"I don't want to be their leader. It's too boring. I command battles every day, even though I don't have to work hard, and I don't need to participate in the battle myself, but the mental work is not light. I still have to think about it.

Chen Xiaoyu is now lying in bed and thinking in his heart. It seems that this job is really about to give up, but he feels that he really doesn't want to be a leader if he wants to have this idea.

I can really be a leader in a few years, and he has already succeeded a long time ago, but now Chen Xiaoyu only wants to participate in the battle, but now the battle is so dangerous that he is unable to do so.

But now Chen Xiaoyu knows that this job is very important to him. At that time, it was his dream and dedication. He finally succeeded. He was admitted to the case-handling agency and entered this school.

So after a lot of hard work and battle, his abilities are getting stronger and stronger, so now Chen Xiaoyu knows that he has a strong kung fu. If he doesn’t perform the task and doesn’t catch the bad guys, wouldn’t it be a waste, but now he also knows what old friends say That's right.

He can open a martial arts gym and pass this kung fu to some people who need help. They want to become stronger. They may learn these kung fu better through their own efforts, and they will also contribute to society in the future. Not contributing.

So now Chen Xiaoyu is also thinking about it. It seems that some things are either right or right, and his life has changed a lot now. If he doesn't live in another way, this kind of life is not what he wants at all.

Chen Xiaoyu is now clear in his heart that even if he is unable to hold on to it for the time being, after all, he has not quit the job, and he has not withdrawn, and he has not discussed this issue with the leader. So now Chen Xiaoyu feels that the leadership is not easy to pass.

The leader attaches great importance to himself and regards himself as his expectation as his leader. If he makes such a request one day, then the leader will be surprised and will grasp himself and not let go.

He thinks it is also a difficult hurdle, so Chen Xiaoyu thinks that since it is difficult, he must go through it. Anyway, if he really decides that he does not want to participate in this job, he no longer wants to perform any tasks and does not want this risk.

Then he will definitely try his best to give up this job, and now Chen Xiaoyu knows how the leader can stay.

Then your own life is important. If you don't have this life, like Liu Zhijun, how can you continue to live?

Let alone performing tasks, even if he is well and has no chance to live, Chen Xiaoyu doesn't want to let himself become like this.

So now he is thinking in his heart, no matter what, just do what he wants. If he is like this every day, how can he face it properly?How can you let yourself become plain?

If these people always choose these vigorous careers, then the family will follow the worrying family, and it is impossible for Chen Xiaoyu to be happy.

In fact, he has been considering long-term and thorough consideration, because Chen Xiaoyu knows that his heart is quite ordinary, but also quite plain.

Because he hopes to become stronger through his own efforts, and to become more decent through his own ability, but now this decent.

Chen Xiaoyu felt a lot of pressure on himself, and at the same time made himself a little breathless, yes, now thinking about this, I also feel that time has passed a little bit, he looked at the time, it is now 7:30, and he has been tangled directly in bed. The problem with this job.

It seems that I can stabilize his condition before talking about it, but since I want to eat, can I wait?Do you report it tomorrow?So Chen Xiaoyu thought of this question in his heart.

"My God, I can't hesitate anymore. If you hesitate so much, I will never quit this job. I will do it forever. I will only have to wait until I look like Liu Zhijun and be killed by the enemy before I regret it. Up."

"So now I don't want to have such consequences. Since there are lessons from the past, I must learn from experience. I can choose another life. Why am I always like this? Now I can't hesitate anymore."

"It seems that I have to be certain. I have already figured it out. I have already determined that I don't want to participate in this job. Do you want to quit? Why is it shaken today? Don't you want to face this job every day? This kind of danger is eliminated by the enemy at any time, and this job is not done by humans."

Chen Xiaoyu is now lying on the bed and talking to himself like this, because he feels like he is about to collapse. Originally, his original dream was to like this job, why suddenly he wanted to give up so reluctant.

Because he feels that now he has a family and he thinks about his family, and he doesn't want to see Liu Zhijun die in the hands of the enemy, so Chen Xiaoyu feels that he should think about his future life while he is not dead.

You can't always hesitate like this, and you usually do things more decisively. I never hesitate to cut the mess with a quick knife. Why do I always push back and forth on this issue? Why don't I want to give up this job?Although this job is more sacred.

It's also my dream, fulfilling my childhood wish, but what's the use?If one day he really died outside, all his dreams would be zero, so Chen Xiaoyu knew better in his heart.

At this moment, he also knew that he was going to the hospital to accompany Xu Jingchang later, and Xu Jingchang still hadn't woken up now, otherwise his wife would call and tell him.

Chen Xiaoyu now feels that he can't lie down anymore.

It’s already past 8 o’clock, so hurry up and go to the hospital. At this moment, he got up and put on a coat and drove directly to the hospital. At this moment, he came to the ward and looked at Xu Yuan. Now he is sitting close by the bed. Eyes, and Xu Jingchang is still sleeping now.

Chen Xiaoyu is now standing at the door of the ward, watching and knowing that the door is closed now, and Xu Yuan may not have slept much this night.

Otherwise, why would he leaned on the bed and closed his eyes just after 8 o'clock, and now Xu Jingchang has not woke up this night.

Chen Xiaoyu now sees that the time has not passed 20 hours, it is normal that he has not woken up, and now Chen Xiaoyu feels that he opened the door to enter, or is he at the door?

He was just thinking in his heart, a little worried. At this moment, he felt that he should come to the surgery and go to the doctor.