"... you know, Mrs Lamb"

Julius slightly lowered his eyes in response to Ram's words leaning against the wall. Taking it, Ram turned his narrowed eyes towards Anastasia, spilling a small exhale.

"Balth, pull over the bucket. I'll get my meal ready."

"... Isn't this where we talk about something important?

"In the same room. I hear nothing.... it's more distracting to be moving your hands."

Rapidly, Ram took a bucket of water out of Subaru's hand. Keep going. She heads toward the luggage in the corner of the room. I could see my little back starting to prepare for breakfast, working on it as the word goes.

"I'm sorry. Lamb, too, isn't usually oh..."

"What, you don't need to care. I can understand how she feels, too. - If you think the information you've craved so much that you can get your hands off your throat has gone away at once at present."

Loosely, Anastasia shook her head beside Emilia's apology. Emilia and Beatrice make a difficult face to answer for such anastasia.

Subaru doesn't know, their hook - the answer was told shortly afterwards, from Anastasia's own mouth.

"Now, I feel drawn to bringing any more surprises to you in the morning when you've already caused a great deal of confusion... but continuing to hide doesn't create any other meaning than discord. Believe me, therefore, there is soil to take away, and let me reveal it."

"... it's a much more dignified and far-fetched thing to say. Let's get down to business."

"You don't have to be so frightened, Beatrice. - Me and you are probably like sisters with no shallow relationship. As you can guess,"

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To Anastasia's words, Beatrice stiffened her cheeks. Naturally, the girl standing next to Subaru picks Subaru's cuffs softly as she asks for reliance.

With that look sidelined, Subaru hesitated a little before taking that hand. The fingertips tremble with surprise slightly, but the little palms soon embrace warmth.

"... your relationship with the contractor is smiling and ideal. It would have been ideal for me to have such a relationship with Anna, but now it's not working."

"Like other HRs, you call me Mr. Anastasia. After all, you..."

"Oh, your guess is right. - Right now, the will to stay in this body doesn't belong to Anna. Anastasia Horsin falls asleep deep inside this body. It is the ghost who keeps the flesh as the first Lord who exchanges words with you."

Emilia stuck her breath, and her strength held in Beatrice's hand, which she gripped. Julius has a sinking face on the confession, and Mary looks as bored as ever. Only Shaura, who scratches his horseshit next to that Mary, turns his consciousness to Ram, who prepares his meal rather than his confession.

Turn your back here and I can't see the look on Ram's face as he works.

And only Subaru -,

"... I have no idea what you're talking about"

They were left in exchange as a matter of course, and there was nothing else to make a difficult face of.

- The flesh of a girl named Anastasia Horsin is now ruled by a completely different being, whose spirit is in deep sleep.

Quick story, Anastasia - the explanation of the Spirit who named him Echidona was such.

That fact seemed shocking to Emilia and Beatrice, but it also accelerated a situation that I don't understand, rather than shocking to Subaru.

Originally, Subaru didn't have any awareness of Anastasia in mind. Even if the first person who was described as Anastasia was actually someone else,

"... well, is that so? What is that? Uh, oh, my God, right?

and I can't react other than leaking emotions like other HR.

Regardless, I could imagine this being a very serious matter from the reaction around me other than myself. In the first place, this tower and the purpose for which it came.

The sleeping girl came to this tower in search of a way to save people who seemed to suffer from some illness. - Yes, I was supposed to ask.

"At a time when we are about to go to the tower, this one at the heart is full of creation... Balus loses the memory of none, and Anastasia-like consciousness is in the abyss"

"Oh, I can't see the bright terms..."

Subaru feels like holding his head in Ram's words, which he sums up in the end.

The problem is piling up - first of all, Subaru has yet to even face up to Subaru's own problems. In such a situation, I can't move even if I get stuck with all the challenges from next to next.

Now...

"I don't think we can all just look down. I know what you want to worry about. I know... but you can't just be depressed"

――――

"We've come to this tower with the expectations of so many people. It is very difficult, to be clear, for Subaru and Mr Anastasia to be in trouble now. But..."

Knock on both hands, and Emilia, who gathered everyone's gaze, cuts the word there.

And then, opening for a beat, Emilia looks around everyone with purple blue eyes,

"I can't stop my legs. - What I've been taught not to give up."

In a strong tone, Emilia looks at the face of the face in the room in turn. That gaze was finally directed towards Subaru, shot out by a beautiful purple blue and clogged his throat.

Naturally, my chest gets hot. I don't know what to say. but there were expectations in that gaze. Take it, and if you have to move, Subaru can put his strength into his hands.

"Oh, my God! It hurts! Hey, Subaru!

"Oh, bad...... no, not bad. This is proof of temper."

