Re:Zero Kara Hajimeru Isekai Seikatsu (WN)

- "The Vegetable Moon," and "The Book of the Dead," written so, stand up.

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Stunningly pushing his black eyes open, Subaru was feeling his throat rapidly thirsty.

It's not enough to be stunned or distracted. Attacking Subaru at this time was more extensive and localized damage.

It doesn't work anywhere but Subaru, but a fierce poison that only works for Subaru -.

"The Book of the Dead" in "Vegetable Moon/" penetrated Subaru with such intense meaning.

"What, so..."

Is there a Book of the Dead here that cannot be?

On the third level of the Preades Surveillance Tower, "Tygeta," should be The Book of the Dead, which records the life of dead things. It is paradoxical to have a living book.

Or do you mean you just happen to have found a human book with the same last name?

"If it wasn't for the other world, it would have been convincing..."

Possibility that came to mind, it is immediately denied.

Naturally, this is a different world - even the naming rules are very different from what Subaru knows. How can a name 'vegetable moon' be born in this place?

Before that, there is a decisive problem.

The title of this book, "The Vegetable Moon", is written in kanji.

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As far as Subaru has seen so far, this other world also makes different letters. So even if a human being, other than Subaru, doesn't know the letters of another world, I'm sure this title just looks like hieroglyphs or something.

The more I think so, the more auspicious luck Svalbard finds the Book of the Dead here in "Vegetable Moon/Xu" than this -,

"- Someone's, default route"

It just seemed so, it seemed.

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Again, Subaru remains silent and conceived with the Book of the Dead in his hands.

Here Subaru came across this' Book of the Dead 'because he relied on it to find a slight reaction by' Col Leonis'.

Subaru understands that you have not searched this library for the intended book once or twice, but it is difficult to find the intended book from this vast collection.

Probably the impossible kind, unless God's invisible hands work.

"Or someone's, even if it's not God..."

Subaru is convinced that it is a thought.

And then there's the authenticity of this "Book of the Dead" - whether or not what is depicted here is really the life of "Vegetable Moon/Xu". If it was depicted, what kind of karaki is it?

As a strict fact, Subaru lives like this here.

Suppose that Subaru's Book of the Dead is here -,

"At the time I lost my memory, are they treating me like a dead person... The Book of the Dead in" Tygeta "also observes that corridor of memory about the world I died in...?

If so, it is inconceivable that Subaru's 'death' is somehow copied and shaped as the 'Book of the Dead'. But in that case, 'Back to Death' means.

"I've thought about whether I'm going back in time or recreating the world itself..."

Assuming that the Book of the Dead assumes a method of producing the Book of the Vegetable Moon and the Vegetable Moon, the most likely one should not seem like the latter. If so, this phenomenon surrounding Natsuki Subaru is not a cute thing to 'go back to death' -

"Fool, I am. No, you're an idiot. I am.... this, coward."

Feeling the thought disturb in a diagonal direction, Subaru curses himself.

Because I immediately realized that my cowardice was the cause of how my thoughts had slipped away. - I'm just scared of The Book of the Dead.

What happens when you read the book "Vegetable Moon/Xu"?

That, frightened by an unknown event that I have no idea. So we're going after a baseless hypothesis and trying to postpone the postponement.

Open the first page of the book in your hand.

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It's not a hypothesis five minutes ago in the world, but the fact that there was a "Book of the Dead" here in "Vegetable Moon/Xu" was a strange story but also a salvation for Subaru.

It also seems like a sign that Subaru was not born popping up at this moment right now.

But at the same time, it does mean that there was a 'Natsuki Subaru' other than himself, who was on his own path in this other world, and that Subaru was trampling and crushing his footsteps from the top.

So all you have to do is make sure.

"In the first place, as this is the" Book of the Dead "in" Vegetable Moon/"... where does it start and where does it end?

When Mary, it was only her childhood - things ■ From the time I followed, I was able to trace that half of my life from around the time my memory settled as a memory.

