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She was lying on the bed of the room as if she could not do anything. But I didn't say I was going to sleep. Due to the complexity of the mind, I continue to feel more discomfort and bitterness than I imagined.

This is all because of Armada. Everything was confused. Why she was with Amerine and had such a nervous look on her face. Why he was acting so unnatural and sad.

She thought there would be something on her mind. It's not that kind of relationship with Emerin, but I thought she did it for some reason... It doesn't make any sense.

I felt so humbled to think of myself as being so self-rational... but I didn't think I'd be able to survive without thinking of it.

“.. fuck. ”

Forgiveness spits out insults. I wonder where he's headed with her. When I asked the butler, she received an answer that she had not yet returned. Where the hell are you going? What are you doing? If a man and a woman are together late at night, it's eventually...

Thoughtful thoughts reached the top of the bed, and my body was unsettled. I hope that's not true.

He regrets holding on to his head. Why did I let you two go so stiff then? No, it would have been more lame to give up not to go.

He frowned without pity. I can't stand it because my mind is so complicated. When I was with Armada, I remember her transparent eyes. It was not a sudden feeling of affection. But her feelings that she felt one day were clearly pink. She clearly liked the time she had with her. I was happy. For three months I was with her, that was absolutely true.

Then why...

Zahan was troubled.

Finally, a morning came that brightened my eyes, and Saehan sat on the bed and looked at the blue window.

I have to go to work.

God damn it.

Sahan came to the tower and went back and forth several times an hour. Despite being on top.

But every time the owner wasn't there, he had to hear unwanted rumors about people around him. Rumor has it that the two of you left the luxury accommodations business late last night...

Every time I heard such a rumor, Saehan's mental health gradually broke.

“.. fuck!! ”

In front of the door of the dormitory, Saehan slams the giant door twice. Then I took out a letter from my arms. A letter desperately wanting to meet. As she shoved it through the cracks, she sighed bitterly and turned around.

* * *

As a result, there was no reply, time had not met her, and only time had passed without restraint.

In the end, there were only two days until Saehan had to leave this house.

He hasn't been able to meet Armada at all. I went to her room. I looked in her room. But nowhere was she. Yang, who never existed before. I realized earlier that I was avoiding it intentionally. But this is too much. Shouldn't you at least say something?

The belief that Sadhan initially believed, 'There must be a story,’ gradually slowed down.

At this point, it makes sense that Armada really loved him very much. At that time, the thought that she had seen, just because she was sorry to abandon herself, became increasingly engrossed in his mind.

The more I did, the more distress I felt like I was going to go crazy. No matter how hard I tried, I couldn't reach him. No, compared to the long years she spent with him, the three months she spent with her was too short. It took a lot more effort and time.

“.. fucking hell..”

I'm sorry that I've been insulted a lot lately. He looks at the bright exterior and spits out a blasphemy.

I stayed up all night again. I don't think I can go back to this. I need to hear some answers. No matter how much it hurts you, it's better than the suffering of this fucking uncertainty.

Saehan sits on his desk and picks out a piece of paper. A letter to put in her room. I'll be waiting for you in the garden in the backyard, where you can't see you coming into the mansion, so please come out there. At least it's human wisdom to talk before we part ways. It is a letter of contents.

Saehan shoved the letter into his arms and raised himself up. He opens the door roughly and continues his desperate steps.

* * *

“... So, how are you? ”

Emerin's words are filled with regret.

“Yes. Goodbye now. I'm breaking up with him tomorrow. I'm sure it's goodbye for you too.”

But Armada was so cold.

“... cruel. ”

Unlike what she said, she smiles lightly. I was able to melt down my deposits while we were together. I understood the breakup, and I also understood the necessity. He was satisfied with that alone.

It smiles along to see if Armada was the same. The two of them looked at each other like that and laughed nonchalantly.

“Is that the letter he gave you? ”

He points to the letter in her hand.

“Yes. ”

“… I see. ”

She felt bitter for some reason.

“I'm sorry. I remember sending it back without reading what you sent me. I'm sorry until the end. ”

“... you don't have to put it out like that.”

Emerin, who had a warm heart for no reason, said with a smile on her mouth. Armada laughs and looks him in the eye.

Her eyes, like those stars in the sky, are so beautiful. It's so beautiful that you can't even look at it without saying goodbye. So she closed her eyes.

“.. thank you. ”

Armada said.

“And I'm sorry. ”

Her voice trembles.

“And... I loved her. ”

She meant what she said. I loved you. I loved you. She regained it. That's good enough.

It was good to be able to remember the past with her. I was satisfied enough to recall a time when I was happy with her when I was young and lacking.

When I carefully opened my eyes, which had been locked away for a while, Armada was gone.

In an empty moonlit void, she smiles bitterly but brightly.

* * *

The time when earth spiders begin to fall. Sat on a bench in the backyard garden, the compassion trembles with fear.

But I was more afraid that she would come back to love him than I was afraid that she would.

