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What should we do about this twisted, twisted relationship? If I asked you what was wrong, I would have been wrong from the start. It was just because I treated Kurlin lightly. From the beginning, the problem was me.

It was because I felt overwhelmed by her clarity, but I was proud of her on one hand. This is the first time a beautiful woman has ever liked herself, so I enjoyed it. An excuse not to have foolishness as someone who is leaving soon, made room for foolishness for others.

I rationalized my poor sympathy to be inevitable. Without fundamental problem solving, he presented a clumsy flaw with no ability to do so. That's what made Curlin so twisted.

But in the end, the decision I make now will be no different than that uncleanness. But for me, it's the worst, but the best. This was the only answer and end to our relationship that had already been twisted somewhere from the beginning.

I slowly opened the door. There was a baby bird, trembling with anxiety. He finds me and hugs me desperately. I took her down hard. She is quite confused and embarrassed.

I asked if there was even a chance that I could say something, or catch a straw. Why did you do that to Ser Jinn?

But Cullen brutally crushed my hopeless expectations.

She told me she had to, that she was sorry. What the hell was I supposed to do? I'm not saying I'm sorry, I'm saying I'm sorry. Cullen gave it back to me, saying that. I refused.

Curlin cries out, "Why?" Don't do this, I cried out, choking me to death.

It seemed to break my heart, but I couldn't help it. I told her, who was mourning so sadly, "Let's part ways." However, in four syllables, Curlin's face was deeply devastated.

She shakes her head desperately, wanting to deny the reality. I held her desperately in my arms. No matter how much I rooted, no matter how hard I hit him, I kept holding him. Her pathetic appearance made me cry all of a sudden.

But if you give up now, all that's left for me and her is death. Only the flesh is alive, but they become like puppets to each other who are bound and tied to each other. It's not love. It's not compassion. It's just a terrible obsession.

I pulled her out of the house with all my strength, shaking her sorrowfully. Cullen struggles like crazy, but she's devastated and exhausted. She has no choice but to be expelled.

The sound of her banished crying grows louder. I knocked as hard as I could, telling him not to lie.

I spoke to her screaming outside the door, cruelly enough, horribly cold. Tears were pouring down my eyes, but my voice did not strangely tremble.

* * *

The morning sun is not hidden from the clouds. Because of this, the scenery outside the window seems to be full of cloudy fog. Sahan looked at the landscape with his eyes unfocused.

“ … ”

He stayed up all night with his eyes open. I couldn't sleep at the sound of her screaming outside.

- Pardon, pardon.

You hear a voice calling to you from somewhere. Not Cullen's voice. I wanted to, but I kept hearing it. Sahan turns his head to the source of the sound. The sound is being heard in the tiny crystal ball in the lobe's pocket, which is thrown away.

- Forgiveness, do you copy?

Serzin's voice. His trembling hands rush to take out the crystal ball.

“Ser Jean. Ser Jean, are you all right? Are you okay?”

- Foot, what's all the fuss about? That's okay. The healing wizard we hired is one of the continents' favorite wizards, so there's no harm in that.

“Ah, ah, ah...”

Sahan cried for a moment.

- Forgiveness.

“.. huh? ”

- I don't want you to hate him too much. I did everything I could. I told my father it was just an accident... so I won't do any harm to him. So...

As soon as I heard her, she was choked. Maybe she's this stupid. How could you be so stupid and good...

- You know he's a good, bright boy. It's just... the way it looks, it's a little...

“Serzin.”

Zahan can't hear anymore, so he cut her off.

“.. me. Leave.”

- What...

“Clean up your relationship with Cullen, and we're going a little farther. Somewhere she can't come after me... I'm sorry. This whole thing happened because of me. ”

- …

Ser Jinn was speechless. I just heard a low murmur.

“Of course, I know this is not the right choice. But I don't think there's anything else I can do. I don't think I can fix Curlin because of me. The more I try to do that, the more I'm afraid of victims like you.

