Still, Wait For Me

After the game, we had dinner together. Xu Tiansheng was drunk. This was the second time he had been drunk since he was reborn. For the first time, because he was next to Xu Daddy, he couldn't help but forget his fear. He was drunk because he was confused.

In fact, he was very worried for a few days afterwards, and found out that Xu Daddy was no different before he settled down.

This time he was drunk and had nothing to do with the people around him, or they didn't give him that sense of security, but he was still drunk, and he was drinking with his youth, cheers.

The game kicked his mind back into his teenage years.

Previously, he regained the body of a teenager, but Xu Tingnian still lived in a 31-year-old psyche with fear, even if he was reborn, he still had fear, which was a loser's mentality, because he was a total loser, a coward who failed to even let love go.

After rebirth, he may be able to lift a little weight on small things, but every time he thinks about the way forward, Xu Tiansheng is still extremely uncomfortable, and he doesn't know where he will go.

A gentle push of the foot bow on the field allows the former teenager's temper to coincide with his reborn body.

At least for some time, he wanted to make himself completely like a teenager, like living in youth.

In the stories of rebirth that he had seen in his previous life, man was always guarded against all kinds of climbing, even by any means, always thinking of holding everything in his hands, belonging to him, not to him, everything.

Xu Tiansheng didn't want so much, family, Xiang Jian, friends, and himself. He wanted to live a lifetime, which is what he understood as a lifetime.

Fu Cheng was also drunk. He shook a man and left first. He said he was going to find Fang Yunyao and finished shouting his unfinished words.

Xu Tiansheng shook his head and said I didn't believe you.

Fu Cheng said: “Then I'll call you in a corner. ”

Shortly after Fu Cheng left, Xu Tiansheng also left step by step. He wandered around the campus, humming the "hooliganism" created during the youth fuss of previous life:

“Girl, he's so pretty, it scares my heart,

……

The passionate greeting of the passing schoolgirls made Xu Gardener respond more enthusiastically until the little girl was scared off.

Out of the school door, Xu Tiansheng met someone unexpectedly, apple.

Ask yourself, apple is the least respected of the girls who collided with Xu Tianzheng after he was reborn. Xu Tianzheng cared carefully for many people's emotions and feelings, but not for apple.

To give the simplest example, apple gave Xu Tiansheng his own phone number earlier, and Xu Tiansheng sent a mass message after buying the phone to many people with his own phone number, only without apple.

But she's not wrong.

apple came to the game today, and Xu Tiansheng saw her.

“Mr. Xu, are you... drunk?” apple said.

“Yes, a little. Why are you still here so late?” Xu Tiansheng said as soberly as possible.

“Wait for you, I want to tell you, I'm going back to Shenghai City tomorrow, my mom's over there,” apple said.

“Is your home in the high seas? It's good there.”

“No, not home over there, just mom over there, it's not good at all. ”

apple's parents divorced, and her mother worked in a municipality called one of the two most prosperous cities and one of the two major college entrance exam paradises. Apple followed her mother there to live and study, but she was not eligible to take the college entrance exam there.

She has lived there for almost 10 years, but she is still an outsider, she is a rural person in the eyes of her classmates, she is a non-braided student unrelated to the promotion rate in the eyes of the teacher, her studies are not good, her family is not wealthy... she wants respect, even if she just wants friends, she can only get it through her wrist and heart.

Perhaps this is the reason for her personality, and she has to think rationally at all times, calculate gains and losses, and use them as a yardstick to measure everything and put it into action.

Xu Tinsheng hasn't spoken yet, and Apple continues: "Walk with me? ”

Unlike before today, she has no glamorous eyes, no unusual breath, no bright and dark teasing. Xu Gardener looks at her, she is like the most ordinary little girl.

So Xu Tiansheng said, "Okay. ”

Two people walked along the street and unwittingly walked to Riverside Road, a great place for dating, with water, wind, dusk street lights and shadows enough for a couple.

