Regressor Instruction Manual
Regression Manual 595ze
Eraser in My Head (2)
“I don't understand what you're saying.... ”
“ ……. ”
I didn't really understand what he was saying, not just what he was trying to say around him.
He suddenly appeared and mumbled, "When did he start to lose his memory? What more do I need to say?"
It's not hard to not be able to look at my face without knowing it.
I looked at Hye-jin for only a short while, but when I looked at him with all sorts of embarrassment, I saw more serious eyes.
"What's so serious? ’
Are you playing a game I don't know about? Or are you filming from behind the scenes? I have doubts.
However, Lee was filled with that kind of playfulness because of the nature of the person who was accustomed to cheap jokes. Above all, my sincere expression is very bothered.
It is not a play or a joke. I don't know how I didn't notice that it was a worried expression on my mind.
Suddenly realizing that something was going wrong.
Having been unable to speak for a moment, I noticed that I was convinced that I was right.
“There's no need to hide, Vice Guild Master. ”
“No... ”
‘Shiva, I really don't know. ’
“When exactly did the symptoms start? ”
“I don't really understand what you're saying... I think Hyejin is misunderstanding something... Let's just get on with it. Well, instead of losing my memory with a few forgets, it's ridiculous to lose your mind... Don't do this here. Join the party and see what you can do. Suddenly, it didn't sound like anything... ”
“The vice guild master. That journal, the vice guild master, was reading it a while ago. Did you know that? ”
‘No, I know... So what does that mean? ’
“No... I want to see it again. ”
He shook his hand and asked me to leave, but Jo Hye-jin was silent.
Rather, he was holding on to the attitude of never leaving this place until he told me the truth.
‘Shiva... What the hell? No, this is about Doomsday, isn't it? ’
The guild members knew that the longer you do this, the higher the mental burden.
I also expected short-term memory loss....
They put that gimmick in there when they first got the concept for doomsday.
It was a kind of gimmick that did not remember anything about the unconscious world or what it was when it became dormant.
But I assure you, I haven't made any tea since.
Taking the concept of being blessed by the goddess to reduce penalties as much as possible, he appealed to the idea that doomsday would eventually benefit.
The party members don't seem to have much doubt about the bright lights of Benigore.
Above all, there were no accidents for a year of promises, so it was a relief.
There has been one recent doomsday, but I don't remember making anything so pressing as to feel interrogated.
Of course, he frowned as if his head was hurting or he surrounded himself with the impression that he didn't remember about the difficult situation around him.
To be honest, I used a little too much, but I didn't expect to suddenly become a person carrying an eraser in my head.
“I heard from the guild master. ”
‘Hyunsung, what's wrong with you? Why are you so serious by yourself? No, what the hell are you dreaming about, kid? ’
I can finally understand the sad expression that appeared right after Jo Hye-jin went to Kim Hyun-seong.
When I look at Jo Hye-jin, I'm still looking at me with my eyes open.
I don't understand how Hyunsung Kim came to this conclusion again.
The last conversation I had bothered me.
‘Ki-young. ’
‘Yes.'
Are you okay? Suddenly. ’
‘Oh, that's okay. I've been thinking about something else for a while... Don't mind me. Where were we?'
‘Even if you find a way...' ’
‘ ……. ’
Are you sure you're okay? ’
‘Oh, yeah. I was. Yeah, I'm sorry. ’
It was clear that there was a conversation like this.
Maybe it's one of the reasons why the bruise took so long to talk to Benigore in the middle.
I pretended to be nothing, but the fact that I lost the memory of the unconscious world in Hyunsung Kim came very close.
When I think of the memory, there is something on one side that I said roughly ‘no’ when I asked if I remember myself.
I know it's all a delusion, but it's a reasonable reasoning.
The fact that he had already forgotten one of his memories created a Shakespeare novel by engaging with the wall.
I could see that it was my fault not to be careful, but how could I have expected Kim Hyun-seong to have thoughts that didn't sound like this in his heart.
He wasn't sure either.
Maybe that's why he put an order in to ask Jo Hye-jin for a drink.
Because there was something wrong with Jo Hye-jin in his own way, he might be talking like this.
He would nod more and more when he remembered that he lost his mind often, his memory had diminished, or that he had recently blinked frequently.
I was eager to hear the two of them talk in person, so what more could I say?
‘Wow, you write real novels, you write novels. You guys write it, write it. ’
Looks like you two have seen too many tragic clichés.
I admit there were a lot of shocking events, but I didn't really think about it.
