Seirei Gensouki ~Konna Sekai de Deaeta Kimi ni~

Episode 38: On a daily basis, I started going back.

That was the night the discussion was held about the incident caused by the Gons.

"Rio, I need to talk to you for a second. Ready?"

When Rio came back from his parents' grave and had dinner, Yuba spoke to Rio, wrapped in a slightly magical atmosphere.

"Yes, of course..."

Seeing her atmosphere like that, Rio accepts her invitation.

"Follow me for a second"

Then he left Luli alone in the hall, leaving him to clean up after dinner, taking Rio to his own room, and Yuba closed the door.

Based on that behavior, apparently Luli doesn't want to hear it.

"I'm sorry all of a sudden. Because that idiot's been making a scene and he's been a lot of crap the last few days. We didn't even have time to talk slowly."

"No, thank you for everything"

When I walked into the room and lowered my hips over the ŏŏŏ;;;;;;;;;1;1;

Rio labors her (onions) Yes, hammer her.

I've been really busy these past few days since Gong started that case.

It's a busy time for village work in the first place, and there's also the fact that I had to boil it down a lot when talking to Gong's father.

With such a busy schedule, the last few days have not been as relaxed and conversational.

"There's nothing else to talk about. I wanted to thank and apologize to Rio."

"Is that a thank you and an apology?

To Yuba's words, Rio gave a strange look, as if he had been accidentally poked at.

Apparently, Rio doesn't know anything about being thanked or apologized for.

(I guess it's not like this kid gets thanked or apologized for)

Yuba had a soft smile on her mouth at such a Rio appearance.

If I stare at Rio, I realize once again that the shadow of Ayame, my son's wife, remains colorful.

He was agile about people's emotions and looked a lot like Ayame where he could take those things into account.

(Zen was quite a clumsy son, but well, is he similar when it comes to similarities around there)

Zen was an oligarchy, hard-working, man who expressed his will more with attitude than words.

Therefore, there were only a few things that could easily be misunderstood, but there were also numerous people who admired Zen with honesty.

Since Rio is also not a person who speaks too much about himself, he also felt inherited a lot of Zen's temperament.

(I guess parents and kids are going to look alike.)

Rio is a wonderful son who inherited those two good things.

I'm even so calm that I don't think I'm a boy about this age.

He's really out of control.

If you ask, Rio says he was orphaned when he was five.

How did such a child grow up, and how did he come to such an endless land?

Yuba doesn't know the details.

I've only been vaguely briefed on Rio's past.

There were several times when I wanted to ask him about his past like that.

But that didn't seem like a good thing to hear with half-baked readiness.

Isn't it because Rio only vaguely explained his background because he thinks he doesn't want you to hear about that past?

Thinking of it that way, Yuba could hardly stomp asking about Rio's past.

The same goes for Ayame's cause of death.

Rio told me the fact that she was dead.

But the word is cloudy about the cause.

Either way, Rio grew up in a miserable environment and traveled the world alone.

It was easy to imagine that it would have been a life full of hard things before.

Yet there is nothing else to be impressed with growing like this without twisting it.

(I was sweet on such a child. You have to get older. Where I get out of my hand, I get out of my hand)

Rio was clearly doing something wrong that night.

Yes, that night, Yuba and the others caught a glimpse of Rio's fierceness that they couldn't normally think of.

But the next morning, such Rio's emotions had disappeared like lies.

Something like the remnants of deep darkness had been completely wiped out, and on the surface it was completely back to the usual Rio.

Despite his age as still a boy, it was a moment to peek (or peek) that he had strong mental abilities together.

So since the Gong incident, Yuba had been sweetened by Rio, using busy things as an excuse.

Yes, Yuba took precedence over the precarious Luli over the mentally stable Rio.

Luli is a girl who has grown up peacefully in a village like anywhere else.

It is a misfortune that is fast and losing parents and brothers, but not as rare in this world as it is to that extent.

Luli is a normal girl in every village.

Such a child, who had lived in a peaceful village, for the first time had been strongly and clearly victimized by others and was about to be deprived of his chastity.

I could easily imagine being devastated and deeply wounded in the spirit.

In fact, in the past few days, Luli has tried to behave full of brightness, but there is still something going on somewhere.

I know there are individual differences, but a heart wound is not that easy to recover if you are not equipped with resistance or coping methods.

Yuba therefore needed to be careful about Luli.

Rio and Luli.

They are both precious grandchildren to Yuba.

It's not like we're talking about comparing, and we both care about it the same way.

I really wish we could both be concerned about you at the same time.

But unfortunately, Yuba is just one human being.

Besides the routine village chief duties, he was unable to do the case afterwards, to take care of Luli, to take care of Rio and everything at the same time by himself.

So Yuba has prioritized the response between the two of us.

Sweet to Rio for his tough mental strength, he left him for the past few days.

The morning after that incident, when Rio came to apologize, to him, who was perfectly normal, Yuba decided for a moment that he would be okay with Rio.

At that time, it was time to start eating breakfast, and because of the large number of guests, it was not the same air as listening by digging into Rio's story.