They found a stone stool to sit on the river.

Long hair was blown by the wind and apple took care of the mess in front of the quota.

She said, "I'm hungry. I didn't actually eat dinner. I've been waiting for you. ”

She also said, "Xu Tiansheng, although I know it won't turn out well, even though I know that you may look down on me, I still want to tell you that I seem, not like, I like you. Today you ran under the ledge with a 'heart’ and I said to myself," That's for me,... you know what? I've been particularly good at lying to myself since I was a kid. ”

Xu Tiansheng stood up and said: “Actually, it may not be like, it may just be that you are too eager to be protected, it may just be that you want someone, he can let you not have to face and fight everything on your own, you don't have to be careful at all times,..."

Xu Tinsheng Lian said a few “possibilities” and continued: “It just so happens that in the time I've been watching, in some things, I've been very strong, so it made you feel like this… In fact, in other times, in other things, I might be an incompetent coward and a total loser… Do you believe that? ”

After that, Xu Tiansheng stepped back.

apple said, "Are you leaving? ”

Xu Tiansheng laughed: “I'll go buy you food, just think of it as a thank you and reward for the beauty. ”

Xu Tiansheng bought something back and the apple swallowed the invisible wolf in front of him. This apple really doesn't look like an apple at all.

Xu Tiansheng brought back a few more beers in the bag. Apple opened a can for Xu Tiansheng, and then opened a can herself. He raised it and touched Xu Tiansheng, and said: "Cheers, thank you. ”

Two people were drinking and talking, and Apple was drunk, and she was drunk faster than many already drunk courtyards.

She leaned over Xu Tiansheng's shoulder and said, "It looks like it's worth it. ”

“What?”

“I didn't mean to seduce you. With this kind of treatment, Yao Yao didn't even have it? I don't think so either, so it seems like it's worth it. ”

Xu Tingsheng suddenly realized this. Indeed, these Yao Yue Wei did not, and Wu Yue Wei did not, so why suddenly have the least respect for Ming Ming's original apple? Why suddenly want to give her a little care and warmth, respect and care?

Perhaps, because, like herself, she lives in a state of struggle and fear.

Xu Tiansheng said: "Not really, … what else do you want? Hurry up and say," Oh, it's time for you to go home. Tomorrow you have to take the car to Shenghai City. "”

apple thought with her lips in mind, stood up, rocked, stood on a stone stool, opened her arms to the wind, and she said, "Take me to a bright spot. ”

Take me to the bright spot. Everyone has had dark times, lonely times when nobody reached out, when you wanted someone to carry you to a bright spot.

Xu Tiansheng walked back to the street with her apple behind her back, and then apple came down and walked herself. She jumped like a silly little girl, but only happy little girl without grief and fear.

apple goes around the bend and around the circle,... she hopes the road will grow longer and longer because she seldom feels so secure and happy.

However, the two finally made it to the alley of the apple house.

“I'm not going home," Apple said in a rogue tone, turning around and walking down the street.

Xu Tinsheng grabbed her and said, "I look up at you. ”

“Alas, bad guy”, apple sighed, frowned and said: “I really want to seduce you again... there really is no one in my house, I am scared, I really... I am leaving tomorrow. ”

Turns out, replacing “I” with “I” will have a completely different tone.

Xu Tinsheng laughed and pulled out the phone and dialed the number of the apple. He said as calmly as possible: "Save it and be a friend in the future. Let me know if there's anything I can do to help. ”

“Speak for yourself. ”

“Whatever you say. ”

Xu Tinsheng walked home, his phone vibrated and took a look.

apple said, "I just thought I really needed your help.

Xu Tiansheng replied: Say it.

apple said: help solve the physiological problem... hmm... he just drank alcohol again... so lonely, think about it.

apple says, "My door number is 402, waiting for you."

apple said: hurry up... um... it's so painful.

……

Xu Tiansheng is so painful, evil, after all, evil, can't provoke.