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I can’t keep Chen Xiaoyu anymore. I really want to lose a good staff like Chen Xiaoyu, so Lei Jingyu feels that once again a strong teammate and a capable cadre are missing from the case-handling agency, which is really a pity. .

Lei Jingyu's mood is really complicated now, and it is very sad.It's just that as a leader, he is still relatively strong. He can only show strength now. He feels that even if he is weak and incompetent, what is the use?

If Chen Xiaoyu decides, then let himself kneel down. He may not be able to change the decision. Besides, Lei Jingyu thinks how can he kneel as a leader? In order to save a capable case handler, should he kneel down? .

But Lei Jingyu knows to kneel, Chen Xiaoyu has already decided, and it is impossible to waver at his thoughts, Lei Jingyu is just giving it a try now.

Chen Xiaoyu is now smoking a cigarette while lowering his head, because he feels as if he dare not look up at this moment, dare not look at Lei Jingyu's gaze.

After all, he felt that the gaze of the leader of this department was too sharp, as if one glance would shake his thoughts. Chen Xiaoyu didn't know why he became so timid at this moment.

I usually feel quite open when facing Lei Jingyu, but at this moment I always feel shameless to face it, maybe because of my conscience, I always feel that I suddenly resigned and want to leave the case handling agency.

I feel a little sorry for the trust of the leader, and I also feel sorry for the cultivation of the country. Chen Xiaoyu felt that there was no obstacle on the way, and there was no hindrance that he had been walking down hard. He never thought that one day he would leave this sacred profession. I never thought that one day I would give up this dream.

So Chen Xiaoyu suddenly felt that all this was really going to be given up, and he really felt reluctant, but for his family, for himself, and the other half for the future children.

He now has to make such a decision in advance, and now he knows that he will cut the mess with a sharp knife. If he does not decide now, he will regret it one day in the future or leave the world. Even if he is lucky, he will become injured. What's the point of regretting a disabled person?

Although Lei Jingyu was reluctant to resign himself, Chen Xiaoyu was reluctant to leave. For Lei Jingyu, he was a little unable to explain, but Chen Xiaoyu knew that it was normal for him to resign. He had the right to resign regardless of whether he was selfish or not.

It's just that Chen Xiaoyu feels particularly difficult now. At this moment, he feels like he is roasting on the fire. He is fidgeting. Facing Lei Jingyu, he always feels a little guilty and doesn't know why he thinks like this.

In the face of Lei Jingyu's sacred and solemnity, he has always worked hard. The organs are struggling to handle the case, and he is working for people's happiness. Therefore, he is relatively great. Chen Xiaoyu feels that he is not that great now.

For the sake of her small family, she can only give up the big family, but now Chen Xiaoyu knows that she does not want to be shaken, nor does she want to make herself so great.

If you want to make yourself great, you can only make your family suffer. At the same time, you feel anxious in your heart. Faced with such a dangerous job every day is not what Chen Xiaoyu wants.

At this moment, Chen Xiaoyu thought of telling himself in his heart that he can't be such a solemn promise. Now that he has made up his mind, since he has come to the case handling agency, he has come to Lei Jingyu's office to make such a request.

Now that Lei Jingyu has a preparation, Chen Xiaoyu feels that he has to strike while the iron is hot. He has not changed his mind now, so now he does not want to wait for two more days or give Lei Jingyu time to consider, so he has just responded. .

After all, Chen Xiaoyu understands that since he has made such preparations, why should he waver?Now I just want to live a normal life. Is it wrong?

After taking a few deep cigarettes, Chen Xiaoyu pinched the cigarettes out, and looked up at Lei Jingyu and said to him.

"Leader, I know that I am sorry for you, I feel as if I am a little embarrassed to face you, but now I can only do this for my normal life. I can't let my family follow me in fear, and now my father-in-law is sick No one is taking care of me at all. The tumors of pregnant women are not known to be benign and malignant."

"So my daughter-in-law is in the hospital now, crying and crying. It really makes me feel sad. I just thought that one day I became a pregnant woman and got injured or left the world. How should my daughter-in-law live? Ah, at that time I already had children, how would they live, how would they face life without a father, and how would they bear it."

Now that Lei Jingyu heard Chen Xiaoyu speaking, sitting in a chair, he felt that what he was saying was more real, and he was more important to this family now, and he was like this to the case-handling agency in front of him.

But now Lei Jingyu feels that he must choose between the two. Lei Jingyu now feels that Chen Xiaoyu's choice is full of blood. It is understandable that he gave up the organization and gave up the job.

He felt that he was not selfish, he was just living a normal life, which made him feel that he had chosen the right thing, but Lei Jingyu felt a little pity, and some were reluctant to give up on him.

But in fact, he felt that what he had said was right, but he always felt particularly reluctant and sad in his heart. He had never experienced this kind of feeling before. Lei Jingyu now feels that Chen Xiaoyu is also quite embarrassed. He emphasizes feelings and loyalty.

Now that he has made such a decision, everyone knows that he will not change, and it seems that he does not need to stay. Lei Jingyu has not spoken now, looking at Chen Xiaoyu quietly, and feeling that the expression on his face is rather embarrassing. At the same time, I am reluctant to bear this job.

Lei Jingyu was sitting on the chair at the moment, with a plain expression on his face, and his eyes were full of dismay. After all, as an experienced leader, he could not help but face such a problem.

He also knew that he had experienced too much before, and he had faced even Chen Xiaoyu's choices before, and he personally took his teammates to perform tasks.

In the face of such danger, he can also understand the thoughts in Chen Xiaoyu's heart, and better understand what it feels like every time he sees his teammates die while performing a task.