Return of the Swallow

Chapter 883

Qin Yining wept and nodded, suppressing sadness.

She went back to Qin's house for five years and experienced heavy storms. Although she stayed with her parents less and separated a lot, she still had a hope for the future. She knew that no matter how hard she experienced, she would eventually have a chance to go home.

This time, the road ahead is slim.

Such a parting of life and death is really a piercing pain. Parents, relatives, and her children who are less than two years old...These are her most important people, but she may quit their lives from then on.

When Qin Yining was so fragile, she was so restrained from tears, in Pang Xiao's eyes, it was even more distressing than a cry.He really hoped that Qin Yining was an arrogant and domineering person. If he could not be so sensible, why would he suffer so much?

"Father-in-law, all this is the fault of my son-in-law." Pang Xiao knocked three heads heavily. "Father-in-law is relieved that this trip is not to die, but to keep important people alive. I will not devote all my money to it. Even if there is a real danger one day, as long as I am here, no one will hurt Sister Yi. Even if it’s true, I will protect her with my life and will never go behind her, father-in-law, please rest assured !"

Qin Huaiyuan nodded, holding back his tears, and helped them up.

"Okay. Okay, you know all your intentions for the father. We are not parting from life and death. Although it is difficult at the moment, things are not that way. After this separation, there will be a day of goodbye in the future. You and I do not have to be so pessimistic. "

"Yes." Qin Yining and Pang Xiao said in unison.

Xie Yue and Xu Weizhi couldn’t help feeling sympathetic when they were watching, and assured Qin Huaiyuan: “Don’t worry, Qin Gong, I will do my best to assist the prince, and there will never be half slack!”

"I believe in the two gentlemen. From now on, I will work two more."

"Don't be it. This is what I should do..."

The family agreed on a strategy, and Pang Xiao arranged for someone to send Xie Yue and Xu Weizhi back.

Qin Yining followed Qin Huaiyuan back to the house.

There was no one else on the road. Qin Yining took the opportunity to ask: "Father, will Aunt Cao still follow you this time?"

Qin Yining wanted to care about his father, but because he was a married daughter, it was not easy to directly ask his father about his concubine, so he could only inquire so tactfully.

Qin Huaiyuan naturally understood what Qin Yining meant, and said bitterly: "I wanted to ask her what she meant, but she avoided me. I have been living in the guest house and refused to walk around in the mansion, so I can't bother her anymore. "

Qin Yining heard Qin Huaiyuan take the initiative to talk about the details, knowing that he was really lost.

Even if Qin Huaiyuan had any difficulties with this kind of thing, he wouldn't go to discuss with the Sun family, right?It's okay for the brothers to say this, but with Qin Huaiyuan's character, he will never lose his dignity as a brother in front of his second uncle and third uncle, otherwise, how will the family be convinced in the future?

So when my father encountered such annoying things, he didn't even have a place to talk.

"Aunt Cao's sincerity to you is unquestionable. This can be known from her followers over the years. At the beginning, in the Great Yanjing city, when Zhixi was under the army, when the city suffered a drought and lack of water and food, with Aunt Cao's skill, In fact, we can leave us alone, but she is willing to follow you and lead you.

"Although my mother and I are both righteous wives, we don't want our husbands and sons to accept concubines, but we are moved by Aunt Cao's sincerity and dedication. My mother told me and looked at her Because I love you, I am willing to spare my life to protect the important people around you. I have saved the lives of our family members several times, and even her heart is moved.

"Father, for such a woman who is willing to give her wholeheartedly for you, I don't think you are insulted by accepting her. If you can't take the initiative, you will be a little sorry for her affection."

Qin Huaiyuan cast his eyes down, and logically, he shouldn't have said these things to his daughter.

But he was really lost.

"What you said, I know in my heart that I am not hard-hearted, and I am moved. I also admire her. But now I mentioned it to her, but she refused. Earlier I took it for my heir Concubine, it hurt your mother's heart. Your mother came from a famous family, and she has suffered a lot with me in this life. Now that I have an excellent daughter like yours, I no longer insist on having a son, so I naturally refuse I’m going to take concubines for the children to make your mother sad, but I don’t treat the Cao family for the children..."

Qin Yi listened quietly to Qin Huaiyuan's words. She knew that her father had always spoke clearly and clearly, but this time it was a little messy.

This is enough to prove that Cao Yuqing's affairs caused her thoughtful father to be upset.

Since her father was willing to analyze her mind, she didn't get stuck and asked: "Daughter understands, you really admire Aunt Cao and love her, so you want to hire her as a good concubine?"

Qin Huaiyuan nodded, looking a little uncomfortable.

