SSS-Class Suicide Hunter

4.

Kim Yul.

I confronted the man with the ringing.

‘He's handsome. ’

The man had long hair. When the night wind shakes, the silver hair dances like it weighs nothing. The tiny roots hung on the scalp, if I cut it off, my hair would fly somewhere...... in the unknown desert.

Yes, silver hair seemed to admire some desert. Where you left, where you can leave anytime, where you will leave. A myriad of strands of hair and a glimmer of longing for the desert.

“Mr. Kim Yul. ”

“I called you. By the way, is this place a horoscope? There's so much power gathered here that I can't stop a battle even when I'm in the prime of my life. ”

The sadly blue eyes peeled into the courtyard of the mansion. The elites of the martial arts, and now the Blood Clouds (Blood 39740) of our family were fiercely vigorous and met Kim Yul's gaze.

“---substantial power. ”

A cafe part-time student who once ruled on the 50th floor of the tower as an absolute strongman, evaluated it with a serious face. However, Kim Yul always seemed to be serious.

“With considerable power, how much? ”

“Even if you go up to the 50th floor like this, the fishermen won't dare come near you. Even the witches who live with cobwebs in their horses' towers will have to work with you to hide who owns the 50th floor. ”

“There.”

I struck Ubrica in the arm.

“What if it adds up to this? ”

"......."

Kim Yul looked carefully at Ubrica's whole body. From the bumpy pectoral muscles to the thighs where the egg couldn't stick and became the egg itself. Gim Yu slightly raised his eyebrows as he slapped, thumped and slapped the muscles that followed the Qi of Ubrica.

“Fantastic. A monster? ”

Kim Yul expressionlessly.

However, it was read in my eyes that I was truly impressed. Reading Kim Yul's expressions means that the librarian and I don't have the same authority.

“is an example of the celestial body. There is only an unmanned person who can cut a man at most once, so it is called a man. Since there is a swordsman who wields a sword to expand the land of the country, it is called . But there's a different dimension to . Once I cut down the sky with my sword, it doesn't matter how many people die under it or how many countries die. It's enormous.I can raid and destroy the level of the constellation just by gathering enough power in this mansion..."

“This is my son. ”

"......."

For the first time since the summoning, Kim Yu-ri paused.

The blue-eyed pupils are a pale mix of confusion and confusion.

I'm the one who can confuse Kim Yu-ri. How's that? Isn't that great?

“If it's a son...? ”

Kim Yul turns his head to see the size of Ubrica, sees my size, and finally looks at Raviel. In his head, the most complex equation was unfolding. Surprisingly, it looked like there was a white sweatdrop on Kim Yul's forehead.

“How?... This is impossible. Neither physically nor racially seems possible. Tower Curse? Effect of Skill? No, but the growth rate is..."

“I'm adopted.”

“Do you want to die, Four Kings? ”

Suddenly, Kim Yul's grip was on my neck. It didn't hurt at all because it had lost all its power during its heyday, but it was a little scary as the spectacular glare that was staring at me.

“Well, you've got quite a variety of emotions. He's still expressionless, but he's amazed at Ubrica, and he looks at me and he does stupid things...."

“I'm a person, too. I can't help it. ”

Kim Yul let go of my neck and sighed.

“I lost my ability to gain strength by sacrificing my memory. This notebook, with all the things I've thrown away, only has my life in it. ”

Kim Yul took out his notebook from his arms and looked down. I looked at the old leather of the notebook with a lot of emotion.

“I've thrown out everything I have, and I can't throw out more, so all I have to do is get what I want." The Four Kings, as you promised me. I'm living a life. ”

“Things that I did not feel before and would have been thrown away sooner are slowly sinking into my mind. The more things pile up, the more sleep my mind will gradually overflow. When that time comes, I too will be able to laugh, cry, be angry, and love like everyone else. ”

Kim Yul looked at me.

“If you hadn't brought the captain back, I would still be a machine with nothing in my heart. All thanks to you, Four Kings. ”

I smiled.

“Fantastic. Kim Yul is a wonderful person. But don't you have any regrets? ”

Kim Yul tilted his head.

“Too bad? What do you mean, Four Kings? ”

“You have someone precious to Kim Yul. Chief Kim Yul. Hamustra likes Kim Yul, even though it's a little grumpy. Even if the skill of discarding memory returns, you can't let it go without hesitation now, can you? ”

"......."

Kim Yul was blindly thinking.

“Yes.”

Shortly after, he nods.

“I cannot abandon them. ”

"......."

“There is a man who has lived his whole life for my death. There is someone who loves me for being fascinated by my life. Luxury is a luxury that can be enjoyed after a human being is born and dies. I can't miss this luck. ”

Kim Yul looked up at the night sky.

