Still, Wait For Me
Chapter 8: Memory is a Sea
At lunch, Xu Tiansheng and Huang Yaming and Fucheng walked back to the bedroom on the way to the teaching building. Along the way, bold girls began to hide behind their classmates and shouted:
“Xu Tiansheng, next time you go to the roof for a drink and sing, remember to call me. ”
“Xu Tiansheng, the world is so big, I'll go see it with you. ”
“Xu Tiansheng, come on. ”
“ …… ”
The man who pulled the wind, Xu Tiansheng, is now in pain. These things today make him suffer, “pull the wind” is very painful, and more painfully, he sees two people walking in front of each other.
Wu Yuewi had not been able to listen to the class properly all morning. During this period, the teacher repeatedly smoked her up to answer questions. She had to remind her at the same table before she could react. After she got up, she couldn't say anything.
In situations like this, good students are treated like teachers who say, "Are you feeling sick? Sit down and rest. ”
Wu Yuewi sat down, but his thoughts could not be recovered at all.
She thought about the blood in the corner of his mouth, about his examination on the command deck, and he said, "The world is so big, I want to see it."
“He didn't have to do that. He preferred to be wronged, wronged and told the truth in order to protect me. ”
During this time, the roommate who was very close to Wu Yuewi suddenly began to alienate her, and even appeared afraid to approach her. Wu Yuewi knew that this must have something to do with Baoming's group, and thus with Xu Tiansheng.
Wu Yuewi wondered what Xu Tiansheng had done, but she knew what he must have done, protected her, and freed her from the Baoming gang.
If Xu Tiansheng hadn't advised her not to expose herself in this matter, Wu Yuewi would have been unable to continue sitting in the classroom. She wanted to see Xu Tiansheng and want to talk to him.
At lunch, the girl next to him was talking about him. Wu Yuewi, listen, the same table suddenly turned to her and said, “That man, is he the senior you stopped on the road? ”
Wu Yuewi was stunned, hugged the same table and jumped joyfully.
The face of the same table is strange.
Wu Yuewi smiled brilliantly and said: "Thank you, I'll go find him. ”
Wu Yuewi figured it out, she could have gone to him bright and square. Anyway, many people knew that she had stopped him before and that she liked a senior.
The same table shook its head: “Don't go, you'll be laughed at. Your face will chase you upside down. You haven't been laughed at enough in your freshman year. ”
Wu Yue Weiyang's little fist: “I'm just going after him... dead face. ”
I pulled a hand at the same table, and I sat down helplessly. She and Wu Yuewi have been at the same table since high school, she is the best friend, but she still doesn't think she knows Wu Yuewi well enough, this good girl in everyone's eyes, she is simple, quiet, even a little timid, but contradictory has a very brave, crazy, or silly side. For example, on the first day of school, she would stop a senior in front of everyone, for example, she would accept the suggestion of an obviously unfavorable roommate to do that kind of "experiment," for example, now.
Wu Yuewi went to the infirmary to buy a box of medicine and then stood by the side of the road waiting for Xu Tiansheng.
Xu Tinsheng and Huang Yaming and Fucheng walked over.
Wu Yuewi greeted him and whispered to Huang Yaming and Fucheng: "Thank you. ”
Huang Yaming and Fu Cheng left Xu Tiansheng with no sense.
“I know it's wrong, it won't happen again. I'll listen to you later and learn.” Wu Yuewi lowered his head and said.
Xu Tiansheng laughed: “Well, your grades will have to be at least gradual college in the future. ”
So Wu Yuewi's college entrance exam goal changed from Qingbei to Graduate University, and she said, "Do you still hurt? I bought medicine.” She lifted her hand and wanted to touch the corner of Xu Tiansheng's blood scab's mouth.
Xu Tinsheng stepped away from her hand and took the medicine and said, “Thank you, go eat. ”
Wu Yuewi said: “I've eaten already. ”
“So soon? Just after class. ”
“The music class, the teacher didn't show up last week, didn't show up today, the same table pulled me away first... not only ours, many classmates ran away first. ”
“Oh, it's so nice not to have to line up. I'll go eat first. ”
“I still like you, always do.” Wu Yuewi suddenly said.
