Still, Wait For Me

In Xu Tiansheng's original plan, he also wanted to ask Xu Ma whether the 100,000 yuan was borrowed or actually sold for him.

Now the problem can be omitted because the person in front of him is Ye Yingjing. If you really want to sell some money, Xu Tiansheng will definitely be worth less than Miss Ye.

Ye Yingjing is a girl whom Xu Yanjing appreciates but does not interact with much. In previous life, neither of them seemed to have said a word. The most closely connected stage of their life was just a few calls before and after the announcement of the college entrance exam results, and there was a haste on the day of the submission of the volunteer form.

Later, despite being friends, apart from the polite texting greetings during the festival, the two had not actually been in touch for nearly six months.

Ye Ying Jing always looked so generous and smiled quietly. This kind of smile has an infectious effect, so Xu Tiansheng also relaxed. She just greeted each other and Ye Ma came.

Ye Ma's tough gardener had seen it. When we first met, Auntie arranged to volunteer herself.

This time, Ye Ma didn't have any ambiguity. She came and said directly: "Look at the smile of the two children. This enthusiasm, the mother of the court, we won't have to do anything. Go upstairs and have tea and wait to hear it. ”

Mama Xu and Ma Ye took their hands up the stairs and didn't forget to turn back to the admonition: “You two go for a walk around the river embankment. ”

……

Many 20-year-old court students, 20-year-old Ye Yingjing, what a wonderful year. Step on the embankment, last night's thin ice hasn't melted out, and you can step out of the fine squeak.

The crisp and crisp sound is nice, and the view of the peach blossoms on the face is nice. It's just that two people were interrupted by Ye Ma before, which is a little uncomfortable at this time, some silent before and after walking.

Ye Ying slipped under her feet and Xu Tiansheng naturally stretched her hand.

This one, the two mothers in the window upstairs were excited. “Here we go.” Mama Ye said. “Bad luck, kid, it's urgent.” Xu Ma said. “All right, all right, I agree.” Mama Ye said.

On the embankment, Ye Yingjing's “thank you” broke the brief silence between the young girl and “uncle”.

“First time?” Xu Tiansheng said.

“Ah?” Ye Ying asked.

“Nervous?” Xu Tiansheng added.

“What?” Ye Ying opened his mouth slightly, somewhat confused and somewhat surprised.

“Uh, I mean dating, first time? Are you nervous?” Xu Tiansheng explained hastily. After all, this question is easy to misunderstand.

Ye Ying Jing's face was hot and she fanned with her hand. She chuckled and said, "Well, what about you? ”

Xu Tinsheng said: "Me too, I've lived half my life, for the first time. I did panic a little bit, it would be better if I saw you... By the way, did you come by your mother's pit too? ”

“Half my life?” After the smile, I should have put it on. When I covered it up, Ye Ying said, “No, I know, I think it's fun. ”

Two people naturally don't know, the two people on the tea floor, they're already going to start to fit, pick a date. The next topic, from high school to college, was much smoother to talk about.

Xu Tiansheng looked like an uncle who cared about his children. He was very gossipy and asked: “Are you in love in college? ”

Ye Ying shook his head like a wave drum: “No, what about you?”.

When he shook his head, a few long black hair fell on the white red cheeks, Miss Ye lifted her hand to grind the mess to the back of her ear, a simple and simple action, that green feeling, if it was seen by many court students of this age of the previous generation, it must have fallen into.

Unfortunately, he is now an uncle or an uncle with people in his heart.

It's time for Xu to answer the question. “Not yet, but like one.” Xu Tiansheng said, "Love it.” Though it cannot be said, when it comes to Xiaoxiao, Xu Tin is full of happy smiles.

Ye Ying Jing saw this smile, she slightly blurred, but quickly took the subject very well.

Perhaps because of the contact, Xu Tianjing dared to speak in front of Yip Yingjing and enlarged a lot.

He asked Ye Yingjing a question, a question he had thought about many times, wanted to ask many people, but never asked.

