Regressor Instruction Manual
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Should I go in? ’
I'm worried that I might be overstepping my bounds.
Why don't you go inside and tell her I'm sure she'll make it.
However, I feel reluctant to knock on the door.
‘What did I say.... ’
What do you say you go in there and give them a pep talk? No, I don't even know what to say in the first place.
"You understand"? ’
How can I understand Jo Hye-jin's feelings?
I lost my most precious friend and loved one at the same time. It was obvious that he was feeling a loss that he could not express in words.
I was pretending to remain calm, but that might be the limit.
If there was someone else who could support her, she would have had help, but she didn't.
Lee Ji-hye from the Continental Protection Commission? He and Hye-jin spent a lot of time together, but he was also unable to wake up from sleep for several days.
Someone has to take care of her. He was not a psychotherapist or an expert, but Cho Hye-jin was currently in a tight spot. I definitely needed someone to lend her my shoulder.
‘So did I. ’
It's nothing compared to the pain she's going through, but everyone has a painful time. I was no exception. If the white man hadn't come when it was hard enough to die....
Looking down slightly, I noticed a white man waving his tail.
I could feel the crying fading away....
‘Yeah, I'll go first. ’
This is arrogance. You hear an urgent voice as you knock on the door.
“W-wait. ”
But I had to open the door right away. It was because he knew he would act as if nothing had happened. I'll wipe my tears and clear my mind.
You will greet yourself again with your usual face and tone. I wasn't told to come in, but I had to quickly open the door first.
And then...
“Jo Hye-jin? ”
“ ……. ”
“Hye-jin Jo. ”
I expected it to be a mess, but I noticed it was worse than I thought.
The embarrassment was not because of the face stained with tears. It was the blood flowing from her thighs.
A suspicious wound that was bitten by an animal. It wasn't once or twice. Even if you stab and stab the wounded, it won't be like that.
I can see the brutal wounds that can't even be expressed in words. I was stunned for a moment, but I quickly realized what kind of wound that was.
‘Self-inflicted.’
He did it to himself.
I had no choice but to think so. There is still embarrassment on my crying face. However, the embarrassment began to turn into anger.
It seems that she is an adventurer at the top of the continent.
The enormous malice and life that had never been felt before shook my head.
“This is…. ”
“I... I... ”
“What the hell are you doing! ”
Rather what I want to ask you. I want to ask you what you're doing right now. But the words don't come true.
Even when I saw the wound cover up in a hurry, I couldn't speak properly. My body is stiffened by fear.
Without even knowing it, my eyes fill up with tears and my legs relax.
His lower jaw begins to tremble and his whole body is covered in sweat. It was at a time when I felt like I was going to lose my mind.
King!
I heard a sound.
The life and magical power of the body start to disperse. The body that was trembling is calm in an instant. You open your eyes a little more and look at her.
I don't know what courage I have, but I can say more than I normally could.
“What... what is Hye-jin Jo doing? ”
“ ……. ”
“W-what's the scar? ”
“It's none of your business. ”
“How could I not care.... ”
“Get out of here right now. That's an order.”
“I... I'm not leaving. ”
“Get out.”
“I'm not going out there. ”
“Damn it! Get out! ”
“Let's get out.... ”
The body bounces back with the sound of Kuang! I didn't really know what was going on, but I could feel the pain on my back and chest.
“That's what I'm saying, isn't it? I told him to get out. ”
Pressure after crushing himself with one hand. There were tears in my eyes. I couldn't empathize with what I was feeling. It was a face stained with sadness, anger, and self-loathing.
“I'm fine.”
“Now…. ”
“Everything's going to be okay. ”
“ ……. ”
“Everything's going to be okay. ”
I don't know how things would get better, if things could really get better, or if she could ease the pain, but I had to open my mouth.
I didn't know how to comfort him, but I desperately said it, but I had to expect a little comfort.
I did, too, because I know it helps to tell someone when it's really hard. So, let's keep our mouths open.
It's gonna be okay.
Let's talk like that.
