Re:Zero Kara Hajimeru Isekai Seikatsu (WN)

Everything was scattered.

Literally, it says scattered, scattered.

Found, brought back, asked what happened.

I found myself with the puffiness and the situation getting worse every time I whined.

"So Subaru really doesn't remember anything?

She looks down at herself holding her knees and a silver-haired girl turns to her worried eyes.

The young poor girl next door was also stunned by the inability to take these words.

"I was troubled to hear he was no longer visible... but I didn't think this was happening. Looks like you've faced some very, very difficult problems."

White, fox collar-wrapped girl whines in a stiff voice somehow.

It was the knight with a graceful face who was also unable to afford to hammer its contents.

"I don't care how unusual you look, Balth."

Say, I can be stared at by the girl who's finished cleaning up the mess. But there isn't as much evil emotion there as words, and there is a more, more nuanced color.

"Master, master. Something's gotten a lot darker. You have to smile more, huh? And... that, what is it? You stink of piss!

A brunette who can't even answer this situation and is smiling in a shard and upbeat mood.

Beside that brunette, the young girl stroking her three braids just sent a stream over here in a disinterested manner.

――――

Every reaction, to a large extent, is one that we have already overlooked.

First time, second time - this is the third time. I let them down three times.

Most of all, it would be clearer to see the fire than to see the worst situation this time when I was found dripping dirt and running away and crying all by myself.

- I'm the only one on this scene who knows the fact that it's a terrible situation.

"To"

It makes me laugh.

The fact that I repeat the same situation - no, the same time, three times.

I saw the sight once, twice. And as the third time came, Subaru finally had a correct idea of the situation in which he was placed.

- I died twice.

That, too, both, probably fell from the same place to die - unconscious on the way for the first time, and unconscious because I never tasted the moment of death, so my consciousness fell out.

But that didn't happen the second time. I fell poorly, I didn't have the talent to die, I bumped all over the place on a fall, destroyed my whole body, and finally died.

He's finally dead, but he's back.

The moment he dies, he goes back to that green room, and after another awakening, he starts over today.

Die, come back. - "Back to Death".

That's the blessing from God, given to Natsuki Subaru, in this other world.

"To"

For the second time, the grin leaked.

It would be much debatable to look at it objectively and call it a laugh, but at least for Subaru it was a laugh.

There's nothing I can do but laugh. The tears, honestly, I feel like they've dried up.

Crying also squanders your health. He died and came back, and the health he used before he died seemed to be charging, but literally, this time, he drowned too much strength on his wake.

"Anyway, let Subaru rest until you calm down. Something that may change over time."

A silver-haired girl's suggestion crumbles to know that her treatment has been so decided.

You think you can't wait to rumble out again, Subaru's figure was exaggerated and returned to that green room under the watchful eye of everyone.

"I wouldn't be too frightened to leave my current balus with Rem. Lamb disagrees."

"... but it should be desirable to rely on the Spirit in that room, except that the most likely way to recover Subaru's physical condition is to find out what caused this"

"Then... then until we get Rem out of that room. Take care of that kid, Ram sees it tight. I'm already worried about her because all I have to do is rum."

I want you to do it where there is no disagreement and no disagreement.

Whatever it is, I don't have a choice. I could not take the initiative and have it in Subaru today, such as the energy to try and boldly overcome this situation.

"... that's pathetic, Rem."

Bearing the two melons, the sleeping girl, she told Subaru so before leaving the room.

I don't know the true meaning of the word. I don't think I want to know.

"Subaru, I'm making a big deal out of you here. I'm sure Betty will find a way to get her memory back."

――――

"I won't let you squat alone."

Before I leave the room, a young girl talks to me like that gently.

The voice had a sad colour and yet a noble determination. It was a strong voice, believing and not suspecting that it was the right thing to do.

That's how you talk to someone who cares...

"......"

Stretched fingers, Subaru tried to avoid by shrinking his shoulders.

Seeing the stiffness, the characteristic tattooed girl's eyes shake painfully.

――――

It was someone else.

No matter how far they go, they are others.

But that's not for Subaru, they're others.

For them, Subaru here is someone else.

The intimacy, care, or proximity they give us is not directed at this wreckage, nor is it directed at the original 'Natsuki Subaru'.

