Still, Wait For Me

I washed the dishes, soaked my hands in the sink, and was struck by the sun on my face.

This situation is well suited for reflection.

The feeling of shame and anxiety, coupled with the fear of Lu Xin's state of health, worked together to make Xu Tingsheng look like an uncle at home this morning.

He wore light cotton linen pajamas, slippers, stepped in the sun through the windows, quiet, not too slow to clean up, tidy up the whole house, every room and living room, balcony and under the sofa, every corner.

Another thing he did was wash Lu Xin's dirty clothes, all of them, including the ones she brought back to Hong Kong. Finally, the clothes were covered in the entire balcony.

With a little sense of accomplishment, Xu Gardeners felt that this might make them look warmer, more stable, at least less animal.

As a result, Lu Xin went home to see the clothes on the balcony, and felt that Xu Tiansheng was actually an animal. Throughout the day, she stayed in the most ruthless state. When she had to speak to Xu Tiansheng, she also assured herself that she was using the most ruthless tone.

After dinner, Lu Zhixin went directly into the room to sleep. Her body was actually still low in fever and had not fully recovered.

Around 11: 00, Lu Zhixin, who had probably slept for a while, came out of the room and saw Xu Tiansheng still sitting on the sofa in the living room, without turning on the TV or sleeping.

“Why haven't you come back to the dorm?” Lu Qixin asked the gardener coldly.

“You're not completely well, you forgot to take your pills, and then I was afraid you'd burn again at night. I can't take care of it without you.” Xu Tiansheng explained carefully.

Lu Zhixin did not speak, went to the bathroom to wash, and came back to see Xu Tiansheng had put warm water and medicine on the coffee table. She stopped shouting, picked it up, finished eating, and went straight back to the room.

Xu Tiansheng then heard the door unlocked and checked over and over again.

“I sleep next door, call me if you feel bad at night. I'll take you to the hospital. ”

Xu Tiansheng said a word to the closed door and went back to his room to turn on the computer.

He received an e-mail from Tsen Xiyu.

She said she looked forward to meeting with Zhang Ninglang's braided girl and would definitely invite them to dinner next time she came back.

Xu Tiansheng is preparing to reply and a new email prompt pops up on the screen.

This is the first time Senxi Yu has sent an email with a photo. She was wearing sportswear, some pictures, she was pressing her legs by the flower pot, some resting, more, she was running.

“Xu Tiansheng, do you know what the best thing left for me in the two months of living on the riverbank? You can't guess, because I didn't even know it was a run.

When I got here, when you weren't around, I realized that what I missed most every day was the time you ran with me every morning for those two months.

So, I run every day, and I miss you when I run.

Did you see the picture?

This is Central Park, New York, and it's big and beautiful, and it's a world famous running sanctuary. There are a lot of people who run here every day, people who live here, people who travel here, people who come all the way here to run around here.

There are a lot of small games here, and you're not gonna believe it. I just finished an eight-mile race, and I ran down.

Actually, I can run longer.

Once, I ran alone for over an hour, maybe two. I spent all that time remembering the little bits between us.

It was still dark when I first ran that day, and then there was a beautiful sun, and then it started raining, and then it was clear, and my clothes were wet and dry, and I kept running, and I felt very happy, and I didn't want to stop.

Look, it's like the state I've been through. Meet you, like you, is the best thing in my life after all, I don't want to stop. You know, Xu Tiansheng.

I have met a group of people who love to run, people from different countries, people of all colours, people of all ages, including the elderly and children.

This is a group of interesting and cute people, and I think maybe because running isn't much fun per se compared to other sports, most people who love running are interesting and enthusiastic.

I think I should do the same.

I plan to sign up for a halfway marathon next month.

I plan to go more places to run in the future.

But my most important plan is to run with you, in Central Park, New York, in the streets of Boston, or we can go to the beaches of Seychelles, the Gold Coast of Australia.

Come and see me. Xu Tiansheng. ”

Signature: yours.

……

Xu Tiansheng was relieved and relieved by Apple's current state of life. As she said herself, she should be like that, interesting and enthusiastic in itself.

But wait, you mean a half-mile marathon?

Xu Tiansheng thought about it and replied, “I'll be here, but eight miles, half a marathon away? I don't believe it.”

A few minutes later, Zenxi Yu replied: "Are you still awake? Why don't you believe me? ”

Xu Tiansheng replied: "If your breasts are too big, it's not suitable for running? ”

Chatting by email has the advantage of being instant and not as quick as calling, texting, or other chat tools. If both parties are talking now with QQ, Cenxi Rain should respond with a few emoticons indicating anger or shyness.

But the mail, it gives people space to think.

