1.
The Duke of the Valley Lily is standing in the hallway of the night.
Behind her is a huge mirror.
A full-length mirror.
Smooth and clean.
The Moonlight shines only on the mirror with an eternal straight back. The reflection of the mirror was all of a point of moonlight and a strand of hair, so the Duke of Silver Lily's spirit was like an island standing alone in a dark sea.
“There's no words. ”
"......."
“It is a face of difficulty. You have a clear face. It reads well at night. I know this is [1st] just by looking at my face. ”
Number one?
Earlier, my heart trembled with anxiety. I still do. Why does the Lily Infant have a friendly tone with me?
A cruel and cold sword for all. The month of the Ivan family.
There's no reason for her to be kind to me... as a servant of the Golden Hawk Lady.
I will not.
“... I didn't know what to say, so I stopped. If I have been rude, please forgive me. Little Duke, is this... a dream? Did the Peacock, too, appear in my dream? ”
In my words, the reaction that I saw was a very strange expression. The smile on her mouth felt like a scar somehow.
“That's an interesting question. Yes, your dreams have devoured my life. Now I know that love is about giving your life to someone else's dream. ”
I wonder what that means.
“I will be your dream, you will be my life, and we call it love to exchange dreams and lives with each other. ”
What does it mean?
I didn't know what that meant. There were many other things I didn't know.
One of the things he didn't know was that Silver Lily's infant explained it just as she had a hideous smile.
“But I didn't ask you that romantically. I'll give you a serious answer. If you're worried about the servants being invisible, don't worry. I was bitten. ”
“Why..."
“And I warn you, Don't ever call me Peacock on that lips again."
Lilies smiled.
“I will cut out your heart and kill you. ”
"......."
I don't understand.
Just now, the Duke of Silver Lily had a life for me. It was never a lie. She was not bluffing. If I call her "The Peacock" one more time, I'm sure her rapier will pierce my heart.
I will.
"Why?"
Why is it that the Duke's life is not cold to me, nor is this cozy to me?
How comfortable could a declaration of killing someone be?
“Come here. ”
Her voice called to me like a gesture of hand. I couldn't resist. Approaching the Duke of Silver Lily, she pointed at me in a full-length mirror. “What do you see? ”
“…… I can see the spirit standing next to me. ”
“And?”
"The dark corridor... The moonlight barely shined. I can barely see anything except for infancy and me. It's all buried in darkness. ”
"And?”
The Duke asked. It was strange. She was asking for a different answer. As if I still had something to see in the mirror. But what more could be reflected in the mirror?
“And what else do you see? ”
"......."
“Don't hide it, tell it. ”
I decided to look into the mirror a little harder. I narrowed my eyebrows and frowned. However, what seemed to be the case was Dongsoo.
‘I see only darkness. especially with the red eyes.... ’
It was that moment. Tsk! The headache hit me hard.
There were words I didn't understand before my eyes.
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“Oops, ugh…?! ”
The nausea was intense.
- Kim
It's for sale!]
Reflexively, I wrapped my neck in my hands. I felt a sore throat for a moment, but I didn't know why.
I thought of something else, because I had to let go of the unknown.
‘Glad my insides are empty. ’
You didn't induce vomiting. Vomiting in front of the Duke of Vancia's hostile daughter was horrible. I desperately swallowed nausea.
The baby lily was bold.
“What do you see?" I asked. ”
Such a cold person.
The bitterness spread from the tip of my tongue.
“I see... strange letters. And the voices... the strange voices... I don't know. ”
“The voice.”
Lilies smiled very slightly at what she said. This smile was more like a smile than the previous smile.
“You're being loved. ”
“What do you mean…. ”
“Tell me about the letters. ”
I just stared blankly at her, going straight to the next without explanation. She made her smile dry one day, but she repeats it boldly without any stirring tone.
“I saw some strange letters. Tell me."
“… I can't see very well. I can't even see the full letters... I can only see the letters... Fragments...? ”
“Recite a fragment. ”
“Seung-yeon... Other than that, I can't. Nothing.”
"Hmm."
The Duke of the Valley Lily has his jaw in his mouth.
For some reason, she was pulling back her eyebrows.
“Indeed. Winning is Teacher and Kite is distinct. What's left at the end is just like you. But is the teacher in front of the lover? I get it, but I don't like it. ”
“My lord, there's so much you don't understand. The spiritual soul says that this is not a dream, but what do you want from me? ”
“I want you. ”
“I beg your pardon. I also don't understand..."
“What did you dream? ”
The Duke of Silver Lily cut my words short.
