Re:Zero Kara Hajimeru Isekai Seikatsu (WN)

- There is black, dark, far, deep, long, heavy, bitter, dark.

――――

There was a feeling that such a bitter, breathless darkness, like a mixture of all the bad things in the world together, was snuggling all over my body.

The discomfort of the face, the body, the hands and feet, the skin contaminated by its darkness, twitching, the blood seeping and complaining of thirst is extended.

Can you imagine, all over your body, feeling covered in cassava.

My skin sticks out, and if I touch it, it returns a feeling that I don't think of as a person's skin, and even my fingertips touching the scab are covered in the scab in the first place, and I don't know what the original 'myself' looks like.

- No, the only thing I really don't know is the appearance.

――――

Should we call it the deeper, the essence?

Or maybe we should call this' soul 'and say so.

Such a feeling that my, 'soul' form was finally fingered by one of its shards in repeated phrases that I lost sight of my presence, scattered, and helpless stray.

Anxiety and disgust are among the aforementioned cassava pigs, even if it is not a matter of hard work. Really, can I do this?

――――

Is there really a 'self' that I seek ahead?

When I arrive first, will not a completely different self begin? It's an odd imagination, but it's not an impossible story at all. In fact, what happened to me brought a sense of abruptness and unreality close to it.

Take it with me, and seek the trials and acceptances that I have visited myself, and the sights that lie ahead of me in overcoming it. - That's all, how much time you've spent.

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So I have a strong anxiety.

Are you sure you want to go ahead? Is that where you received, accepted, and sought?

'Myself', who entrusted, believed, pardoned, wished, tried to be, there.

"- I love you."

- Such, even impossible, anxiety is melted and faded by a leading voice.

――――

- White, bright, high, honorable, beautiful, sweet, towards the light.

The soul, Natsuki Subaru...

Moments, raising consciousness from the abyss of a loose and deep sleep, Natsuki Subaru awakened.

"-"

Weak, the first breath leaks from your lips.

It was badly plundered and scarce in vivacity, but it is undoubtedly my voice. That tells me that I wasn't reincarnated into a single-cell organism that I couldn't even speak to.

That's a step forward. And then, if you can be sure early that you are not a completely new value -

"- Subaru, are you awake?

――――

It was the sound of a silver bell that rocked Subaru's tympanic membrane, right around the corner.

It was cool, gentle, serene, core strong, gorgeous, and loving, voice.

Until just before, in a really bad state, the voice you were supposed to be hearing.

That's what my heart plays when I hear it. My chest ached and Subaru slowly turned his gaze to the side as he withstood the beat.

――――

- There, my eyes filled with gentle worries, the brilliance of purple blue awaits.

"... Emi, Ria?

"Yeah, that's right. Subaru, are you okay? Can you wake up? Can you talk properly?

"Uh..."

Followingly called his name, the bearer of purple blue eyes - Emilia loosens her lips and tilts her neck. Long, beautiful silver hair streams down over her white, sleek shoulders. It was as if the brilliance of the moon also seemed to swim gracefully through the light, and the magnificent beauty burned Subaru's heart.

- In short, there was a beautiful girl there who didn't seem to belong in this world.

"Ugh..."

As soon as I was aware of it, the blood filled Subaru's cheeks with tremendous momentum.

My face gets hot, my face gets red, my eyes swim and my voice is gone. His ears were so congested that it hurt, his voice leaked, "Aww, aww..."

"Aww...?

Emilia frowns in good shape at this violently moving look. That, even the slightest trick, has a separate kind of emotion, like two famous paintings painted by rare artists.

I saw it close, at such a breathtaking distance, that the beat, which was inseparable from the pain, became even higher and stronger, tormenting Subaru.

――――

What is this? What the hell is this?

Is it real, this? Isn't it an illusion or something with mass? Speaking of mirages you see in the desert, Oasis - I mean, you promise to see what you want most at that moment.

If we follow that rule, isn't this a mirage? What a luxurious illusion -,

"So, it's okay, Subaru? I knew something wasn't right. He was down."

"Hih!

"Look, now, hiya!

Subaru at the extreme of the confusion, but his shoulders trembled in even palms placed on his forehead.

