Seirei no Moribito

It doesn't change… it should be everyday ②

A time when the sun is still bright.

Emilia was walking with the twins of Enya and Immia throughout the city, where reconstruction was steadily progressing.

From time to time rubbing off, watching the knight seen on patrol in some atrophy, Emilia thrives with stories about the two of them and no other love.

"So, I did this ga-toon thing, and I burst into a burn..."

"Darn, you appear, your right arm hurts - say an embarrassing dialogue..."

"Dockern destroys himself.... I wonder where it was funny, that play"

A series of phonetic sounds, talking about the thoughts of the theatre shown as part of the upbringing, Booshiri and Imya squeal so.

But Emilia and Enya didn't have such a physique as a play, and even their thoughts seemed to be an interesting play that could be quite exciting using a language that didn't make sense from the side, and somewhere between the chilled Eamia's hands, the two thrive anyway.

To say how many times, the sentiments are repeated about three times.

Then you can repeat the contents of the play full of phonetic sounds that started again, and the schematics of Yimea that are appropriately embellished. Though it thrives temporarily as it is, Emilia stood up unexpectedly, remembering her visibility into the glass workmanship store that caught her eye,

"? What's wrong, Emily..."

"? Something wrong with that store... of, Emilia"

The twins looked back in surprise at Emilia, who had suddenly stopped, looking at that glass-working shop and stuffing the words, and looked down on Emilia with a look that seemed complicated.

Having seen that happen, Emilia, after all, grumbled and then turned her attention to the store again,

"... I've been here with the chairman..."

That's what Emilia tells me by squeezing the necklace hidden under her uniform from the top of her clothes, the same brand as the numerous glass finishers who are bright with color removal.

Most of the events involving Chairman Eileen when I feel a sense of vision. I wondered if this store was one of its connected events, and Emilia stepped into the store fluttering.

Guests go around the store with narrowed lighting and a calm atmosphere to attract the glass workmanship. The store, where students stand out only a little, is decorated with glass finishes made of a wide variety of types and applications, such as weapons, protective equipment and groceries, in which Emilia goes without hesitation to the place where the necklace is located.

It was decorated there, all looking at attractive and sprinkling necklaces,

"... we were really close..."

I reasserted my unquestionable relationship with the chairman to the necklace under the clothes that Emilia liked the most.

That girl is Emilia, and Emilia is that girl.

Emilia laughs at Eña and Eña, who squeeze the unanswered emotions of swirling answers all over her chest and stare at Emilia looking worried from outside the store, looking as weather could.

I said I'd be fine.

Now that we know that's not airy, the two exhale as if they were relieved as soon as possible, and they both laugh again and wait for Emilia to come back.

And without touching on any of the earlier events, the three of them went back to their daily routines.

Coming back to his dormitory room, Emilia stood up with the knife she had in her left hand and then lay on her cot intact without the strength to change.

"Pfft... I don't like this feeling..."

Past found in quiet classrooms after school. Emilia presses her chest and holds her body to the heavy and painful emotions that accompany her long after she finds out about it, and at the same time forces her to make a choice to that question that Enya and Imya answered.

"... why did I... lose my memory..."

When I first woke up, it was someone's cheap or not that Emilia first thought.

I tried to ask Eña and Eña, who were treating me beside them, and I was stuck with words.

I can't get my name out. Who the hell were you worried about? In the first place, where am I?

And who is “I”?

Who are the two people who call themselves' Emilia 'to worry about? What is "Emilia" about me?

I couldn't remember what was normal at all, I didn't know, but my thoughts were paralyzed by the obsessive notion that I had to remember, and confused Emilia shrugged.

'- I couldn't keep my word...'

Emilia regretted that the tears quietly conveyed her cheeks and tore something she had exchanged in the past,

'... sorry, sorry... I told you I was the only one on my side... I left you alone... sorry, sorry...!

I kept apologizing to someone who had become fictional in my memory.

I can't remember anything, I don't know anything, and Emilia just kept apologizing as her emotions screamed, crying until that emotion faded.

That's how when I settled down, the people around me and she realized that 'Emilia' was amnesic.

"... you were so dear to me..."

Emilia keeps squealing that way toward the sword that is being used but not rusted.

"... and even for you"

Many others, such as the knights, the “healing" users in charge, and the instructors and twins, were discouraged when asked about Emilia's condition.

You just don't know what caused you to lose your memory, and there's no sign that your memory will come back.

All the precious and important memories so far were attributed to blisters, leaving even unclear why they were in such a despicable place, flat out asking Schneidel who Emilia was and not interested in asking about 'Irene' as if it were natural.

I was dismayed at her for not knowing the truth, for whom the daily routine without him was normal.

Even if she is, she says it's not 'Emilia'.

They learned that even though their personality was identical to that of self, if their memories disappeared, they would become different people, and Emilia returned to her routine after several interviews with the circumstances and a doctor's diagnosis.

I began to be interested in 'Irene', who was called Chairman, only because I questioned her in such a trivial act of everyday life.

If I hadn't questioned that - Emilia would never have recognized him in her entire life.

Intentionally and cleverly hidden. Besides, I didn't realize.

"... what you know doesn't always make you happy... yeah, I don't know whose word it is... right. Better not know, I was... happy,"

Still, Emilia found out.

