Saikyou Mahoushi no Inton Keikaku

[]/(n) (uk) (uk) mind without a heart/

Five days had already passed since the end of Tempram. In the meantime there was a girl who worked in silent training to cut contact in a room alone.

The creepy stick in my hand is now more than I think. On the contrary, it seemed like he was arranging a few things for himself.

However, no matter how much time you devote to training, it's like you can't get in.

It's still an early time for the sun to set, but Alice returned early to her own private room, where her training days continued. There can't be any results at all with this feeling.

Still grip the stick in the room as soon as class is over every day to distract you. And when the limits come, sleep like mud.

Otherwise I wouldn't have slept thinking about my roommate Tesfir or Ars or Loki.

The daily routine that should have happened a week ago is thickened with lack of water. Why did Alice stay in college alone?

Why did you send Tesfir out on your own then, and couldn't you keep your chest in words?

She understood the cause more than anyone else and swallowed it so she wouldn't regret it. I was at a distance, as if I wanted to be alone.

Alice falls to bed early in the laziness that has lasted the past few days and covers her forehead with her arms.

"It's tough."

It was not her own intention to know what the potpourri and overflowing words meant. Still, the brightness, as usual, does not feel fine dust, and the leftovers plugging in through closed windows bring cold air indoors.

I find it difficult for me to help Tesfir all this time, and Tesfir also told Alice that I would be taking many days off from class.

But that was the best lump I ever had.

My head knows that. That would be trivial for a friend, and Alice herself would not hesitate.

Would it have eaten down enough not to let Tesfir argue that it is?

No, I took a step back myself.

I know best and best who I'm excusing myself for. So there must be no feeling lonely about this. Alice deceived herself by telling her that in her heart.

The next morning, Alice went to school with a big neighborhood in her eyes. He said he slept so early, but he couldn't take his physical laziness off, and he still hasn't slept enough.

I washed my face to get rid of the neighborhood many times, but I know it won't go away. Still, I had to expose myself to such anxiety.

I'm worried about the Tesphere and I trust you. I knew it would be okay to worry about Ars and Loki.

Then what is the problem?

That's because Alice couldn't answer anything to a topic about Ars that goes on like every day. It's Als, who often has to keep it a secret, I can't talk to anyone or anything, but that's the story of the assumption that Alice herself knows.

Yes, Alice knew nothing. Nothing has been heard. Nobody tells me, Tesfir should be able to contact me, not even that, outside a single mosquito net.

I feel like I've been cut off from any involvement without knowing anything. Just as bitter and fulfilling days are foam dreams.

Alice even pointed an empty grin at her alumni today, saying it was a really funny story, because it was herself who kept her distance so that that would happen.

Once you walk down the hallway, the topic pops into your ear even if it responds or not.

"It seems that each country has officially arranged for Ars Regin to be named as a target of captivity. I'm trying to keep it from the public, but if we spread all these ripples around the world, there's no point in regulating information."

"More than that, I'm surprised you're number one, but suppose to have caused terrorism..."

"Oh, more importantly, why from Alpha..."

Cursing murmurs flat as if I had returned my palms, and until a few days ago, the most intimate Alice was in a question-attack.

I didn't want to hear that from my friends, even though my head knew that was impossible either. I guess Ars is the right response because he was creeped out all the time in college too.

Unfamiliar students betrayed their country and turned the world against their enemies.

I can tell you absolutely not, because Alice has spent less time with me. But the words that Alice actually directed at her friends were different.

"I don't know anything," that's all I could get out of it. Above all, all I could say was that I suffered.

So Alice moves the classroom so she can hold her ears with both hands and run away.

I didn't want to hear anything.

"Alice? Alice?

It wasn't until he shook his shoulder that he listened to the voice he cared about next door.

"What!? Ah, Ciel..."

"Are you okay? You look pale. You should go to the infirmary."

"Yeah, thanks. But it's okay."

I haven't heard from Tesfir, and I'm off class. Alice has to make copies in between.

It shifts its gaze to a virtual LCD as driven by a sense of purpose, but it had already switched to an unrecognizable slide.

"It's okay, 'cause I'm copying it all"

Carefully Ciel smiles and shows Alice her LCD.

Only she doesn't ask Alice insensitively. That was more thankful than she had any more.

"So, yeah. Leave early today and get some rest. Alice will be back when she sees you like this. Fair or Ars, you'll be worried."

I wasn't barometric pressured by Ciel, who started to cry, but Alice didn't reject the name that was put out for a meeting.

I guess that means that in just a few days Alice was so grumpy that she didn't even know it.

Alice knew nothing would change when she returned to the dorm, but now whatever she did wouldn't work. If you think about it, you head for the worse.

My weakness, which cannot even break the vicious circle, only bright, devoured my teeth and held my bag to my unexpected brittleness of the handle.

I decided to live strong. This makes my parents worry. So I decided to leave early, knowing that I wouldn't rest my body or my spirit today - pray like any other HR that I'm sure something will change tomorrow.

The only indoors that should feel wide when you return to the dorm are uncomfortable. Sure, I felt like there were animals that would die on their own, but now Alice was in exactly that condition.

It's just a little different from loneliness, not loneliness.

Alice wrapped herself in a futon while in uniform, frightened by something.

I'm sure you'll be back to your usual self tomorrow, so I don't want to think about anything right now. When Tesfir returns, which you can also call your best friend, let's apologize first.

I'm sure this wouldn't have happened if they had spoken a word then. I shouldn't have even held him alone, at least.

"Is there anything I can do to help, too? 'And I should have seen it by my side, even if it didn't help. I regret that one word of that didn't come out, and that made me seem like a sloppy person to think I was my best friend.

So scared and scared.