When Emilia sees it, she is convinced of Subaru's malaise and blinks her eyes, but Subaru's is also in a state of mind like a scholar overshadowed by the tenor theory, with "The Emilia Mirage Theory" denied.

However, I did have the feeling I touched it. Her presence, reality affirms.

And it is also affirmed that I am Natsuki Subaru more than the real Emilia is calling me.

And most importantly...

"- Earlier, maybe we should talk in contempt of Betty. Emilia wasn't the only one worried."

"-"

From the other side of that Emilia, she hears a young voice complaining of dissatisfaction and looks back.

That's how I jumped into my looking back vision, a cute, cheeky toddler -,

"Beatrice......"

"I think I'm gonna make a lot of noise again... like I can't believe my sweet Betty's here."

He receives a weak call and lowers his brow butt as Beatrice worries. The content of the words seems scolding, but the colour of worry and relief is intense in their sound.

Relief for Subaru's awakening and worry that he was unconscious in the first place. To Beatrice's attitude that reminds me of it - no, to her presence, Subaru's heart moved.

i.e. -,

"- What!?

Grabbing Beatrice, who had a clear look on his face, Subaru draws that light body all at once to his chest. Light. It was a really light body.

Beatrice couldn't resist any sudden action and softly went into Subaru's arms with her eyes black and white. On a green bed knitted in twilight, Subaru made sure of its existence with all his might.

"Beatrice, Beatrice, Beatrice, Beatrice!

"Hey, hey, what is it!? What's the matter with you!? Could it be too sudden!

"You, you... you look really calm! It's cute like coming home to my parents. We're gonna fall in love."

"I don't think you're praising me for that!?

Embrace Beatrice and watch her face and Subaru says smudge away. Reddening his face to its behavior and content, Beatrice pinched Subaru's face hard with her small palms.

Subaru does feel the reality of a girl named Beatrice in this place as the little finger of the girl hooks up to her cheeks and ears and savors the lovely pain.

"Already! Subaru, as soon as I wake up, I'm not kidding! I still don't know why I was falling..."

As such, Emilia pinches her mouth with a slight sense of out-of-middle at the look of Svalbard embracing Beatrice.

Guided by Subaru himself, Emilia tried to grab Subaru's shoulder softly, stopping.

- Subaru?

Emilia had a darker color of worry than anger. The emotions mixed with the voice colour changed into a single colour of worry. An eye that opens to surprise stares at Subaru's shoulder, which he tried to touch.

slightly trembling, whimpering Subaru's shoulders.

"... ooh, ku"

"Subaru? Subaru, what is it? Betty's here. It's okay, I guess. Don't cry."

Stuck his voice with his throat, noticing how Svalbard whimpered, Beatrice stroked Svalbard's cheek softly wet in tears with a face that erased the colour of confusion.

A shuddering hand in small pieces is about to let go of Beatrice's young and small body. Beatrice knew that was due to anxiety and fear.

So Beatrice calls to Subaru's heart, as he is gentle and speaks.

You don't have to cry. I am here. Subaru said it was okay.

"Don't cry, Subaru. You don't have to rush. Take a slow, deep breath, calm down. Because you and Beatrice, and I, we're together."

Just like Beatrice, Emilia also comforts Subaru on the sleeping table.

Earlier, with a hesitant hand to touch, this time without hesitation, touching Subaru's shoulder, Emilia's silver bell voice respects Natsuki Subaru's actions, his decisions.

――――

The two of them, their existence and the way they are, remain the same.

In a world where everything collapsed, lost, and irrevocably lost, the two men who nevertheless gave preference to others over themselves, Subaru, and were noble among the dead, remain unchanged.

Make sure of it, ask for it, and now it's time to do it through.

Natsuki Subaru, as' Natsuki Subaru ', to get it all back -,

"Back, here he comes..."

Though with a whimpering, untight attitude and voice, it was a more pitiful and unadulterated situation than any other.

- Natsuki Subaru begins a new loop to recapture everything.

"That's why they've actually dropped their memories in the 'Tigeta' library. It may annoy everyone because the conversation doesn't engage, but I want you to acknowledge that."

――――

In front of the breakfast seat, the companions who became the car seat, Subaru said so and carefully bowed his head.

Everyone reacts differently to such a bomb statement from Subaru or to a carpet bombing of statements. Nevertheless, the darkest color was confusion, and confusion and mourning appeared to be behind us.

