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Subtle Emotions

Armada de Blaze.

She's been getting a lot of attention since her childhood when she couldn't feel the destruction of her life.

The fact that she is the eldest daughter of the Blades family and that there were abnormally many ‘Mana Yang’ that she had since birth.

Armada's father Martin trained her thoroughly with certain talents.

So much for brainwashing.

Ideas and ideals, ideals and beliefs. It all focused on ‘wizards’ and ‘families’.

And Armada embraced it.

Maybe her life was decided to be sacrificed to the family from birth.

Armada lived a dry life with Martin's education. I did not know the existence of ‘friends’, there was no hobby other than ‘magic’, and there was no specialty other than ‘magic’.

I was bad at dealing with people because I focused all my thoughts on family and magic talents.

I learned about the arts and knowledge, but it was just a shell. He sneered at those who were inferior to him in secret, was pessimistic, and disbelieved in man.

That is the story of the ten-year-old Armada who has to run around with her friends with a pure heart.

But while she was living like that, a strange change occurred in her life.

It is the birth of his younger brother Ian.

When I first saw her, I felt something strange to say. I was scared and scared for some reason, so I just watched from afar.

But when the child walked towards her, walking along with a light smile, she felt unhappy.

I still can't hurt the feeling I've never felt in my life.

So, Armada has a new hobby. Taking care of her.

Every late night after training and studying, I always visited him.

I watched the child who was sleeping without knowing the world until dawn came.

I laughed and played with a child who still could not speak properly.

That's the boy. 'Ian' became the livestock of Armada, and became an indispensable being, and at the end it became the reason for life.

However, unlike Armada's desire to be with Ian for a lifetime of kindness and happiness, his relationship with him began to slip away.

His father Martin began to deal with Ian as he did, but Ian could not keep up with him.

I always fell asleep from crying because I could not endure the harsh training and training.

Armada struggles to see it. I blamed myself for myself.

because the first child's education proved to be successful, and the second child's education was learned as well.

But she wasn't rebellious enough to tell him to stop.

Just by Ian's side, I could only comfort him.

But the more they did, the more their relationship twisted and twisted.

Ian, who doesn't know how much Armada loves himself, always gets nervous when he sees him, and feels inferiority beyond his wildest imagination.

Armada just thinks time is a medicine and waits for the snow.

But no matter how much time passes, it doesn't seem to improve at all. Rather, the relationship got worse.

Ian hates her enough to get in the game when he sees her, and Armada only swallows tears and looks at Ian from a distance.

Ian, who was the only reason for his life, refused, quickly collapsed.

After losing her reason for living, she felt endless loneliness and loneliness that she had never felt before.

At that moment, a man approached when he had been weak.

He approached her staring into the night sky dazed, and introduced himself as an actor.

Armada hasn't forgotten it yet. The playful gesture of soothing yourself.

“Greetings. I'm Emryn, a sophomore. What is your name for wandering the stars at night? ”

Starting with that, Amerine and Armada got along well.

On a depressing night, he approaches and comforts her with a guitar.

So, the relationship between the two of them became closer.

But that happiness, that fleeting moment, was destined to last.

‘Armada’, who was famous for his outstanding talents, and 'Amerine’, who lost interest in the sword but failed.

Rumors spread rapidly about the two of them, eventually reaching Martin's ears.

He called Armada as soon as he heard the rumor, but he didn't say much.

“A wizard's ability is completed when he is young, matured as he grows older. I trust you don't know that Blaze is going to be his successor. ”

A gentle father's words. Armada understood that and wanted to rebel against him for the first time in his life.

I lowered my head and bit my lips tightly. The red blood flowed from her lips, as if telling her how she felt.

Armada, who hated his separation so much, finally decided to rebel for the first time in his life.

But when she looked up at her father, her work was scattered like dust.

It was because the way he looked at himself, there was a lot of love.

It's the first time I've ever felt that way about my father. Because I love you, I'm worried about you.