“If you're suddenly reborn one day. I mean, suppose you suddenly went back over a decade ago, but with a full memory, the whole world, you're the only one who knows about the future, what would you choose? ”

From the standpoint of character, Ye Yingjing possesses the personality that Xu Tiansheng envies, or simply the personality that makes him envious.

This is actually how people live in the world, how you see things, how things respond to you, how much you tolerate the world, how much the world tolerates you.

“With a personality like Ye Ying Jing, how will she face her rebirth life?” This is what Xu Tiansheng was curious about, and he was eager to get answers and inspired. Six months after his rebirth, he was trapped in solitude and had nowhere to talk.

In the face of this sudden and strange problem, Ye Yingjing looked up with interest for a moment and asked Xu Tinsheng back and said: “You mean... the prophet? ”

“Prophet.” Ye Yingjing gave the most appropriate explanation for the general thinking of ordinary people. A reborn life is like a prophet, but there's also a difference.

The biggest difference between being reborn as a prophet is that the prophet is merely a prophet, and the reborn has experienced, encountered beauty, and left regrets, some of which may be heartbreaking.

Thus, the purpose of rebirth and the sense of urgency in the mind are much stronger than the prophet's.

“Even a prophet. ”

Xu Tiansheng nodded and looked at Ye Yingjing with anticipation. This was the first time he had asked a person this question. At this moment, she is in the sun, and Xu is born in the midst of light and darkness, eager to guide. Ye Yingjing didn't know.

“A life like that can easily get lost.” Ye Ying said as she pondered.

“Lost? Why?” Xu Tiansheng asked.

Ye Yingjing remained in a state of reflection and expression. What she said was the thoughts in her heart. “The ability to predict the future, too much power, doesn't necessarily bring happiness," she said. "I think the most likely result is that it can get lost. ”

Xu Tinsheng fell into contemplation, lost, and reborn life, because of the relationship of predictive power, maybe wealth, power, a lot of what he once looked up to became available, so his mind grew bigger and bigger as he climbed, and people walked further away in the immersion of wealth power, and then what? ……

Ye Yingjing continued: “We think so. The word you just said was‘ rebirth ’. If you completely changed the course of your life after you were reborn, and even completely changed yourself, would you still be reborn?

For example, those who were soft and warm became cold and harsh, those who could have kept little happiness and stability for a lifetime, whose hearts were occupied by desire, only the peak of power and wealth,...

I think that's not rebirth, because in fact, after everything changed, that person was not you or me, but someone else completely. He's just like you and I have the same name and appearance, but he's not you and me anymore.

That person, perhaps a total stranger to us, or even someone we would have feared if we thought about it. ”

The term "daiyin" originates from Buddhism and refers to indoctrination of wisdom and thorough consciousness. Ye Ying Jing's words made Xu Tiansheng sweat. He had been walking blindly, perhaps for the time being, not lost.

But if everything goes down, what about the future?

“Thank you," Xu Tiansheng said.

Ye Yingjing could not know the fluctuations in Xu Tiansheng's heart. For her, this is a thought-provoking issue, but ultimately it is only an interesting assumption.

“In fact, if you're really happy to be reborn, you can make up for the regrets.” Ye Ying Jing spoke with his eyes looking away and glowing.

“Do you have a regret trying to make it up to you? Can you tell me?” Xu Tiansheng asked curiously.

Ye Yingjing looked at Xu Gardener, turned his face and muttered: “In fact, I have always been happy and satisfied. If there is regret, maybe, maybe... I will want to meet someone sooner, I will go to him sooner, show up sooner in his life... while he is still in love with someone. ”

“Meet someone early? ”

“Yeah, it was late, it was beautiful, it should be cherished, and it became a pity to hide in the heart. ”

Ye Ying Jing smiled brilliantly and turned around and said: "Let's go, Xu Tiansheng, let's go home. ”

This affair ends right here. Ye Ying Jing inspired Xu Tiansheng with her wisdom and personality glow, but she said unfortunately, maybe she would never understand.

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Rebirth, the trajectory of life is necessarily different, but my thinking, if it becomes completely different from the inside to the outside, it is not rebirth, but there is a prophet in the world, if so... that person, is not Xu Tiansheng.