"Guys, I think I'm really worried about Subaru. But if we don't give it to you, it's Subaru who's most anxious..."

"... that's what Emilia said"

and next to Subaru with his head down, Emilia follows with a thoughtful look.

But it's Ram who has a skeptical eye for that Emilia word. holding her own arm, she narrowed her thin red eyes and glanced at Subaru,

"The bulus at heart doesn't look the most anxious to Ram. I mean, what farce is this, Balth"

"It's not a farce. Wow, I'm honestly uncovering my anxiety and facts. Don't talk so hard, it's like the tragedy you're gonna cause is gonna come to my attention and my chest is gonna rip open."

――――

Ram's gaze becomes increasingly suspicious at Subaru's answer with a sinister face.

Emilia, who was listening to the circumstances in the green room one foot away, reacts warmly to such a rugged exchange between the two. While Emilia and Beatrice were upset when they revealed the story of "Amnesia," it was just as before that they would accept me to show Svalbard's self - this time the form was trampled on, and she was asking for backup in this opening seat.

- Retired halfway around that war, Natsuki Subaru entered a new circle.

In a good way, I decided to start living another world from scratch again, something like that, but of course, the reality is not such a nice thing.

I made up my mind, but that moment when I came to 'Death', it could have been over.

That is not the case, and honestly, I cannot forbid relief and gratitude for having thus had the opportunity to re-depart by 'returning to death'. - But I didn't even intend to rely on it.

The power of "Back to Death" that dwelled in Subaru is a powerful force that twists and bends destiny.

The fact that the trigger is' death 'is hard on Subaru, the user, but if you consider that to be one of the costs of twisting and bending fate, this much should be the case.

One of the costs - yes, Subaru thought 'death' was just one of the costs.

It is natural to think that a powerful force has a price commensurate with it. Naturally, Subaru assumes that his "Back to Death" will not leak much of it either.

Limit the number of times, or you're likely sacrificing something every time you repeat it.

The more infinite number of attempts he is given, Subaru is not complacent that he is drowned by the Goddess of Destiny, etc. About all I can say with my chest up is my parents, such as the experience someone loved me.

When that happens, trials and errors to know the limits of 'Back to Death' - actions such as overlapping 'Death' from oneself come naturally out of choice. This is the last opportunity, no wonder.

Assuming it is a pattern that is sacrificing something, is it common to exchange important beings, important memories, etc.?

For the hateful, unforgettable Subaru, the only people in this world that can be important are Emilia, who are in contact with the tower, except the family of the original world.

And that's all I thought about -

"No way, my memories are disappearing at the price of 'Back to Death'..."

It's a terrible thing to imagine, but it was a good possibility. I offer my memory as the price of 'going back to death'. Bad taste, but 'Back to Death' itself is a bad taste in the first place.

Above all, the scary part is that, assuming it was, there is no way to be sure of this.

In fact, the connection between Subaru's amnesia and 'Back to Death' is unknown. For one thing, Svalbard, who has already died four times since he became aware of 'amnesia', has not confirmed his lack of memory, at least as far as he can grasp for himself.

I woke up at the tower on my way home from the convenience store, and I have clear memories since the start.

- No way, there are countless times I don't remember between, I hope there's no such thing.

"- Hey, I'm listening, Balls"

and subaru, who was in contemplation, the voice of the insurmountable ram draws back to reality. to that gaze, Subaru leaked his voice from the back of his throat, "Mmm..."

"Oh, I'm listening. I know I surprised you. It's all of a sudden, and I know how hard it feels not to believe you..."

"I know, but?

"To me..."

"There's no reason for Subaru to lie about such a bad taste. Lamb should have as much credibility in Subaru's thoughts."

Instead of Subaru, who chooses words, it was Beatrice who responded to the rum. Sitting behaving next to Subaru, she has been a full Subaru ally since accepting the situation in the Green Room.

"Dear Beatrice..."

"Emilia's words aren't all lies. Perhaps Subaru is the most anxious person to lose his memory. That's why I cried like a child."

"That episode, it's embarrassing to be talked about"

Subaru scratched his cheek at the unexpected exposure and made 'that's what' his reason for tears.

