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The Black Dragon Juju stares at me.
I said, "What's with the second-hand guy? You gave him a name with a giggle. Gong-ja Kim. Thanks to you, what's going on in my class... ”
In the eyes of the Black Dragon, there was an old contempt.
However, the contempt did not last long. The Black Dragon Master frowns and returns to his expressionless face. The look on your face that wears you out. I thought if I carved a sigh with my face, it would be that expressionless face.
“…… Never mind. I don't want to talk to you about this. It only makes me feel worse when I say it. Shit! If I'd known I was gonna see a bully in high school, I'd have gone to a different school. ”
“You're the captain. I'm responsible for what happens in class. ”
“What am I supposed to do? So I'm responsible? ”
The Black Dragon Juju nags.
“That's amazing. You've been hanging out with students all day. [It is said that Duke Kim repented. Duke Kim has changed his mind.] The teachers were complimenting me in the office. That's great.”
You hear a cold scorn in the black dragon's mouth.
“I hope people like you are comfortable. You can only apologize after hurting someone else, right? Forgive me for apologizing so hard, but that's the end of it. Everything I did was a mistake. Everything I hurt was a joke. ”
"......."
“That's two or three times. What is wrong with you people? Do you have a disease that kills you if you don't make one mistake and play around? Does the world look like a dumpster that accepts your mistakes and a dumpster that accepts your pranks? You contagious bastards. What rubbish... ”
Tsk. The black dragon liquor shuts up.
Again, she stopped just before her emotions became more intense. I looked down at the interior furnace as if it was agitated by the Black Dragon Juice. After climbing up to the rooftop, the Black Dragon Juice has never even looked at killing.
“Captain."
“... Don't do this to me. ”
The Black Dragon Juju mutters.
“Don't bring him with you. Apologize anyway. Admit you're wrong. That's what you're trying to say. I'm not wrong. You did something wrong... ”
“You don't think so. ”
"......."
When the killing took place in the trauma, the school desperately turned away. The classroom used all sorts of tricks to forget about [the incident] and to cover it up.
She sent me that text. Isn't that crazy?
That's right. When I look back, it was a bit strange from the beginning.
Killing is crazy. Strange man.
On the other hand, we are ‘normal’.
Maybe he was just messing around with a bunch of texts that were harassing him. But it was a joke. It was just a momentary deviation. We are still normal because everyone plays a prank and everyone deviates.
Maybe they laughed at him. But it was a mistake. I didn't mean it. I didn't do it because I was serious. I just grew up surrounded by the atmosphere. We did nothing wrong.
"Think carefully about what is important to you.
Yes, sir.
So the classroom pushed one of its classmates away.
Not even suicide, not even death, could lift their guilt.
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I killed you.
Don't forget.
You killed me.
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Except for one person.
The owner of the black dragon did not say yes, teacher. I didn't say.
I just lowered my head silently.
“Don't do this to me..."
Only one bystander remained silent when many perpetrators were clearly mad.
“I did my best. In freshman year, I tried to stop him. Shit.”
And there were hundreds of reasons why people were silent.
“I know all about the stars because of you... You know, this school belongs to the three-wheel institute. Ten board members, Kim Gong-ja, your girlfriend's parents. You didn't know, did you? There's also the chairman of the three-wheel church of the three-way senior citizens. It's my family's church! I see you every weekend! ”
Black Dragon Juice covers your forehead.
“Why do I even need to know about this shit you guys are fighting about? Come on, just... Please, just do it. I'm a sophomore now... I study in my sleep for four or five hours a day. I'm busy. I went to college as a scholar... I don't know if you guys just enjoy school with a smile on your face! ”
Malice is easy.
“I don't know if you're bothering anyone without thinking! ”
Good faith is always impossible.
“This is desperate! This school has a fucking scholarship board, and our great homeroom teacher is there as the second-grader! You don't need to know, do you? I'll, damn it, talk to the wall... please. Stop it. I didn't want to know this! It's all disgusting. You guys, the class, the school, everything... I'm busy living my life, so why don't you take care of it yourselves! ”
“I'm sorry.”
One reason is enough to commit malice.
There must be hundreds of reasons to do good.
“I'm sorry? Ha, how sorry? No, fuck. Don't apologize to me. Don't apologize, Duke Kim. I don't need an apology. I don't deserve an apology. And you don't have to apologize and you don't have to apologize. It's rubbish. Just die as rubbish. Stay trash until you die. Please don't look at each other after school. ”
“I'm sorry.”
“Don't apologize! You piece of shit!”
Black Dragon Juju kicked my shin. That's it. The bones are ringing. The Black Dragonlord slapped me on the cheek with a thump.
Curse-like violence followed.
I surrendered myself to the Black Dragonlord.
“This kid tried to kill himself. ”
The Black Dragonist's hand stops.
“It must have fallen a month ago. Here."
The rooftop was still sinking.
"......."
The Black Dragonlord turns his head.
It was the first time I saw killing nature.
How many times has the Black Dragon Master opened his lips?
“Really...? ”
It's awkward.
It's like you're trying to talk yourself out of it.
“You tried to die...? ”
He said carefully.
Killing nature confronts the Black Dragonlord with no expression.