‘Even though she is a rival of the Ivansia-. ’
‘You're the only butler of the Golden Ladyship. ’
‘The Crown Prince is very fond of you. ’
A myriad of thoughts got tangled in my head.
But none of them beat my heart. It just shakes like lost rhythm. It's going to collapse.
“I don't remember very well. But in my dreams..."
Eventually, I got a vibration from my mouth, which obeyed the Duke's question of compassion.
“In a dream.”
“…… The spiritual one shed tears looking at me. ”
Yes, it is.
“I'm in a chair... I'm probably strapped to a chair. Like a rope. I didn't know why I was tied up, but in a splendid room, only the spiritual one looked down at me. ”
Just before I woke up.
Obviously I saw such a scene.
“My heart ached. My heart... was pierced by the blade the Spirit stabbed me with. But I don't think that was it. In my dreams, I......."
“What about you?”
“…… I remember that it was a sinful heart for spirituality. ”
“Yes."
The Duke of the Valley Lily smiled again.
I feel like I'm going to cry just looking at that smile, and my insides are ringing.
“At least I'm glad you know you're sorry. ”
"......."
“Do you know why you have such dreams? ”
“No, I don't know. Not at all…."
“Because that's what I have. ”
Trauma.
“I haven't told you yet. My mother killed herself. ”
What? I'm sorry.
I was shocked and whitened.
“I don't know why she killed herself because it was so childhood. The Duke's wife, the moon of Ivan. A man with that much power and that much talent can end his life on his own. I don't know why, but I remember the words my mother called me and whispered in the last night, and how everyone rested and quietly cremated her death. ”
This one.
This is something I'm not supposed to know. I shouldn't have listened to you. I can't believe there's such a thing hidden in the Duke of Ivanca. A terrible secret, hard to use as a tool of contention.
“But.”
The Duke of Silver Lily looked at me.
“Even that memory didn't become my trauma. ”
"......."
“His Highness gave the Blue Coral Ring to the Golden Hawk today. ”
One step.
The Lily Soul approached me.
“In my past life, I was desperate for it. Or angry. You can say you're jealous and jealous. Everything filled my heart. I picked up the sword from the cursing heart of the world and pressed myself against the mirror. ”
There was no footsteps.
Then I realized she was barefoot.
“But even that is no longer my trauma. ”
Cough.
The foot of my spirit stepped on my shoes.
The light and unexplained weight caught my one foot. I'd back off as much as I wanted, and I'd back off any time I wanted to, but her half weight caught my whole body.
“Ten days that have been repeated like eternity. ”
The hand of infancy approaches.
“My world is drenched in blood and destroyed. The devils who imitated my tongue and lips and mocked me. Everything that once plagued my heart is no longer my trauma. ”
Thin fingers.
“I didn't. ”
Neck.
“From now on, you alone have the right to hurt my heart. ”
Her hands grabbed my neck lightly.
“Even if the most wicked tongue in the world curses for two days, it is no worse than the sigh you cast on me in ignorance. ”
From possession to detection. From the thinnest finger to the thickest finger, I felt every pressure she put on me.
“Even if the most wicked man in the world lashes and whips you, you are no more than a laughingstock to me. Even if there are countless people who can kill my body in this world, you are the only one who can hurt and kill my soul.
I can't breathe.
“So my trauma is already one."
My throat is tightened.
“Young, child..."
“Stupid thing. I warned you wisely. ”
Scar my heart and I'll kill you.
“You. You scarred me. ”
Warm flesh.
The red eyes smile.
“I haven't broken a promise since I was four. Die."
"......,......."
“Die and love me again. ”
I am.
I couldn't resist for some reason.
[You're dead.]
And...
[Reproduce the trauma of the enemy that killed you.]
[The depth of the penalty is medium.]
[Anguido.]
The dream came true.
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I don't want to kill you.
Looking at the man in front of me, Raviel Ivan thought, I don't want to lose it. Raviel Ivansia laughed at himself for how monomaniacal he was.
- Girl, think about it. If you're a princess, you can think of exactly the same thing that comes to mind. The princess is a regretter just like me.
Dangerous man.
Raviel quickly realizes what he's up to. He was determined to be completely immersed in the role of 'Chamberlain’. As such, if you return one day from the 'point of death', you still return to the time before you dedicate your heart to the mirror.
It can turn the board upside down.
‘That's a brilliant idea. ’
It will be a ploy to pierce the tower's breach.
‘The face is gentle, but with which head does this trick come out. ’
It felt good to feel that the man he fell in love with wasn't stupid. Yes, it was very pleasant. Nevertheless, Raviel Ivan opposed it.
