Regressor Instruction Manual

My Hyunsung (3)

‘Let's adjust the distance. ’

Obviously not to get any closer here.

This position does not have a strong relationship with Kim Hyun.

On the contrary.

I have no intention of playing with fire overnight, but I have to be as calm as a one-night opponent.

A neat relationship where you bump into each other, accidentally have deep conversations, and break up without foolishness.

If you get too close, you may have to communicate regularly.

Of course, it was natural to bend the body that was pushed forward.

Luckily, Kim Hyun-seong did not accept my signal as wanting to leave the street.

He thought it was just a pose change.

He was not the one who reacted to these actions in the first place, but he had to be careful about these actions because they were important places.

‘Lucky for you. ’

Of course, the conversation continues.

From light stories to personal stories.

I was a little surprised that Kim Hyun-seong also muttered his story a little bit.

In fact, it was hard to tell a detailed story.

He said that everyone knew at best.

But it was important that they were pulling it out a little bit.

“I see. I sense something different. It's not uncomfortable to be the guild master representing Lindell. ”

“Yes, there are many politically involved stories. It's not up to you. We need to think about the Holy See and the positions of the surrounding cities. I said it like a man, but in fact, I'm a jerk too... ”

“But the Blue Guild is doing well, right? Power is also powerless, but political shaving.... ”

“It's probably because of my friendship. ”

It didn't take long for a loving regretter to mention me.

“Brother... Oh, Your Eminence. ”

“Yes.”

‘Kia. Hyunsung calls me a friend.... I'm all tears. Hyun-seong, I love you. ’

“Are you and I as rumored to be? ”

“Well, at least I feel that way. It hasn't been that long since we met... It's a little strange. Sometimes I wonder if it would feel like this if I had a brother. I didn't think of him that way at first... but he has a strange charm. ”

‘Hyunsung, I know your heart. So is my brother.’

“You're probably thinking the same thing. I don't know about you two, but I've heard a lot about you. ”

“Is there such a story? ”

“Hehe. You already know how loyal you are to the Blue Guild Master, right? In fact, the expression" loyalty "doesn't quite fit... ”

“Haha. Yes. It's a long way from loyalty. Rather, I'm a little embarrassed. Loyalty..."

“Friendship would be easier to hear. Yeah, friendship. I'm a little jealous, actually. ”

“Yes?”

“You can find that kind of connection here. ”

“Ah…. ”

“It's not easy to find someone you can trust. It's a place where you can get knifed in the back of your head... It's easy to trust people with peace of mind. ”

“I understand.”

“ ……. ”

Timing is unclear but feels appropriate.

I was already drunk and the atmosphere was quite ripe.

If I could stall more time than now, I would have to eat my mind as hard as there was a possibility of being clouded.

Once I hold my emotions and open my mouth slowly, I can feel Kim Hyun-seong's gaze looking at me.

“Actually.”

“Yes.”

“Actually, I had someone like that. A man like the Honorary Cardinal to the Blue Guild Master. The one who felt like a sister. ”

“That means... ”

“Yes, not right now. There was an accident, and he ended up dead. It's my fault. ”

“Yes?”

“It's a common story. I didn't believe it.”

“Ah…. ”

“She trusted me. I didn't trust you. ”

“ ……. ”

“ ……. ”

“I don't know what to say to someone I've never met. ”

I don't do anything nasty with tears in my eyes.

It was more effective to tell a story with tears in your eyes.

I was very embarrassed when I looked at Kim Hyunsung's face.

I didn't think the atmosphere would suddenly flow into the Human Theatre.

But my eyes were expressing a feeling of need to console me seriously.

Perhaps you would like to comfort me.

He's lost more than once or twice.

“I don't know what to tell you. ”

“I shouldn't have told you this story. I'm not attracted to crying women... ”

“No, it's not. Rather... ”

“You have an unusual taste. ”

“Kmm. I can't stand it. ”

“I'm sorry. I don't even know why I keep hearing that. Well... Anyway. It's not that great. It's happening everywhere on the continent. It's been a long time and I've overcome some... You don't have to make that face and comfort me, Hyunsung. ”

“Yes.”

“Then, shall we have another drink? ”

“Again, I'm very sorry. ”

“Are you going to keep me this depressed? Make it snappy. Phew... Ugh... It's so bitter. This wine.”

I saw him take a sip with a slight smile.

However, smiles are not natural.

I feel like I'm thinking about something else.

‘Did it work?'

I think it worked just by looking at my face.

I was worried it was a bit blatant, but I didn't think it meant anything else.

I was a little happy, but also a little bitter.

The story just worked because I was not dissatisfied with the fact that Hyunsung Kim is a little suspicious of me right now.