But what happens in the case of Subaru? - As the Book of the Dead could be read, it begins with a bud of self-consciousness, just like Mary, and grows, and where does it end?

Now, if Natsuki Subaru, who lost his memory, is not dead, and "Vegetable Moon/Subaru" counts as dead, isn't it natural to be able to trace the memory of "Natsuki Subaru," just before his memory is lost?

Or will you lose your memory and trace the memory of Subaru now that you have awakened in the tower? If so, which 'death' will come to an end?

Or, like Reid's Book of the Dead, there's just remains of blank memories.

As the recorded memory of Reid in the Book of the Dead disappears from the book to reproduce him as the examiner of this watchtower, so does the memory of the "Vegetable Moon/Xu".

So what you can see when you open this book is not the memory of "Vegetable Moon/Xu" -

- In the end, what do you want, you weak bastard?

Do you want to see it or not?

I despise myself for not even giving that answer easily, scolding ■ and exhaling.

It's impossible to come this far and not look at it. Even if it surfaced as an option, the kind of imitation you would choose to do was inconceivable.

So, so, so, so, so...

Then, then, then, then, then, then...

"-"

Exhaled strongly, and opened The Book of the Dead.

And there's a journey in "Vegetable Moon/Moon" where it starts and I don't know where it ends...

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- This is serious shit.

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His face feels stiff and his abdomen burns his brain with a burning sensation.

A fierce fever that makes you even breathe, your head is hot like you've been poured a magma into your blood vessels. Yet the hands and feet were cold and heavy, and the contradictory sensations were shaking the existence of every soul.

Thoughts that complain about what happened. Thoughts that complain if you don't do something about it.

They mix in and scream.

But if we don't do something, the thought doesn't help.

As soon as I moved my hand to open the situation and touched my stomach, the source of burning heat, I could see my palms wet in the blood sticking together and more blood soaking the floor.

- Oh, this is all my blood.

I don't know the amount of blood flowed on the wet floor, but it was not bleeding at all levels of blood donation. The source of life that flows out cannot keep the light of fine life in place.

In other words, the flesh had already begun counting down to death.

Still, ■ is not dead because the last mission that needs to be done is left to this life on its way to death.

- Speak up, raise your voice.

You have to raise your voice.

Danger. Danger. Don't come. Run. Don't even shake your side, run straight.

That's how I had to inform him of the danger.

Let her know it's dangerous, and we need to tell her not to come into this place.

And yet...

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I don't have a voice.

The spill instead was a hot clot coming in. And I get my throat blocked, and I can't take out words like I did. Coughing, burning of the abdomen spreads.

pain and suffering, pity and confusion, and -,

"- Bal?"

The sound of a silver bell steps into a space where you shouldn't come in.

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I had to stop it.

And yet, I didn't make it.

I had to do it in lieu of my life, but because my belly was torn.

"-!"

I hear a scream and someone falls to the floor with a fierce noise.

That, the hand of someone who has fallen overlaps with this one who is falling, is a prank of fate that is too ironic. The poor bottom line of the one called Destiny is hard on the brush tongue.

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A slightly trembling finger softly grips that overlapping hand. And he gripped back the feeling of his fingers, and Subaru exhaled, deep and deep, with a mass of blood.

"Stay..."

Spilling blood clots, spilling lives. The spill cannot be stopped.

No longer, nothing could be done about it. This situation was completely stuck.

It was all broken because of a helpless and incompetent man like no other.

So there's no point in that blood-colored vow.

You know there's nothing you can do about it, but still the stupidity of trying to swear.

You know it's over.

You know it's over.

It's like they're not over, by the way, I swear.

"I'll make sure..."

- I'll try to save you.

In the next moment he - Natsuki Subaru, Natsuki Subaru, and Vegetable Moon/Xu - lost their lives.

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- The moment the connection was broken, Subaru had a hard pain in the back of his head.

"but..."

The shock that resonates in the skull, the illusion that he suddenly even got beaten from behind, but soon finds out that's a mistake. Because Subaru's body was falling directly behind him and he felt his entire back bordering on the cold floor.

