Reborn As a System

Duplicate Life (IV)

Shiqing was stiff and instantly rushed up to the thought, confusing his brain.

Is he really just a replicator? A copy of yourself?

And that... is himself?

What the hell is he now?

The next moment, more previously unimaginable thoughts sprang up, like tearing apart all the scars hidden in a sudden, bloody miserable.

Can't communicate with Qin Ape, just because he's not the real Timekeeper?

For more than 10 days, Qin Ape hasn't come to find herself, is it because she's not herself?

Qin Apocalypse had long found Shiqing, but Shiqing was a true Shiqing, not his replicator.

Yeah, after traveling so many times, eliminating the closed memory, Qin Ape was almost always the first time to find him.

It's been more than half a month, really.

If we hadn't found it already, how could we have delayed it so long?

But if he's not Shiqing, what is he?

He exists, his consciousness is clear, he has all his memories, he has feelings, he remembers his parents, he remembers Qin Ape, love, friendship, he owns them all, he is not a dead thing, let alone a light and drifting smoke that disappears at any moment.

But why... everything he knows denies his existence?

Until this moment, Shiqing finally felt the pain of the Duplicants.

They have human memories, they have their own past, all the marks of previous survival are engraved in the brain, loved ones, loved ones, friends, loved ones, loved ones, even loathed ones, all clearly printed in the brain.

All of a sudden, none of this belongs to me anymore.

Watching ‘self' possess all this while being brutally stripped of it.

Parents don't give love, lovers don't hug you intimately, friends don't share their experiences with you... because you're just a replicator - a mass-produced, inexpensive industrial product.

All the experiences and histories that represent your existence prove once again in the first place that you do not exist.

Because it's all someone else's. Or euphemistically, it's all yours from the past.

But you were you. What are you now?

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Before that, Qin Qing was able to face it frankly, but he really saw Qin Ape with ‘himself’, but knocked him down all of a sudden.

He thought he would never leave Qin Ape, and he thought that Qin Ape would never let him go.

He's his system, he's his host.

They will be bound together forever and ever, and they will have nothing but each other.

But now he's been withdrawn.

The opponent is himself.

How ridiculous. How ridiculous.

Shiqing felt his heart beat was about to pause.

What else could he do if he wasn't himself?

He understood perfectly well the replicas who worked in the mines.

They don't want to fight, but if they do, what do they want to fight? Against whom?

Run over and confront yourself? Or do you want to go against those you love so much?

Don't say how they are. As soon as Shiqing thought of his intention to oppose Qin Ape, he immediately felt that the sky was falling apart and everyone fell into the ice cellar.

Can't do it, can't do it. So... just stay there.

Work, work, day after day, exhaustion, weight and constant repetition make the brain unable to think and gradually numb, and finally lose itself until death.

Shiqing couldn't help but strike a chill. The fear that rose from the bottom of his heart put him on the verge of collapse.

After more than a dozen days of searching, long periods of out-of-consciousness consume too much spiritual power.

His cultivation to be tall and absolutely superior to all mankind in the world does not mean that he will never be exhausted.

Such a high degree of over-exploitation power made his body start to get tired, and at this point, he saw this scene again, confirming the fact that he was a little unsustainable.

Shaking his body, Shiqing barely held on, his face pale looking across the street.

Looking at ‘Shiqing’, then looking at Qin Ape.

Qin Apathy customarily touched ‘Shiqing' 's neck, the teenager slightly shrunk down, then raised his head and smiled at him.

Shiqing never thought that he would look at himself in this way.

Nor did he understand that the way he looked at Qin Ape was like that.

Seems like this is the only person in the world.

He dropped the curtain slightly, blocking the emotions in his eyes. His appearance, Qin Ape has discovered.

And the sight cast, strange and cold, made Shiqing's heart cool.

He has seen the look of Qin Ape, his host sees everyone but him, is this deity.

Apathy, alienation, no emotion in a pair of black eyes.

Shiqing was also complacent about this. He thought he was special, the only one, and lived in the heart of Qin Apathy.

There is even a subtle sense of happiness.

But now, it's all a joke.

Shiqing also found him.

The teenager quickly walked over and looked at Shiqing. He actually spared an interesting fine measurement.