"What hurts if I say it with a good face? Does it hurt! Reflect!

"Oh, I'm sorry. It was bad to hurt. But the mood isn't a mistake. Oh, yeah."

Apologizing for Beatrice's protest, which nearly crushed her luxurious hand, Subaru shook her head.

Situations that also make me want to look spicy, I know that. But there's no way forward just to haunt your head with unanswered challenges. There was no doubt about that, too, in Subaru's experience.

Even Subaru, if he was alone, would have decided that this situation would have been halfway through. But Subaru is not alone. Even if you don't have any memories on Subaru's side, there are Emilias who think and speak for Subaru. Then...

"Sure, I'm sorry that my memory is falling out and bothering everyone. But that's not supposed to be equals and hopeless. Try to change your mind. If I were you right now, novel ideas that wouldn't get caught up in extra smudges might spring up like hot water. That could be a hint to crack this situation down, right?

"... that's also a lot of positive opinions"

"Can you get it backwards? The important thing is before. You often say that Lucky Goddess only has forehead, don't you? And the attack on this tower? He might need a flexible idea for that. He can't get caught up in this world stereotype, he's the idea of a different world!

To a statement left to momentum, a bitter laugh Anastasia - no, pushed Echidna back with further momentum. It must be to leave you out of the mouth of the air, but the air now needs to be broken.

After such an idea of Subaru, changes were also made to the faces that looked difficult.

"... yeah, right. Subaru has always jumped past all sorts of tough occasions. So I'm sure we'll get over this, too."

"Oh, that's what I meant! So, I'm the one who works harder than expected, but at best I try harder than expected. Presence. I've got some pretty girl support."

"Thanks, Subaru. - Yeah, good. After all, Subaru is Subaru."

――――

Softly, Subaru was poked in the void by Emilia's whispers stroking down her rich breasts.

- After all, Subaru is Subaru.

Subaru also reassures her of her spilled, heartfelt relief.

This looks good, I thought so.

I can bury her little by little with Emilia's knowing Natsuki Subaru. That way, I'm sure we'll be able to smooth out the unwieldy relationship.

"... man, I'm optimistic"

"Oh?"

And to Subaru, relieved by Emilia's words, it was Julius who said so to the pretense. As he shrugged his shoulders, he loosened his lips to Subaru's gaze, "No what?"

"With or without memory, I just thought it wouldn't change where you raise a voice that you couldn't tell the difference between bravery and recklessness. Can you say how powerful the obstacle that stands against us is, an idea because we have forgotten"

"You're the one who hated it on the board. So that's you... no, your vegetables. Mr. Julius... Julius, right?"

"... I see. Maybe it's a trivial thing, as Emilia said, with or without memories. Whatever it is, people's roots don't change."

"I've got quite an imagination of what kind of relationship I had with you, too. We were the understandable type."

Not so harsh as swordswallowing, but exchanging prickly exchanges when it comes to friendship. Subaru was, however, convinced that this was the sense of distance from Julius.

There is no mistake in the first impression I had. Subaru's first meeting with Julius shouldn't have impressed each other. After that, how did you get to tolerate the flow of accompanying you to the tower?

"Nice to see you again, Julius. struggle in moderation until the memory of your loss returns."

"Oh, I can't help it. Serve this as well, and let's accept it spoiledly. - Memories and other trivial things. Yeah, I suppose.... Exactly."

To Subaru's greeting of friendship, the story is separated where Julius nodded quietly.

Memories are lost, and besides that, problems are frequent. Never, it is true that the situation is such that you can have a bright face, but nevertheless, there is strength where you raise your face.

"Maybe salvation is where we're not getting too serious."

"I'm just not on the table, and there's a storm in my chest. Well, that's because I'll give Emilia a gentle comfort by herself later."

"-? Knee pillows?

"Oh, no, I'm sorry. I was wondering if that was too soon."

Tightened his chest, and as soon as he was well, Subaru fell. No way, my heart is afraid of Emilia's attitude, which comforts me lightly and gently.

Besides, it's a knee pillow. nature and turn to her white legs, whose gaze seems soft -,

"I'm ready. Help me carry it, Balskebe."

"Huh!?

A light momentum kicks in behind his knees and Subaru screams on the spot and collapses. It's the lamb that looks down at it sideways and says it's dirty.

"Being positive for nothing is one of the few beauties of Balth. Take advantage of it and be positive about preparing your meal. for cleaning up, cleaning and any chores."

"That's what Ram wants to have fun with..."

"Ah, master, uh, I'll help you, sss! Oh, ha! Oh, my God!

