Running Away From The Hero!

Ambition - Memories of a Lady (31)

# 44 Their Reasons: A Villain's Past Reasons

It's hard to say the main character of the drama...

A friend of the protagonist?

That's all I've ever lived.

No secrets of birth, no encounter with the Second Reichsmanship.

I don't always have red tickets in my house, but I don't always have enough money.

It's called an affordable apartment, but we had a house, not a rental.

Well, I had to move against the idea of redeveloping the house, but I've lived a pretty good life.

If my personality wasn't round, it wouldn't be weird if I was crooked.

Things were pretty complicated at home. No, my father's problem was, precisely.

I didn't get an injection because I couldn't drink, but I was hypertensive, and it was only in the house, and I couldn't say anything outside.

Well, let's just say we can't get past that.

But something never goes away, so gambling.

It wasn't that bad, but I made a debt when I got older.

Every time, she borrowed money from her acquaintances and barely stopped them.

If something like that happened once, he kept his mouth shut, or within a week, the man named Father said he wouldn't give me money.

I'm sick of it.

Because of whom? Do you have a conscience?

I still have some debts left, but I owe them to you.

But when you talk about it, it's like, how long has it been going on?

I still owe you, and who pays the interest!

But I kept my mouth shut.

The results were obvious when I pulled out the horse.

Just see, see, see.

Let's get out of this house.

I lived as hard as I could to think that way.

To work as hard as possible, to find a stable workplace and my home.

I was able to go to a university that was not very famous, but not bad, and worked hard to become a dream worker.

Thanks to that, I was about a year behind in the army and placed at the front of the line with no luck.

What fat is higher than individuality.

Gangwon Province, the northernmost I've ever heard.

The worst times in the place called Goseong only overlapped, so I got all kinds of weird looks.

But don't they say a lot in the army?

This too will pass.

My military life came to an end.

Talking about the military with others is the end of your fantasy military life!

Get out of my house!

All that's left for me to do is pass my hard-earned civil service exam and become a public servant!

“Fuck……. ”

… but after the military fantasy ended, the real fantasy world came to an end.

God damn it.

They're just going to send the Japanese high schools to another world, why make the genre a modern fantasy.

I turned on my mobile phone app and clicked on the yellow page I used to see.

< Undivided Boat Contemporary Fantasy Novel! A gate opened on Earth one day. Monsters have appeared at the gates and Earth is in peril! But there is a Awakened Being... >

“Khh! It was a prophecy. ”

I nod at the introduction of a novel that is not dirty.

It's literally a prophecy.

Gates open, monsters protrude, people awaken.

Nothing was sent to too difficult tutorials, but I began to see abilities.

Well, maybe it just needed a period of adjustment.

Each province was devastated, with the exception of the metropolitan area, and all other areas, with the exception of defenses around the metropolitan area, were destroyed unless there were important Nodes such as nuclear power plants.

Yes, or even narrower ground!

You don't need that many government officials!

After all, I had to wait until I was awakened.

And then, a few months later, I finally had the ability to endure all sorts of things.

[Instant Bullet]

You can use one bullet in a lifetime with a random effect.

Abilities are unknown until you hit an opponent.

It has a lot of effects, from newcomers to losers.

If you're lucky, even if you're a god, you can kill them.

If we're unlucky, we can do nothing and waste our abilities.

A single-use bullet that disappears immediately.

You cannot regain your abilities after using them.

We're screwed.

The game was also a toll-free user.

Odds are Gacha got a disposable Gacha.

Guilds operating at the national level and the Hunter Association created by the Awakeners saw this ability and said,

"Lucky Mangem, there's nowhere to go! ’

The effect is random, unless the deals are random.

What if I buff monsters commonly called Class A and Class S for immediate effect?

What if we could make the best monster out of grass?

It will eventually create a situation worse than not using it.

That's why no one accepted me.

Once Awakened, you can join the guild, but you can't join any Raid.

So I grabbed the sword.

Lesser monsters can be slashed and shot first.

I decided that I like the knife better than a gun that has complicated qualifications and requires continuous consumption.

I stumbled onto the stamp, and I stumbled upon the great master.

Nothing happened more than the other Awakenings, and I was good at crafting, so I could live with myself in the master's stamp.

Money was the best at hunting monsters, of course, but I could only catch Goblins of my rank.

If the Goblin Slayer saw you, he beat up enough Goblins to make an ally of you, but he was quick to pay the rent.

Rather, Alba made Alba the dominant because his master's stamp gave him more money.

So I fought S-grade monsters that I had to hunt at the national level, just before earning one or two more in front of me, renting from rent to rent and fulfilling my dream of building a house on rent.