But even though it was temporary, it showed so much emotional explosion.

I don't know what happened in Rio's past, but even Rio must have been hard.

You have strong mental abilities, and the burden on your heart should be the same.

As a grandmother, there was no way I could ever leave Rio alone.

Even so, Yuba has put his response to Rio behind him in a good way that Rio is solid.

"Let me thank you first. Thank you for rescuing Luli from Gong's demon hand. Besides, over the past few days, Rio has even gotten on board to consult on the indications, which would be tough. I really appreciate it."

Say, deep down, Yuba bowed her head.

"Besides, I couldn't care less about you because of your busyness. I'm so sorry. You'd have been tough too."

When Yuba raised her head slightly, a peek peeked at her like she had chewed up a bitter bug.

To Yuba like that, he shook his head slowly, and Rio smiled softly.

"Please stop thanking me. We're family. I did the obvious. That's all. That doesn't mean it's hard, so stop apologizing."

Rio clearly said away looking at Yuba.

Faced with his own insides, wonder, Rio's heart is neat now.

It was certainly hard right after the incident, but not now.

Vengeance is the business I should carry.

I have to hold myself to how hard it was.

I don't even dare to tell anyone from myself.

So there was nothing about Yuba not caring about herself and not being dissatisfied.

It should have been tougher for Luli than it was for me.

Then it is natural to give priority to Luli.

Rio thinks so.

It was outrageous to be dissatisfied with that.

Yuba gazes from the front with Rio.

Rio stays smiling.

It was such a grin, like being deeply aware of something, like a saint.

Like the Great River, he felt silent but powerful and Yuba breathed unexpectedly.

"No, but..."

Hilariously, the figure of Rio that night floats in Yuba's head.

Rio's enthusiasm that night was not all that matters.

It was as if Asura had attached it to me, and it made me feel such a grumpy rage.

Even so, Rio completely restored the peace on the surface in just one night.

Nevertheless, it is often the case that even if we are acting like nothing is going on in front of others, we are actually just working on it.

So Yuba predicted that so would Rio.

I thought you might still be haunted by the fierceness of that time.

But there's nothing like that in Rio right now.

Horribly, there was no stray in Rio's eyes.

Are you enlightened or are you dividing that it's past?

You can't even look at it.

What does it mean?

I have a lot to ask.

But do I deserve to ask myself that?

Sometimes I haven't told Rio myself.

It's about Rio's parents.

That's because there's a reason I can't tell you, but I didn't feel it was fair to ask about Rio's past without telling you that.

Shall I tell you first?

Yuba thinks so.

But I just sent a letter the other day to ask you about the matter.

You should wait for a reply to that letter first.

That should give you permission to tell the truth about that case.

Don't get too early.

"Ok...... But it's true that I'm burdening all of you. So let me just say this. I'm sorry."

In the end, it was those words that came out.

But there is no lie in that word.

Containing his swinging heart, Yuba bowed his head deeply to Rio.

"Okay."

You felt Yuba's firm will, Rio smiled bitterly and accepted her apology.

"There 'll be plenty of Luli now, but I think if you calm down a little, that kid will apologize to you, too. Will you forgive me for that girl then?

"That's what makes me apologize for nothing..."

As bewildered, Rio grinned bitterly.

"It's about her attitude."

"Is that an attitude?

When Rio asked, Yuba looked to Rio with a bitter smile.

"You helped her. It shouldn't be his intention to deal with you in fright. [M] I know you think it's bad somewhere in your mind, but I don't think you've got your mind sorted out yet."

"It's..."

Over the past few days, Luli has treated Rio somewhere like he was frightened.

I try so hard to be normal, but there's something wrong with me.

Rio also realizes that.

Nevertheless, that night, Rio was beating the gong up with enough killing to pull himself off.

It is impossible that Luli, who has never had anything to do with people's struggles, is still frightened of Rio.

It is difficult to resist fear of violence in intolerant humans.

Because he knew it, Rio took control and sent them words of apology from himself.

Because even as Rio I don't mean to have an irresistible relationship with my cousin, her.

There's nothing wrong with her.

Luli is worried about herself, who imitated her like that, even as she was frightened by Rio.

It's really sad, but after that, we'll just have to take the time to repair the relationship.

That's what Rio was thinking.

"There's nothing wrong with her."

So Rio indicated in words that he was unwilling to blame Luli.

"... I thought you'd say that."

You expected Rio's words from the beginning, Yuba said with a bitter smile.

The expression contains a colour that looks happy but, at the same time, slightly lonely.

It's as if you're watching a chick nesting in public.

Yuba was driven by the desire to do something a little like grandmother to this overdone grandson.

I don't know what I can do.

I don't even know if I'm going to find that answer first.

Instead of doing something, Rio's just getting a lot of things done.

(You're a bad grandmother, I...)

On the other hand, feeling the dependability of his grandson, who should now also be called a dead oblivion, he remembered his pity, and Yuba exhaled a deep and long sigh in his heart.