The protest against the ram activating power was scratched off by Shaura, who jumped to the meal only if he couldn't wait. Seeing Shaura start carrying plates, Svalbard also joins in with no choice and its preparation.

"The menu... it feels so good to save it."

"Fact is, what a preserved food is. Thanks to Master Emilia, I also poked the bottom with some fresh food that I could carry. There's going to be an unsavory meal."

"Well, you want to attack the tower and go back to the people."

I have heard that the human mind's spare time is born for the first time, etc. when clothing and accommodation are in order. In that sense, the life of this tower is dubious as to how neat it is.

This tasteless preserved food for Subaru is engraved as the basic of 'Taste of the Other World', coupled with a lack of memory, especially with regard to meals. This is hard.

"Sorry about the meal, but I need to make sure Natsuki-kun"

"Hiccup, hiccup... to me? What, what do you want to hear?"

Subaru, who had been summoned into slavery by different worlds and had a role play complaining about the contents of a poor meal, stops the hand of the meal in Echidna's words.

"What, for one thing, I'm afraid I'm united in trying to face things positively, but I want to share the circumstances about what happened to Natsuki-kun. Anyway, the only strange thing that happened to this tower is your memory. Let me paradoxically say, I don't know when or where we're going to have the same phenomenon as you."

"I see, that's for sure. While I'm at it, amnesia stinks."

"It's really my business, but I don't know how to say it..."

Convinced, Beatrice gave a windy face with a snort at Subaru.

But there's a reason to worry about Echidna. Besides, Subaru also needed to know how his memory was lost. The thread from which the memory returns should also have something to do with the lost flow.

――――

There is Beatrice next to the right of Subaru to eat, and Emilia next to the left. I want to know the two of you who lost your memory and were beside the awakened Subaru - the unsubstantiated trust and favor they turn to themselves, and what the hell that comes from.

- No, if I have to remind you, I will.

"Though, I'm talking about you losing your memory when I woke up, too, so you're not sure.... Emilia and the others, how did you get me?

"That... worried me because I couldn't see Subaru in the dragon car in the morning and couldn't even find him in a four-story room..."

Dragon cars, I learned to catch on to the word, but Subaru didn't pinch his mouth for fear of breaking the waist of the story. Perhaps the lizard that was in the green room - something to do with the ground dragon. It seems like a carriage. I want to see the real thing. Curiosity comes later.

"Betty wasn't as stuffed with wings as Emilia was. However, it may be difficult for the contractor to be unaware of his whereabouts in this unknown tower. So look around the tower with Emilia..."

"Looking around?

"I found him collapsing in that white library on three levels, and I carried him to the green room."

Subaru exhaled "ha-ha" in a joint explanation of Emilia and Beatrice.

"Three layers is one of the multiple layers in this tower. We are here, this hierarchy is on four levels. We're aiming for the top tier, and we're on the move. The three layers have already been attacked... by your wisdom."

"Thanks for the supplementary explanation.... with my wisdom, hey"

Julius makes up for the subtleties. Nevertheless, the content seemed somewhat lacking in credibility for Subaru.

But to such Subaru's reaction, Emilia went on to say, "It's okay,"

"That's a real story. We were champions, but when we subaru, we solved it by ourselves... wow, that was cool."

"Ha, thanks.... I don't want to hear about champagne."

――――

"Did I say something weird?

It was a praised illumination, but Emilia shut up about what was the problem. For a moment, I saw her eyes shake into deep emotions, but I don't know who they were.

Either way, it's like a ripple that rocks the surface of the water. I can't keep up with that,

"By the way, you brought me to that room full of grass that was falling..."

"That room is protected by a special spirit. The spirits have the power to heal people's wounds... so Lem is letting them sleep in that room too"

"Ok, ok, I understand. So, they brought me in, too.... By the way, is it possible that the cause of the loss of memory is that room?

"It's..."

Subaru closes one eye to Emilia's reaction that she hadn't thought about.

This is only a subaru reckoning, but while the spirits and the idea of doing it is unclear, is it possible to think of some cruelty if it takes the form of a plant?

As the flowers look beautiful and sweet honey, let the insects carry pollen.

Or like an eating plant that captures insects by pseudomorphism and sucks up their vitality.

Sucking up memories instead of healing the flesh. - Isn't that possible?

"Quite a burst of ideas, but that's hard to think about. In that case, I should have been in that room longer and faster than you."

"... it has nothing to do with that anomaly that keeps the original body owner awake?

"About Anna, it's been a problem since before we came to this tower. The association with the green room is equal to none. And then... did the dragon in the room forget you?

"What?"

"That ground dragon missed you terribly. Assuming the spirits in that room had a bad habit of sucking up memories, she might turn to you."

In Echidna's words, Subaru thinks of the ground dragon that had snuck up shortly after he woke up.

