'I'm with the other women.... Nothing changes.'
Embrace the other girl, Makoto tells her. There was a bud grenade standing in flash. Even though the odd floating sensation was unrealistic, only the words and sights were very real.
"Will you let me do it again?
I don't like it, I don't want to hear it. Shin is laughing and saying to the sprouts that shake his head.
Video switches over and over.
Shin scolded and laughed at the bud grenade many times and held the other child with his arms.
My head is about to break.
Each time, the footage switched as if to attract bud grenades.
A slightly boned hand, a muscularly tight body, and a masculine Shin holding about a bud grenade float behind his brain.
"... eh, Min, is... et al."
The pain distorts my face. When the bud grenade grabbed Shin's arm, Shin untied it and gently held the bud grenade's hand.
'... pull yourself out. If you hold my hand... I'll be fine'
The memory of that day is vividly evoked, and the bud grenade rises.
The cold sweat was seeping into my forehead.
"Ha, ha..."
Nightmares don't stop. I've been having nightmares since that day when Makoto and I crossed the line.
So if you shredded your sleep and slept well in a few moments, you never had a nightmare.
Yet even a very small amount of time of sleep makes me have nightmares about things that have happened since I cautiously met you in La Fausto.
I want to sleep a little because it's bad for me, but I'm afraid to sleep.
Both nightmares and unstable minds were similar to those of November.
"... Hagiwara-san"
They say the worst, they mess up my mind, and yet my feelings for prudence still don't go away.
I wish this feeling was really a mistake and all I could do was mourn it in my heart.
Lock your memories with Makoto in your head drawer. That's how the bud grenades switched their heads to enjoying the few school lives left.
"Shoot grey, study after school and go home?
It's Friday. He withheld testing the following Monday, and the class atmosphere was also 'pre-test'.
"Yeah. I guess so."
"Seriously! Then teach me this problem..."
"Bye bud grenades. Tell me here then?
Takimoto jumped at me knowing the bud grenade would stay, but Maiko stops at it and overwrites Takimoto's words.
"I'm the first one to do that!
"... I don't know."
Maiko sighed loudly and looked at him like he told him to do it. Then Takimoto complains about Maiko's reaction like that and the argument starts as usual.
"Honestly, you have a bad personality! You!"
"Ugh! Will you not yell at me in my ear?
This is exactly what I'm saying about being close enough to fight. I looked at the two of them and I felt smudged.
If I see him, I will inevitably argue.
Such an opponent was also in the bud grenade. That's a past person already, but did the bud grenades look like this from others then too?
Think that way and you won't get out of that idea. The bud grenade shook his head sideways and locked the idea tightly in the drawer as well.
Time off. The next class was a moving class, where the bud grenades were leaning against the hallway wall waiting for Maiko, who went to the women's room.
"Nanhara-san."
Advantage of walking from the front, but speaking to the bud grenade. The bud grenade laughed nicely when he saw the advantage.
"Hey, Langtang-kun."
When the bud grenade waved flickering, the advantage walked over to the bud grenade.
"Next, is it moving?
"Yeah."
Laugh a lot and answer in your favor. Then the advantage looked a little troubled and put his hand on the forehead of the bud grenade.
"Huh?"
"... you don't have a fever"
"Of course you do. I'm pimping."
The bud grenade laughs haha and puts his arm away from his forehead in favor of action. Advantage still represented worry on his face against bud grenades appealing to his energy.
"Why don't you take a little break in the infirmary? It's before the test, and if I break my body..."
"It's okay."
"Nanhara-san."
Advantage holds the hand of a bud grenade. Then Maiko called the bud grenade from the back of the hallway.
"Bud ho! I'm going, I'm sorry to disturb you."
Seeing the advantages, Maiko quickly waves at the bud grenade. When the bud grenade spoke to Maiko in a relaxed voice, "Wait -" the advantage called Maiko in a slightly louder voice.
"Uemura-san"
"Ugh, yeah?