That was the time. A chime rings several times announcing a visit to Alice's room, who left early at lunch. All the students should be in class, it's a little puzzling that someone is coming to visit at this hour.

Above all, I don't want to see anyone now. Alice naturally ignored it.

But the chimes hitting in a row echo loudly indoors.

Shortly after Alice happened to stretch her legs out of bed onto the floor, her eyes poured into the door as she heard the rattling unlock.

"I'm coming in."

Alice raised her voice with doubts when she saw the door open without hesitation and the person intruding like she was finding out she was using her absences.

"Senior Feri!?

"I knew you were here... and why don't you ventilate a little? It's quite a cage."

I open the window myself, even though I say so. Cold air flows in to refresh the indoor air.

"Hey, what is it?

"I wonder what it is. What are you doing?

"I'm not feeling well today..."

"It's not just today! I'll hear you in school. Eating?"

"No, no appetite."

"Something more delicate than it looks"

Alice looked up in disgruntled mood in a thorny tone somewhere.

"What can I do for you? I don't think it's any of your business."

Ferrinella puts on a cool squeaky face on her childish eight hits.

"I've come to tell you because there's been progress, but it doesn't matter"

A voice of nuance that seems lonely somewhere.

The word "progress" swept away the meaning of "what” and opened Alice's eyes wide. And his mouth opens without even showing him a tour.

"Everybody, is everyone okay! Al, Fia is Loki..."

"Hola, it doesn't matter. Why don't you stop being strong?

The cooling momentum begins to emerge inside Alice. What I've seen and pretended not to see turned dewy with hindsight.

"I wouldn't be playing this role either if Mr. Alice hadn't been mentored by Mr. Ars. But that's not all Fia and Mr. Alice are. Above all, my lovely junior, let me take care of you for a moment."

Ferrinella, who lowered her hips next to Alice, began stroking her hands behind Alice's head.

"It's hard not knowing anything, isn't it? Something I'm sure there's something I can do. I don't know what kind of class you're taking."

I found myself fading my vigilance as if I had been seen through. Such a feeling of being gently open to what you don't want to say or what you had in store.

Alice knows that Ferrinella favors Ars.

Alice and Tesfir are important godchildren to Ars. Then Ferrinella can't leave them undone either.

Kindness over intention. Alice feels it's just the upper side, while tears seep like toxins every time a gentle embracing hand strokes her head.

"There's nothing we can do... I regret it too. But what you can't do is not what you can't do."

Drawing Alice's head to her own chest, Felinella softly floats a shizuku of remorse.

Ferrinella hugged him to teach, even though she could not tell how far she knew.

"I..."

"Yeah."

"I want Al and the others to come back, also with the help of Fia"

Alice bites and spins a whimper in her chest.

Ferrinella nodded quietly, "There's something I need to do for Mr. Alice, too, just like I should. Maybe you can't be a direct force with trivial things. But, you know, it's not as bad as being able to live your usual life again. Don't you think?

In her chest Alice pulled her jaw a little and only answered yes.

"Because I like everyone..."

"Right."

"About Mr. Ars, too."

…………

Ferrinella gently pressed her fingers against Alice's chest, pointing to what was behind it.

"Your worries and anxieties come from here, don't they? If Alice keeps pretending she doesn't notice, I'll never mind. But if it hurts here, it's painful. You shouldn't give in to anyone, because it's your own emotions."

Ferrinella decided to give Alice a little more help when she decided to make up her mind. I guess she's not good at facing herself honestly. That's something you'd notice if you looked at the usual Alice.

Standing position where you look good to everyone and always want peace in your friendship. To put it badly, you don't hold your will and insist.

So she pretends not to notice if the sitting emotions in her take a diagram that conflicts with her friends.

- The better people you lose, this is what you're talking about.

Ferrinella was in the mood to tell Alice, who had a lost personality in her heart, how to live well. Fighting is a trivial event that is not slow enough. A smooth relationship can sometimes be replaced with a relationship that is only on the upper edge.

"I'm sure your worries about Fia and Mr. Loki and Mr. Ars are different in you, aren't they? It's not about the top or the bottom, it's about you."

It didn't speak to her voice, but Felinera smiles and accepts that Alice snorted cocklessly, as she expected.

I guess that's what she did when she distanced herself from Tesfir.

That's why Ferrinella told him.

"Then you don't have to shy away from anyone!

"But the seniors..."

"Yeah, well, yeah."

I scratch my cheeks with a lit face, but the look quickly cringed.

"That's why I know something. It's useless to think with your head."

And the detached Ferrinella smiled and gently put her hand on Alice's chest.

"Only here is something else... because it's something I can't help"

He reaches out to his enemies, knowing that he will bring salt to them. Ferrinella never thought that the position of dorm manager would be so firm on her.

You can't leave me alone. Understanders because they are women to women.

Alice wipes tears over and over with her finger belly.

Wait till he regained his composure. Felinella cut to the point.

"It's okay, because we're all safe. However, Mr. Ars is still seeing blood in every country. As rumours have it in school, it won't last long, at least, to see how long this can regulate information. Before that happens..."

…… Before that happens?

"Each country should take some measures. It's okay, Mr. Ars is number one. He'll do something about it. Besides, your father also said that the Alpha Army already seems to be moving out behind it. Unfortunately, we don't have enough power. You know that."

Ferrinella, who is more distressed by it than anyone else, inquired with restraint. And relieve yourself of consent.

It doesn't do them any good.

Not only is he a student, but he's overwhelmingly underpowered. That's all I have to understand and accept about anything.

You have to swallow your teeth, but you have to swallow your immaturity.

"Let me ask you something, Mr. Alice."

By this time, Alice's expression had turned into something as uncertain as she had decided to be. It is truly manifested in clear, straightforward language.

"Anything I can do!