In fact, that I was able to 'go back to death', that the reunion came true, that I was given a chance to start over. Tears overlapped with various factors, but tears are tears.

There's no point digging into details, like the reason for a man's tears.

Anyway, I can't thank Beatrice enough for taking my side like this.

Just like Emilia, it was Beatrice who was initially confused when we heard her in the Green Room, but for taking the time to swallow things over Emilia, she promised Subaru's support with seemingly inappropriate thinking and inclusiveness.

- So, at the end of the last time, Beatrice remembers the grim relief she showed and the word 'took him out', and Subaru remembers the pain of being chained around her chest.

What the hell did 'Natsuki Subaru' do to Beatrice?

Guilt of not knowing it and relying on her trust. I admonish myself that I do not want to take this for granted and sweet.

"Honestly, kicking a delicate story like I lost my memory with reason that there's no reason to lie like that here is abusive, but I want you to swallow it there"

"Swallow..."

"On top of that, let's talk constructive. Fortunately, I'm positive right now. You're welcome to talk about moving forward... and if you have something to say, I'll listen to it."

Beatrice's opinion to the basement, Subaru says so and bows his head again. For the follow-up to that Subaru, Emilia was also bowing her head, "Please, believe me".

――――

Look at Emilia and Beatrice, plus Subaru's mysterious attitude, and the servant lamb doesn't seem to have any objections either. Thus, if the reflexive rebellion against the first shock is completed, it is a reasonable bewilderment to come late.

Of course, Ram wasn't the only one who was shocked by Subaru's 'amnesia' statement. She was the only one who had the most pronounced reaction, other than the ram - Julius to Echidna, and Shaura's reaction was also consistent with the flow that Subaru had experienced twice or so.

――――

Honestly, there were quite a few things to reunite with Emilia and Beatrice, but Subaru's heart was shaken spectacularly at the moment when the reunion with the other faces at the top of the scene also came true.

Julius left on the lower level with Reid. Echidna lost her life while being blown off both legs and apologizing for doubting Subaru. In that mess, Shaura was invisible in the tower. And Ram, who turned his strongest suspicions to Subaru and was unable to reunite afterwards.

All of them, all of them. I was given another chance to exchange words with everyone.

So, above all, Subaru was the strongest conscious on this occasion -

"- Even so, if you're a brother, you're in real trouble."

"-"

"What, that reaction. You look like you've met someone who's dead, and you're so rude.

Yes, even listening to Subaru, the girl shudders in such a way that she hasn't gotten much surprise.

A young killer who knits three dark blue hair and lacks a single point of style in his black outfit - Mary, it is.

Mary Portruit, moving and talking, is certainly there.

"Mellie......"

"Oh? You remember my name.... I mean, I don't know what makes your brother different than usual, but what have you forgotten?

"-. Oh, that's a little tricky. It may seem unobstructed to the conversation so far, but digging a little deeper would be quite a hassle. It's called missing episode memories, and I remember the names of things, but memories with people are pretty dangerous."

"... maybe that was yesterday, for example?

- That's right.

Mary narrowed her eyes and slightly lowered the tone of her voice. In response to her inquiry, Subaru hesitated for only a moment, but lost the feeling and answered by stopping arranging the congrats.

Maybe I could have missed it with a painful excuse, but I didn't. I had decided not to. - Wherever possible, Subaru will do it honestly, with them.

"- About yesterday, huh? Well, that's right."

――――

Listening to that Subaru answer and, in a sense, shocking more than a 'amnesia' statement, was Julius, who grumbled so, or Echidna, who supposedly had some suspicious intimate meeting.

It's just, you know, that's how they react.

"Master, you've lost your memory again, sss? How many times have I forgotten about you? Oh, my God!"

And, crushing his busty chest, Shaura points his lips in dissatisfaction.

Until last time, it was chaura bullshit that could have flown safely, but when I got here, I had a strong impression that it was a subtle, unlistenable statement of the atmosphere.

"I feel weird digging into your yota, but is your memory so pompous about your master?

"-? Fine, I was flying a pom pom. I woke up in the morning, and, uh, I said," Who are you? I don't remember. I don't know, 'she used to treat me like an old woman, sss. "

"Hmm, at that level, I can't tell if you're kidding or not..."