“That's right."
"......."
“I don't know how he found out. Yeah, to die. ”
"......."
“That's what the captain was thinking. I had no idea.”
The roof is quiet.
Slowly.
Black Dragon Juice covers her face with both hands.
“I'm not sorry...."
I felt a leak through my little finger.
“I'm not sorry for you, I just... I stumbled across this school's board of directors when I was in first grade, and I gave it up because I didn't want it to change anything. I'm just a man, that's all. Remember me like that. ”
"......."
“But don't die. Don't die... Why are you dying? You can't die. You can't die because of garbage. You can't do that. Let's live, huh? If I get into a good college alive, if I make money, if I get out of this fucking city...."
“I've been thinking. ”
Killer mutters.
“Then I think these bastards will forget. ”
"......."
“I think I'll live with nothing happened. No, I don't think I remember. That's what I hate the most. I wanted to fuck these guys up. I'll forget anyway.... ”
Killer glances down at the Black Dragon Juice.
“I'm sorry, Captain. ”
"......."
“I didn't mean to hurt someone like you. ”
A black dragon kneels on the ground. She covers her face and kills her breath. I bite my teeth and put up with the sound. The sound of patience shocks the body, and the Black Dragon Juju's shoulders tremble.
Killer opened his mouth.
“There you are.”
Bend your knees.
“I thought there was no one there. ”
Lowered.
Until it's the same height as the Black Dragon Juice.
“Good. I didn't die a month ago. ”
He slowly shrouded his black dragon shoulders. Black Dragon Juice flinches. It leans a little closer to its head.
“I'm glad there's someone I can forgive. ”
"......."
“Thank goodness.”
The sound of the Black Dragon's breath collapses. It pours down. The Black Dragonlord can't hold on to its flesh. Just bending over, I felt the tears squeezing from my heart. I hugged my classmate for a while.
“I'm sorry...."
The Black Dragonist's body collapses.
“Sorry , ■ ■. Sorry, sorry. I'm sorry."
But the fault melted away.
With a shadow. It doesn't fall into a ghost.
The man whose face has been peeled off, someone, cries out.
“Please don't die. Please. Please... You have to live."
It was the face of a man I knew.
It was a voice I heard somewhere.
“I can live. We can live. I can live a little better. You have to live. I'll try a little harder, I'll try a little harder. Together…"
[Implementation of trauma is reduced.]
The iron door on the roof has been dug into the void.
The black fog crawls through the gap in the iron gate like a tentacle. Without a sound, the Black Tentacle clings to the iron gate.
I swallowed it.
The void that sank to the fifth floor climbed up the school wall and flowed into the fence on the roof.
“No one cares about you. No one, no one. No one...... can die because of those beasts. You have to live. You can't let those animals ruin your life. Survived like a bad guy, studied, yeah. Get into a university... go to another city. ”
I saw the man with the blood of the Black Dragon.
“Let's live for the unfortunate children.... ”
At that moment.
“For the unhappy children, let's make time. You can do it. You can do this. Let me help you... I did a lot of research. I studied. It's not a stupid delusion. If you really want to do this..."
I was shattered from my back.
“-- let's get into social services first. I need a license."
The current shook my head.
“To live here, to survive in the world, you have to be strong. ■ ■ We need to surround ourselves with armor so others won't look down on us. Let's study. Let me help you... I can help you. ”
Ahh.
“I went to university somewhere, and I got a license.... It might look useless right now. But if you have it, you can do a lot more than that. We can do what we want. Strength. You have to be strong first. ”
Oh, I see.
“Let's help the children together. I... I can't do this alone. Yeah, she might not be able to take it. I might hurt the kids. But, two of us. Three of us, four of us, we can do anything. We can do anything. ”
Prelate.
“Work hard.... ”
Lecturer.
“The world isn't all there is. Probably not. We can make the world. Small... starting small. You only need two to make the world. Please don't die.... Together. Together, let's live in a different world.... ”
The young Prelate's face.
Don't do that.
You didn't do anything wrong.
I overlapped with the voice of a tired teacher for a long time.
Come back now and think about it.
The Prelate seemed concerned and wary of loving us too much.
Don't be twisted by guys like me.
He always seemed to be afraid.
"......."
I stroked the young Prelate's head.
“I don't think I can make money. ”
“I can't make money...."
“I'm afraid it's difficult. ”
“It's so hard...."
“But I think it's better than now. ”
Killer smiled.
“I've been studying since the second semester of first grade. It's gonna be a little rough."
“It's okay. It's not too late. Not yet, it's not too late. ”
“Yes, Captain. In this world……."
[Implementation of trauma is reduced.]
“Living with a man. ”
[Data could not be recovered.]
The roof collapses.
The school melts.
The bells ring to announce the lower religion.
[End of Trauma Implementation.]
What if, possibly, a hypothesis is buried in the black air in the bay? Killer laughter. I don't know, the principal's childhood image. Two classmates, one with a smile and one crying.
Past tense.
The time of the past that failed. Regret. Regret.
[Check that the subject's identity remains intact.]
It's all gone.
[Penalty closed.]
The world is full of noise.
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■,
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I opened my eyes.