◇ (Nicholas point of view)
"A flower in the form of a bell. Don't come back until you find it. '
Walk alone in the dark woods.
No, I didn't know if my surroundings were dark, or if my vision was darkened, actually.
Look for what was said while flirting.
White flowers, shaped like bells.
Only on soft soil, growing...... I can't remember what the rest was, my sleepless head rumbling.
Since the one incident that made Kirsche steal, Master Gabriella has become more emotionally unstable before.
It was only from the beginning that I suddenly got angry or eclampsia, but I recently added that I enjoy the way people get in trouble by talking about obstinate violence, ramblings, and impossibility challenges there. Especially since I'm the target these days.
I thought it was aggressive that way, and now it's like he's biting his nails with one bump and some whining in the corner of the room.
I don't know what makes you so anxious when you say you're getting along with the prince because of it.
I don't know, but as soon as I left before the prince, I began to manifest that nature.
I don't know what to do. Advocating that it is better to stop as something that stands on top, I have not made any progress lately either because I have always been able to persevere in hurting the same place hidden in my clothes.
But this was something I had no choice.
I was driven by personal feelings to behave violently towards others and attack people with dirty words because I was the same. It's a natural reward.
I thought somewhere that I had the right to attack others for that matter.
That's not true. Even though it has nothing to do with my bad luck and others.
"There is no right... Naturally."
It was the beginning that it was not born in blue hair, a characteristic of the Duker family.
When my father and grandmother teased me about it, my mother started pulling my hair in the shadows and yelling and whispering resentment.
It was hard when I first met him and told him to swear allegiance to Gabriella's shoes, or when he clearly told me that he was still in that position and replacing Johann.
But I endured thinking that if I continued to connect with the Villandell family and the prince, if the house was recognized, it would all be better.
I just didn't have any luck. But that I had the right to interrupt the happy guy for a little while after enduring sad thoughts... I was blurry about such a shitty thing.
I knew from the bottom of my heart that there was no reason for that. When I found out, it was hard, so I stopped thinking.
"Flowers..., white flowers..."
Walk without a trace. It's kind of disgusting. I'm going to lose consciousness while walking.
This week, I was strictly ordered not to sleep until I had polished all the floor and ornaments of the Rose Society salon with cloth.
If you tried so hard, but didn't even look at it, and they said, "I still have dust," it would have been a start the next day.
People couldn't stay after school, so I got out after the lights went out and did it in the middle of the night. Every time the patrol security passes, I have to dive my breath, and it takes time every time.
I know it works best for me to make you do chores that aren't knights' jobs.
And if they tell you about Johan and the house, you know that no matter how sorry I seem to be, I will definitely follow. Lady Gabriella's recent orders had definitely eroded something of mine.
If you think about it for a second... if you stand around well, you might get out of it, but you're kind of stuck with your head and you can't move.
In today's off-campus studies, I am once in Gabriella-like's group, but before I left school, I was strictly instructed to "act differently and look for flowers in the form of white bells".
I've been behaving suspiciously for a few days, and from that desperate look, it seems this is some serious job, not harassment.
So walk. I don't know where that is in this vast royal garden, but this is a job that was once imposed as a sidewalk.
As I walked the promenade fluttering thinking about that, I saw a glimmer of white stuff in my sight.
"Huh!"
There are as many white flowers. But something seemed to reflect a slight light among the dark trees.
I've been kicked in the same spot over and over again. My foot wound hurts. But I ran over with the grass over there.
But if I went there, there was no such thing. I was just out on an open cliff and the light in that place that suddenly brightened was reflecting on something...... When I confirmed that and removed the strength of my body, I fell on my knees.
Ha, and something flickered past my eyes as I tried to get up with a big breath.
It's in the form of a bell, a flower.
A white and beautiful flower, otherwise indescribable, fluttered down from the top only once and fell on hand.
Look around you in a daze. But there's no flower figure, there's just a cliff.... I wonder where it came from.
He said it only grows on soft soil. But we only see hard ground around us.
I lean closer to the cliff, looking around for a moment. So when I peered into the cliff, my body leaned toward its height, or lack of sleep.
In an instant, my body is out of balance.
Oh, the moment I thought, my body was dancing through the universe.