Still, Wait For Me

At that moment, Xu Tiansheng felt that "heartbreak” was not actually an abstract word, it was specific, detectable, audible, or even visible. He should open the door, rush out, whatever.

But he thought, "Uncle, please," and “give me a guarantee.” He looked, because of the rain, and apple was concentrating on removing the flowers from the windowsill.

apple shouted, "Xu Tiansheng, come and help. ”

Xu Tiansheng walked through the room and onto the balcony before realizing how big the rain was this evening. So it was in a rainy new rock high school, outdoor pay phones might be installed in some corner... she dared to cry like that.

The wind and storm would stop the cry from coming out, and then she would go through the storm, go back and show her smile.

That's what Li Lin said: “It's fine. I think she's been smiling all day. It's polite, it's hard work. ”

It was like being bullied and crying by her uncle, but her roommate friends in college had no idea and still thought she had met an uncle who had always been infinitely tolerant and spoiled her.

“To help you build an image in front of them, so that one day if we make a scene, they will say your good words, persuade and dissuade. You don't understand. Sometimes your girlfriend's words have a big impact.” She said then.

apple turned around with rain all over her face, all wet in front of her clothes, her hair wet on her cheek in front of her, anxiety and anxiety.

Xu Tinsheng said, "Don't you have to be so desperate? Just a few pots of flowers. Don't get yourself cold. ”

"You don't know how hard it is for them to survive in my hands," said Apple. "Of course I have to cherish my life so hard. Don't talk to me. Help me. ”

Xu Tiansheng probed the probe and retracted, pulling the apple away from the stormy balcony, then took off his T-shirt, rushed into the rain, and moved a pot of flowers and grass full of shelves to the roots of the wall.

The rain split his head over his face and washed him down along his face and body.

“Why do you look skinny? I can't believe you're still a little strong. Especially now that it's washed by rain, it makes people...” apple leans against the door.

“Makes people what?” Xu Tiansheng wiped the rain on his face and asked out loud.

“Makes people want to peek into your bath," apple answered with a shout.

Xu Tiansheng was speechless for a while and said with a bitter smile: "Stop messing around. Go and dry yourself off. I'll move out in a minute. ”

“Mmm.” Apple turned to the bathroom.

Xu Tiansheng returned to the room after moving the flower pot and apple threw a bath towel over his head. “Rub it.” She said. But after laughing, he changed his mind. He took the bath towel and wiped it for Xu Tiansheng.

Palms rub the top of your head, cheeks, then your ears, neck... then your chest. Her movements suddenly began to slow down and become powerless.

apple is also still dressed in wet clothes that cling tightly to the body to outline a nice, seductive arc.

Both breathe a little heavier.

The bath towel has fallen to the ground and apple's palms are pressed against Xu Tiansheng's chest.

“What should I do? Xu Tiansheng”, apple breathed heavily, leaned down in Xu Tiansheng's ear and said, "Stop? I'm not pretending this time, I'm really panting, I can't help it. ”

Xu Tiansheng stabilized himself and said, "Why don't we talk about something else? ”

“Well, you want. Hurry up," apple said.

“I think, think," Xu Tiansheng patted his cheek and said, "I... I think those flowers, they were grown in a natural environment, they had to go through the storm, right? And it could take countless times. Why did they all survive and now they have better nutrients and care, but they can't? ”

This seems to be a sermon that fits perfectly with his previous status as a teacher.

But apple missed the point, and she distracted herself and said, "Just like me. I turned out to be the strongest kind of wildflower, and I grew up alone for so many years... then with your warmth, I couldn't be strong independently. ”

“Regret? You said if I hadn't carried you that day, wouldn't the story be like this?” Xu Tiansheng said.

“It will still be like this. You don't know, I know.” Apple laughed and said, "Actually, I've been thinking about one thing for a while. You had a fever that night, and you said to me, confused, that you had actually died once, and that time, I had my own life, and I lived well. Is that a dream of yours? ”

Xu Tiansheng has always been afraid of what happened that night. “Right, a dream. The burning was confusing, as if it were true.” Xu Tiansheng said.

“Um," apple said, "but I've been thinking, in your dreams, do you love me? Do I love you? If I loved you, why did you die and I could live well? ”

“In my dreams, I don't love you, and neither do you. We were just classmates for a year, and then we lived together.” Xu Tiansheng said.

apple thought about it and said, "But how do you know I don't love you if you don't love me? Perhaps just in your dreams, because of a lack of opportunity, I didn't act like I did. ”

This problem has trapped Xu Tiansheng.

“In previous life, did apple like me? ”

“The proximity, the proximity of previous generations, that is, the scenes that were born before that night were basically coincidental. It became love in this life, so in previous life, it was just purposeful proximity, without any emotion? ”

“Or is it true, as she says, that there is just a lack of opportunity that ultimately does not show? The only certainty is that even if there is, it is certainly not as profound as it is today. ”

“So if she shows up, if we get in touch, will I know her and fall in love with her? So, what's the story going to be? ”

apple shook his hand up in front of Xu Tiansheng and said:

“Want to go into God? Or distracted? Actually, I just wanted to tell you that I love you. Xu Tinsheng, I love you when you think I love you, and I love you when you think I don't love you. ”

Xu Tinsheng said, "Thank you. Why don't we just pretend we didn't stop? ”

apple ducked and said with a smile, "Beautiful thought. ”

Throw the T-shirt back to Xu Tiansheng and say, “Actually, I've always regretted it. I didn't ask you that day when you had a fever. Do you love me or not? Actually, I know I'm sick, so I'm afraid that's why you're accepting me. ”

Xu Tinsheng said: "Some things are like this, they don't have to be done, they are willing to do it. ”

“What do you mean? ”

“I love you too, if I want to. ”

apple leaped for a while and said, "Whatever happens next, Xu Tiansheng, I'll keep this in mind. Remember what you're saying now, you love me. Remember forever.”

When the young girls were serious, there weren't many, and the happy apple started chirping, and she said, "Hey, Mr. Xu, I've always wondered, are you a virgin? ”

“Ah, why? I mean, why all of a sudden? ”

“Because your self-restraint is so good, like experienced people. ”

This is a difficult question to answer, and Xu Tiansheng couldn't figure it out herself, but for the moment, he said, "Yes. ”

“Experienced? ”

“Yes, virgin, man. ”

Uncle Xu Tiansheng... embarrassed... fell out the door.

apple laughs behind you haha.