‘Hyun-seong, Shiva. You're really hurting me. What did I do? You keep doubting your brother. I'm not your masquerade scum. Even if he did, he wouldn't get any dirt. ’

But I can accept it humbly.

There were some scenes that were challenging in the process of desperately moving to protect the continent.

Perhaps there was something trampled on in Kim Hyun-seong's position that he did not want to see.

Given that, rational doubt is enough to nod.

I thought you said brother.

Brothers usually grow up fighting.

No wonder I opened my mouth slowly again.

Now that I've told you my story, it's time to listen to Kim Hyun-seong's story. We must approach with extreme caution.

“That face again. ”

“Yes?”

“Stuffy face. You want to get some air? ”

“You're really good at reading other people's faces. ”

“I told you it would show on your face. I guess I shouldn't have said that... ”

“No, it's not like that. I just had something to think about. It's about trust. ”

“Are you talking about the Honorable Cardinal? ”

Kim Hyun-seong sent a bitter smile.

Positive, perhaps.

“Something wrong? ”

“No, there's no problem with anyone else. Rather, I have a problem. ”

“Yes?”

“It's about my humanity. ”

“It wasn't stuffy, it was self-agitation. ”

“Yes. I think that's more like it. Self-inflicted.”

“If you don't mind my saying, ”

“ ……. ”

“I don't know if I can help... ”

‘Ha... Are you going to pull it back? ’

I'm going to be a little disappointed.

He opened his mouth again and gave me a glimpse.

“Doubt never leaves your mind. ”

“Yes?”

“Just as I said. Suspicion never leaves your mind. There's nothing wrong with the others. It's really... personal. It's personal.”

“Ah…. ”

“It breaks my heart not to return the favor. I knew it wasn't, but I kept getting these useless emotions in my mind, and eventually I couldn't face them properly. I don't know when, I don't know how, but I feel like my humanity is broken. I shouldn't do this.... ”

‘You stupid bastard. Hyun-seong... Why are you being so nice? ’

I was anxious, but happy.

Because I thought I'd get an idea of what he was in.

I don't know what happened in English, but Kim Hyun-seong was definitely sending me suspicious glances.

The problem is that he thinks it's his fault.

It seems that they are considering that they have PTSD because they have been backed up too much in the first car or they are unable to face people properly.

I am also very distressed.

Even though he said he was a brother with his own mouth, I think I can now understand why he avoided me.

‘That's why I was beheaded... I understand, Hyunsung. ’

In fact, he complained of extreme PTSD in the war against the Republic.

Looks like it's the extension line again.

In fact, like Kim Hyun-seong said, not all mistakes are on Kim Hyun-seong.

There were events or situations that were reasonably suspicious.

It's stored in your head, not one by one, and you're hiding it subconsciously.

The thing that might cheer you up is that you're putting on the brakes first.

Even if I don't do anything, I'm the first one to apply the brakes.

‘Ki-young is not like that. Don't be suspicious. ’

I'm sure you're wearing the brakes with this kind of thinking.

It's serious enough as it is.

I kept shouting for suspicion from the maggot in my heart.

“Every time I see myself thinking like this, I feel my humanity is... wearing off. ”

“That's not true. ”

“ ……. ”

“I don't know exactly what kind of situation you're in, but I feel that the Blue Guild Master is not a human worn out person. I'm not trying to console you. It's only been a few hours, but I feel that way. Hyunsung is a good person. ”

“ ……. ”

“I was right. ”

“I guess I'm drunk, too. I'm not good at this kind of talk. ”

“I told you the story first. I don't know if this is going to help... but as someone who's been through similar experiences, ”

“Yes.”

“You'd better have a lot of conversations. ”

“Ah…. ”

“The whole story is in my heart, honestly. I'm sure it'll help. It's not good to keep pushing back. You said he was like a brother. ”

“Yes.”

“If you're thinking the same thing, you can understand Hyunsung enough. ”

“Ah…. ”

‘Yes, you son of a bitch. What's in each other's minds is best left out. ’

I could see him nodding quietly.

“Would you like another drink? ”

“Yes.”

‘Not bad. ’

It was natural enough.

This way, the headbutting hurts a little, but it feels like an option to get rid of the horseshoe in the head of the lovely regretter.

Obviously, it made me feel better with better results than I thought.

I was determined to be careful, but I drank a little too much because I had a drink with him for a long time.

I feel like I'm getting dizzy.

Even though I saw Hyunsung Kim, I could see his face worrying that I looked pretty good.

“You look drunk. ”

“No. Ugh. ”

“Better get up now. We'll take you to your place. ”

“I'm fine. I'm not that weak to worry about. Drink some more. ”

“No, I think I'll feel better if I take you now. ”

‘Don't take me home, asshole. ’

The atmosphere is getting weird.