“I see.”

And I slowly looked back at my face.

“I'm happy now. Four Kings.”

"......."

“You made me happy. ”

What was in Kim Yul's eyes was not only embarrassing, surprising, thankful...... A lot of emotions shifted in the eyes of a blue sea.

“Is that your wish? ”

In it, there were even unknown concerns.

“Are you the Simran that makes everyone happy that you meet? I myself said, it's never easy to make me this way. ”

“Ugh. It was really hard. ”

“I've lost my memory. You created [a world of trauma] to reclaim the fragments of lost memories. I was unhappy. You brought the captain to prove I wasn't just unhappy. …… the cost is not right. It's not even hard to apply ointment to a single wound, king. What are they dreaming about? ”

I scratched my head with a smile.

“You look great. ”

“What?"

“It's great to see you smile. ”

"......."

If we're unhappy, there's a god who carries unhappiness instead.

It's difficult.

If you're born, it's best to have all you want and smile enough.

It's hard, but it's worth it.

“Mr. Kim Yul. ”

“Tell me.”

“You now have things to protect. ”

Lecturer, Hamustra, and a nice café plannetarium.

“But you don't have the strength to protect them. ”

"......."

“Now you can enjoy the smell of bookshelves and coffee in peace in a cafe built in the Great Library. Hunters can't go up there and get beat up. because I ensured safety, and I was jointly invested by the Black Dragon, the Pantheon, the astronomer, the training and vigilantes. However, in other words, Kim Yul's happiness is entirely up to others. ”

I grabbed Kim Yul's shoulder.

I once had to lay down my life because I couldn't even touch this body.

But now it was so easy, Kim Yul could neither run away from me nor lay hands on me.

"......."

Kim Yul himself knew that.

So there was a wavelength in his beautiful eyes.

I smiled and looked at the wavelength.

“Aren't you afraid? ”

"......."

“The Prelate is weak. He's old. If some crazy hunter decides to run, he'll be as cruel to us as he can later, but even so, the Prelate must be put to shame. ”

The waves trembled on the shoulders of Kim Yul in my hands.

“Hamustra is no longer a constellation. He's just a weak kid. A child who likes to read books. He lost his power. If a madman runs, too, he dies. ”

“…… what. ”

Kim Yul opened his lips.

“What do you want? To me.”

“I'll protect you if you ask me to. ”

I told you.

“I will instruct my men to infiltrate the library with precise and swift eyes, 24 hours a day, at all times. Not only that. Even if something happens and you die, I have the ability to take back the day. ”

"......."

“You can leave it all to me. ”

It's okay if you are.

I won't blame you.

For all the sins you've committed, that's all I have to do, carry you around.

But...

“If you don't want to. ”

If you choose something other than comfort and comfort.

“I will give my life back to Kim Yul. ”

Slowly, Kim Yul looked at my eyes.

“Life...? ”

“I've become a little stronger than ever. The ability you had to give up as a white walker. Skill. I can return them all. ”

Kim Yul stopped.

He looked around at the blazers shining their eyes all over the courtyard. Not long ago, they were as helpless as Kim Yul. He has a tremendous knowledge of fighting and tenacity, but he was unable to operate within the air and did not practice martial arts.

“…… indeed. ”

At last, Kim Yul's gaze reached Estelle.

It seems that in the new statue of Estelle, who is silent, it is the supremacy of the constellation that destroyed the Ayim Empire with a short time ago.

Seeing the Demon King who had brought down his own empire, Kim Yul realized the truth of what I said.

“You get stronger every day. ”

“Well, I didn't let the world make me weak. ”

“…… the definition of [strength] will vary from person to person. However, if the person who supports the family swings the pickaxe, saving time every day, he is strong enough to swing his arm without rest because he has a second and a minute to spare. Not wasting time. Buy time. That would be the measure of strength. ”

Kim Yul looked at me.

“You're always on time. I live a day as if I can give it back, a day or a year, so that I can give it back, and even though the value of time is insignificant to you than to anyone else, I can never give it back. ”

I, Kim Yu, muttered indiscriminately.

“That's why I think you're strong. ”

And, Kim Yul said.

“I want to be strong like you. ”

"......."

“I'll try. The Four Kings. ”

I was silent for a moment.

‘Everyone is trying. ’

I wanted to take some time to savor that fact.

Estelle. Once upon a time, a Doppelgänger wanted to be human. That's what Estelle wants. So she will try to be human, and she will try to be me and my daughter.

Sylvia. The old nobleman who once was a virgin wanted to have Raviel. That's Sylvia's desire. So she will try to have him, and she will try to fulfill my terms.

Kim Yul. The man who was strengthened one day by abandoning his memory, now, things cannot be discarded. I don't want to throw it away again. That is the wish of Kim Yul. So he will try not to abandon himself.

