Chapter 302: I Can’t Think When You’re...
"I can’t think when you’re...." Lilith’s words dissolved into a moan as Nicholas’s fingers curled inside her and found that spot that made stars burst behind her eyes.
"That’s the point," Nicholas said against her ear. "We don’t want you thinking. We want you feeling. Feeling what we do to you. Feeling what you do to us."
"When Victoria comes for you in three days," Lucian said, and his hand came up to wrap around her throat gently, "are you going to go with her?"
"I don’t...fuck..." Lilith could barely form words as Nicholas’s fingers worked inside her and Sebastian’s hands tormented her breasts.
"Answer him," Nicholas commanded.
"I don’t know!" Lilith sobbed. "I don’t know what I’m going to do!"
"Then let us convince you," Sebastian said.
And then everything happened at once.
Nicholas lifted her like she weighed nothing, Sebastian’s hands were pulling at her dress, and within seconds she was naked and being carried toward the stairs with all three of them surrounding her.
"Where are we going...."
"Upstairs," Nicholas said. "Where we’re going to fuck you until you can’t remember why you wanted to leave."
"That’s not....you can’t just...."
"Watch us," Lucian said, and his smile was sharp and feral.
They carried her to Nicholas’s bedroom and Nicholas laid her down on the bed with surprising gentleness considering the intensity in his eyes. Then he was stripping off his clothes with Sebastian and Lucian doing the same, and Lilith should have been protesting, should have been demanding they stop.
But her body was aching for them and the bonds were singing and she was so tired of fighting.
"Last chance," Nicholas said, his hands braced on either side of her head as he looked down at her. "Tell us to stop and we will. Tell us you want to leave and we’ll let you go."
Lilith looked up at him...at the guilt and desire and desperate love written across his face and felt something inside her break.
"I hate you," she whispered.
"I know," Nicholas said.
"You lied to me."
"Yes." Nicholas responded.
"And I don’t know if I can forgive you." Lilith said, looking up at him.
"I know that too." He replied.
Lilith felt tears burning behind her eyes. "Then why can’t I make myself leave?"
"Because you’re ours," Nicholas said simply. "And we’re yours. And the bonds won’t let either of us walk away."
Then his mouth was on hers and Lilith stopped thinking altogether.
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Lucian POV
Lucian watched Nicholas claim their mate’s mouth with brutal intensity and felt Zev clawing at him from the inside, desperate to join, to claim, to mark.
Not yet.
She was angry. Hurt. Betrayed. And they needed to prove to her that what they felt was more than just the curse, more than just the bonds. They needed to show her she belonged with them in every way that mattered.
Nicholas pulled back from the kiss and moved down her body, his mouth finding her breast and sucking hard enough to make her cry out. Sebastian was on her other side doing the same, and Lilith was writhing between them, her hands fisting in the sheets.
Lucian moved to kneel between her spread legs and looked down at her....flushed and desperate and absolutely beautiful and felt something tighten in his chest.
"Are you going to leave us?" he asked quietly.
Lilith’s eyes flew open and met his. "I don’t know."
"Wrong answer." Lucian slid his hands up her thighs and spread her wider, and she was already soaked. "Try again."
"I can’t....I need to think...." Her voice came out broken.
"No," Lucian interrupted. "You need to feel." He leaned down and licked up her center in one long slow stroke and Lilith screamed.
He did not give her time to recover. Just buried his face between her legs and ate her pussy like he was starving, his tongue working her with brutal precision while Nicholas and Sebastian tormented her breasts.
"Please...." Lilith was sobbing now, her hips trying to move but Lucian’s hands held her pinned. "Please I can’t...."
"Can’t what?" Nicholas asked against her breast. "Can’t take it? Or can’t admit you want this?"
"Both...." Lilith whispered.
Sebastian bit down on her nipple hard and she cried out. "When Victoria comes for you, are you going to go with her?"
"I don’t know.....fuck....Lucian please...."
Lucian pulled back just enough to speak. "Answer the question."
"I don’t know!" Lilith screamed. "I don’t know what I’m going to do! I don’t know what I want!"
"Yes you do," Lucian said, and then he pushed two fingers inside her while his tongue found her clit and sucked.
Lilith came apart with a scream that probably echoed through the entire estate, her back arching off the bed and her power flaring outward. The lights in the room flickered and the windows rattled but none of them stopped.
"Again," Nicholas commanded. "Make her come again."
Lucian obeyed, working her through the aftershocks and building her right back up until she was trembling and begging and absolutely wrecked.
"Please....no more....I can’t..." She begged.
"You can," Sebastian said. "You can take everything we give you. Because you’re ours and we’re going to prove it."
He moved down and joined Lucian between her legs, and together they drove her higher until she was sobbing and her power was crackling beneath her skin.
When she came the second time the lights in the room exploded, glass raining down around them, but they did not care.
Nicholas pulled her away from them and positioned her on her hands and knees. "Last time I’m going to ask," he said, his hand sliding into her hair and pulling her head back. "Are you going to leave us when Victoria comes back?"
"I don’t know..." Lilith gasped.
Nicholas thrust into her from behind in one brutal stroke and she screamed. "Wrong answer."
He fucked her hard and fast, his hand tight in her hair, and Lilith could only hold on as he slammed his dick inside her relentlessly.
"Say you’ll stay," Nicholas demanded.
"I can’t promise..."
His hand came down on her ass with a sharp crack and she cried out. "Say it!"