“... but I don't like you anymore, I didn't know anything in junior high.” Xu Tiansheng said as easily as possible.
Wu Yuewi thought about it and said, "You're lying. ”
Xu Tinsheng smiled bitterly: “No, I really don't like it... you learn well, you are beautiful, you work hard, many people will definitely like you in the future. ”
Wu Yuewi thought about it again and looked up at Xu Tiansheng's eyes and said: “It won't affect learning, I promise. ”
Xu Tiansheng felt like he was going to Spartan.
At this time, Yao Zheng walked over and photographed a box of medicine in Xu Tinsheng's arms. He said: "Fu Cheng told me everything. Well done. ”
Then she and Wu Yuewi rubbed their shoulders past.
Yao Yao was also a little upset this morning. Especially after hearing that Xu Tiansheng was fighting for a girl, Yao Yao always felt a little upset.
Good thing Fu Cheng helped her solve the knot.
Fu Cheng could not stay at school, Xu Tiansheng did not hear what he said to Huang Yaming last night, that is, he did not know that Xu Tiansheng had “changed his mind” about Yao Yao. So he very enthusiastically helped Xu Tiansheng explain. Although he could not make things too clear for the purpose of protecting Wu Yuewi, the clever Yao Yao understood.
“Would you rather be wronged than tell the truth in order to protect the girl's reputation?” Xu Tingsheng's image in Yao's heart instantly grew higher. She thought he was thoughtful and well done.
Hearing that everyone was talking about Xu Tiansheng, Yao Yao felt that he should do something as his “future time” girlfriend. After class, she went to the infirmary to buy a box of medicine. Just when she saw Xu Tiansheng, she gave him the medicine.
For her personality, this is already a very clear expression and a very gentle care.
She saw Wu Yuewei, saw Xu Tingsheng talking to Wu Yuewei, but didn't hear the conversation, so she wouldn't think much, she was such a personality.
Standing from Xu Tiansheng's perspective, Yao Yiu is a bigger problem than Wu Yuewi. For example, Xu Tiansheng can directly tell Wu Yuewi that I don't like you, but not Yao Yiu. After all, the person who was previously involved is himself, and the other party has just made a statement. Would saying that at this time affect her college entrance exam? After all, it's been more than two months.
“That's right, college entrance exam. ”
Xu Tiansheng suddenly relaxed and gave time to solve the problem or time. After the college entrance exam, he walked away and solved everything.
“Time, there's plenty of time.” Xu Tiansheng thought of Xiang Jie, and at the same time appeared two images of her, one of the young wild girl in a braid, and the other of the sweet, gentle and tolerant Xiang Jie when they were in love. “It's really painful to wait for you to grow up like this! ”
Xu Tiansheng found Huang Yaming and Fucheng in the restaurant with two boxes of medicine. The two men had already cooked and looked at Xu Tiansheng with a dirty smile.
Xu Tiansheng pretended not to see, buried his head for dinner.
Baoming group walked in, sat at a nearby dining table, watched Xu Tingsheng three people, and talked, passing a less friendly look towards this side from time to time.
“Sooner or later we'll have to do it again.” Huang Yaming said.
Fu Cheng shook his head: “It was supposed to be my phone idea. ”
Huang Yaming thought, “Why don't you tell them that the photo has been transferred, and tell them to die? ”
Xu Tiansheng raised his head and lowered his voice: “Don't say anything, there are some things we should talk about. Let them think for themselves. They will think about it. Now… they look at it and we'll just look back, calm down and laugh. ”
Baoming had a strong feeling of powerlessness, his fierce eyes glanced at him, the other three psychopaths looked at him, one smiled at himself, he stopped looking at himself, the other side had a happy meal, chatted... What is this situation? What's that supposed to mean?
He really wanted to force the other party to delete the photo, or simply grab Honest's phone, but now several people across the street look impotent. Baoming thought about it and thought they must have transferred the photo to a backup.