‘Good.'

Other people, too.

‘Yes, good. ’

Because everyone has something.

I can certainly try.

‘Just a tiny little trigger to help. ’

And...

I can be a trigger for them.

“I'll give you the body. Mr. Kim Yul.”

I became strong in order to be a trigger for someone.

[Hippopotamus Dragon Crate Activates.]

[The Hippopotamus Dragon Crate is complete.]

Just as Edel, Samaritan soldiers, Christians, and Sylvia Evanile did, the existence of Kim Yul became black beads and went into my heart.

I felt a sad presence because it was not white, and I breathed.

My breath was as black as my heart, and as I emerged from my lips, I sank to the ground like a mist.

Slowly there, one body took shape.

"......."

Killer.

The man returns from the ghost to a human, slowly extending his right hand and grasping. I repeated over and over.

Then he muttered.

“I really liked the passage in the book I read today. It was beautiful.”

Kim Yul looked up at the night sky.

“But there are so many more beautiful things waiting for me. ”

Moment.

Killer waved his hand, and the order that came out of there split the air of the night. You split and cut through the moonlight clouds. Between the full moon, the dark clouds scatter silently on both sides.

The white moon seeps through the scattered clouds.

Kim Yul is the leader, so he looks up at the moonlight pouring down on him.

“I don't remember that phrase anymore. ”

"......."

“Four Kings. What shall I call you?" ”

I approached Kim Yul.

“Please call me away. ”

“Gaju.”

“Yes. We'll be family to each other someday. But I'm wary of calling out to my family from the start. We don't know much about each other, we don't know much about each other. ”

"......."

“We can definitely get closer. ”

I pulled something out of my chest.

I've been separated from God for a week.

All this time, I've been running around this city, preparing things. I found some stationery along the old road. I passed an elementary school student who missed school and knocked on the entertainment machine in front of the stationery, went into the store, and I found this.

"It's not that expensive."

Ugh.

I loosened the yellow rubber band around the back of his head.

The rubber band is so tough, it's tied tightly to the soft silver hair.

“As I draw the day that will come, this is my gift to you. ”

In a minute.

“Well, it's the first time I've tied it up, so it's not working. ”

"......."

“Ah. I think I've had enough... OK? Anyway, that's okay. ”

The soft ponytail was tied with ordinary hair straps.

I take a yellow rubber band,

“You won't be needing this anymore. ”

I simply burned it to error.

"......."

Maybe a long time ago.

A hundred years ago.

Le Fanta Aikim would have thought, discarding the memory of Kim Yul.

[Even if I erase my memory, let's not forget that I was abandoned in the world.]

Students at Sinseo High School used yellow rubber bands to harass Kim Yul. Tie your head with a rubber band. Simple yet effective harassment.

Everyone could see Kim Yul walking around in a rubber band, so everyone knew that Kim Yul was poor, and everyone could see that Kim Yul was being abused.

It was a stigma.

Lepanta Aikim did not hesitate to discard Kim Yul's memory. I don't have any good memories anyway. I'd be grateful to throw it away if I could.

But the evidence.

I just wanted to leave the evidence that the world had abandoned me. He wanted to prove what he was, how he was born, and what a branded life he was.

That way you can curse the world as much as you want.

"......."

Evidence of the past, confined to mortality for a long time, has now been burned here.

Kim Yul raises his right hand and strokes his back head with an expressionless face. The string of 100 won hair sold in any stationery was touching Kim Yul's finger.

“I'll be the head of our family."

"......."

“Kim Yul, be a family member. Become a family shadow, explore the company of your enemies and gather their information. ”

“Espionage.”

“Yes."

I point to the Bladers hiding under the Wall.

“Among the Samaritan, there is a noble horse. He is a spy officer in the Bridge, and his commando unit is a specialized spy unit that bends the river. Mr. Kim, lead them. ”

“…… would that be the right position for me? ”

“You're good at recording and analyzing information. ”

I touched Kim Yul's notebook in his left hand.

The old notebook trembled.

“Now don't write down who you should kill, who killed you, and what you should throw away on a notebook. ”

"......."

“Only for all of us, write for your family. It will be the journal of our family. Mr. Kim, prove us with your pen and your writing. ”

Then.

“Then I'll be very happy. ”

Kim Yul was silent.

Time has passed since the split clouds scattered.

Under the faint moonlight, Kim Yul knelt on one knee -- on the parched ground -- in the courtyard of an arch where he had been born and died, in a corner of his hometown that had missed the time of death.

“I see.”

With your head down towards me.

“I'll put my life in your dreams. ”

And Kim Yul swore an oath.

“My housekeeper. ”