"Here, here..."

I'm not in a cold, dim, dirty building, I'm in a 'Tigeta' library.

Slowly he woke up, shook his head flashly, and Subaru circled his neck - then, in a great panic, touched his own belly.

There, there's enough wounds to put your life in danger, it should have been.

But...

"Hey... no, no, no scratches, no. Belly, slashed, no..."

Touch your belly many times to make sure the cause of the burning that should have been there is gone. Of all the sights I've seen just now, the most vivid sensation has disappeared.

I've heard that pain that's too intense illuminates the brain as' fever '. The same phenomenon was happening. I mean -,

"- Slashed in the stomach, dead, memory"

The end of a period when he is torn in the stomach by a sharp blade and drowned in blood bubbles and helplessness.

By the way, I could still forgive myself if I was the only one dying with that. But it wasn't.

"Satella......"

The last thing you whine about is the name of the girl you couldn't help - a pseudonym,

In that memory, the silver-haired girl I found out faked her name and was dealing with Subaru. What reason was that? Although it is clear that malice is not the reason.

"... but what a strange way to die."

Hands on his forehead, Subaru rebukes what happened to him.

Summoned by different worlds, wandering the city with idiotic positivity, entangled in a chimp and dying, aided by a satire, and helping her find -,

"Instead of being useless..."

At the last moment, I couldn't even tell her the crisis I was supposed to tell her, and I got her involved.

I'm not talking about dying for nothing, and I can't even say I'm sorry for a dog dying.

About that time, Natsuki Subaru - the death of 'Natsuki Subaru' could not be atoned for.

"But"

It wasn't like there was nothing to gain at all.

"- This is the Book of the Dead in" The Vegetable Moon "

That was all, that was the absolute, unmistakable fact.

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I can't help it, stupid, weak, unsaveable 'Natsuki Subaru'.

He enlarged his ridiculous self-consciousness and kept turning away from overlapping filial infidelities. The phrase, a petitioner who conveniently uses being summoned to another world to escape reality and tries to fool himself, his surroundings and everything by demonstrating backward positivity.

The result of such stupidity led to that tragedy in the stolen goods store.

What a shallow, sweet prospect, stupid failure.

How can you be defenseless in such a dangerous place? What had made such a fool of yourself feel unsubstantiated confident? You know, it wasn't the other world, it wasn't strange to die abroad, it was the indiscretion to blame. Is that the result?

If he hadn't died, he was so unwieldy that he wanted to kill himself.

"There's nothing I can do, you idiot... but"

Exactly, it was a fatal stupidity, but it's a shame they confirmed it.

Reduce anger, indulge, and scrutinize the facts lightly.

Indeed, The Book of the Dead worked. That book documented the death of Natsuki Subaru. And even naturally for "Natsuki Subaru," he poked at a number of facts that Natsuki Subaru had no reason to know.

- That, for example, is how we got the power of 'Back to Death'.

If this was the promised, so-called otherworldly trip, it should be God or a paranormal being with similar powers that summoned Subaru to another world.

But that 'Natsuki Subaru' had no memory of contact with such paranormal beings, or verses that empowered someone and were aware of their power.

That can be assured to Subaru, who has seen the end of that 'Natsuki Subaru'.

At the end of the period, it was only a mouthful of bad things to give up, but at that moment, 'Natsuki Subaru' shouldn't have had the certainty that he would jump over death and go back in time.

At least, I was. - That's what I think, I realize.

He said he and "Natsuki Subaru" had not been able to be well objectified.

The cause is obvious.

"Mary's, diving deeper than usual..."

Even when I read Mary's Book of the Dead and experienced her life chase, I tasted the feeling of being dragged off my spirit quite intensely. Half the girl and her personality blended together, and Mary appeared in her brain as a hallucinogenic symptom, so much so that she flirted with Subaru, whatever she wanted to say.

Most of all, I know that it is ultimately a false Mary created by Subaru's consciousness, an illusion created by discord, which has nothing to do with the real Mary.