-... is a very bad choice. Aren't you worried about what he'll do after you leave?

“.. no way. So many I can't sleep. That's why Ser... Ser Jean... I was wondering if you could help me. ”

He said something that was not embarrassing even if he really thought about it. But he had no other choice.

“I know it's embarrassing. But…”

-... is not an inconvenient request.

Ser Jinn dismissed him this time.

- You and I are first friends. That alone gives me a lot of reasons to ask you. Besides, considering what you did for me in the Punitive Force, I'd be in short supply.

“ … ”

Her words were so generous that even as a saint, she could not connect them for a moment. I was so strangled I couldn't bear it. So he had no choice but to be silent. Ser Jinn either understands it, or there has been silence between the two of them for a while.

“… Serzin. ”

I barely got around to it, she said.

- Why is that?

“Thank you. Cullen's at my house right now. If I go straight west from the school..."

Sahan explained to her the location of his house. After receiving Ser Jinn's "I'm leaving now," he carefully opened the door after disconnecting from her one last word, "Please write to me."

Beyond the door, there was Cullen, who was tired from crying all night. Zahan hugged her with a close reference to almost tears. I feel fainted and numb, and my whole body is cold as ice. Sahan brings her into the room and lays her on the bed.

He looks at her and touches her forehead. Your body is cold, but your fever is getting worse. He had unforgivable compassion. I almost instinctively used healing magic. However, this sympathy is a sin that cannot be forgiven and cannot be forgiven. Finally, he took a sigh and left the house.

* * *

“Antarctic Horse Tower...”

Edan was kind enough to say that he was going to the Antarctic Horse Tower. I'm guessing a little. Obviously, the head of the school will know to be hostile to rumors floating inside the school.

“We can't leave right now. ”

“... It's possible... but it's time to pack...”

“I have all my luggage. Just do it. ”

In Saehan's words, Edan examined him. I don't have anything on me. I'm only wearing one robe.

“.. are you sure you want to do this? ”

He looks really worried. He looks at him and nods slightly.

“... If you say so. We'll have your teleport jeans ready right away.

“Thank you."

Zahan reaches out his hand. Edan watches it for a moment, then holds hands.

* * *

Among the cities where ‘teleporting' was installed in the Arban kingdom in an instant through 'teleporting’, Saran arrived in the southernmost city, Sting, where she met a prepared wagon. Unlike Blaze or Esteban, it's a small wagon he used to know on Earth.

“… how long will it take? ”

Zahan asked the horse lady.

“I don't know, eight or nine days. It's so far away.”

Sahan nods and climbs into the wagon. Fortunately, the inside is warm and the chair is soft enough to give to the couch and long enough to lie down. I don't think I'll be too tired on the road. Sahan looks out the window, sitting in the wagon.

“Here we go! ”

You hear the wagon's cry and the wagon begins to move.

He stared out the window and thought. A moment of unbearable remorse occurred. The face, voice, smile, and gesture of Cullen who loved her. All of that was wrong. Nevertheless, there can be no regrets. If he had kept that time, even greater regrets and devastations would have been waiting for him.

But I will never forget it. Even if the method is so wrong, it means that he loved himself that much. You will never find a woman who loved herself like this anywhere.

Her calm feeling, her bright smile, the day she boasted of the clothes she had given her, the sadness that caused unbearable pity for herself, and the look of her ruined everything because of her mistakes.

I'll never forget it all.

“Ugh...”

Saehan found himself crying. He can't stand the whirlpool of rushing emotions, crying out loud. My whole body trembles.

He did not stop crying in the wagon for a while.

The landscape outside the wagon window was extraordinarily bright. The black cloud suddenly lifted, and a faint sunlight flashed down through the window. The full gray glow melted down, and the dew-covered sprouts glowed in a dark green glow.

The sunshine of the especially sunny winter.

He realized that hurting others is more painful and difficult than hurting others.

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The next episode will be the Antarctic Tower.

I want to thank you all for your continued attention, despite your lack of writing.