“How many times have I told you everything's fine, and now you're suddenly making fat noises? Everything's really fine. Just do your job. ”
“I already know everything. I thought it was a little strange lately.... ”
‘I did something weird. And what else do you know? ’
I wanted to solve this misunderstanding, but I think they've already drummed, longed, and concluded with each other.
It reminded me of the idea that it might be a good idea to say it was going on.
What's in it for you? ’
I won't try to protect you.
I know that negative emotion affects dormant, so I care not only about physical safety, but also about mental health.
I thought that I wouldn't surround myself with work at all, but this also didn't feel like a problem.
Given that there was a solution, and that the second dormantization was the influence of incarceration, there is no way to make that choice.
"Just tell me there's no more time"? ’
It may seem like a bit of a swarm, but it won't work.
But I have a little more time to think about it as I don't know which direction things are going to turn.
‘No, I don't believe it just because I said no. ’
Wouldn't you rather just admit it cool?
No matter what choice I make, it's not the best thing, so I can't judge....
It is not that there is no way. Rather, we can create an environment where we can move more freely than we do now.
I began to stare at Jo Hye-jin who was staring at me at the door.
I'm still convinced that something is going on inside my head, a face that still doesn't look suspicious.
“Vice guild master.”
“ ……. ”
“ ……. ”
The atmosphere is already caught. Silence and anxious air surround the intestine and the face of Hye-jin Cho is swallowing it for no reason.
“Trust me. At least our Blue Guild members deserve to know what's going on in the Vice Guild Master's head." ”
“ ……. ”
“It's my responsibility. ”
“No.”
“Yes?”
“Hyejin is not responsible. Nothing has changed since the recent incident. ”
“Really…. ”
“ ……. ”
“ ……. ”
“Only Hyejin should know. ”
“ ……. ”
It was also a face that I thought there was something.
“Hyunsung, please don't tell White, Ducky, the Blue Guild members or my acquaintances. I don't want to notify them yet. This is an important time, and I don't want to cause you any worries. I still have... work to do. Yes, this is absolutely necessary. ”
“What are you... talking about?" ”
“There's not much time left. ”
“So what is that supposed to mean? ”
“It should be exactly what you expect. ”
“ ……. ”
“I don't know exactly when, but sometimes I feel a little fuzzy in my head. I had short-term memory loss, just like that. The reason is probably... yes. It's probably because of that. I tried to find my own way, but he said there was no other way. ”
“Who... ”
“Benigo.”
“Is that true? ”
“Yes, I was told it was an irreversible kind of curse, even with the use of divine power. ”
“W-what's that? It's..."
“It's no big deal. I'm not dying. I'm slowly losing my memory. If it's short, three years, five years. ”
“What is that? ”
“You don't have to look like that because you haven't forgotten anything yet. I think he's doing amazingly well. Higher intellectual skills may help us when we do this. I often get bruised or blacked out, but I'm not forgetting what happened before. We haven't gotten there yet. ”
“ ……. ”
“Don't tell anyone. As I said before, we have a lot of work to do. I don't know when or how things are going to get worse, so I want to finish everything I can. And of course, there's a lot of work to be done on these five sites, and blue, and furthermore, there's a lot of work to be done on our homestead. It's annoying, but what can I do? He told me I was chosen by God. I'm not one to sacrifice myself for anything, but I'm going to survive until the continent is safe. ”
“ ……. ”
“I know it sounds a little strange to me. But I want all the people involved with me to live. That's why I don't want to worry. After all, you're a pretty capable person. There are more things you can do in a given amount of time than you can imagine. I don't want to waste my time worrying about nothing. ”
“Are you really…. ”
“Don't tell anyone for a while. It's just fine. I want you to keep me informed. This is my last request. ”
‘While you're at it, take care of my convenience. Huh? It's good. Looks like we're good. This.'
I wonder if Jo Hye-jin will do what I want.
It should be stuck here for a while, so it should be a relief for others as well as a convenience.
After work, I'm like, "Booyah! But there's no such thing as absolute. The curse is all healed! ’and if Jo Hye-jin sticks it to me, I feel safe and secure, so I don't have to carry another escort.
It's no wonder the lab is so resilient.
Keeping this gimmick for about two years is a business I have nothing to lose.
Of course, it was natural to raise the tail of your mouth. It was at that moment that Jo Hye-jin's slightly unusual face caught my attention.
“ ……. ”
Why is she crying? ’
“ ……. ”
‘No, why are you crying? Why are you crying all of a sudden? Don't make me feel sorry for you, seriously. Don't cry.'