It wasn't that big of a deal.

Just unluckily, a gate opened in my neighborhood and a Class S monster popped out.

To buy some time, all the Awakeners nearby have been instructed to deal with Class S monsters.

Luckily, my home was close to Master's stamp.

Among the A-rank Awakened, there are the best Awakened Master and S-rank Priest among them.

A lesser Awakened person like me just needs to struggle to survive!

“… Huh? ”

However, there were more than a few Class S monsters. There were other monsters coming out of the gate.

From the lowest F to the worst A, monsters can't hunt alone!

Among them, I met a class C monster.

To the Awakened, a Class C monster was strong enough to fight.

Of course I wasn't.

There was no one around.

You should only use it once, unless you have no one to help you.

But then what? I don't know what it's gonna do.

The moment you write this on it, it is a confirmation of ordinary people.

I still have the ability to be Awakened, so I will be removed from the association as soon as I use this ability.

So, what do I do for a living?

I thought about it like that.

I was in a position to do whatever it took to survive.

I've seen more than just surviving now.

And as a result,

“Cough!”

A class C monster ogre strikes you with a crushed body and immediately kills you in a subsequent attack.

God gave me another chance, as if to give an asshole a chance.

“If you want to give it to me, give it to me. ”

I used to speak profanity in Korean, not in other languages of the world that I am not yet familiar with.

They usually give you special abilities when you go to this world.

[Instant Bullet]

I gave up this goddamned ability until I died.

“Let's just pretend it's not there. ”

I tried to live hard thinking that way.

Well, God keeps giving me shit about whether I like rolling, but I still believe.

As there is a god in this world, so give me this ability, if there is a god who gave me a life before this!

There will come a time when I will use it as long as you give me disposable abilities.

And…….

“That must be it now. ”

There is no reason to die without writing like old times.

There is no such thing as Awakening.

In the modern world, fantasy is added, so it's called Awakening, and in the fantasy world, these abilities are just a little bit of special magic.

Honestly, it's better to just give ordinary magic.

So... unlike before... we have a chance to use it right away!

[An Instant Bullet hit the opponent.]

[Activates the loaded bullet.]

The target has been identified with a spear that can only be seen by the Awakened for the rest of its life.

And then...

“Damn……. ”

[The effect ‘bang’ is triggered.]

[No ability is granted to the right opponent.]

[Ability Instant Bullet will disappear.]

God damn it.

No matter how powerful Mangem is, there are a few abilities that depend on it!

Hundreds of thousands of abilities human beings, with the same chance of one bullet being chosen!

Chances are... the odds of it failing are the same as the lottery, but the odds of it failing!

“You just want me to die. ”

As soon as his abilities disappeared, something black began to look a little thicker and reached out to me.

Death is coming, just like the Ogres of old.

All I can do is close my eyes and ask you to kill me comfortably in a punch.

But this damn thing didn't kill me like it was playing with me.

Are they waiting for their eyes to open?

When are you going to kill me?

Cold sweat flows down the back of the neck and continues to swallow dry saliva.

Are they waiting for me to open my eyes or laughing at me in front of my eyes?

Or is it because you let me die so comfortably that I didn't notice?

When I open my eyes, King Salla may be waiting for me, or the god who gave me my life may be giggling.

Well, first of all, he's a god and he's gonna blow it all away.

“What have you done, Ast...? ”

I hear the voice of the king in my ears, trembling with fear.

With a very trembling voice.

In a very anxious, protective voice as if she were a fragile girl.

Well, once a little girl is right, and I'm her butler, I have to protect her.

“What do you mean? ”

They may have pulled out a trap card as long as they were the ones who said they were going to die together.

Nigga, a skilled villain and a swindler, speaks out in a heartbeat.

“What have you done?! ”

I opened my eyes slightly to the neurotic voice of the charge and looked forward.

“Huh?"

The room that was full of darkness was full of bright moonlight.

There is no black thing that could have killed me at any time.

It's just... there's a fragile girl looking up at me on the bed.

“What the hell……. ”

It doesn't suit me to think of her as a fragile girl at the moment.

“What have you done? ”

I said it out loud and fell down.

I don't know what happened.

“You survived.... ”

I could only feel that my shitty life had been extended a bit.

# 45 Their Reason: An Emperor's Reason

“Huh?"

I doubted my ears for a moment.

Who said anything about coming in? Did you hear wrong?

When I doubted that, my daughter came to me, who should never be in front of me.

“Your Majesty... No, Father. ”

“Ugh, huh? ”

“I'm alive. ”

“Huh? Hmmm? ”