Small farmers dominate the deserted island

Chen Xiaoyu's courage is really not as big as before. He is used to seeing life and death and watching his comrades die. How could his courage be as big as before, but it made him less courageous.

Because there is no one who is not afraid of death. Who wants to leave their relatives, who wants to die like this, with better opportunities, why choose a job that is likely to die at any time?

Chen Xiaoyu thought of this, and now leaning on the riverside fence, he heard that the two groups not far away were still scolding. It seemed that there was no problem to solve.

The number of onlookers is still increasing, and the arrogance seems to be getting more and more arrogant, but Chen Xiaoyu doesn't feel anxious. This guy is because he was eating.

It's not a big deal to get a fight after being looked at by the other party. If one party can handle the problem calmly, it shouldn't fight.

And Chen Xiaoyu also knew that 10 minutes had passed, and they hadn't taken any action, so his heart was more at ease, he didn't want to see anyone hurt, after all, his identity was special now.

It is impossible for him to ignore this situation, but Chen Xiaoyu has not taken action now, because he feels that it is not necessary for the time being, and there is no conflict between the two parties.

It’s not a big deal if I’m just cursing. If I intervene now, I feel boring. Let’s see how long they will be deadlocked.

Yu Shuichun now looks at Chen Xiaoyu and knows what he said just now, which makes her heartache and makes her heart tangled.

Because he felt that Chen Xiaoyu said so. It seems that when he was performing the task, he watched his teammates die and the blood of his teammates drained. How could he not be timid, how could he not be entangled?

After all, I know that Chen Xiaoyu was also powerless at the time. If he had a little way, how could he watch his teammate die? He can finally think about the problem in another way.

Yu Shuichun also understood better in his heart, and Chen Xiaoyu also understood after several years of experience that his job is more difficult and at the same time dangerous.

At any time, like a teammate, it is in the hands of the enemy, there is no bones left at all, it is too normal, now facing the constant noise of two groups of young people.

Chen Xiaoyu was so worried. It seemed that he was under a lot of pressure. He didn't want to see bloody scenes happening again. Yu Shuichun thought about this at this moment, looked at Chen Xiaoyu, and said to him.

"What you said can understand you. The two of us have been in a relationship for so many years. From high school to high school, after going to college, we are classmates. We understand each other. So now I can understand his feelings, but now you say this What's the use? You said you have become cold-blooded."

"Have you become cold-blooded? You just become calmer and more assertive, because you see too many things like this, you watch the enemy die, watch the enemy fall by your side, and watch When your teammates keep falling down, blood flow and liver death, how can you not be tangled, how can you not be scared?"

"You are not a god, you are not a saint, and you can't be so courageous. You often see such situations and often see such pictures. You will also become less courageous. You don't have the same ambitions you originally had ."

After Yu Shuichun finished saying this sentence, he kept looking at Chen Xiaoyu in front of him, and knew that he was not in a good mood today, which might be the reason for Xu Jingchang's life.

It made him feel a little depressed, maybe he didn't want to see his relatives just like this, let alone watch the comrades around him fall like this.

So for him these two years have been a big blow. No wonder he was suddenly shaken at his job and wanted to change jobs. After all, he often experiences such things, so anyone who mixes with him will have this idea.

Because Yu Shuichun knows that if a person is alive, if there is no life and face such danger every day, then what is the meaning of being alive?

Maybe one day I left this world and I don’t know what happened. It’s too weird to have such a problem, so Yu Shuichun feels that people should do what they want to do when they are alive. Don’t do such dangerous work every day. .

Chen Xiaoyu should think about his future, and he can't go around like this one day, even though this is his dream and his wish, he has come true.

But now that I have a home, how could it be the same as when I was alone before? Always change something. After Yu Shuichun finished saying these things, his eyes were full of worry.

Because he didn't want Chen Xiaoyu to be worried every day. Although they hadn't seen each other for a long time, they were worried about each other. Yu Shuichun also knew that he didn't have time to contact him before.

I don't have time to meet him, and I am usually very busy. If Yu Shuichun hadn't dealt with all the business in other places, how could he have time to return to his hometown?

So now he feels that he is still more stable in his hometown. In this case, he is closer to his parents and at the same time closer to his friends and classmates.

Chen Xiaoyu now also knows that what Yu Shuichun said is correct, but sometimes he thinks it is easy to change jobs.

But it is still a bit difficult for him, because now this job has a sacred mission for him, but now he also understands in his heart that this dangerous job is not suitable for him.

He now has a lot of life pressures and a lot of things to face. If he often leaves home and his wife's side when performing tasks, it will take more than half a year, or more than a year.

The duration of each mission is uncertain. Chen Xiaoyu feels that he should really think about how he wants to live. He now looks at Yu Shuichun and says to him.

"Yes, I am indeed not as bold as before. I remember when I first entered the society, I just joined this job. I felt very strong and very brave. What happened and what was dangerous? I don’t feel scared, and I’ve never felt scared, every time I perform a task."

"I don’t know how to write the word fear, but now it’s getting older year after year, and this year is more. On the contrary, I feel that every time I perform a task is particularly scary, I am particularly worried. I am also worried that the comrades-in-arms will die in the hands of others. Such questions often linger in my mind."

After Chen Xiaoyu finished saying this sentence, he suddenly felt that he really didn't have the kind of fighting strength that he used to, maybe because he was older.