South Wind Knows My Mood
Chapter 45 like a dog
Out of the ward, under the building, walk on the street, when the sun sprinkles, Xu Nang feels, and the weather will warm.
I didn't think about the consequences of this, but she did not expect that Lu Xizhou's reaction would be so fierce.
The reason is what she doesn't know.
But she knows that this situation will never continue, she will rescue him from the darkness of the dark, just like the original, holding her step by step, step out of the dark .
Will not wait too long.
She will accompany him.
For a long time, she has a long to spit out a breath, the spirit of vain, and go out along the hospital.
There is a bank near the hospital.
I just finished the hospital fee, she didn't have a cash.
There is nearly 150,000 in Kari, which is a born.
There are more places that have been used in the future.
Listening to the doctor, I will have a good new medicine, and the price is not. She wants to give him try.
Sorry, Xu Nanfeng takes 30,000 pieces, and carefully puts into the bag.
Slowly swallowed into the supermarket, I bought some living supplies that were hospitalized, and I went back.
In the ward.
I don't know how long, Lu Xizhou drilled out the quilt, and his eyes were red.
Very effort to hide.
But still told her to see his laughter look, poorly like a clown that is taking a beam on the stage.
If you can, then at this moment, he hopes that he is completely disappearing in this world, completely disappearing in front of her eyes.
It can be biased, he can't disappear, he has to live.
He still has Lu Qi.
He has to suffer, desperate, always live.
He closed his eyes, his hands were in his own thigh, those tears, all flowed back.
I don't know how long, exhausted, sleep.
When Xu Nanyu returned to the ward, Xu Soutan was refused to fall asleep.
Black short hair, white quilt, appeared quiet and weak.
She never thought that one day, weakness would appear on Lu Xizhou.
Some mental mouth pain in the mouth.
She looked at the lips, laying down, putting the things in my hand.
I didn't dare to accuse him, sit down on the bed, my face is on the arm, quietly look at him.
Quiet air, only the faint wind outside the window.
She accidentally relaxed, somehow, she slept with him.
When you open your eyes, the sky is near dusk.
She went out to buy.
When I was coming back, Lu Xizhou had woke up.
He looked at the ceiling, a pair of eyes did not focus.
She dismantled the lunch box, softly: "Eat."
He didn't hear it, and his eyes did not move.
Until, Xu Nanfeng explored, put the bed in half slightly, showing the inclined corner, took the pillow, ready to go to his waist, he is like returning to God, hiding.
Xu Nanfeng moved a moment, very fast, continued, forcibly put the pillow to his waist.
Feeding.
He does not make a mouth.
Xu Nanfeng used a previous method, but he raised his hand and died to cover his mouth.
How much is his strength?
The same is the same as the paper.
Xu Nanfeng is slightly hard, and it will be pulled.
Lu Xizhou went to struggle, she almost pressed the whole body over, put him on the wall with shoulders, she looked at him, shining: "You have to eat, don't blame me for rude."
I have fallen, Xu Nanfeng opened his teeth, put the spoon into his mouth.
Lu Xizhou struggled, rice sprinkled out from his mouth, and it was everywhere.
Xu Nanfeng's eyes did not blink, a spoonful of feeding.
Stubborn terrible.
After a long time, Lu Xizhou took it on the wall and did not move.
Shun comes like inflatable, doll, let her put the rice, send it into his mouth.
This process is suffering, but it is finally, Lu Xizhou has a meal.
Don't eat, the body will always be fine.
With a strong, she can't do it.
After eating, she deeds the dinner of the bed, and goes to the rest room to change the clothes, then take off the dirty clothes on Lu Xizhou.
The whole process, he is quiet and terrible.
That is a desperate to defeat in the bones.
He has no future will.
No one helped him, he shrunk himself in the dark cottage, no one can go in.
The only one can save him, only himself.
And the only thing she could do, but only didn't have happened as this thing, with a normal attitude, facing him.
Don't have compassion, don't have sympathy.
Like him like a normal patient, treat him.
Only he realized that she didn't deliberate him, he could face her.
He can, accept her, willing to work with her, let himself get better.
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Shortly after dinner, I woke up for nearly three days, there is a little feeling.
Xu Nanfeng washed him in the washroom at this time.
He pressed the bell and quietly waited for the nurse.
After a while, the nurse is coming.
It is a nursing nurse for 34 years old.
