Still, Wait For Me

The previous night, when Fu Cheng and Xu Tiansheng finished listening to the story of the "Blossom” singer, they walked out of the pub. Because Xu Tiansheng didn't know when to shed tears, Fucheng said: “Now, are you going to West Lake City? ”

Xu Tinsheng shook his head and said, "I'm not going. Let's just end this. Good for apple, good for me. ”

Fu Cheng thought Xu's tears were due to the story of the bar singer, reminding him of the apple, while Xu Tin Sheng actually only heard “three years" and “I'm still waiting for him to come back”.

It's a story that belongs to Xu Tiansheng and Xiang Jie.

Helpless sincerity no longer persists in its opinions.

At more than 1: 00 a.m., two and a half drunk people decided to walk the rest of the way back. A story that happened unexpectedly, it was difficult to end up on both sides, and it seemed like it could finally end...

If Xu Tiansheng doesn't hear from Sonny this evening.

Sonny said, "Mr. Xu, are you coming tomorrow? I just asked apple, apple didn't say. I'm in West Lake, with Apple's assistant. Will you be here tomorrow? ”

Xu Tinsheng said, "I'm not going. ”

Sonny said, "But apple's not good right now. ”

Xu Tinsheng said, "I know, after a while, she'll be fine. ”

Sonny said, "No, you don't know, you don't know, it's not just those things, it's apple. It's really bad. So... I'll have apple's assistant talk to you. ”

apple's assistant answered the phone. Xu Tiansheng remembered that she was a slightly fat girl, and Xu Tiansheng met this girl and smiled kindly with her when she was in Jinnan, when Apple sent a car to pick her up.

“Hello," she said.

“Hello,” Xu Tiansheng said.

“I think apple is depressive and can be serious.” She said it directly.

On the street at midnight, Xu Gardener suddenly shivered slightly.

Depression doesn't sound as terrible as those endemic diseases, but in fact, it's the second killer after cancer, with millions of people dying of depression every year around the globe… in some stressful industries.

Now what Xu Tiansheng hears is that Apple has depression, and it can be serious.

Xu Tiansheng tried to adjust herself and said in a still somewhat trembling voice: “Why? I mean, how do you judge? Have you ever been diagnosed in a hospital? ”

“No, I tried to persuade apple to see a psychiatrist, but she didn't listen, and she was very angry... Actually she was nice to me, we were like sisters and sisters, she never had a temper with me.

But I can really tell, it's depression. Over the past two months, she has hardly spoken since the beginning of her lively love, and she has barely slept, eaten just a little, and she has lost more than twenty pounds.

Once I went into her room in the morning and found her removing the sheets and the duvets and tearing them into neat pieces, she tore them all night, her nails broken, her hands bleeding, she was still tearing them as I went in.

Besides, the last time the boss asked her to ask you for a song, she didn't say anything from beginning to end. It was like this at the boss, and it was the same when she came back. She sat down, didn't sleep, didn't say anything. Now I call her, and it takes a long time for her to react. ”

“I…” Xu Tiansheng did not know what to say because the assistant's description was almost conclusive.

“Believe me, I'm really sure," the assistant said anxiously, "because... because she's in exactly the same condition as a singer I was. She's depressed. She doesn't sing anymore. ”

“What's the singer's name?” Xu Tiansheng asked.

“ …… ”

The assistant said the name of an L singer, a singer who used to be very red in the interior. The assistant said that she stopped singing now, and Xu Tiansheng... had seen news in his previous life that the female singer had eventually jumped to suicide because of depression.

Since the assistant said that the two situations were almost identical and that she herself was the person with whom she lived most on a daily basis, Xu Tiansheng actually had an answer.

“I know, I'll call you in the morning. ”

Xu Tiansheng hung up the phone, sat down along the street, and looked stuck and depressed.

“What's the matter?” Fu Cheng asked carefully.

“Apple has depression.” Xu Tiansheng looked up and after saying this, he kept opening his mouth, but didn't say anything more.

“How is it possible that apple is so lively, naughty, scoundrel, fairy, stinky...” Fu Cheng tried to find adjectives about the old apple, and he wanted to find more, because these words are so positive and so precious at the moment.

Indeed, she was such a person.

Xu Tinsheng remembered the way she initially died and approached herself. She remembered how easily satisfied and happy she was. She loved to laugh and make fun of herself. She also loved to “flirt” with herself, like a complete demon.

The happiest day in her memory was the day Xu Tingnian college started, she came to send him to school, and then “husband” and “husband” screamed all day, making a fuss all day.

After that, even if the gardener had a stinking face and said harsh words, she could easily take them with her, saying that when you fell in love with me, I would beat you to death. Even if she was sad, she would run into the snow and learn to wrap the girl's taekwondo pose and say, "Ha."

“But it seems like it's been a long time since I've seen that apple.” Fu Cheng suddenly said.

This sentence reminds Xu Tiansheng that she has not seen the apple in a long time. Since when, the apple has stopped messing with her Tiansheng and stopped talking naughty words.

She starts talking carefully, doing things, and she always ends those conversations she hasn't really figured out.

Fu Cheng sat down next to Xu Tiansheng and said, "Is it serious? ”

“Very serious.” Xu Tiansheng said.

Fu Cheng saw his tears and said: "Don't blame yourself, you can't really blame yourself. Mainly that circle, and her brokerage firm, she's a little girl, going to face these alone, the endless commercials, the hopeless prospects, and possibly some dirty stuff, the fight, the oppressive blow, and..."

Fu Cheng's "also”, might have wanted to say that this time Xu Tiansheng gave the song to Tianyi, but seeing the state of Xu Tiansheng, he didn't say anything.

“In fact, if you really have any responsibility, it's not the responsibility of emotion. After all, no one can force you to do anything about emotion. It's just that, in the meantime, you didn't give her a window, and you took away her inner support, that's you.” Fu Cheng said.

“It's all because of me, really, it's all because of me.” Xu Tiansheng looked up to heaven and said.

Fu honestly thought that Xu Gardener was just blindly blaming himself in a state of extreme guilt, and did not answer the question.

No one in the world really understands the true meaning of Xu's story. Because that is the fact that Xu Tiansheng changed the original beautiful life trajectory of Apple and pushed her to this point today.

Even if he didn't, the truth is that he did it all.

The life of rebirth, Xu's life is hard work, for herself, and for others, so everything seems to be getting better.

The fate of Xu family was reversed, and it was getting better.

Friends around him also got better results, Sonny avoided tragedy, Huang Yaming found the direction, even Fucheng Fang Yunyao, even though each side of the world now avoided tragedy like in previous life, had a good time.

Wu Yuewei, Xiang Jie, at least now they all look better than in previous life.

Even his roommate bell rang in his previous life, avoiding a scourge because of Xu Tiancheng.

All of them are better, because Xu Yan, maybe later, because Xu Yan.

Only one person, apple, only apple's fate has become so bad and worse... because Xu Tiansheng. Xu Tinsheng ruined her beautiful life with one hand, and then what? Leave her alone to face the aftermath?

Xu Tinsheng owed a man in his previous life, and it was Xiang Jie. I owe someone in my life, it's apple.

Xu Tiansheng stood up and stopped the car on the side of the road.

“You…” asked Fu sincerely.

“Now I'm going to West Lake City, and I'll take care of her later.” Xu Tiansheng said.

“What about the condensation? ”

Where's Xiang Jie? This is a problem that Xu Tiansheng cannot face: "… listen to fate, maybe me, maybe not me. Maybe she'd be better off without me. ”

In Xu Tinsheng's last sentence, Fu Cheng will also never understand, such as “and me”.

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