And just like that -,

"I don't want to be killed..."

One, left in the green room, Subaru makes his back teeth snap and squeals so.

It's still better to be able to blow away the kind of love and trust you don't remember, the time and bond you're supposed to have piled up and turn your uncomfortable good feelings on.

But why should I wipe my killer ass, piled up by Natsuki Subaru?

Together, the good and the bad are not all your own.

And yet why do you have to scratch your feet while drowning in a place like this?

"I'm sorry..."

After a few hours alone, Subaru pushes his back against the wall and stands up twitchy.

I chewed it up too much and threw it away with a mixture of blood and saliva accumulated in my mouth. Then head outside the green room and slowly advance your legs.

"-"

On the back of Subaru doing so is the sound of a black lizard who was the only attendant.

That sounded like something that seeped in some fine, loneliness, but I immediately shook my neck to the side.

There were limits to just a big reptile feeling lonely and so on and ridiculously.

"Someone will carry the bait. Be nice to me."

To the Subaru I say, and the lizard's voice comes after me thinly.

Without an ear to listen to it, Subaru shook off the thought of being pulled behind her hair and stepped outside the green room. Keep to the left and right of the road, make sure no one is there and walk sneaky.

"The water and the place of food…"

I know.

I accompanied the water pump, so I know where the water is. I also know where the food is. And then the question is, how long should we bring it up?

――――

To be honest, Subaru doesn't know.

Who the hell thrust Subaru down and took that life?

But Subaru clearly remembers.

That someone pushed Subaru's back in that place. That's not such an absurd reason that it's the result of a shoulder slap from behind or a strong wind.

I did get pushed down. Natsuki Subaru was murdered under a clear intent to kill.

The suspects are seven: Emilia, Beatrice, Lamb, Anastasia, Julius, Melille and Chaura - of whom Subaru has no idea how many are enemies or allies.

In the first place, they really didn't stay alone and even know Subaru, and now Subaru has no choice.

- Isn't it true that all of them are assassins gathered in the tower to kill Subaru?

"Then..."

Take out as much food as you can, but your heart won't blame you.

But at the same time, that judgment leads me to suspect that they were acting, the first and second time, the rum that screamed unbelievably at Beatrice, who told me that she would look for help to restore her memory, the same Emilia who spoke to me.

――――

I couldn't.

Despite all those horrible eyes and the fact that he was killed not once but twice, Subaru cannot doubt them from the bottom of his heart and run out just for his own safety.

"Fuck, fuck, half-baked bastard......!

Cursing his own ugliness either way, Subaru sneaks food into a bag.

It's a so-called emergency dish, and it doesn't take into account flavor. Regardless, what matters now is the belly, taste, etc. Second or third.

I decided to bring that up for about three days in approximate terms, just for eating alone.

Bring out the water in a leather water bottle as well. And then...

"Outside, we talked about the desert..."

food and weaved a jacket that had been cleaned up in the same place. Size and design, Subaru's was quickly found. When the jacket is closed in front, it is designed to pull up the neck and cover the mouth, just like desert sand control.

That way, if we had all the tools for water, food and desert, we would have been ready for this.

"I guess the time I've been dead twice has passed..."

If you run away, follow through and talk about the situation, and think about the time you were squatting in the green room, you should probably be standing behind you more than the last time you were thrust down.

The effect of "Back to Death" just took effect. In this way, he told me to get past the death flags that descend on me one after the other, and to continue with the life-threatening outline.

――――

I don't like that.

It's better not to be in a place like this if you're going to get caught like that.

Flying out of the room for a small run, Subaru heads to the spiral staircase as shown on the map drawn on his head. Twice, it's where I got stuck. Naturally, my heart was screaming to get close there.

But...

"-"

Shortly after he reached the spiral staircase and was blinded by the sight under his eyes only for a moment, Subaru looked back and carefully ascertained whether there were any assassins from behind.

Fortunately, I didn't see any arms stretched out to push Subaru's back, either because of different times or because the assassins hadn't grabbed Subaru's location.

By now, they were either, um, in a library where the memory of the dead sleeps, or headed upstairs waiting for a bystander unmanned examiner - the memories of being gutted back and vomiting all over again.

"Can you challenge a guy like that..."