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However, this "Book of the Dead" drew a line from Mary's experience.

I don't know, the confusion right after I read Mary's book still had a clue that differentiated me from her. Differences in gender, age, values, and so on.

Using them as clues, it was possible to strip herself and her one by one, to elicit the convincing that she was another.

But not this time.

There's no other way, you're dealing with yourself. A situation that would not have occurred if it had not been me, which is not Natsuki Subaru, pushing him to fight himself.

Fight against yourself. - There are no more clichéd words if you ask them in words, but that was the right word, one that gave a terminal indication of the situation in which the present Subaru was placed.

In fact, the flag color is bad.

Overlapping with oneself is close to the act of smearing oneself. It stains the water washed with a black paint called "Natsuki Subaru" with a mara paintbrush.

"- Emilia. Emilia, Emilia, Emilia, Emilia, Emilia."

To the feeling of being anointed, Subaru magically calls Emilia's name.

Emilia and I have a simple reason to say that. In The Book of the Dead, Natsuki Subaru does not recognize her as Emilia.

While believing in the pseudonym taught, he fulfilled his role of dogmatization until the end of the period.

So that's the difference between Subaru now and Natsuki Subaru.

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Svalbard looks underfoot, shaking the roots of his teeth and frightened by the feeling of being shredded. One book I accidentally removed, that's where it falls.

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Once, I observed 'Natsuki Subaru' to the point of his death.

Strangely enough to think, the beginning of The Book of the Dead had begun the moment it came to the other world, where it was screaming for a change in the world in the face of silly circles. When I was Mary, things started properly ■ where it came on - no, I don't care about that now.

The problem is the continuation of this Book of the Dead.

"You too, don't you, 'Natsuki Subaru'..."

Thanks to The Book of the Dead, we were probably able to see the "death" of the first "Natsuki Subaru" summoned to another world.

But that's just the beginning.

This' Natsuki Subaru 'should have also used the power of' Back to Death '.

Or maybe it wasn't 'Back to Death', it was a power expressed in a different way. - No, it's more natural.

It's much more convincing to go back in time freely.

If Emilia, Beatrice, Lamb, Echidna, Julius, Mary, Chaura, Patrash, Gian, and a lot of other people I'm sure we've met expect Natsuki Subaru to do something about it.

If so...

"Ahead, there must be one."

Natsuki Subaru and "Natsuki Subaru" which seemed to make no difference.

But there is something decisive about that "Natsuki Subaru" becoming "Natsuki Subaru". Seeking it, Subaru took the book once now.

And then I close my eyes and breathe deeply.

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With the book in his hand, Subaru counted one or two heartbeats in his chest. so start walking slowly as you calm down.

Footsteps are slow, but no strays, straight.

Eventually, Subaru arrived in front of the bookshelf, and when he reached out that way -

"- Book Two"

The next book, "The Vegetable Moon," claimed itself weakly in "Cor Leonis".

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- The steps of "Natsuki Subaru" were unplanned, unplanned, and unsaveable.

"You can't do that. Amateur and cluttered in movement as you watch. Without shelter, without skill, and at least without it if you think you can squeeze your wisdom. I don't know why I'm trying."

The mighty enemy hits me all he wants and keeps engraving me without even a legitimate counterattack.

There's a bloody old man and a blonde girl falling all around me who can be hurt like that. Neither of them could be saved. I couldn't even move.

"Slowly, slowly, slowly, slowly, slowly, boringly"

Eventually, in a world where my belly is slashed, my eyes slashed, and my vision deprived, I spend a limited amount of time on my own life, leaning on fear and on my time to die.

Until the end of the period, frightened, trembling, frightened, by the way -,

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"Hey, you stabbed me"

"You don't have a choice. Try to escape to the surface. I'm not talking about trouble."

"Oh, this is no good. Don't die after the contents of your stomach are scratched.... Kimonos are chicks too."

What a swallowing story you are telling me over the head of a falling opponent.