Qin Yining asked the question hidden in her heart: "But father, Aunt Cao used to express her feelings for you in front of you. She is a straightforward person, and she has never hidden her. She was so active in the beginning. , Why do you refuse to accept her?

"She came to the mansion as a concubine from the Holy Spirit, but you would rather accept the other four concubine rooms than get close to her, and she will be put on the shelf... If I were Aunt Cao, There will also be grievances in my heart. It won’t be the case that you nod as soon as you open your mouth. Wouldn’t it become the call to come and the wave to go?"

Qin Huaiyuan gradually stopped listening to Qin Yining's analysis.

The father and daughter are walking to the small lake in the back garden. To the right is the Shuorenzhai where Qin Yining lived, to the left is the old lady's Cixiao Garden, and to the inside is Xingning Garden.

In the winter, the night is dark and windy, without stars and moons, and the road in front of you is illuminated by the light of Shuorenzhai. The lake is dark, as if a lake of black ink has gathered.

Qin Huaiyuan stood in place with his lips pressed, looking at the dark lake, for a moment he didn't know what to say.

After a while, he said hoarsely: "So that's it. That's what she thinks when I want to come. But I didn't mean to despise her."

Qin Yining nodded and sighed: "If your father has any thoughts, you can also tell Aunt Cao directly. Aunt Cao is not an unreasonable person."

"I know. When she came here by decree, we were peers, so naturally we had to stay away. Later, I didn't want to delay her. She wanted to be my guard and no longer be a concubine. Of course I agreed. Yes, I also want to keep people around.

"Even later, when Dayan died, our family went through many catastrophes before reaching Dazhou. I know that the future is slim and it is very likely to become a victim of the struggle between the three factions at any time. How can I drag her into the quagmire? Be my concubine room, just a guard, you can leave at any time.

"She could be free, so she was buried with her because of my own personal interests? Now that I am about to live in Yuzuki's seclusion, I no longer want to be involved in the world, and my life tends to be stable, so I wanted to bring this up to her. But she didn't want to.

"Fine, nothing. This kind of thing can't be forced, and I have no reason to force someone to be a concubine. Besides, your mother has followed me all this life, and I really can't help her a lot."

Qin Huaiyuan seemed to be talking to himself, and it also seemed to be a catharsis emotionally at a loss.He couldn't find anyone to tell these self-explanatory words, and he could only talk to his daughter who seemed like a confidant.

Qin Huaiyuan turned around embarrassedly, "Sister Yi, you..."

But before he finished speaking, he saw the unexpected person behind Qin Yining.

Qin Yining saw that his father's eyes were wrong, and turned his head hurriedly, and saw Cao Yuqing wearing a navy blue cloak with squirrel fur collar, standing two feet away behind her, her white skin seemed to be good in the night. Porcelain, but her expression was not real, and she did not know how long she followed them and how much she listened to their conversation.

Cao Yuqing looked at Qin Huaiyuan in silence.

Qin Huaiyuan stood with his hands on his back, slowly clenching his hands behind his back, and the two of them were speechless for a while.

Qin Yining really had mixed feelings at this time.

She knew that there was a lover in front of her.

But thinking of her mother, she felt it was a kind of betrayal.

From the perspective of Cao Yuqing, she was trained as a murderer as a spy since she was a child. When she was young, she had a heart tied to a man. She gave her sincere heart, waited for him, and even prepared to give her life anytime. .Now that she is finally able to see Yueming and Yunkai, she didn't want to snatch the position of the first wife. All she asked for was the identity of a concubine. What's wrong with her?

From the perspective of the father, it is not wrong for a man to accept a concubine. With his father's identity and talent, how many women he likes to bring in the door, this should be the case, and no one can blame it.

But from the perspective of a mother, the husband who treats him wholeheartedly, while loving himself, also distributes his feelings to other women, he can only smile and nod, promise him to have other women at the same time, and promise to share his husband. To others, if you don't nod, you are not virtuous, jealous, or guilty.In order to maintain this family, maintain the feelings between husband and wife, and fulfill another struggling woman, she can only pretend to be magnanimous against her will and nod her head.

They are not wrong, and they also have their own difficulties and grievances.

But Qin Yining was more distressed by his mother.

Qin Yining knew that her thoughts could not be tolerated in the current world, but she was full of emotions, this world has never been fair to women.

Qin Yining bowed his knees and walked away quietly, leaving space for the two of them.

She did not go back to the Sydney Yard immediately, but went directly to Xingning Garden.

Sun is taking mother Jin and the girl in the house to check their bags.Seeing Qin Yining coming, Sun clan smiled and said, "Sister Yi is here, have you discussed business with your father?"

"It's finished." Qin Yining smiled and took Sun's arm, "Mother's clothes are ready?"

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