Senpensekai no Madoushoshi

Section IX To Be Special

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Mr. Griddiz is walking next to Mr. Rose.

Is there four or five of them around it? A student of the same age surrounds him and speaks to Mr. Rosé definitely.

Mr. Rosé is smiled at by each of them and tells them something. Come. But I don't even know what we're talking about at this distance.

It just conveyed that you seem to be having fun.

"... hey, what? You're not going to go talk to him? The usual you would run over like a dog with your tail shaking."

Laplice looks up at me wondering.

It's not always convenient to see something far away.

I learned today that being able to see clearly sometimes makes my mind moist the other way around.

I put my hand on the glasses I was wearing and tried to take them off. Then Mr. Griediz, not Mr. Rose, noticed this way.

She looked at me and immediately glanced back at Mr. Rosé. And as if to show off, I stuck to Mr. Rose's arm.

Mr. Rose was surprised by Mr. Griddiz, who suddenly stuck around, but he didn't shake that arm off.

She was kind everywhere and equal everywhere. That's the same smile I'm pointing at the other girls. I pointed that at Mr. Griddiz, too.

The night there was a magic internship. I am telling Mr Rosé what happened with Mr Griddiz.

Yet Mr. Rose is close to Mr. Griddiz. I'm shocked by that, kind of...

"Oh, he's gone. What, what's up? I've been quiet for a while now."

"Iri, you look pale, but are you okay?

"Oh, yeah, I'm fine. You just seem to enjoy it, and I thought I'd bother to give you some water... 'Cause that's all."

- That's what I had in mind, like Mr. Rosé betrayed me.

That night.

When I finished dinner and headed for the bath, I was alone with Mr. Rosé in the hallway of the castle.

As usual, I was walking next to Mr. Rosé, and that sight I saw at lunch today was stuck in my head.

"I'm Ritzereich, but you seem to be prolonging your discussions with the King."

"Yeah, that's right. When a gnome breaks out in the basement and there may be more than that, we have to be cautious."

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The conversation breaks and the silence lies.

There were times like this when I was alone with Mr. Rosé.

Until now I felt comfortable with it and didn't dare do anything to look for a topic. But now this silence is kind of... heavy.

I hear music from somewhere, but I'm not in the mood to enjoy it either.

"May I help you?

Mr. Rosé knew or didn't know what was in my heart like that, and he was so annoyed.

- Put a smile on (...) of (...) as well.

"Yes, no... it's nothing"

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I thought I was special. That's actually not true...

'What if it was something very ordinary, like it could be directed at anyone?

I would have made a terrible mistake.

Love yourself, even ask for a date. I unnecessarily danced because I got it, and I fell even more proud of it......

And now, knowing it wasn't, I feel hurt on my own, betrayed on my own.

What a pain in the ass I am. Would I have been such a lousy person?

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No, I'm not.

"Mr. Iris?

Rosé is surprised because I suddenly looked up when I was lying down.

I was pulled around by Micaña from my childhood, and every once in a while I was charged with a single stick of prank.

Being angry is like being on a mountain. Because of that, I couldn't make friends other than Micaña, and the other kids kept me in a village eight-minute state.

I grew up in such a harsh environment, so I can't fall for much of what they say I hate.

Wherever it was the wind blowing in front of me, whether I was bragging or blaming myself for this sight.

So it doesn't suit me like that.

I like toslin.

I like Carol.

I like Saluena.

I like Laplice, too, of course.

What do you do with me that I deny that I love Mr. Rosé?

If you want to be someone else's special, you can't just think about it, it's something that even that Micaña knows.

The only place I respect Micaña.

That's that aggressiveness.

If you want to be special, you don't have any hesitation in asserting yourself.

"Mr. Rose, Mr. Rose. I'll wash your hair today."

"Oh, is that good?

"Of course it is. I haven't had a bath with you lately. I'll make you shiny today."

"Hehe, shall we wash it up now?"

"Ha."

I replied well and hugged Mr. Rosé in his arms.

I am greedy.

I don't know if I'm gonna say it myself, but it's pretty sweet.

I want Sarah not to take a sweet look at my appetite for exclusivity, which I grew up much spoiled by.

If you want to take it from me, I'll fight.

This place within Mr. Rosé's reach is where I am.