Return from the second dimension

The cell was quiet instantly, and neither of them spoke.

The female monk stared at the ceiling blankly again, as if there was a staircase leading to heaven, only one step away from it.

Tang Zhen's eyes flickered, and for the first time he carefully looked at the alien female monk in front of him.

In fact, she is not too old, with a pretty face, a graceful figure, and full of vitality.

Near the closed vertical pupils on her forehead, there are red tattoos like double wings, covering her smooth forehead, which looks vivid.

But her eyes were like stagnant water, as if with a deep resentment and depression, it seemed that there was no more life in it!

Tang Zhen didn't know what she had gone through to give up so much, even to the point of suicide?

I don't know why, Tang Zhen's heart suddenly rises with emotion, watching the female monk sigh softly: "In life, you can do whatever you want. It is good to have a choice, but it is common to have no choice.

It doesn't matter whether you follow the trend or fight hard, as long as you follow your heart, at least you won't leave too much regret and regret.

I know that your mood is very contradictory, you want to get rid of your original life, but also feel unwilling to give up. That's why I abandon myself and wait for me to make a choice for you.

Whether it’s life or death, everything is up to fate, right?"

When Tang Zhen said this, he sneered and said in a non-feeling tone: "Don't worry, I won't stop you if you want to die, and if you want to live, I will give you a chance.

Even if you want to abandon your current identity and live quietly in this world like an ordinary person, I can still satisfy you.

What you should do depends on how you choose!"

The female monk's body trembled slightly, and she slowly raised her head to look at Tang Zhen. After a while of silence, she said to herself: "You know, since I was young, I have never experienced a happy day.

In a battle to invade another world, my parents are gone forever, leaving only my brother and me to depend on each other.

In the end, my brother fell on the battlefield of another world, and I was the only one left in the family.

At that time, I was lonely, crying secretly at night every day, until I was tired from crying, I would choked to sleep.

You can never realize how desperate I was at that time. It seems that the whole world has abandoned me and my life has become gloomy.

When I grew up, I confirmed that I had a talent for cultivation, so just like my parents and brother, I also became a monk in the Loucheng.

In the days that followed, my only companions were cultivation, competition, blood, death and corpses.

I feel like a machine, with no emotions, no one is asking for help, and repeating the crazy days every day.

I know that one day, I will also set foot on the battlefield of another world, and then, like my relatives, will sleep in the ruins of a strange other world, and never come back."

At this point, the female monk was already in tears, buried her head between her knees, her shoulders constantly shaking.

As she sobbed, she said: "The friends who have been together since I was a child, as well as the comrades who have helped me, are now far away from me and died in various battles.

When I sleep, I often wake up from dreams, and then I realize that I have already burst into tears.

Because I found that I couldn't remember their looks, even their names began to gradually forgotten, leaving only a vague outline.

I don’t know if anyone remembers me after I die, or is it completely forgotten by everyone?"

Having said this, the female monk suddenly raised her head, a trace of determination flashed in her eyes.

"Actually, I have an answer to the question just now, but I have never dared to admit it.

As a monk in Loucheng, he has no right to choose at all. He can only spend his life accompanied by swords and blood, and finally one day, quietly die on the battlefield!

What is the meaning of such a life?What exactly are we doing for?

Is it just for the next generation to repeat this disgusting killing and plundering just like us?"

Having said this, the female monk's voice suddenly rose, and there seemed to be a backlog of flames in her heart, which suddenly erupted at this moment.

"Since I participated in the battle to invade another world for the first time, I have had a deep aversion to this kind of life, but being in it, I have no power to escape and resist.

So I can only keep telling myself that this is my mission, and I must do this for the strength of Loucheng!"

"But I also know that this is just self-deception!

So the longer I was, the more I couldn't bear this kind of life, and at the same time the idea of ​​escaping from this kind of life came up in my heart.

But although the Loucheng world is big, where can I escape?

Even if they did escape to other places, what is the difference in those places?"

When she said this, a smile suddenly appeared on the corner of the female monk's mouth, her eyes looked at the empty wall, but her eyes had no focus, she was obviously in a state of memory.

"Until I came here and met my sisters in the same dormitory, I didn't know that life was so beautiful!

do you know?These days I have a good time. I don’t have to think about things related to killing every day, and I’m very at ease when I sleep.

I am afraid of losing such a life, so I can only pray secretly in my heart, hoping that such a life will never end."

With a sorrowful laugh, the female monk suddenly lay on the ground, her slender body curled up like a frightened kitten, her eyes looking straight at the ground.

"Facts have proved that I deceived myself again, because my identity does not allow me to enjoy this kind of life, killing and being killed is my ultimate destiny!

But this time I do not regret it, because all the things I have experienced these days are completely different from my previous life.

It makes me truly feel that I am not a body, and I can also spend every day with a smile.

If I can choose, I would rather use everything I have in exchange for staying here for a year, and then happily do all the things I want to do.

Even if it is the price of my life, I have no regrets or regrets!"

When the female monk said this, her voice became weaker and paler.

A trace of blood overflowed at the corner of her mouth, and the color was as black as ink. Compared with her white skin and purple lips, it seemed to give people a very strange and beautiful feeling.

She just lay on the ground, smiling at Tang Zhen, like a flower that is about to wither, blooming in the frost with the last hint of beauty.

Until the look in her eyes completely dissipated, the smile on the corner of her mouth still bloomed, and solidified forever...