It is a life in this world that has always been lonely and uneasy, which has always been hard to think about the earth since falling here.

I thought I had found a ray of light there, but I was afraid that my body would freeze to realize it wasn't for me. So he waited.

Under a dim sky, black clouds block the moonlight. Nevertheless, he is still waiting. Sitting on a bench so tight that a rat flies on its ass. I close my eyes, and I'm in deep agony.

Time went on like that.

After midnight, day and day changed. The dawn moon is high in the sky.

Today is the day he has to leave. Nevertheless, he still sat on the bench and waited. I didn't give up my faith.

At least if she felt true feelings for herself, she would have come to her senses.

At that moment, you hear the faint scent of perfume and stuffy footprints.

She opened her closed eyes. There, a heavenly woman with a sad look was walking in. Zahan slowly raises his body.

“… I've been waiting. ”

He said as she approached. Armada looks him straight in the eye.

“... what are you trying to say? ”

I asked her coldly, but she didn't fall for that. In the beginning, it is unforgivable not to be deceived by such lies. Tiny tremors and dry voices to ‘chuck’ as cold as possible. There must be a story.

“… I like it. ”

But he just said it out loud. That's why I had nothing more to say. It was obvious that she would not answer because she asked what the story was.

And it didn't make sense to blame her for her relationship with Emerin, and I didn't want to be the only one to just ask her what they'd done.

So I just wanted to express my own feelings honestly.

Even if it felt too sudden, even though it was too sudden, he had no choice but to.

“ … ”

Amazed Armada opens his eyes wide. The enlarged pupils shake. Armada, who was looking at his resolute eyes, eventually lowered his head. But she's not as weak as she seems. I desperately stopped the existence of one person who was beautiful from getting weaker in my head.

“I'm... sorry. ”

I confessed my bitter refusal with a trembling voice. Sahan closed his eyes quietly. Her words were not lies. She said no with more sincerity and sincerity than anyone else. The forgiveness that I could feel was strangely confident. He blamed his high cognitive ability for nothing.

She turns to flee, but she grabs his wrist.

“.. why. ”

I wanted to ask why. Really, that vague feeling of affection that I felt at that time couldn't get any bigger. Or will he soon meet his greater affection and fade away? I was curious about that.

“... I have more, more, more... valuable people than you. ”

Her words, crying and mouthing quietly, allowed her to go free. Either way, it was obvious what she said. I don't need to ask any more questions. Her answer was so clear, it felt like the truth. Sahan couldn't catch her. His hands drip down, slurping.

Armada runs back the same way. Is that where she's headed, that precious person is waiting for her? Is he going to meet the man he couldn't get over?

Saehan bowed his head in aversion to seeing it. Maybe it was foreseen a long time ago.

Maybe she knew this was going to happen when she walked down the street with her and met Amerine.

But he denied it with all his might and rationalized it as much as he could. I don't think so. I don't think so.

He closed his eyes quietly and thought.

When I was with her, I was as romantic and happy as a fairy tale.

So, I was swept away by the waves that were rougher but satisfied in their own way, called 'Armada.’

But the waves passed, leaving nothing behind but a scar.

All that was left of him was a starry night where he could look back at himself, life, and love.

A beam of starlight flows down his parched cheek.

* * *

It's still dark at night when the sun is out. She sits on a desk and is reminded.

My head is dizzy enough that I feel nauseous, and my chest is cramped. I want to dig as hard as I can and tear off the cause.

When I close my eyes, I think of her, and I think of the backside of leaving.

I feel hate. No one would like someone who abandoned themselves.

But in the meantime, she gave herself a feeling of overwhelming happiness. I gave comfort to myself, even for a moment, who was always unstable. So as much as we should be thankful for that happy encounter, shouldn't we be thankful for leaving to hate it?

“ … ”

Sahan pulls the paper out of the drawer. However, even if he left like this, the fact that he was there for her, I just wanted to leave her that memory.

I wanted to be deeply impressed even though I was selfish. I was happy because of you, and I was ready to throw everything away because of it. That there was such a thing as my love for you.

He carefully wrote one letter of poetry. I pressed down and wrote down as if I were putting my emotions one by one.

It's the love of a great poet, who's read it hundreds of times on Earth before. Let's have a love affair. I remember the whirlpool of emotions that my brother couldn't have felt when he read that poem.

Even though the man himself reads the poem when he does not know love yet, it remains so deeply imprinted in his heart.

Let's do that. If she could read this... she would remember herself with this sad, beautiful poem.

Somewhat, no, quite selfish.

It means that it will plant a memory of the 'self’ that must be lost for the reasons of the past and for those who have to give up for a new start. But she wanted to. There was some mischievous intent.

I want you to suffer to some extent as much as I do. is.

You have to suffer to remember. Because it's hard to remember. As such, he wasted only two hours writing a poem in the form of a mathematical form that led to two kites.

Every letter he wrote was infused with Mana, who had a ‘strange atmosphere’ of his character.