Santairiku Eiyuuki

Lesson 2: Carolina's Notes

His Majesty rarely laughs.

That said, anyone who knows His Majesty the Emperor will tilt his neck.

I'm sure your father will tilt his neck, as will Sir Augusto. Maybe Archbishop Lucarios thinly finds out...

Perhaps this is me or... Your Majesty's mother only noticed.

His Majesty rarely laughs.

I'm not angry again, and I'm not sad.

So what is that grin of His Majesty?

You might think.

I see, indeed, there is an image of His Majesty the Emperor laughing with Nico, often in a good mood.

I can easily think of that, too.

His Majesty smiles so often.

But...

That's just smiling.

Your Majesty's heart is not shaken.

That's just wearing a mask named 'Smile', which is actually no different than a faceless look.

Emotions often do not coincide with His Majesty's expression, words and actions.

His Majesty, for example, has previously been angry at the mercenary captain Darios - General Darios.

That's when I told the general to be his own man.

His Majesty was certainly scared then.

But... His Majesty wasn't even angry at one thing in fact at that time, and he wasn't in a bad mood.

Instead, I was much happier inside when I got a good subordinate then.

That's what His Majesty is like.

His Majesty never divulges his feelings, but expresses completely different feelings in order to deceive his surroundings.

Most……

You don't have feelings for His Majesty, that's not true.

We've known each other for a long time, so we can tell if it's a fake look or a real look.

For example... I feel like I'm in a good mood when I'm eating something delicious.

When I'm overlapping my skin...... I still look happy when I say I love you.

When I ate the poisoned melon... it wasn't on my face, but it was pissing me off.

Well, if they even call it acting, there's nothing I can do.

Still, I like and love Your Majesty.

Even if it was' acting 'that delighted me when I said' I love you '...

Because only the fact that if you turn it over, you care for me, you treat me dearly, certainly remains.

Besides, whether His Majesty hated me or hated me, I love and will continue to love His Majesty.

It's just... maybe I'm a weirdo.

As mentioned earlier, Your Majesty's mother is probably aware of this.

I guess that's why he doesn't feel comfortable about His Majesty...

That man seems to feel creepy and afraid of His Majesty again.

But at the same time, like Hadrianus IV, you must have the awareness that you had a child with a stomachache.

Occasionally, something like guilt is hidden.

I've never even had a child. I say (write?) Though it may be difficult, I still want to make up for it.

That's why I don't play up to His Majesty to improve my relationship.

It's a matter of His Majesty and His Majesty's mother, and it's not as good as my mouth sounds.

Above all, His Majesty does not want the relationship to improve.

I guess it doesn't matter if he has a mother or something.

I'm sure it's a recognition to the extent of 'borrowed a tire for a time'...

Besides, I don't think it's a good idea to have these thoughts...

I'm sure His Majesty looks to me or my mother for the love she didn't receive from her mother.

Because I can tell you I got that share.

Speaking of affection, Your Majesty was definitely not a virgin.

Obviously I was used to it, and I was good at it.

I was a virgin...... isn't that a little unfair?

But the question is, where did His Majesty abandon his virginity? That is.

I've always been with His Majesty, but I've never seen His Majesty hold any other woman... and even if I ask the eunuchs and the servants, they don't know.

According to the eunuchs and servants, I am the first person to deal with His Majesty.

... Is it true?

Nevertheless, there is no reason for them and their girls to lie.

Because the disadvantage of lying to me, the future queen, is enormous... you should be able to trust me.

By the way, His Majesty seems keen on a servant named 'Siffany' recently.

I was layering my skin in the back yard of the palace.

More so, you want to do it there? It's a complicated mood, mixed with a little jealousy.

Even though I was still prepared, it doesn't feel very good that the person I love loves loves other women too.

But well... that's why I can't deal with His Majesty alone.

I've only dealt with His Majesty, but I can only see that His Majesty is a lot out of standard.

And the side chamber system is actually also meant to protect women.

If it were monogamous...... because I can't have children. If it were, I would have been blamed, and I might get divorced.

For the Emperor and Empress, sexual activity is an extremely political act of creating a successor more than it is a cause of love.

But if you are polygamous...... worst of all someone should be in a cage.

Responsibility for me is dispersed.

It's just... it was our fathers, also known as the Bald Debt Great Demon King's "ladies" who enacted this system, so I'm sure the people who protect women will be the result theory.

... Does His Majesty mean that you will draw the blood of our fathers properly?

If so, do you bald? Hmmm......

Well, whatever it is, while your father is alive, my position is unwavering.

Because His Majesty trusts your father, and he's supposed to need him.

And...

Your Majesty is thinking more about things than we think.

Even seemingly meaningless acts hide their meaning somewhere.

Maybe this Great Solemn Qing... is in the pre-stage of some kind of political big job.

In fact, His Majesty has recently sent a parent book somewhere.

In the near future, His Majesty seems to be heading out on his own to meet with someone.

King Farth or the Princess Witch (Medium) is the only one who can make his own appearance...

Can't you see what His Majesty thinks of me?

Well...

I've been wondering one thing recently.

It's true that His Majesty said, 'You didn't want to be an emperor?' That is.

You said you were going on a journey...

Would you let someone who thinks about going on a journey make it out to be bone ash porcelain?

Even the coffee was well prepared.

In the first place, His Majesty has more self-esteem, vanity and ambition than a crowd, and a desire for exclusivity.

You want to go on a journey like that?

It's a lie.

I believed it then... but when I think about it later, it's too unnatural.

There is no way that someone who generally doesn't want to wage politics or war can tour so much conspiracy and attack enemy land with a norrinoli.

From the beginning, His Majesty intended to reign over the Emperor.

So why did His Majesty escape?

The answer is simple.

I'm sure His Majesty tried us.

How much I... No, your father, Sir Augusto, Archbishop Lucarious, His Highness Titus, Dear Edmond, and other bureaucrats, eunuchs, and the people want their reign.

Come to think of it, Hadrianus IV is a rather dangerous political enemy for His Majesty the Twelve.

I must have thought that it would be dangerous if some of those who could be my own heavy ministers thought that even Hadrianus IV would be good...

Do you want to quit regularly afterwards, or do you want to do the emperor to His Highness Titus? It's not just a joke that I said, etc., I must have identified it.

If His Highness Titus had shown any ambition for the throne, His Highness would have been given death the next day...

If my father, Sir Christos, or Sir Lucanos had made a move to ignore His Majesty and take over politics on his own because of his' unwillingness' to do so... whether it be the father of his own fiancée, his own uncle, or his own mentor, he would have let me move left or... he would have given me death.

Your Majesty... that's what you can do.

Well...

Hopefully, I don't want to write about this...

If my reflection is correct, Your Majesty will definitely do that, so write it down.

Your Majesty the Emperor.

Stealing a lady's diary is just a violation of manners.

It's eclectic.

I can always show you underwear, though.

"Whoa... you're so excited! Carolina's got a bad personality too..."

[No, sir. I don't think I want you to tell me. And Carolina.