Reincarnated Daughter Wants to Enter the Monastery

It's the third year I've been out in Wang Du.

Celie is getting worse and worse.

Celie, since giving birth to Noah, has become so ill that she can say she must at the turn of the season.

Especially in autumn, I often feel worse than I can stay awake.

That must be because it's the time I gave birth to Noah.

“Be a man who can protect Celie” was my goal, but Celie broke her body because she gave birth to my child.

What's to protect. If it hadn't been for me, Celie wouldn't have been like this.

But I apologize. Celie always tells me.

"My body is weak because I can't do it.

It is up to me to apologize.

Without Vanny, I can't live.

This is me, but don't abandon me, okay?

Celie doesn't know how amazing she is.

It's all because of Celie's research that the territory (of which) is so prosperous.

I'm the one who hasn't paid Celie any favors.

I owe you an apology.

Celie has a strong heart.

Even when you are asleep, you do not make a weak noise.

So I've tried as hard as I can not to talk to Celie about her health.

But that would be the limit, too.

Since coming to Wang capital, Celie has been sleeping more often.

That means Celie's body is getting weaker.

"Celie, I know Marie is cute and her promise to the Duchess is important, but if she stayed in King's Capital like this, your body wouldn't have it.

Return to your territory. "

However, Celie shook her head (wearing it) at me advising her to return to her territory.

"It's no use leaving.

You're not feeling well, because there's a rattle coming to my body.

I'm sure you won't be able to do it in a year or two.

At least until then, I want you to stay by Marie's side.

I'm sorry, Vanny. If I'd been in the realm the whole time, I'd have had a lot of time with you. "

Celie, she always does.

I sacrifice myself for someone, and yet I apologize that I'm powerless.

That's not necessary.

You don't have to powder yourself so much.

"Celie, if it's time for two, you can have as much as you want in Wang Du (here).

No, actually, it would be more than when I was in territory.

I have nothing to do in King's Landing. "

"Vanny, please, stay by my side until the very last moment.

I'm sure I'll reach out to you in the end, so I want you to take that hand.

Don't let go until I'm dead.

Then I'll die happy. "

Celie seems to realize that it's really the limit already.

I couldn't say that I wasn't even connected.

What I need to do now is reassure Celie.

Nothing, just because we talked about this doesn't really mean Celie dies right away.

"Okay. Definitely hold hands. Don't worry."

Protect Celie. It also means protecting Celie's feelings.

So I promised.

If Celie says she can live her days in peace, it's well worth it.

And if you're unhappy and the day has come, you just keep your promise.

I don't want that day to come forever.

But that day still came.

Falling on a hot summer day rather than a change of season, Celie was unconscious overnight.

I may not be able to regain consciousness as I am… such weakness brings me to heart.

It's okay, that's not true. There shouldn't be.

Celie couldn't have broken her promise to me.

Absolutely consciousness returns. Believe me, I waited for that moment.

When Celie says goodbye to me.

When you reach out to me.

On the bed I brought into Celie's room, without a single night's sleep, just even.

I, too, have something to tell Celie.

I definitely have to tell Celie.

The next morning, Celie woke up.

If he's not lying in bed, he's talking to Marie, incredibly healthy about falling down yesterday, etc.

I'm sure this is the final gleam. The candle is on the verge of burning out.

Now, my last time with Marie.

My turn comes after they reach out.

I spent another night in Celie's room, but from what it's like by day, it'll be fine tonight.

Still, I didn't get much sleep.

I remember the days I spent with Celie.

Celie in her memories, she was always smiling.

Come to think of it, I've only seen about when I proposed at the college and after Noah was born, such as Celie's crying face.

Celie was always smiling, as if responding to her wish to "laugh next to me" when she proposed.

I wish he wasn't strong and felt really happy.

I wish I could give you as much happiness as I get from you.

In the morning, Marie turned up again.

Celie really cared about Marie. I shredded myself. But I was trying to raise Marie.

Marie also missed Celie more than anyone from an early age.

Even now, that's all I'm worried about.

Grandmother and grandson, teacher and disciple, boss and subordinate, various calling mistakes, but we are definitely treating each other with love.

But still, I can't give in at the end of the day.

At the last minute, I'm the one next to Celie.

Looks like the time has come.

Though conscious, breakfast doesn't go through my throat either.

After a while, Celie lost consciousness.

Finally.

I won't show Celie any tears. That's what I decided.

Drop him off with a smile.

Celie's eyes opened thinly and she reached out as promised.

Yes, there's no way Celie's breaking her promise to me.

Grabbing the hand offered, Celie called out in a fine voice, "Vanny..."

"Celie, I'm here. I'm right here."

You don't think I'm gonna break my promise to you, do you? I'll never let this go until the end of the day.

"Vanny, I love you. As much as I don't know when they will, all the time.

Thanks for staying by.

I've always been happy.

Because you were there… I was, happily, lived, "

He told me he was happy.

I can tell from the bottom of my heart, that was the word.

You lived next to me, and you were really happy.

Celie closed her eyes. But the warmth in my hand is not gone yet.

"Celie, so do I. I love you. Ever since the day I first met you.

I'm the one who was happy to have you next door.

As promised that day, you were laughing next to me.

I'll keep an eye on Marie, so you can sleep in peace. "

The warmth in my hand slowly disappears.

Forty-five years since we met.

We've spent 43 of those years together.

Celie passed away today.

When the funeral was over and the temporary mourning dawned, Marie moved to the Duke's residence.

The Marquis Mansion (here) was originally set aside for Celie and Marie to spend time together, so now that Celie is dead, Marie cannot be here.

"Uncle, what will you do? Will you be returned to your territory? Or will you be spending the rest of your time here?

Careful, the Duke told me. He said we could go back to our territory.

But.

"I want to keep an eye on Marie's fate in the King's Capital instead of Celie.

I can't do anything, but I have to tell Celie about her in the afterlife. "

The days without Celie are more indulgent than I thought, but when I think Celie doesn't get to taste these thoughts, there's nothing I can do about it.

Until the day I go to Celie's, I'll watch Marie.