After watching for more than a minute, he retracted his gaze and turned to smile at Qin Ape and said: “It's incredible, although I know it can be replicated, I didn't expect it to be so similar, too similar. ”

Qin Ape didn't even look at it. His gaze fell on the teenager all the time.

Shiqing turned his head again and looked at Shiqing. He curled his eyes and asked, "How did you get here? Are you looking for me? ”

Shiqing looked at him and didn't know what to answer. He couldn't control himself. His gaze was like having his own consciousness. He kept trying to move to Qin Ape. He wanted to see him. He left him too long. He really missed him.

However, Qin Ape did not look at him.

But his face did not hide ‘Shiqing’, ‘Shiqing' looked at him, and the smile slowly closed.

“I see, you are here to find Qin Ape. ”

Shiqing still has no voice, he can't even imagine, how to talk to himself... and himself?

And... himself, what would he be thinking now?

The height of physical exhaustion, combined with the intense impact of the spirit, really prevented Shiqing from thinking and even ignored many details that he should have noticed.

He just wants to go back to Qin Ape. He just wants to talk to Qin Ape, or as long as Qin Ape can see him.

But he can't go back. There is already a man beside Qin Ape.

He is not Shiqing, he is not Qin Apathy's system, and he is not the person in Qin Apathy's heart.

But he... what is it?

In the last lifetime, his existence had been completely distant from him.

He can't go back to his parents, he can't see his friends anymore, he's dead, he's dead.

And then he was lucky to have a whole new world.

And there's only one person in this new world.

Qin Ape, he only has Qin Ape.

But now he's not even himself.

Shiqing's thoughts were chaotic, countless thoughts clashed sharply, huge lag, strong sense of despair attacked, until a crisp voice came from his ear, instantly holding his heart.

“Lost, helpless, isn't it? You're not me anymore, you lost everything to you. ”

“Do you want to be yourself? Not a duplicator, not a discarded burden, but a person. ”

“Go back to your time, be yourself, and regain what you have. ”

This familiar voice was suddenly depressed with a strange mute: "Suicide, if you die, you can come back, you can merge with me and become me! ”

Death?

If you die, will you go back to the old days? Can you be yourself when you're dead?

But dead... does he still exist?

More likely...

Suicide?

Shiqing suddenly shocked, he looked up and looked at the person in front of him.

Dark hair, dark eyes, similar to looking in the mirror.

It's him, it's him, but how could he... say something like that?

How could he compel a man to commit suicide? How could he have such a vicious mind?

The details that had been missed due to the huge impact all at once came to light.

He's a Duplicant, but he's still Times King, and he's himself, and his mind can't change.

If he is indeed duplicated, then it is absolutely impossible for Ching to let his Duplicants die in despair.

What if it's a black Duplicant? Since he will create him, he will never abandon him!

So what if it's a chaotic experience, a boring job? If he doesn't even have the courage to carry this memory, what kind of person is he?

The confused eyes gradually cleared up, Shiqing forcibly pulled himself together, it's not him!

This man, definitely not him!

Just turn around, he quickly discovers more differences, people can copy, but what about the bracelet?

Can his food storage bracelet also be copied? Even in the system store, this thing is unique!

With the technology of the world, it's impossible to make it.

He turned his head sharply and looked at Qin Ape.

Qin Ape was deceived. He wants to tell him that this man is not Shiqing, he is!

But before he could speak, the empty courtyard was suddenly dark, cloudy and sandy, and the flames of the day instantly became dark.

Immediately afterwards, a pounding repression struck, and all three present changed their faces.

‘Shiqing' and Qin Desert were surprised and unexpected, while Shiqing's heart beat wildly.

Not just a remote echo of the covenant, he felt incredibly familiar, familiar with the impossibility of disguising himself as a tough god.

A moment wrapped in a gentle and powerful package, Shiqing knew that this was... his host, the true Qin Apathy.

Shiqing still had time to turn his head in the future, he was embraced by his strong arms, close to his hard chest, and the familiar breath surrounded him. Shiqing extended his arm and held someone forcefully, without even looking, he knew that this was his host, his Qin Apathy!

Qin Desert surrounded his waist and slowly caressed his back. The voice came down from above. There was a long unspoken sand dumb in his voice: “I found you. ”

There's really nothing more abusive than my brain repair. So dah, the host came and it was fine, the next chapter explains what happened.