This kind of thing, the new little nurse does not do.
Lu Xizhou can't go to bed, eat and drink, everything is done in bed, the nurse brows the bed, and the Lu Xizhou is half-lie in half, and then a pillow in his waist.
It is necessary to open the quilt to give him the panties to pull down, the door to the toilet, was pushed away, Xu Nanfeng saw that the nurse seems to be in the abdomen of the Lu Xizhou, and the hand is up and down.
She slightly.
"this is……"
"Hey, the patient is going to solve, you are his family, otherwise, come." The nurse donned, and smiled and smiled.
Some patients will mind that nurses will take care of the nurse. In general, the patient's family is here, this kind of thing is made by the patient's family.
but……
It seems that it is ashamed.
After all, it is necessary to see somewhere in Lucy, which is not described.
But this kind of thing can't have trouble every time, she is always going to learn.
Moreover, she should put a flat mind, put Lu Xizhou as a patient, not, anything else.
Only she is calm, Lu Xizhou can calmly.
I thought about it for a while, Xu Nanfeng opened his face and slowed down: "Okay."
"I don't." Lu Xizhou finally said the first sentence since tonight.
However, no one will pay attention to him.
Nurses see this scene, many patients, do not want their families to see their most unbearable side.
It is time for time, always habits.
The bed is convenient for such patients, and the design of the placed toilet can be placed on the bed.
Under the guidance of the nurse, Xu Nanfeng installed the toilet.
The nurse is famous, and it is retired.
Xu Nanfeng took the cuffs and got down and went to the Lu Xizhou underwear.
In the end, there have been three years of living, and I have seen it.
Xu Nanfeng can be in this moment, not afraid, face does not change color, pretend very calm to do.
On the other hand, it is struggling under the bumper of the bed, under the sin of Xu Nanfeng, in the hands of Xu Nanfeng's sin, and there is a kind of hidden woman who is never.
Now, it is also afraid that there is only this kind of thing to ask him to have a trace of resistance.
However, in the end, the body is weak, struggling a few times, breathing is like to drive the cranes at any time.
Xu Nanfeng was at this moment, forcibly pulling his underwear, and pulled the quilt to cover him, this wiped a forehead sweat: "Don't struggle in the future, no righteous results."
Lu Xizhou did not look at her, only cold and cold: "Go out."
Xu Nanfeng estimated that she looked at him and did not solve it.
Two hands in the pocket, go out, leave a sentence before leaving: "Well, call me."
She left, Lu Xizhou piral in the hospital bed, full of sweat looking at the ceiling, wolf to the extreme.
He can't imagine, so long, he has to take care of Xu Nanfeng.
Her good year, this is consumed by his waste.
what is this?
Half, he covered his eyes with his hand, and the shoulders were slightly shaking.
Why, didn't the explosion killed him?
Why, let him live?
Like a dog, poor living?
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From that day, Xu Nanfeng found the correct way to serve Lu Xicai to eat and drink.
Before his body is getting better, this method simply tries to not try.
A few days ago, Lu Xizhou always had to struggle so much, to express his resistance, time long, he did not struggle, she fed him to eat, his machine's mouth, she waited for him to pull, he was actions .
I ate my sleep every day, I slept, when I was awake, I walked up the ceiling, the ceiling was tired of the neck.
She occasionally speaking with him, but he never responded.
Xu Nanfeng is not discouraged, and the comfortableness of him is serving him every day.
The days are so late.
But just a week, a big event, a big waves in A, broke the existing calm.
That is a noon, Xu Nanfeng went out to buy rice, when he came back, found a hundred people in the hospital.
Who is there.
There is a famous brand, there is a wearing place, and wearing a tool.
The only thing they are between them, probably everyone has a banner in each person, and the white banner is a big word, red is like blood, conspicuous.
what happened?
She walked into the words on those banners.
[Black Heart Board, also my family!
[Killing, blood bond blood!
[I don't pay attention to debts, I will make up!
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The words such as this are endless.
After those people around, she heard the sound of noisy and indignation.
"You have a dressed in Lucy, you are selling ..."
"Why is it dead not you? My poor daughter!"
"Don't think that it is nothing to hide here, you have a turtle!"
"Xin Xin has worked for a few months, and the wages of a penny have not been received. My wife's surgical money can't afford it. I have to die in the hospital, the surname, you are still people!"
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