It's a tentative story, but if Subaru was on a daily basis since he became more close to Shaura, he was likely to have a light mouthed exchange about that to make fun of her.

However, Subaru is also aware that he has the option of losing his memory and not saying that he has lost his memory in an attempt to hide it from Emilia and the others. There is also a move that pretends to be a joke and deludes me that I really don't remember.

It's a pain in the ass to death while I'm at it. In fact, he's been dead four times, so it's not even a laugh.

"I found out one thing about amnesia. Honestly, I have to say that it will still take a while to accept... but if there is a possibility of such a phenomenon, something like a trap, in this tower, it would seem better to think about it and act on it."

"The most likely crime scene is the library of" Tygeta "where Emilia and I found me falling. Originally, it sounds like a place."

"Chan......"

――

Subaru also nods and lines his opinions to Echidna, who has begun to consider it with a serious look. However, once along the way, it was impressive that Emilia groaned lonely.

Even in the previous circumference, she had this look and reaction several times during her conversation with Subaru. In the end, the identity of the cause remains unclear.

Is there something, a fatal overlook? - That's what scares me.

"- Guys, I'm sorry to surprise you anyway. I don't think I can take it all of a sudden and tell him to keep talking with it. Once we get a break in, let's go. In the meantime, I'm going to pump some lamb and water."

Suggesting so, Subaru stood up to jump in the middle of the car seat. Lamb raises a picky brow at the story, and Emilia and Beatrice look Subaru in care.

But Subaru nodded at the gaze of both of them, turning his black eyes to the ram,

"Let's go, Ram. - You just invited me to the water field."

"- Nasty"

And, to Subaru's invitation, Ram shrugged so out of sight.

"So, what was the farce you were going to do earlier? I guess that means you're going to talk about it more than you took out the lamb like this, right?

Subaru and Lamb with a bucket in their hands, leaving the conference hall for the water field. On that road, you decided you had distance yourself enough from Emilia and the others, and that's how Ram cut out to Subaru.

It's every time she doesn't really get Subaru's 'amnesia' statement at all. This is not about evidence or solidity, but for more important reasons.

- The presence of Rem. Keep sleeping, Ram's beloved sister.

Rum is unable to acknowledge Subaru's "amnesia" because it guides him.

That's why she tries so hard to deny Subaru's 'amnesia'. I don't know the details. But I'm sure Subaru had a connection to Rem when he was awake.

That was a great support for Ram's existence as her sister.

So...

"Stop entrusting Emilia and Beatrice with too many major roles. Regardless of Beatrice, Emilia is still loaded. So I'll give you credit for thinking about involving the ram here. Tell us more…"

"- Ram, it's true you don't remember me. Not a lie, not a petten, not an operation."

But Subaru must deny the lamb that tries to cling to the thin thread and rely on it.

――――

Subaru's upright words were heard, and Ram interrupted the words and narrowed his eyes. Behind the thin red eyes lies confusion and anxiety - and the fiery seed of strong anger.

The seed fire eventually increases and spreads to a great fire that will not burn down Subaru's soul. What made it so was the suspicion of Natsuki Subaru, no other, of many dishonest deeds.

Exactly, my deeds lose me, it was an example of that.

"I lost my memory. In the tower, I know about everyone's name and relationship, but everything else is stuck everywhere. This is true, too."

"Stop."

"I only told Emilia and Beatrice the same thing, just talking to her earlier. There's nothing more I can tell you. Now my hands are empty."

"Stop it, Balth. More than that..."

"I know that I've come to this tower to reclaim many things that have been taken from me. I also mean in the middle of the 'exam'. But that's all. My motive..."

"Balth, more than that"

- And about Rem, I...

"Bals -!!"

I don't remember, Subaru told Ram so with the thought of a severance.

Reluctantly, not wanting to lend an ear to Subaru's words, Ram, who had shown in his attitude, hears that Subaru's apology and grasps it in the form of anger.

"Guh!"

He was grabbed by the chest barn and slapped from his back against the wall. With an incredible amount of power where there is so much power in this thin arm, Ram holds Subaru down and stares up close.

Behind his thin red eyes, the fire, which was a seed fire, burned up strongly, burning Subaru, and the lamb itself.

The tragedy repeats itself when this flame burns Subaru down - no, lamb.

