Rebirth of an Abandoned Woman
Chapter 1: In the Reborn Sedan
The sedan had a gentle wave of rhythm, joyous joy and a joke of welcoming and sending a family, and it was loud and lively. Xifeng's flushing auspicious words rang in her ears. Muwan gently lifted the red cap, and her eyes were full of bright red. She finally determined that she was sitting in the big saffron sedan she married.
Lifting your hands gently, your skin is white and delicate, your nails are bright and full, your fingers are slim and long, and your palms are small and delicate, a healthy and elastic pair of hands. Indeed, it is the hands she once had.
She, reborn.
At the beginning, the panic was gradually calming down, and by that time she had completely calmed down and accepted the fact.
Born again. Is that a dead, desperate life again? Sang Wan couldn't help but lightly stroke a cold tremor, his fingernails consciously died and his hands squeezed, his heart was cold!
No, don't! She would never do it again in such a dark, desperate, less alive life.
Sang Wan clasped his hand tightly, endured and endured the impulse to lift the curtain.
She knows that just outside this thin curtain, a handsome man in a big red dress, wearing a big red silk blossom and riding a tall horse followed her to the flower sedan. That is her husband, who has not lived together for four years in this life. When Qingzhou's richest family, the parents' house was the eldest son, Phoenix.
Thinking of this husband, the coolness in Sang Wan's heart deepened a few points, a sense of unspeakable sadness gradually spread in the heart, grasping her intellect tightly. She can barely breathe.
At first, she didn't want to go home with a sweet vision to step on the flower sedan, but she was greeted by two or three stimulus blows, forcing her to have no place to stand.
Father and mother died prematurely, fell into the family path, married to Qingzhou's richest family, and their initial mood was more than just their vision and aspiration to be nervous and grumpy.
She's scared. Really scared! I was afraid that my mother-in-law's husband and sister-in-law would look down on me, that my servants would despise me, and that I would be ugly if I hadn't seen the world row. I was afraid...
She was scared of everything that was unknown and needed to be faced!
The only hope that arose was her husband, and if he respected her and defended her, her life might be much better. For her, he's like a life-saving straw, which is her only recourse!
But the truth is, it's so cruel!
He had a cousin who loved her very much. Cousin Gu Fangzi became Aunt Gu less than two months after she passed the door! Then everything she feared, everything she feared, happened! Her mother-in-law did not like her, her husband was indifferent, and people looked down on her, making up many words behind her back to make fun of her.
She gradually became the air of the home, so forgotten in a remote corner, until her heart died day by day, and man dried up day by day.
The kind of isolated life that is totally neglected and abandoned is more painful than all the torture in the world and is enough to drive a normal human being crazy. She didn't want to either, but nobody gave her a chance. Nobody!
The corner of Song Wan's mouth gently hooked up a sarcastic shallow smile. Previously, she was numb, desperate, and unwilling to think about it. Now the pieces of past events are playing back in her mind. She was astonished. Gu Fangzi, this woman from the beginning under the banner of "help her”, but made it awkward over and over again, causing her to repeatedly piss off her wife and husband.
How can such a sweet smile, such a friendly smile, such a friendly attitude be fake? But it's a fake!
She showed her goodness, she was so surprised, thankful and trustworthy that she completely accepted her without any doubt, but the result was her own melancholy, cold and lifelike life!
“The bride goes to the sedan--”
The noise of the wedding lady screaming with a joyous laugh interrupted Sang-wan's thoughts. The drums outside the flower sedan were even higher, and the crowd's laughter and noise became more lively.
Sounds like a good day, a good day to celebrate!
Back again! She stepped into the house again and became the daughter-in-law of the house!
Sang Wan's brain fainted for a moment and felt her heart beat so violently that she almost jumped out of her voice! She took a deep breath, pressed the beating heart, reached out her fibrous hand and gently put it on Xima's hand, leaving her to hold herself down to shove a piece of red silk into her hand.
She has no choice!
Even if she knew the way forward was rough and cumbersome, she would have to keep going.
Fortunately, it's just beginning, everything, there's room to turn around! Since God has given her tragic life once again, she must not fail!
Born again at this moment, this is God's will, this is compensation, and this is -- the challenge!
Numerous voices filled the ears, as in previous life, Muwan stirred one head and two loud, faint as a puppet, obeyed the instruction to walk a gift until sent to the cave room, and sat on the embroidered bed of gold painted mountain characters.
The noisy and noisy world finally calmed down, but Sang-wan's heart couldn't help but feel a little out of the bottom. The closer she gets to the relative moment, the more nervous she gets.
Recognition and acceptance of reality are one thing, and integration into reality is another. Her husband, that familiar and strange, strange and familiar man, how will she get along with him?