“I... everything will be d-fine. I... I've only just been in the guild, and I... I don't know how Jo Hye-jin is really feeling, how painful... And I don't know if this is the right thing to say... but I'll be fine. I'm sure you'll get through this. ”
“It's not okay. ”
“ ……. ”
“Not at all... at all okay. ”
My tears are falling. I reach out and wipe my tears without knowing it. After raising you slightly, you hear the sound of continuous tears as you hug her tightly.
“Th-that was my fault. ”
“ ……. ”
“Nothing... stopped nothing... Hiic... Nothing... I... ”
“ ……. ”
“I... I... ”
“ ……. ”
“I... Ugh... Ugh... Foolish... stupid bitch... again. ”
It was like I couldn't even speak properly.
“I... I knew I... could... stop you." ”
“ ……. ”
“I... I... ”
“It's not because of Hye-jin. ”
“Stupid… like…. ”
“You can blame yourself like that... you don't have to do it. No one will think it's his fault. Yes. I'm sure... I'm sure it will. You don't have to blame yourself. ”
As I slowly rub the potion into the area of my wound as I open my mouth, I notice a painful frowning face. It's a healing process, but it's going to be painful.
I don't know if that sensation helped sober her up a little, but her crying was fading.
Looking up a little, you can see him sitting still and embarrassed.
No wonder he's reacting like that. You will be ashamed of yourself and ashamed of yourself. You should be ashamed of the excitement of pushing this way and the pressure.
How ashamed to show a young guild member naked like this.
I felt like I was regretting doing things because I was overwhelmed by emotions.
‘The more time like this, the more audacity I have to be. ’
“I can... do it alone. ”
It needs to be more audacious.
Let them know there's nothing to be ashamed of. You have to tell me you're someone I can count on.
“No, I can do it. I'm going to wrap you up in a bandage, because I'm used to white people. ”
“King!”
“ ……. ”
“ ……. ”
“I'm sorry. I... made a mistake... ”
“No, I'd rather apologize. I-I was a little rude, wasn't I? ”
“ ……. ”
“But I wanted to tell you. Although I can't do much... I'm weak... and I can't adapt well to the guild... But... I thought there might be something I can do to help... Not enough... But I want to help... ”
“ ……. ”
“When I h-joined the guild shortly after... I mean, when I first interviewed. The guild master once said, ”
“ ……. ”
“Speak up if you're tired. Anybody, just tell me. If he had a good friend, he told him to talk to him and tell him to expect someone like his sister or brother. He said that it would reduce the burden, make you lighter and more energetic, that you would have the strength to withstand... and that it would be fun to carry heavy loads. Of course, I knew it was obvious, but the guild master's face... I nodded several times without even knowing it. ”
“ ……. ”
“I wanted to be that person to someone. who can share the sadness, who can share the burden. Although... I'm a fool for making mistakes... Yes... If you don't mind, I can ease the pain that Jo Hye-jin is going through... So... yes. Can I do that? ”
I didn't hear an answer.
Don't be presumptuous. I was worried that Pinzan might come, but I could see him nodding slowly and slightly.
It's a positive expression, right? Is that a positive?
I smile without knowing it. I felt a little empowered, so tears filled my eyes. I don't know if I'm relaxed, but I think I'm exhausted.
When I wiped my tears quickly, I heard a voice.
“I…. ”
“Yes... yes? ”
“I have a place I'd like you to come. Not as an order, but as a favor. ”
“Of course. Where can I go? ”
“ ……. ”
“ ……. ”
“Where the guild master is. ”
“ ……. ”
I didn't know what to say, but when I was silent for a moment, I heard my voice again.
“The guild master might still be alive. ”
“ ……. ”
“I don't know if I can save it or not... but I'm currently treating the guild master. Someone you know well. ”
It was an unexpected story. But it was also good news. Even more so if the guild master is alive and healing.
“Rafael.”
“Ah.”
“Raphael.”
Benigore said, "The chosen warrior of the continent will hold the sacred sword in his hand against the darkness of the devils who play the false angels." He will contribute to saving mankind from darkness, on the left hand of the hero who wields the sword of sunset.
“Prophecy.”
A passage I had read crossed my mind.