I wasn't human. That's an assessment that applies to both moves and personalities.

I just challenged someone like that, and I don't really think they have a winning eye, etc. - Then how about you overlook what they went to in the fight you know you can't win.

"I don't know!!

From now on, the mystery of disappearing when floating in me is trying to stop me.

What's wrong with that? That's what happened.

They may have been nice, but they may be false.

He may have been worried, but he may be sharpening the blade of intent to kill behind it.

If so, why don't you at least tell them the possibility that a dangerous person is lurking?

"Well, what if the person you told was the enemy?"

Enemies, enemies are laughingstock.

In everyday life, in a world of strife and unrelated, 'enemy' is the only chance to utter a word, that's about all in the game. The world that makes you speak for itself.

Wrong. I don't want to be in a place like this. I can't stay in a place like this.

"-"

Subaru ran, biting off the intolerable frustration that sprang up from the back of his chest.

Running down the spiral staircase, running too far downstairs to see, towards the fifth floor. There are many steps, and you can't see the end of the staircase running down the wall.

Out of breath, I desperately headed up, then this time it seemed ridiculous to me how ridiculous I was running so hard downstairs.

Still, I don't want to die.

"Got it..."

Go downstairs and reach the fifth floor.

In the round circular tower, the five layers, unlike the four layers, that are never separated into rooms or the like, use the same size as the four layers as one hole.

Large on the fifth floor is the staircase further downstairs to the sixth floor and -,

"Big, door......"

A door so mighty as to look up stands there with a terrible sense of compression.

――――

In front of the door, a feeling of barometric pressure clogged Subaru's throat.

Slightly, I feel a sandy wind blowing. Perhaps the outside wind slips through the gap of the door, sending the sand into the tower in a whisper.

It is, in other words, solid evidence that the door is through the outside,

"Emilia's, if the explanation is correct..."

We should be able to get out of that door and into the desert outside.

Desert - I forgot my official name, but anyway, through the sand path, I go out to people. That way, at least, you don't have to worry about your life being threatened by a ruthless assassin.

The basics of desert travel are to move at night. Avoiding sandstorms. laying down directions and moving towards one of those points. - That's all I know.

"I'll make a more active and helpful bet than being in a place where you're sure to get killed"

Maybe that's true if they say it's not a normal decision.

However, whether this is an unusual decision or not, I do not consider the decision I made to help to be an error. Under this circumstance, if you can't even believe 'yourself', all you have to wait for is darkness.

In the dark, I would never imitate sitting and waiting for death.

If you want to die, I'll fight back.

――――

Put your hands on the front, the huge door, and slowly pull forward.

Doors can't be ten times the size of Subaru. If Subaru had pushed every body with all his might, it would have weighed like nothing.

When it is pressed with Subaru's palm, it is easily pushed open as if it were a mechanical trick.

"To"

A faint breath leaks and Subaru stops the door trying to open wide as it is.

Now, even if you hadn't realized Subaru was about to get out, if the doors were to be completely open, they could have just noticed.

Even if it turns out Subaru got out, at least I want them to earn enough distance that they can't keep up and then do it.

――――

Stopping the door from opening, Subaru gently peered outside through the gap.

As soon as possible, jumping into view was a vast sea of sand that was being swallowed by the signs of the night.

"... really, desert, what the hell"

I narrow my eyes and look across the horizon, but I can't see the end of it.

In an environment where there is no shelter or anything, you can't see the end of the horizon. There is no reason for Subaru to know how far there is to get there.

But no matter how far we were, it shouldn't be a distance that won't get stuck forever.

One step closer to the outside world.

If we get closer to the outside world - step closer to the original world, won't we?

――――

For a moment, Subaru's legs nearly remained in the tower.

The backwardness to leave those who, perhaps, I am sure, have no malice towards Subaru intact, which will remain in this place, made it so.

Subaru shakes it off. Outside, untrained to the original world, made it so.

I don't want to be here.

Natsuki Subaru's place of return is that house, where my father and mother wait.

"So..."

Through the gap in the door, strong, stepped forward.

When I step on the sand, I have the feeling that the soles of my shoes are taken by the sand more than I thought. Stepping on it, Natsuki Subaru walked forcefully into the outside world.