So, does it have to go on? It feels bad to be pinched on the handle, and it seems unwise to force the other dog to jump on the wall.
Xu Tinsheng smiled and nodded at Baoming, saying with his lips, "Dude, is that good enough?
Baoming thinks he's going crazy: "Crazy, he's - Mom's - crazy! ”
* * * * * *
After lunch, the three of them wandered to the playground and smoked a cigarette, sitting beside the sunny playground in the shadow of a speckled tree.
Xu Tingsheng really wanted to ask Fu Cheng and Huang Yaming one thing: How much do they know about singing on the roof of the bedroom and did they participate?
Rationally, if this did happen, it would never have been a small thing in Xu Tin's past life as a somewhat bland student, and he could not have been unimpressed at all.
But now, he's searching for his memories, and he's completely unimpressed, not at all.
Xu Tiansheng felt that he might have been wronged, the school caught the wrong person, but he could not ask, if this was really his own, it happened not long ago, then his questioning would seem strange, Huang Yaming and Fu Cheng would inevitably be suspicious.
It's just a disposition, Xu Tiansheng doesn't care about this little injustice, what he really cares about is if this thing is really his own and he doesn't remember... does it mean that his memory of the previous life has deviated? That's what's really scary. It'll make the future unpredictable again.
Just as Xu Tiansheng was about to give up, he lit a cigarette and said, "Who was playing guitar that night? ”
Guitar player? And a guitar? Did I really do it?
Xu Tinsheng was stunned, so he relaxed: “I am myself. ”
“Bullshit," Fucheng said, "Your guitar was only bought for a few days, it would be nice to dial it. The senior year guitar players told me that the guitar was very high that night, at least higher than them and me. Definitely not you. ”
Xu Tiansheng can't play guitar in his memory, but he knows that Fu Chenghui is very good and has competed in college. So he says it's not himself, then it's definitely not.
Xu Tingsheng laughed hey: “So I was actually wronged. ”
Huang Yaming answered: “Still pretending with us. I watched you drill out with your guitar that night and asked why you were still alive. I heard you sing, too. It was your voice. You didn't come back until after 2: 00, did you? ”
“So who the hell is playing guitar? Introduce me to my buddy?” Fu Cheng said.
Xu Tiansheng strangled the cigarette and tried to calm down: “Hey, I won't tell you, let's go, go back to the classroom, get into the bitter reading mode. ”
“Woman?... Shit, what woman is hiding?” Fu Cheng chased after him and asked.
Xu Tiansheng did not speak.
“It's really me, and there's a guy who plays guitar, him, or her, who is she?... why can't I remember anything at all relevant?!. ”
Xu Tiansheng had a creepy feeling, her body trembled slightly, like being caught in the deep sea by a vortex, she had difficulty breathing, and it was dark all around. Unknown, may mean dangerous, Xu Gardener did not feel powerful to take control of everything, instead was alarmed.
Beginning this afternoon, Xu Tiansheng spent two days carefully comparing everything he saw and heard to his memory. The facial appearance, personality, representative events, small objects around him, popular songs… everything was not deviant, but everything that was determined in the memory was the same as what he saw.
“Except for that? Well, it's over anyway… it shouldn't be a problem. ”
Xu Tiansheng comforted herself. Human memory was not always 100% reliable. Many times, it was influenced by subjective will and deviated from its original appearance.
If you compare a person's memory to the ocean, not everything floats to the surface, and those that sink to the bottom of the ocean may be buried forever or floated by an opportunity.
It's like sometimes a sentence, a scene, suddenly reminds you of something that you've forgotten for a long time.
And there are things that you may never remember, even though they've happened and they've been there.
For example, if you can't carry out a text in the classroom, the same table gives you a hint, so you remember. It's never been forgotten, it's just hidden in the depths, or somewhere, covered in dust. That's why the child says: learn and learn.
Xu Tiansheng told herself: This is how memories of previous generations are. The amount of information is so large and so cluttered that there is always something hidden under the sea… it is not important, it is important that I can grasp the part.