"What are you going to do? This... this, this nonsense lies!

"It's not a lie... you know, I'm lying like that..."

"You think it's not on? So, what do you want me to do? You want Ram to believe me? Balls forgot Lem... such a stupid story!

"Ram......"

Sharpen the jaws even more sharply and the ram glances at Subaru at such a distance that the lips are likely to touch each other. A brilliant and burning flame, which is more due to mourning than anger, Svalbard finally realizes.

Her grid, its roots are deep and far more complicated than Subaru imagines.

Repeated four times, Subaru finally touched one end of it. In the true sense, how thoughtful should I be if I want to understand the thoughts, wounds, that others hold in my chest?

It is dazzling that Subaru, who uses repeated defiant moves, finally realizes it after four layers, that Emilia and the others only once, oh and straight through.

To that glare, I can't just be burned, so Subaru is -,

- I'm gonna get Rem back.

"-!"

Staring back at the thin red just around the corner, Subaru scratched the force of his throat and told him clearly.

With that in his ear, Ram's eyes open to surprise again, and soon his anger hides it.

"With every mouth...... nothing to take back, you must have forgotten, Balth, get the lem!

"Still, get it back. The Lem, the memories, the purpose of coming to this tower, do everything, and we all go home. - That kind of reward, naturally."

"-Balth?"

"Well, naturally... in this tower, if you think about what happened"

I can't breathe either. But a factor different from that, Subaru, which distorts cheeks bitterly. Ram frowned at Subaru's reaction like that, slightly out of his hand grabbing the chest barn.

That hand, now Subaru grabs it with both hands and pulls it apart. As it was, I switched bodies.

"- Nasty. Get off me."

Instead, he is pushed against the wall, and the ram staring at each other nearby tells Subaru off.

But Subaru is not frightened by words that are powerless and lacking hegemony.

"Ram. I'll try to get my memories and my lems back. For that, help me."

――――

"I have the power of everyone. You guys know, if it was" Natsuki Subaru "until yesterday, I probably wouldn't have mentioned this pitiful thing. But for me now."

Julius entrusted it, Beatrice believed it, Echidona pardoned it and Emilia wished it.

If that's how 'Natsuki Subaru' is expected of everyone, maybe even one person could have changed this congestion.

But I can't do that to Natsuki Subaru right now. So to be unfaithful, to give up, to waste nothing, the people in this tower, too much to love.

"I know you can't believe and forgive me for forgetting Rem. But you can put that anger behind you now. Instead, I promise."

"Promise...?

"Be sure to do it. Many times, eat up. If you break this promise, if I give up in front of you, then cook and bake and like."

――――

Ram's eyes open, from which the fever of anger draws. Naturally, fever draws and appears is another emotion hidden in anger until then.

Looking ahead to it, Subaru pulled his head, keeping it straight with her - that's what pinched the ice cage, at the distance when he staggered his gaze with her, and continued.

"That's what I'm ready for."

"... how can you get so far? If Balls really forgot about Rem, he wouldn't want to get it back."

――――

"If you forget, it's empty. Poop, there's a blank space there, and your thoughts on what was there are lost. It disappears. Love, hate, warmth, loneliness, all."

The quiet voice color of the lamb disguises itself as cold hardness.

That, I guess, terribly realistic language, or the void she herself experienced. So it's hard for her to believe that Subaru is ready.

That's what he's asking, that you shouldn't be able to hold so strong a wish in the blank.

"In fact, you do. Memories are empty, I don't know what I thought of Rem until yesterday, after it spilled out of the gap between my fingers..."

"Then why?

"But I know you care about Rem and desperately want it back"

I saw Rem, my beloved sister, scratching Ram, hoping to get her back.

The desire, the love, that Subaru held so strong, he saw, he was overwhelmed. That's how desperate Ram is, because he's one of those people who wanted Subaru to be saved -

"Now I want Rem back because of you, Natsuki Subaru."

――――

"So when I give up, I'll leave it to you to figure out what to do. That's my sin that made you cry when I dropped the contents of my head at my convenience."

"I'm not crying, don't be silly"

"Ouch!?

With tremendous momentum and a slap on the side, Subaru collapsed on the spot.

Put your hand on the reddened cheek and Subaru looks at the ram like he saw something incredible.