If you're not using your head for such unproductive thinking, you have to understand the shocking pain that stuck you in the back.

The art of escaping pain, acquiring a way to protect oneself is just masterful ■ bottomless.

Exactly in vain, in dog death, I can't save you.

Calling the non-Satella girl Satella, she is cursed at herself about it, unable to even perceive the bright white circumstances, and killed by the person who licked her before she gave up her thoughts.

It's the end of the line. How can you not live, from beginning to end, sparing every minute and second, infusing your whole body with spirits?

Enough. This world is over. That's what I knew.

From the beginning, I knew I was going to see Death, and I came here. So if there's nothing definitive about it, this world is over. It's over, it's over, you can go next. Next, next, next, next, next. Otherwise, it hurts, it hurts, it hurts, it hurts, it hurts, it hurts, it hurts, it hurts, it hurts, it hurts, it hurts. But I have to bring something next...

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The fatalities brought about while asleep were accompanied by cruelty, like pouring cold poison into a blood vessel, in its light end and back.

One would think that the arrival of 'death', which does not even realize that it is dead, would be somewhat easier than the previous' death ', which was inseparable from pain and suffering.

But that's never the case.

Why, dead. In the first place, are you sure you're dead?

Few human beings fearing 'death' would want to die to sleep, but such 'death' should not be desired if let Subaru, who had that experience, say so.

"Death" means "death."

At the end of life, the end must be accompanied by an end that can be seen with it.

In confusion and disappointment, amazement and eagerness, Subaru seeks the next Book of the Dead. I need to know what happened. I need to know what killed me.

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- Mystery calls for mystery, experiencing incomprehensible and irrational 'death'.

Overlapping ends and recurring tragedies.

I refused to like dying to sleep, but to be crushed, to be decided, I still can't be happy to die either.

From next to next, life is targeted, taken, crushed, and finally betrayed.

Why is it gone?

Why should I save the blue-haired girl who killed herself?

Why, I was desperate to save her, and why, she frustrated and pushed Subaru's back so hard that she bent her knees.

Why did you feel empowered by her words and move on?

On the tip of betrayal, eager.

the world where it is affirmed that it is right to aspire that was not truly betrayed.

"Natsuki Subaru" opens up the empty, sad mistake of being able to save someone with his life at the price of his own.

Meet Emilia, Meet Pack, Meet Felt, Meet Grandpa Rom, Meet Reinhardt, Meet Elsa, Meet Beatrice, Meet Ram, Meet Rem, Meet Roswar, Meet Petra, Meet the people of Aram Village -,

- Stick it or not to the turbulence that pushes it.

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"Ugh, buh..."

With his mouth pressed and his death attacking him again, Subaru kneels in the library of 'Tigeta'. I couldn't support my body and fell to the foreground as it was.

"Ha, ha..."

My breath is rough, and it's frightening sweat that wets my whole body.

Whether it's hot, cold, bitter, sweet, painful, or pleasant, emotions mix together in both likes and evils, black and white, and I don't know the right answer.

Next to next, I felt like I was continually being beaten multilaterally without rest.

"- Now, eight books"

I have found "The Book of the Dead" in "Vegetable Moon/Xu" and have layered that many volumes since I started reading it.

Volume count, because it's a funny story. The numbering is not shaken, and there can't be any such thing as "The Next Volume in the Same Series" in a book that would otherwise be placed in this library.

Yet, the book "Vegetable Moon/Tsubaki" has been gradually multiplying the volumes and continues.

Strangely enough, I have to finish reading one of the "Vegetable Moon/Tsubaki" books, how I can't find the next "Vegetable Moon/Tsubaki" book - the circle is going in order, too.

I follow in the footsteps of 'Natsuki Subaru' without flying 'death' in between.

So, following in the footsteps, I think.

"Natsuki Subaru" is such a fool, I wonder what a difficult blue genius he is.

Especially if you look at the end of the last book, the eighth book, The Book of the Dead, you have to think so.