Voiced in his favor, Maiko becomes only slightly suspicious of behavior. Even if the bud grenade turned its gaze in its favour, the advantage did not return its gaze.
"I will take Nanahara to the infirmary, please tell the teacher so"
"Huh? Sprouts, were you ill?
"No, all of them..."
"Sorry."
Cover it with a bud grenade voice, advantageous says. They said the opposite, and the bud grenade lowered his brow as troubled.
"Langtang-kun..."
"So, please"
"Huh?... Oh, yeah. I'm sorry I didn't notice, buddy. I'll stop by the infirmary after class."
I care for bud grenades with a face Maiko seems worried about. Because he didn't want Maiko to look like that, Bud Grey looked in his favor with resentment.
But the advantages pulled the bud grenade's hand without worrying about such a bud grenade's gaze or anything.
He was advantageously taken to the infirmary, and when he went inside, it was just in time for the medical teacher to be out of school.
"... Langdo. I don't have a teacher, and I'm going to class."
"Go to sleep"
"I'm not sleepy."
"Not at all... you haven't slept, have you?
I'm not sleeping, I can't sleep. But bud grenades don't talk about that fact. I shook my head to the side and replied that I was asleep for the time I needed.
"Then why... don't you look better at all"
Voices worrying about favorable bud grenades echo in the infirmary. The bud grenade glanced sideways just a little and looked in the mirror in the infirmary.
Just a little blue-white in the face. But when I said it was "because of the cold," it was not a misleading complexion.
"On Valentine's Day, you told that guy... you went to see Mr. Hagiwara, didn't you?
Asked advantageously, the bud grenade raises its face. Reflectively raised his face, he was spicy, and the bud grenade distorted his expression.
"... no. Thank you for taking care of me... I just went to give you some chocolate"
"That's not all, is it?
There's no way the bud grenades won't meet prudently. The bud grenade laughed at his favorable remark as if to say so.
"So... what do you think happened to me and Mr. Tsuhara?
Ask, the bud grenade looks in the favorable eye. I saw the face of the bud grenade that pushed my emotions to death, and my favorable face was just a little hardened.
I don't want to blame you for advantages, but the words get stronger. I feel sorry for myself for being so worried about myself because of my advantages, but for having a throwing attitude.
The bud grenade was frightened by his emotions, which were still out of control, and exhaled small.
"Nanhara-san..."
"... I'm sorry. I'm so annoyed."
The bud grenade haha, and laughs like trouble and scratches his head. Slipping his fingers in his hair, the bud grenade closed his eyes.
"But... yeah. Because of this, and Langtang-kun's right, I'll rest. Thanks for bringing me here."
The bud grenade laughs and touches his advantageous shoulder. That's how you turn in your favor. I let him do his right, and I pushed his back.
"I'm already starting class. I'm gonna get some rest, okay?
The bud grenade tilts his neck and promises to do so in his favor. Advantage went to class, worried about the bud grenade.
In keeping with his promise of advantages, the bud grenades lie on the infirmary bed. I wouldn't close my eyes, but just lying down made my carefree body a little easier.
In the quiet room, even the sound of heating was heard clearly.
I lay round my body, and time passed for a while.
Someone's footsteps rang inside the infirmary. According to the notes left in the infirmary, the time for the health doctor to return is still a little further.
I don't feel well, did someone come for the holidays? I ear in my footsteps thinking about that. Then the footsteps got closer and closer, and the bud grenade woke up his body.
Sitting on the bed, staring at the alignment of closed curtains. The shoe stopped and the curtain opened.
"... Kamiyo-kun"
I'm standing there. The bud grenade was surprised and only slightly rounded his eyes.
"... what did you do?
"Nothing.... I just came to get my pills because I got a headache"
That's how he returns it. But if that's all, I won't open the curtains on the bed where someone's supposed to be resting.
He knew the bud grenade was resting in the infirmary, so he opened this curtain.