This time Xu Tiansheng waited almost twenty minutes before waiting for a response.

She said, "There's sports underwear, stupid. Just wrap it up, tighten it up, don't let it shake. ”

The mail came with two pictures, the first, Cenxi Rain was wearing sportswear, all wrapped up quite tightly except the long legs, and the second, after taking off the sportswear, was the red sportswear vest inside.

She wrote, "Is it nice?" In fact, a lot of the girls here are running directly in sports vests. Even the old lady, it's just me. I'm afraid you'll be careful.

Xu Tiansheng replied: "You did the right thing. But I want to see the third one. Go on. ”

Zenxi Yu replied: “I'll show you when you get here... well, I'll let you think about it. But now I'm going to a country folk party with my friends, and I have to go out right away. I'll wait for you. By the way, Xu Tingnian, there are international students and foreigners on this side almost every day to confess to me. Oh, do it yourself. ”

Xu Tiansheng replied hastily: "Confession? Are there British nobles among them? Baron or something. ”

Luckily, Zenxi Yu hasn't left yet, she replied, “I don't think so at the moment. What, are you nervous? Hold on to that. I really have to go out, honey. Bye. ”

Xu Tiansheng had to reply: "Okay. ”

And then he turned off the computer, sat on the chair and imagined the apple now, Zen Xiyu.

Xu Tiansheng knew that she was studying guitar, she ran, was confessed, was enthusiastic and cheerful at jazz parties, sang and danced, wore simple plain skirts on the small stage of country folk music, and sang quietly a gentle song...

With these in mind, Xu Gardener smiled unconsciously.

Sometimes people can only bring comfort and beauty to the people they communicate with, who care about you, if they make themselves better. Today's Cenxi Rain still has the “little demon's essence” of apple, but it's slowly different... because she sees herself and the way she lives has become different.

She is passionate about life and herself.

Xu Tiansheng fell asleep with warmth.

Maybe at 2: 00 in the morning, maybe at 3: 00, a body slipped into his arms gently.

Xu Tiansheng woke up and was just about to ask.

Lu Zhixin said: "I don't have a fever, don't talk. Don't talk. Tomorrow you'll move back to your bedroom. Okay, don't talk. I'm sleepy. ”

She then stretched a hand over him and leaned against Xu Tiansheng's chest, quickly falling asleep.

Xu Tiansheng believes that Lu Xin's behavior should not have any thought-provoking purpose in itself. Last night, tonight, she was just rare and needed some warmth and reliance...

She is Lu Qixin, so it's really hard to get, so this should get rid of soon.

Tsen Xiyu and Lu Xin, which Xu Tiansheng saw on this day, are in their own other state.

Xu Tiansheng did not fall asleep so quickly, and now, in these days of life, he seems to be in a state of reproach.

It's wrong, but it's not completely wrong.

If he could push Lu Xin away at this moment, maybe he wouldn't have won the apple for a warm backpack, maybe he wouldn't have been the warm uncle that Xiang would have fallen in love with in his previous life, and there wouldn't have been that sweet entanglement and subsequent pain waiting.

This is an inescapable paradox and an inexplicable paradox.

Xu Tiansheng remembered Xiang Jie nowadays. She was an idea that he could not contain when he saw it, and when he couldn't see it, he knew he had to contain it. At least for now.

Once reborn, Xu Tiansheng seemed to go further and further.

……

The next morning, Lu Xinxin woke up and found Xu Tinsheng staring at the ceiling with his eyes open, his teeth grinning, but he dared not move. Lu Zhixin climbed up and asked with his eyes.

Xu Tiansheng pointed to his half body and said hard: “Hemp, pain, seems to be dying. ”

Lu Xinxin finally smiled, but soon he raised his face again and said, “I'm fine. You have to move back to the dorm today. No, right away, after the wash. ”

Xu Tin joked about his dead face and said, "Okay, can you pay for the night? ”

Lu Xinxin went straight out of the door and did not speak with her face on the board, as if everything had nothing to do with her.

After washing, Xu Tiansheng went out.

Before closing the door, he said to Lu Zhixin sitting in the living room: “I know something must have happened at your house. If you can't tell me, rest for a few days, go for a walk or feel safe being a regular college student for a few days. ”

Lu Zhixin looked at him and nodded. “Hmm. ”

Xu Tiansheng closed the door.

“Xu Tiansheng," he said through the door, "If one day I trade feelings for money, for terms, would you feel relieved? Or is it actually painful? ”

The question was sudden. Xu Tiansheng tried to open the door and ask carefully, but found the door was held up by Lu Xin.

“Answer that.” She said.

Xu Tiansheng silenced for a moment and said, "I don't know, maybe both. ”