After the proclamation of the start of the king's race, he broke with Emilia in the castle and in the end died in the confusion of "Natsuki Subaru", hurting only her ■, without apology or reflection.

The subjectivity and consciousness of The Book of the Dead is almost identical to that of myself reading the book.

Only between us, the impact should have been particularly felt, but it was still intolerable.

I have myself wondering how you can't understand.

On the other hand, I wonder why you mourn that you don't understand it.

"In the past, don't be imprisoned..."

It is therefore so hard that my body is about to be torn apart because it is a tragedy that I have seen with this eye.

But that's the past. It's only a thing that's happened in the past.

Even for Natsuki Subaru, who welcomes' death 'at that moment, it is an event in front of him.

For Subaru in tune with 'Natsuki Subaru', which celebrates the moment, or even the event in front of him.

That's the past. It remains an unforgettable wound, a past.

So, now at this moment, take a breath and escape the shock. Forget it. Who killed Emilia and the others? Who created such a tragedy in the village?

Otherwise, ■ breaks.

What if Subaru's ■ breaks down here and he can't get up?

Who does what and what? 'Natsuki Subaru' is not here. So Subaru has to do something about it.

"Ma..."

- I haven't found it.

――――

There must be something, given only to the decisive, 'Natsuki Subaru'.

That is the key to clearly separating Natsuki Subaru from 'Natsuki Subaru'. At the very least, this journey through the Book of the Dead will not end until we have that key.

Natsuki Subaru wings as Natsuki Subaru, the decisive key.

The key to Emilia, Beatrice, Rem, Lamb, Echidona, Julius, Maurice, Shaura, Patrash, and Gian.

So far, there's no sign of that.

In the end, Natsuki Subaru has neither the temper nor the weight to play a major role in helping the Savior, the Hero, or anyone.

All there is is is the evil of an unplanned giving up and the good fortune of being blessed with the people around you.

But that's not all.

That's not shapeless' something '.

It's more obvious, clear-cut, at a glance, and you can do it because you have it, and yes, everyone has a convincing, all-purpose key.

I do. So, in search of it...

"- Nine books, eyes"

Chaos and chaos, to betrayal and despair and to the circle of those swirling 'Deaths', I challenge you again.

If you wish, "Natsuki Subaru". Come on, be you.

- I, in your footprints, in your wounds, in 'death', before ■ became intolerable.

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- 'Death' piles up.

- End of story, stack it up.

Every time it hurts, every time it suffers, every time it loses, every time it takes away, I hear the cracking sound of ■.

I cry out why and what, I bite my back teeth to see if it ends here, I get up spitting blood reflexes, I get scratched and I go forward.

A muddy, hard-working man's footscratch is there.

Not once, not again, not again, not again, not again, not again, not again, not again, not again, not again, not again, not again, but, being cornered by the situation, he dies, and still stomps to break the closed confusion.

That's amazing. It's amazing. Even though it deserves respect.

I won't give up, that's very amazing. It's amazing to see all this and fight through eating teeth all the time. I was impressed. Reviewed. - But no.

But no. No, it's not. I'm not. That's not true.

"Something..."

- 'Something' should be there for you.

There's got to be something. It's weird if you don't. We have to, we can't talk about it.

There's something about Natsuki Subaru that's helpless and hard to save, and it's supposed to plunge everyone into a Natsuki Subaru that can help Emilia and the others.

So I'm looking for it, crazy to death, blood-eyed.

Whenever I load the Book of the Dead, I find myself desperately searching, flirting with changed circumstances, experiencing the shock and fear tasted by Natsuki Subaru and the pain of 'death'.

Yet I couldn't find one clue...

"Uh-oh!

Beat your head on the floor.

Good while I was watching. But at the moment of return, ■ is scratched by shame.

"Father... Mother... eh"

My father and mother had 'Natsuki Subaru' who exchanged words with them and apologized to them.

To be flown to another world and live in this place, there was a 'Natsuki Subaru' to bid them farewell.

Eventually, you forget what you've done, but you know it makes your parents sad, and you tell them the word of love for self-satisfaction -.