Sang-wan has a headache!
The heavy crown felt heavier and heavier, barely crushing her neck.
Sang Wan took a deep soothing breath, lifted the lid gently, carefully removed the crown, and placed it gently on a large red brocade sheet embroidered with a cross neck flair and twisted lotus pattern.
“Lady, lady, no, no, it's not a rule, please put it on!” When the maid Liu Bu saw her, she immediately glanced at her eyes with surprise and stuttered.
At the wedding of the eldest son in Qingzhou, the family was worthy of Qingzhou. It was called a pavement, a platoon, a lecture, a short half-day, which had made Willow Sprout unable to pick up, his eyes confused, and he couldn't help but feel timid and humbled. He was so nervous that he didn't know where to put it! At this moment, I was surprised to see her lift the red cap.
“It's okay, no one will know! My neck is sore. I'm gonna break it. I'm gonna take a break and put it on! Don't worry!” Sang-wan twisted her neck and squeezed her hands together. She felt much soothed. She couldn't help but relieve herself satisfied.
“But this is bad luck! ”
“No problem!” Bad luck? In her previous life, she followed the rules. She sat still for half a day and couldn't even move her fingers, but what happened? Is Gilly here? If not, where else would Jiri go?
“But when it's irregular, it's a joke. ”
“God knows you know I know, as long as we don't talk, who knows?” Muwan winked and smiled.
“Miss, you are--” Liu Bu grew up with her in the country, and the rules weren't very strict. She couldn't help but smile when she saw Sang Wan smile. Her nervous heart gradually calmed down a few points.
“Tired all day, hungry?” Sang-wan asked with a smile.
Liu Bu nodded and shook her head. She suddenly felt alarmed. She took a pink handkerchief out of her coat and wrapped two pies in it. She gave it to Sang-wan with her hand: “Miss, Grandma gave it to me when she came. She said she could fill her stomach with it. The slave almost forgot. ”
Liu Bu said Grandma is Sang Wan's sister-in-law, Fang.
“Sister-in-law still thinks of me!” Song Wan's nose almost shed tears, in previous life, because she understood that her weakness led to the sister-in-law being a guest was greatly entrusted. Sister-in-law could not rub sand in her eyes. At that time, she made a loud noise with her and dragged her brother and nephew's daughter away. Since then, they have really nothing to do with her! And because of this, not only do people laugh at her behind their backs, but the mother-in-law and husband are also very disgusted.
“Really, Grandma is very nice to the lady, she is a knife mouth tofu heart!” Willow Bud watched Sang-wan take the past and swallow it in his hand, watching God's underneath the bread consciousness.
Sang Wan's heart warmed up. He took a piece of bread cake and handed it to Willow Bud. "Come on, let's go together! ”
“Hey, thank you, miss!” Willow Bud took it and ate it with open mouth.
“Miss,” Liu Bu stopped suddenly and looked at Sang Wan and said hip-hop: “I don't know how many delicious things my aunt's house is so rich! In the future, the lady will be blessed! Slaves follow the lady, you have to slow down! ”
Willow bud's eyes gleamed bright and shiny, the goose eggs had a few naive visions on their faces, and the corners of their mouths had a few smiles, just like she had been.
Sang-wan's heart sank and his bones were down his throat.
“Liu Bu,” Sang Wan thought slightly, gazing at Liu Bu Zhengzheng: “We grew up together. I always thought you were my sister. There are some things I won't hide from you. Young lady, I was born like this, married to a family like this. My husband is also the eldest son in the long house. I'm afraid our life will not be better! ”
“How could it be!” Willow Bud was astonished: “You are the grandmother of Times, the third medium and six hired door! ”
“That's why it won't be better!” Sang Wan chopped off the railroad: “We Sang family are like this now, I'm afraid the bottom of the house is not comparable to the decent servants of the old family. Think about it, I'm in high places, how can I be offended when people see me? How much does this have to give birth to? ”
Liu Bu still smiled and stared at Sang Wan. She shook her head with a smile. "Slaves, slaves still don't understand. ”
Mulberry smiled bitterly, Willow bud coarse leaves, the life in the countryside is simple, she doesn't understand, it's not surprising.
“That's it! Liu Bu, all you have to do is listen to me. In this house, don't take one step more, don't say a word more! Do you understand me? ”
“Yes, I understand! All I have to do is listen to the lady!” Willow Bud softened his breath and laughed. The two looked at each other.
As the sky grew darker, Sang-wan had put on her phoenix crown and covered her head to sit on the bed. When she heard the finely shattered footsteps, as the joke grew closer, Sang-wan's hands were tight again and her body tightened.