"... I met Mr. Uemura on holiday, and I heard"
That's what he said, sitting on a chair by the bed of bud grenades.
Leaving class as an excuse for a headache, he came here. The bud grenade looks troubled when he sees such a gaze.
"Take your pills... I need to get back to class soon"
"That's harsh. … give me a break, too."
He laughs thinly and clasps his shoulders. The bud grenade sat in his bed, staring at him.
"... take it easy, I'm sorry"
The word came from the mouth of the bud grenade. I know that you've been worried about budding grenades, and I know why you're worried. Advantage, so does everyone else.
I'm behaving fine, but I'm extra worried about everyone because of it.
"It's that easy to understand."
When the bud grenade asked bitterly, he replied in a small voice, "Right."
"I get it.... because it's about bud grenades"
His hands reached out and touched the cold cheeks of the bud grenades.
"Do you like Hagiwara-kun?
The queen asks quietly. The bud grenade shook his neck sideways, hiding the feelings that had befallen him in the back of his heart.
"... I don't like it"
If I denied it, I felt it would really be.
If the only thing connecting bud grenades to Shin is this feeling of 'liking', you should be able to leave if you deny this feeling.
Even this feeling is a one-sided thing of bud grenades.
If you denied it, your feelings were supposed to fade away and disappear.
"I don't like it.... I don't like it"
As I can tell, I have said it many times. Without even hearing the voice of "Enough is enough," Sprout said many times that he did not like Shin or anything else.
"I don't know about Mr. Hagiwara... I don't like him"
"Yeah. I already... ok"
He was hugged by a cuddle. The bud grenade could not escape from the arm of the temple, though he would wander off.
"Do you want to forget about Kihara-kun?
That's what he asks. But there can't be any way to do that. It was impossible for a bud grenade to forget something.
"How...?
But if you can, I want you to. When the bud grenade asked, holding the bud grenade in his arms, he pushed the bud grenade down to the bed.
"I can't remember all the terrible things that have been done to you... you just have to overwrite the worse things"
With the light of electricity on his back, his appearance shades. The appearance overlapped with Shin's appearance that day.
"Ya... Kamiyo-kun"
The bamboo grates the sprouts ribbon. But the bud grenade grabbed the hand and stopped the hand.
"Wait.... Wait.... I can't believe Kamiyo-kun needs to do this..."
"If it hurts you anyway... don't do it to me"
The shovel holds the hand of the bud grenade and presses it against the bed.
- Hold my hand.
A gripped hand still remembered Makoto's warmth. The key to memory begins to break. The sound of the humming bed was vivid and easily evoked the memory of that day.
"Whatever happens to me... I'll be by your side"
He unbuckled the ribbon of his bud grenade uniform.
- I'm sorry... I really can't afford it... -
A pomegranate kisses his neck. There was a lip noise and the bud grenade pressed the shoulder of the shovel.
"Bud grenade..."
"Stop... No. No... no."
Pushing his shoulder, the bud grenade wakes up and sits on the bed.
The overflowing tears were wiped or wiped, but rather sprouted grenade cheeks.
"Ugh... Ugh. Ugh."
Even if I try to indulge, my wet voice leaks with tears. I wanted to apologize, but I couldn't get the word out.
"... budding grenade"
He graciously embraced such a bud grenade and rubbed the back of the bud grenade.
"... I'm sorry.... Sorry."
The voice was sad and the mass of tears increased.
I will never see Makoto again. Shin will never touch the bud grenade again.
But my body remembered Makoto's warmth so badly that I only wanted his warmth.
"... of, is... et al."
Somehow, I have to abandon this thought, but I really can't.
"If Nanahara goes to America... I'll go hang out with you on Holy Night"
"Fine."
"Huh? Something's upsetting me, so I'm going, absolutely. '
I talked to Makoto about that one day on my way home. How can you remember this all the time?
"... liar"
All thoughts that don't arrive dance through the universe.
The sprouted ribbon was entangled on the bed.