Indeed, the dragon was close to Subaru. If the cause is that it was originally the dragon of Subaru, then I'm convinced. At the same time, it can be surprising.

"That earth dragon, was it a female..."

"Let's get back to it. It's not very likely that that room worked badly on you. As far as I'm concerned, I think there's something more wrong with the room where you were falling. I heard you woke up in that library in Tigeta on three levels."

"Yeah, yeah. In that room, Subaru fell on the white floor..."

Thinking back then, Emilia squeezes her wrist all the time.

"I rushed to that room and tried to get everyone..."

"I woke up while I was calling, and then Subaru was at this rate. So I guess it's hard to think of it as the Green Room's work in time.... I knew it, in that library"

If there was a problem, there was a cause for the library and the mess.

Apparently, we've come to that common view, but it's not pinned on Subaru. Well, I guess it's because I can't imagine what the hell kind of room is called a library.

"That, Tygeta? What kind of room is Tygeta's library? Somehow, it sounds familiar..."

"That library is the room where the Book of the Dead exists."

"" The Book of the Dead "... again, that's a medium two tick, dude"

Interest in the sound is shelved and Subaru devours its expression 'Book of the Dead'. subjected to that reaction, Julius pulling his jaw went on to say, "Although there is no certainty,"

"That library had a series of books bearing the names of the dead from all over the world. I'm qualified to read a book. Perhaps you can read only the books of the dead that concern you."

"Another bad hobby...... what does that book say?

"Is it roughly the life of that dead man? Intense thoughts push me to burn to my brain. It's not something I'd like to be sure of more than once."

From Julius's description, there was a weight of fact that could only be told to the person who experienced it.

The thought of the dead burns to the brain, which didn't seem like a kind of shock I wanted to taste very much. And if you had fallen in a library where such an experience was possible...

"- Me too, reading a book and falling? No way. That's why they shot him in the brain.

"No, I guess I can't say enough. Around there, what do you think as a 'sage'?

"... Could it be that you're saying that?

As he nodded at Subaru's speculation, Echidna turned his meaningful gaze to Shaura. Whilst the meaning of that gaze, it is a totally disproportionate call to 'wise man'.

Whatever it is, it doesn't matter if Shaura says she's far from 'Sage' in this room the most.

"I don't care how many times you say it, uh, it doesn't change the answer to my question. Uh, I don't know anything about the tower except the rules, sss. Uh, I'm just being told to be strict about breaking the rules. Whatever your teacher does in the tower, uh, no relation."

"In the first place, I don't know why Shaura calls me Master..."

"Don't worry. Balls answered the same thing before I lost my memory of it. I just use it without saying anything because it's convenient.... sucks."

"Even if it comes to a discretionary conclusion!

Subaru can only express confusion at Shaura's gaze, which is not an exaggeration to describe as affinity MAX.

The environment of being close to a glamorous beauty may be pleasant if you normally think about it, but if you don't know the source of that favor, it just creates even more confusion.

Besides, I find it oddly uncomfortable with her fondness and affection. Something fundamentally different from what Emilia and Beatrice would do to Subaru.

I don't know if this is the harm of having no memory.

"Anyway, I'm suspicious of that library. If that's where you might find clues to your memories, it's time to make sure."

"You should. It's just a situation of overlapping challenges. There have never been fewer problems that plague us. Besides, I honestly think about these situations."

"What do you think?

"- How much you've made up for."

To Julius' words, Subaru whispered his nose small, keeping one eye closed.

That's not because it stinks, it's a heartfelt bitterness. That's too much buyout. Termination is also terminal, such as having to lean that far on Natsuki Subaru.

Once again, Subaru becomes aware of his unconscious foot wraps when he sneaks up on his weakness and becomes quite burdensome.

"Anyway, I'd like to go to a library when I'm done eating. If my fallen memories are scattered there, it's my cousin who picked them up and re-packed them."

"Already in such a weird way. Really, it's Subaru."

"The way you say it's because it's that Subaru, it's probably not a compliment!?

That's what Emilia said with a thin smile to Subaru, who dared to collapse into mild shape. Take it, the air in the field relaxes only slightly.

The policy was set and I felt like I could have been a little positive in a real sense.

"I'm sorry I seem to break into that air, but there's one more thing I'd like to ask you, Natsuki-kun."

"Well, you can say anything else when you get here. What?"

"Nah, this is not really a question of memory or my curiosity that has nothing to do with the attack on the tower..."

That's right. Forward, Echidna strokes her loosely wavy hair with her fingers. And in his adorable expression, he dwelt only a deep, intelligent color in his shallow eyes, he said.

"What do you mean," Isekai "?