"Oh, you... me, now, quite a story of courage..."

"Cheer up on your own, what's the story of courage? Mostly, don't make Balls laugh at his promises. It's the best thing in the world that I've ever done to get myself out of a place where I can't put my credit."

"That, Emilia also told me how much I broke my promise until yesterday!?

"When do you have the promise you kept?

"Such a level!?

scolded with a chilled out voice, Subaru revisits his rating for 'Natsuki Subaru' again. For better or worse, stock prices fluctuate dramatically, but breaking promises is a considerable downward element.

Mostly, if you promised, it would be your minimum duty to run to protect it.

No matter who wasn't watching, when the promises you made are kept, people can move on and lose money because they believe so. That spirit is the proof that it is missing.

"After all, 'Natsuki Subaru' isn't such a busy guy..."

"Yeah, right. I know I was wrong, but Balls wasn't the man who was capable of doing things alone until yesterday either. Instead, it's Usnoro, who's good at spreading the damage after all, a phrase he tried to do something about by himself. Lamb was annoyed."

"Seriously. Why did you bring him to the tower..."

"I was just out. Besides, he was the only one around the corner. Quite clever, suitable for chores. And you were good at giving up Emilia and Beatrice. And then..."

Boroxo tells me, Svalbard scratching a horseshit on the floor is so uncomfortable.

They scold me for who I am, even though it's not about me. There was also quite a bit of complicated suffering in getting Emilia and the others to say good things about 'Natsuki Subaru', but it was also well complicated for Ram to do everything in his language to curse 'Natsuki Subaru'.

At this point, Subaru tried to reopen everything he could ask.

"What's the rest? Short legs, bad memory, bigotry, bad giving up?

"He had short legs, he didn't remember things, he was a bigotry, he didn't give up."

"Right."

- And he took care of Rem.

――――

Second, the tone of the voice changes, and the frozen voice of Ram's emotions is colored.

Warm - if you compare your voice to having color, that's soft thin red, enveloping light color.

With Rem in mind, mercy in the voice I think of my sister, and when there was' Natsuki Subaru 'beside my sister, I caught a glimpse of her still indelible, soft affection.

Thin red, when it's the color of kindness, is so illusory that Subaru.

"Balth. - Really, you forgot Rem?

"... oh"

Ram's eyes, reflecting Subaru, can't leave. Wow, I respect that.

On such occasions, when I hear words I don't want to hear, Subaru is turning a blind eye. And yet she, Ram, for once, doesn't try to distract her.

"Balth. - Really, you remind me of Rem?

"Oh, I remember. Not just Rem, but everything else."

"I don't give a shit if everything else falls out. Just remember Rem."

"Don't be impotent. Let me get it all back..."

"I repeat. Remember only about Rem, even if he dies."

"Oh, I can swear that. - Even if I die, I'll remember everything."

Literally, even if I die, I remember it all.

In this other world, what did 'Natsuki Subaru' see, hear, feel, build and come this far? - That's all, Natsuki Subaru takes back.

"... Fine. I'm gonna miss this."

When I heard the answer, the intimidation released from the ram faded away.

Feeling it, Subaru scratched his horseshit on the floor and said, "Okay?" I hear.

"That's what I asked you to do, really. So?

"It would be a man. Take it honestly. I heard Balls was ready. On top of that, they even told me if I gave up, to boil, to bake, to scrape, to decide, to beat, to like. If I didn't have the ear to hear this, I'd be suspicious of my heart like Lamb's Mother of Mercy."

"The process after cooking doesn't sound familiar..."

"Did I say something?

"I didn't say."

Loosely he shook his neck sideways, Subaru responding to the ram in polite language.

Mother of Mercy, is quite a big deal, but if you think of the idiom up to three times the face of the Buddha too, Subaru has already entered a fifth challenge that even the Buddha cannot forgive.

If neither God nor Buddha can trust you, it will be a pleasure to entrust judgment to the Mother of Mercy.

"Stand up, Balth. Neither giving up nor breaking a knee will allow Lamb"

"Sit on the ground and don't put them together... dude"

Standing up properly, Subaru paid his ass and turned to the ram.

Ram, who keeps his back on the wall, fixes his messy clothes and holds his own arm, no longer looks back at Subaru as usual - standing to make him think that this is Ram's 'normal'.