She once again checked the priorities of her life for the appearance of a father who cares about her.

So she conformed to him with a sad smile.

Ever since that day, Armada has avoided meeting with Amerin and has always treated her cold no matter what.

Emerin, who doesn't know the first thing about her shifty appearance, has been hung up, but Armada has calmly refused.

“We don't want to see each other again. You're all I need. ”

I still remember his face at that time. The look of despair.

But she didn't give up. She believed in the love between herself and her.

One night, it rained like rain on the earth.

He gave his last confession in a trembling voice.

It wasn't that grand. It was just a word. One word: "I love you."

But one word of that sincerity was enough to shake Armada's heart.

So she wept, and she didn't answer the confession.

Without answering, I left for the Antarctic Horse Tower.

I left for the tower and buried him deep in the purity of the earth, which will cover everything in the world.

I promised I wouldn't think about it again.

* * *

“ … ”

He sighed once and drank the beer in his hand.

The inexpensiveness of the alcohol soaks the esophagus hot.

He must be a fast drunk due to his low Strength and Stamina stats... But it had nothing to do with that now.

There is no man who would enjoy a moment when the woman he likes reminds him of an old man.

“... now? ”

When asked, Armada smiled helplessly and replied.

“We didn't even get to say goodbye. You saw it earlier.”

“ … ”

He snorted the beer without saying. It's complicated and crowded.

“I don't feel anything anymore. I'm serious.”

His cold reaction makes Armada nervous for some reason. Why? Why is he making excuses about not wanting to be hated by this man?

“ … ”

In silence, she poured out a single drop of beer.

However, he picks up the lid of the second bottle and slaps it hard into his mouth to ease his confusion.

Even the second bottle emptied up, Saehan felt the world begin to spin.

Count off the hiccups.

“Phew... Armada. ”

Drunk as a drunkard, he summons Armada with his face like a tomato.

“Phew... yes. ”

She looks him in the eye. However, I laughed for some reason because my eyes were open, and the smile didn't fit the atmosphere.

“... And me, Mr. Armada...”

He didn't even smile at her.

I still hold her shoulders in my hands while I remain serious, focusing on her clear, beautiful eyes.

“I like it.”

A serious confession. He's drunk, but full of sincerity. It doesn't say a phrase, but it contains more frustrating emotions than any other word.

As soon as Armada heard the confession, his body reacted before his heart.

She shivers as if her whole body was electrocuted, shivering unconsciously.

My face is burning and my heart is pounding. Weird. Really weird.

“... aren't you going to answer me? ”

Despite his haste, Armada does not think about opening his mouth.

She couldn't answer. In some ways, he may be the only person he can love.

As a ‘wizard’ and as a ‘member of the family’, there will never be such a splendid talent as a bridegroom.

He is a man I am happy to accept.

“ … ”

But there's something more important than that.

You are Ian's sister.

Ian likes this guy. I peeked at her shy feelings, written in the diary.

I remember Ian's dazzling smile when I was with him.

So... not this guy. I really can't.

.. but I keep getting heartbeat even though I know it well.

“… answer… yes. ”

Once more, Armada remains silent.

Upset by her hesitation, Forgiveness grabs her shoulder roughly.

In that instant, two lips touched each other.

Armada's pupils are enlarged due to the sudden lack of understanding of the situation, and I tremble without a quake.

Armada tries to push him away, but he leaves first.

Exceeded the amount of alcohol, the excessive amount of amnesia could no longer stand, leaning on her body and slumped over her.

Armada picks up her surprised breasts and carefully touches her lips with her hands.

First kiss... no kiss... but this is the first time a man has touched his lips.

She looks down and hugs him.

Sleeping without knowing the world. I'm snoring a little.

She looks at him with sad eyes.

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I wrote it on the notice, but it's been a really hard test period since yesterday, not the type where I stockpile my supplies. I'm under a lot of pressure. So I decided to take a week off, and I'm really sorry.

Not year-round! I will return to the Federation!