"Ugh, buh, yeah"

I get revulsion. Tears spilled.

The hard part is, the hard part is that Subaru also figured out that 'Natsuki Subaru' 's feelings hurt so much that his parents would forgive him for that.

Don't forgive me. Curse me. I wanted you to curse me for being unfaithful.

But you didn't.

Neither my father nor my mother will do as Subaru thinks. To comfort myself, I wanted my parents to say something like a tiny human being. I couldn't.

Subaru's father, Hyunichi... Subaru's mother, Hoko vegetables. - He was my best parents.

I'm happy about that, I have myself endorsing the judgment of 'Natsuki Subaru', and you don't deserve to be saved, you have yourself trying to be saved, ■ is ugly.

- This is it. Is this what this is all about? Is this why you can be 'Natsuki Subaru'?

"No...... no, no! It's not! This is not what I'm talking about!

Scratch his head, punch him in the forehead with his fist, and Subaru curses himself.

What Subaru wants is not spiritual salvation. I want a special key that is clearer and established as a proper effect - power.

Subaru doesn't know, only 'Natsuki Subaru' knows, special powers.

As Svalbard succeeded in expressing "Kol Leonis," only "Natsuki Svalbard" awakened, a special "something," and that's it.

"Even the key to changing this situation, you have to believe that..."

Now, touching the last cause of death, a belly laceration, a wound that should have been there, Subaru shrugs.

Memories began to overlap with those seen in Mary's Book of the Dead. The raid on the Mansion, Mary's loving but handy sister, Elsa's raid. Natural enemies of "Natsuki Subaru".

But it's all about the world that's over.

We are talking about a world already overcome by 'Natsuki Subaru'.

What matters is not empathy for 'Natsuki Subaru'. Revealing and getting the peten that only 'Natsuki Subaru' should have, that only he should have.

For that, just for that, read The Book of the Dead.

- Just for that, because Natsuki Subaru is' fixing it to death '.

"Tell me, 'Natsuki Subaru'! - I don't know why you're special! You're the only one who can be special! 'Something', I guess!?

"'Something' must have changed you!" Something "is supposed to have lost you, not you, the one who can't help it!

"Change me, weak, pitiful, tiny and useless for shit! I'm sick of this! I don't like seeing everyone suffer anymore!

"'Something'...... 'Something'! I guess there is!? Without 'something', it's weird... 'something' is... so you're... different from me... otherwise..."

- Otherwise, I have to admit, it's gone.

"You're just like me, weak, tiny, powerless..."

- I almost bent my knees over and over, and each time someone slapped me on the back and I wanted to reward everyone who would do me good, because I could be nice, and I wanted to give it back.

"Please, 'Natsuki Subaru'. Please, please, don't..."

- It would have been much better if you had been a superman.

- It doesn't resemble me, ■ I wanted it to be beyond weakness with me.

- So I wanted you to convince me that I could do something I couldn't.

Yet...

pull out the book like ru, get hit in the head by 'death' over and over again, and each time, eat your life like you're smashing ■, hard, hard, sipping mud.

Still, until the end of the day, I don't want to throw away the possibility...

――――

Open the book you grabbed.

Brains scratched, ■ ravaged, souls ready to be humiliated, open.

Because it's much harder for the last hope to be extinguished than pain and suffering.

"You know, 'Natsuki Subaru'..."

It's like asking for consent, calling on someone who's not here.

The way that voice was, I couldn't help but lose my hegemony.

'Cause I'm not the person you want to be.

That's it, not a man. - Hopefully not, but make sure your fingertips are handy and pull out the Book of the Dead.

And then, I'm sure, I feel like I'm looking for a todome -,

"- Oh, I know."

――――

It was a white, white world.

When you realize that Subaru is not a library, it is not a shapeless being that overlaps with memory, but has moved to a place that you have seen and not here.

So...

"I know, Natsuki Subaru"

――――

"'Cause you're me."

Three white eyes awaited Natsuki Subaru, who stood up to the white world.