- Duke, it's dangerous.
The reason was clear.
- I won't remember you.
He, Raviel Ivansia, does not remember the Duke of Kim.
Even if you go back the day before, and stop your actions to put a sword in the mirror, and thus prevent the everlasting ten days of tragedy from recurring, it is meaningless if you do not remember yourself.
- I don't want to live.
- I want to live with you.
The day I was with you.
For the first time in my life, a full holiday.
All of those memories are who they are now. Once it is gone, it can no longer be Raviel Ivansia.
Do you know, the man in front of you? I never thanked him for escaping the maze like that for ten days.
- It's okay.
Maybe he knew.
- I'll figure something out.
I hate to see you say that.
- Trust me.
-.......
Raviel Ivan is silent.
I was paralyzed by the horror of that word for a moment. Trust me. Trust people for no reason. A few days ago, I regretted myself promising to trust you, even late. But Raviel Ivansia was in desperate need of relief and regret.
‘I believe.’
I trust the man I love. I believe in this man's ability. A man of his choosing. He is his own man. Clearly, he will succeed in persuading the tower [somehow] to return to the day before.
The real problem is then.
'How do we reverse the level of engagement that has gone beyond 90 percent? ’
If he succeeds in retracing the day before, he certainly does not remember himself. Even if you remember, it's just a blur. It is impossible to think specifically about the days spent with you.
'.......'
No, it's not.
‘Wait.'
There is a way.
The way he thought of it, Raviel groaned and moaned again. Evaluation of all imperial venom emanating from her heart grabbed her head. Not for long. Not for long.
Raviel Ivan realized that he was going to do it.
I said,
As such, Raviel Ivanca recounted in his heart the way he thought he would do it.
‘I will kill this man. ’
Trauma.
He confessed almost everything about himself. You let me know. In his ability, there are side effects of peering into the memory of the person who killed him.
‘If only I could make this moment a trauma. ’
He will peek now, the moment he kills himself.
Not your past, but the moment you're thinking about right now.
-.......
If only.
- I can tell him, what I want to say, what I want to give him, everything again.
- He'll come back to me.
- Yes, I am.
Raviel was convinced of his success.
- Since I'm your first son of a bitch, you'll be my last.
Confucius.
- Really, I've made a bad man a lover.
Are you listening?
I'm happy to have you. I don't want to lose you. I don't want to miss my time with you.
You said, 'I will write a diary from today.' You said that to show me all your days. Was that a lie?
You said, "I will learn music." I wish I could hear your music and have a quiet evening. Was that wish true or false?
I want to see your day. I'd like to say goodbye to dinner with you. Your day will certainly make me smile, and the evening with you will be happy. I want your happiness to overlap with my smile.
I don't want to kill you.
I don't want to lose you.
- Are you all right?
- Yes… not yet, not yet… more.
- You want more kisses? What a cliché, my beloved.
Look at me.
Look at you with me.
You are a fool. It is naive. It is a question of how to live with such innocence, but it is also a question of being solved, which is to say, thousands of times I have died.
There are many, many reasons to give up innocence. There are few reasons to defend innocence. I say you are pure, not forsaken for a lot of reasons, but for the reasons that at least protect you.
I love your innocence.
- Are you still okay?
- Raviel…….
Are you afraid you'll lose yourself? Scary.
- I love you, Raviel...
- I know.
It's all right.
- I'll love you even if I'm born again…….
I'm here.
Believe in me, as I believe in you.
Put your trust in me.
- So I'll never forget you. so that I won't forget you even if I die......
- I know.
You alone cannot defend yourself.
I can't protect the world with one person.
But you and I, together, can do anything.
I'm scared, too. I'm afraid to kill you.
Knowing that it will hurt me, I am terribly afraid to approach you.
But my fear does not get in the way of being with you.
Behold.
-... Oh, my God.
Then you tell me who drowned in the butler's role.
- Little Duke.
Wook.
My heart hurts. It hurts.
You are not the Princess, but the Peacock.
- Did you kidnap me?
Unbelievable face. Looking at me with a suspicious face hurts. It is painful to react like someone who has never seen me before.
Even if the Duke of Ivanca's power covers the sky, this is too much. The Golden Hawk lady hates me so much that she threatens me, her servant.
Listen up.
This is the wound you left me.
- Confucius.
Don't forget.
- …… who are you looking for?
Never. Don't forget that even if you die.
- My lover.
The man who gave me his heart.
- I'm a man of my heart.
You're here.
I live in my heart.
- Bye.
-.......
- I'll be waiting for you.
Are you listening?
Can you hear me?
Confucius.
I love you.