And -,

"-"

The soles of the stepped shoes burst wide and Subaru's body was thrown high into the universe.

He was slapped from his back to the ground and Subaru was in front and rear unconsciousness.

Complete panic state - although I'm no longer sure which is more normal or panicky for Subaru right now.

"What..."

You woke up, spitting out the sand in your mouth, and there is no respite in Subaru to continue.

Because what happened was presented as an answer in a dignified manner, right in front of you.

――――

It's a giant shadow to look down on Subaru against the backdrop of a world dyed in front of you, at night.

A giant body without hands and feet, with a soaked skin, lined with ferocious and cruel fangs in its mouth - it looked like a blemish to Subaru.

It's a horribly huge mite. Body length, don't drop ten meters, a blemish monster.

"Holy crap..."

Is this a worldview with monsters?

Either way, a distant sight won't bring Subaru's spirit back to calm by slapping him.

And the immediate impending crisis itself doesn't allow me to squat and mourn.

"This, motherfucker...... ugh"

Standing up with a sandy body, Subaru shook his head thoughtfully.

Perhaps the last time I blew Subaru was a blow from a mite who was in the ground. Or maybe I was just directly above where I popped up to take my breath.

Anyway, this mite rolled Subaru over the sand, and on top of that -,

"I'm not going to miss it......!

Understanding that the situation is overwhelmingly unfavourable, Subaru turns his gaze.

Still, it was only four steps away from the tower. There's more to it than impudence, but there's plenty of options to jump inside the building and pick up your life.

But looking around, Subaru cursed his lack of luck.

Svalbard, blown away by one shot of mite and rolled over the sand, was kept away from the tower. The giant mite stands between Subaru and Tata, and if you try to get back to the tower, you won't talk unless you scratch the mite's giant body.

"So..."

Running out to an ocean of sand that can't hit anything, any of them will be caught up by the mites.

First, this blemish is not the only one. If it's this big, it's quite possible that this mite is the lord of this desert, but even this half size is enough of a threat.

Well, if there's anything like being attacked by a herd...

"The choice to escape wasn't realistic or anything."

I hate the kindness of the world that tells me that, courteously and quickly.

And Mimizu's attitude toward Subaru, which is all about organizing the situation, has also been determined.

Slowly, the head of the blind mite is pointed this way and the big mouth opens.

What a foreign feeling it was to have a twisted horn on the head of that blemish.

"One shot, one shot. One shot, one shot, one shot..."

Pulling a sandproof cloth up his neck, Subaru runs his eyes at the behavior of the mites.

Slightly stick your arms out to the front and gauge the timing. Fu, I could see the peeled nails on my right hand, the scratches blocking them, and slightly the nail regeneration was starting.

Healing magic, or the efficacy of a green room? In such a whispering gap of consciousness -,

"- Huh!!

Unimaginable, terribly deafening oddities from his giant body, Mimi jumps into Subaru as he falls.

Boom, and heard the roaring sound of the wind, Subaru for a moment tasted the strange feeling of his body being left behind in consciousness.

――――

The mite jumps in, rolls into its right side and fires the first shot.

I don't think about anything else. And I see my hallucinations doing it well. If only a body lagging behind in consciousness could move so as to follow the behavior of that hallucination.

Exactly, I moved it.

"- Shh!!

The dust is rolled up and a shock wave is generated immediately directly beside it.

Eating the aftermath, Subaru rolled over the sand and glanced at the hallucinations of his consciousness.

"... Ha!

My body moved much more agile than I remember.

For a moment, it was a year of 'Natsuki Subaru' that I can't remember for Subaru that was behind my brain. 'Natsuki Subaru' survived in this harsh environment, with remnants of that experience.

I don't think about being brought to life by it now.

"Keep it up - heh!!

Turning the rolling momentum into the momentum of his predecessor, Subaru runs to the front and to the entrance of the tower with all his might.

This moment alone is all about the raw thing right in front of you.

We know that if we go back into the tower, we will be devastated by an environment of indelible suspicious darkness and fear of death. Still, I can't pick the last one to be a giant mite shit.

――――

I can't afford to look back, but there shouldn't be enough dexterity for the blemishes that went from head to head into the sand ocean to be switched over here and attacked immediately.