It's all about her, her reason for action, her existential significance - and for him, it was.

"... I want to know. I want to know you… no matter what cruel truth is hidden there, I'll get to you."

I'm sure he will, too.

So solidified her determination, Emilia nodded forcefully, and rose up in temper.

"All right! If you decide so, you only have action!... but what do I do...?

There are three major obstacles to Emilia's action.

Perimeter human obstruction, Emilia's awareness, and overwhelming lack of information.

"... there's only one person who can't hide and act, and ask the people in the agency and they won't answer..."

Emilia slapped her hand at the figure of a student who was past the back of her brain,

"I have very little contact with me and no contact with the Chairman. If there's no point or reason to hide it, it's not hostile or on my side... yeah, I'm good! First of all, secretly with the person... see you, you don't seem to..."

Recall who the student is and where he stands, and dismiss the proposal early.

"... but there's no one there that could possibly be... and then we have to figure out how to meet."

Emilia opens her closet trying to change out of her uniform, figuring out a few ways around the corner of her head.

I couldn't fit it together. I took out the piece and the cardigan appropriately, hanging the jacket on the hanger.

"... the most important thing is to send in a letter, right? If you ask me to reveal my identity and purpose, I won't have to put in a weird exploration, but on the other hand, they'll know I'm about to ask about the chairman, and someone might tell me."

That's the most important thing to avoid for Emilia, who wants to gather information about the chairman secretly without worrying about Egna and Ehmia and other loved ones.

Then how can we benefit both Emilia and her opponents?

I'm not very good at turning these schemes around, Emilia, but shaking my head without them and making me think over and over again, thinking about what would happen if I actually tried,

"... ugh. Is this the best...?

Having created a proposal that seemed convincing and likely to have a high chance of success, Emilia unwraps the strings that had tied her hair at the end and then combs her hair lightly, diving into her cot in a luxurious manner.

"Puha... I'm tired..."

With the illusion that you're extra tired because you used a head that you don't normally use, you roll over the cot to show fatigue and laziness all over your body.

"... this is all I'm so tired of, but Senior Rose and... the chairman worked out a ploy every day to execute it..."

I wasn't willing to give up until I didn't stick to my position with Rose the Ambitious, Chairman.

We devise various measures to kick him down, and we defeat them and counteract them.

Being made to realize that they were fighting in a whirlpool of such conspiracy, competition and hatred, Emilia sighed with respect that she could not emulate the day after day as if they were on the battlefield and never seemed to rest for a moment.

"... even among my companions, yeah... among the enemies pretending to be companions, that's how they fought. I wonder what I was being raised by such a" he "..."

I'm on your side no matter what. Emilia, who kept foolishly executing those words and was left behind.

No, Emilia didn't realize that the routine had changed because it wasn't even supposed to be true.

I didn't give Emilia the hang-up to notice, and Emilia didn't do anything to notice.

So now I'm moving to find out.

temporarily silenced by such stupidity and powerlessness of himself,

"... Still, I want to know and I should know"

Emilia's innate temperament and personality, which she continued to have even when she lost her memory, did not allow her to look and pretend not to see.

Still, I can easily predict and laugh, meditating on my eyes and imagining an exchange with the Chairman that would have been repeated in the past, that it must have been something that looked like a one-way street.

Still, even with that one-way thought, “she” must have been happy.

I wonder if “he” had been saved by the thought and the dedication all the way.

Otherwise, the answer wouldn't have come back.

Remembering the twin words that Emilia returned to that question she asked just before she broke up, Emilia whines as if to declare toward a sword that lacked care.

"... never, never give up. Whatever happens, I'm coming to you again."

So, wait, wait.

For this reason, Emilia, who began to act quickly, rises to prepare herself for breaking through the first gate and removes the blank paper from the desk drawer.

"Hey, Eña, Eña"

Worried about what to start with, Emilia proceeded with the work remembering it, inquiring with a fuzzy question.

This is what Emilia asked the twins, who looked back in wonder at the front door of the dorm, where she arrived without ever touching the chairman.

"- What was Emilia like to Irene?

It was a pure question.

She misses him so much before she loses her memory, and even if she loses him, she misses him.

But what about him?

I didn't mean to be unholy, I didn't mean to be aggressive, I didn't mean to leave you alone. Just forgive me to be there, care for her for something, but I won't get involved.

Such a contradictory and vague relationship is what are the hidden emotions there?

That's what Emilia wanted to ask.

Eña and Eña said with a sad, nostalgic grin somewhere after facing each other and tilting their necks like trouble.

"... for Emilia, as Senior Irene was an important childhood tame -"

"- Even for Senior Irene, I think Emilia was an important childhood tamer"

'Otherwise, I can't explain... the relationship between you two'

'Even if you want to truncate it, you can't truncate it. Maybe that's Emilia... and at the same time, she was a darling.'

Most of all, I don't know where it really is.

Yes. The two people I left at the breakup looked lonely but laughed happily.

Emilia found out she was happy that Emilia was as obsessed with the chairman as she was before.

That's why Emilia made up her mind.

It was everything to her, it was everything to him, trying to find out about that past.

"... that's what I can do right now."

I knew the sad reality so much that I wanted to cry, and yet Emilia turned to the future.