"... did you say the same thing to Emilia and Beatrice?

"Those two... it was like I wasn't thinking about giving up."

"So is that. - I got a bad valve."

"So you can't ask those two. To Julius and Echidona, emotionally."

Plus maybe Emilia and Beatrice, Julius and Echidna.

I think the answer to the four was heard in the last round, in contact with them.

So the rest of the answers, we're going to find out.

"But that's it.... From your story, it looks like I wasn't much of a big guy until yesterday either."

"With or without Rem's memory, the value to Ram has changed dramatically. Watch your mouth."

Coldly discarded, Ram walks out with his back to Subaru.

The two of them had a long time to stop their legs on the way to the water draw, but if they returned with their bare hands, that could be what caused Emilia and the others weird worries.

Subaru lined up next to him with a bucket in one hand, chasing the ram.

And

"I... 'Natsuki Subaru' was definitely here, wasn't he?

Small, Subaru asks the side of the ram.

That was somewhat closer to anxious weakness than confirmation. To say it right after I swore I wouldn't give up, it must have probably been inappropriate.

That was it, while the roots of the tongue were not dry, and there was no wonder that he was punished from the ram.

- You're an idiot.

But Ram didn't, he didn't stop his legs, he cursed Subaru to mercy,

"Now for just a moment, I'm just losing sight of you. I just feel like I've lost it because there's so much stuff stacked up and hidden deep in it. It looks like a flower buried in cold snow, if the snowmelting season comes. - I'm sure that's all we're talking about."

Yes, to Ram, who doesn't show his expression, Subaru couldn't show his current expression.

Shortly after all that dressing up, I can't see such a pitiful face.

So, without saying anything, it really seemed like a Mother of Mercy to Subaru at this moment how Ram was not even going to look at this one.

Things are changing a lot - but not so much, actually.

This is not the first time Subaru has uncovered a loss of memory, and while leaving a mess behind, it is also a sight we have seen on the surface that everyone will take that shock.

However, if the way you place your mind, if you change the way you set it up, the way you look at each of them will also change.

Last time, Subaru doubted the Emilias so much, and doubted every part of their actions, their attitudes and their statements from every angle. If you must be up to something, decide so.

But if you remove such a filter of suspicion, what you see in every angle of your actions, your attitude, your statements is your care for Subaru and, basically, your reprimand for yourself.

In other words, they consciously restrained themselves and made Subaru anxious.

Suspiciously, unnaturally, it was only the Subaru side that felt that way.

"Well, let's do it. Do it right, Natsuki Subaru..."

Tell yourself, Subaru looks at his hands still.

The cause of Subaru's loss of memory, which is likely to be in 'Tygeta'. Breaking the "test" is also important, but there is also an urgent need to find out the cause of that amnesia.

It's a situation that hasn't happened so far, but assuming there are other people with amnesia going on besides Subaru, it can all be a ridiculous situation to 'meet' them all.

Besides, isn't there actually room for too long?

"Last time, last time, it was in the tower or it was so messed up"

Previously, in the tower, Subaru discovered the 'bodies' of his companions in the tower, with the exception of Emilia and Beatrice - no.

Unlike that last time, this time we will see our companions' 'deaths' one after the other, and Subaru's heart stands in desolation.

But none of this anomaly is a disaster that occurs in the tower not so far away.

Subaru must be prevented from doing so as to know the worst tragedy.

Do everything you can for it. - So first of all, Subaru...

――――

And this behold, behind Subaru, who stood in the abyss of height, he breathed slightly.

As much as it is possible to capture the edge of existence, if you are conscious, a moderate way to kill the signs. Feel it in a defiant mood with prior knowledge and flip yourself on the brink.

"-"

"Whoa, it's dangerous. - Don't fall for me."

With his protruding hands emptied, Subaru pulled back the body of his opponent, whose momentum would make him frown, with his elongated hands, not to fall.

Its body is light. It was a variety of phases, not lightness in ominous meanings, but the right lightness for the girl's appearance - yes, for the girl, proper.

"Come on, let's talk. - Take responsibility for killing me."

With that said, Subaru laughed at the girl who grabbed her arm - Mairi, and twice in the past, slapped the climax reasoning on the killer who slammed himself down.