And then, just a dozen meters away, let me try to run through it somehow -,

"Ru"

Moments later, not the head of the mite, but the tail of the mite appeared to crack the sand ground, and the sand burst with momentum like pruning Subaru's foot, once again the body was being thrown into space.

"Oh."

Scratching his hands and feet that don't reach anything as he dances through the universe, Subaru looks down.

Seeing, under the eyes of Subaru, who danced and flew through the air, there was a foul mouth of mites trying to open large mouths and devour its body.

- I looked sweet.

It was sweet to see the wildness that survived this harsh environment until it was so gigantic that greenhouses could outrun themselves who had spent time in the same world.

Shallow and shallow, you will pay the price for it, again with your life.

"No, it is."

My voice spills as I fall, scratching my feet like a bug with wings.

Die, die again? As dead, I don't even know if I can die. In the first place, dead, over here, what happens. Can you stand it?

Even if you are thrown into a darkness that will never end with this feeling.

Can you stand it?

"I don't like it. Ahhhhhhhh!!

Screaming, reaching into the night sky for help.

There is nothing to be touched. However, at the end of the blurry sky like a thin cloud, I can't even see the star that should be, and Subaru falls, alone.

He is also abandoned by a star with the same name, swallowed by the belly of a monster, and disappears.

Such despair...

- White, the light shone.

――――

A white light poured out, which blew out the face of a large mouthful of mites.

Literally, the impact pierces the side of the mite, distorting its huge head like a candy worker, instantly, blowing it up.

Sprinkled with dirty colored flesh and blood, Mimi's head exploded and blew away.

The head, which is supposed to swallow Subaru, is gone, and the mite's gigantic body shakes about. But earlier than that body fell, Subaru's body hit a blemish that lost its head.

It's like hitting a hamburger tare all over your body before cooking.

Cushioned with what was wound, gut, and flesh itself, Subaru finally picked up his life in exchange for discomfort in his hair as well.

Liquids that inspire irritation and vomiting mix in your mouth and cough up diligently. Even in the meantime, the wreckage of the mite slowly falls on the sand - it cannot.

One after another, whenever light bursts across the edge of vision, the blemishes' remains are shot through.

Shot through, blown up, shortened, splashed, blemishes cut and cut a thousand. What barely hit Subaru is a coincidence to be called strong luck in bad luck.

Eventually -,

"-"

Subaru noticed that the body swung by the impact was thrown over the sand.

Stretching out the five bodies, Subaru is rolling on his back over the sand.

――――

Overhead, there is a starless sky, the same as when you are thrown away by a mite.

Whatever the cause, even now that I have picked up my life, the sky remains the same and I have abandoned 'Xu'.

Be frightened, desired, abandoned, hated, intimated, and turned away.

Do you want to live, die, or not?

"What are you gonna do to me...! If you have an answer, let me know...!

Covering his face, he yells at the sky where there is no one, nothing to see.

In the absence of a reply, who has the most answers that Subaru wants to hear?

That's probably...

- Answer me, Natsuki Subaru.

Pity, he said in a sighing voice, Subaru knocked his body down to the side.

casually, it meant nothing, it just twisted itself.

- That slight movement barely saved Subaru's life from the white light that plundered his ears and pierced him to the ground.

"Tsk."

I scraped my right ear, something went awesome.

Hold down your ears complaining of pain and roll over to the side. Blood dripped and I saw what caused the pain.

Something like an elongated needle, shining white, stood in the sand.

"This... ah"

What it is, reaching out and as soon as I tried to touch it, its white needle turns to dust.

And shortly afterwards, Subaru's vision shifted.

――――

Big rash. It goes from top to bottom.

The ground beneath Subaru's ass collapses and falls to the basement for every earth around him, whether because the mites were curling or because the white needle now became the last sting.

"Uh-oh!

Fly away, your fingers slip through the sand even if you try to.

Subaru's body falls to the sand bottom, irresistible as a worm going to Ant Hell.

My hands and feet bury, I can't move, I turn up, I gasp desperately.

Like your whole body swallowed by sand, staying put, resisting the hunch of being buried alive.

"Someone, someone, help..."

The voice that follows remains shapeless, Subaru's body swallowed by the sand and falls.

And so the stars of the sky scratched miserably without noticing a single shard.