Still, Wait For Me

One thing Li Wan-er must not have thought of: At this moment, Xu Tin-sheng actually wants this child more than she does, a secret, unknown child, to pass on his blood.

Xu Tiansheng's thoughts retained one of the most important traditional concepts of the country for thousands of years, the continuation of blood, which was also one of the greatest defects of his previous life.

If the previous life was in fact another world, then he, in fact, could never tell the late father - the only son could not inherit, and the pulse was broken.

So, what about rebirth?

When this world was reborn, Xu Tiansheng was in fact constantly afraid. He would not have been a man of immense strength, otherwise he would not have given up and retreated.

First, Xu Tiansheng's fear was detected and exposed...

Then perhaps the best result for him is life under house arrest and isolation - and that's just the best result. Ninety-nine percent of the time, he'll be squeezed out of value and then destroyed.

He was careful, but still fearful, and someday bad luck would suddenly come.

To this end, Xu Tiansheng is even ready to make some wrong decisions and go through some failures one day after the foundation is sufficient, so as not to be noticed by the hearts and minds. He can do nothing wrong and do nothing wrong.

Secondly, Xu was born at a time of fear, in 2015, when he was reborn from his previous life.

He didn't know what would happen when he walked to the day he was reborn.

Is it an irreversible death as a foreign species that should not exist? Disappear?... or the lightest, will he become mediocre again after losing predictability...

Then he may not be able to hold on to everything he has gained for more than a decade, even if he is at risk for the sin of perfection.

So when Li Wan-er raised this matter, she asked Xu Tin-sheng to have a child, which reminded Xu Tin-sheng that there is one more important thing you haven't done —— leave blood behind.

And when she portrayed her and her child's relatively free and secret life in Milan, Xu Tiancheng felt no hesitation. To be precise, he had decided at that moment that he wanted the child.

He'll give this kid as much secrets as he can, and this kid, it'll always be a secret.

In Xu Tiansheng's flash plan, apart from himself and Li Waner, there is even one person in the world who should know, and can also know, that this child exists, Xu Daddy Xu Jianliang.

The rest include Xu Ma, sister Xu Qiuyi, Huang Yaming, Fu Cheng... Xu Tiansheng will not tell them. The less people you know, the better.

Xu Tiansheng couldn't find someone better suited than Li Waner, more appropriate timing.

She will live abroad for a long time; her current situation is tantamount to no relatives and will not be disturbed or disturbed; she does not intend to marry again, she is accustomed and willing to be alone and peaceful; she has nothing to ask for...

Besides, she is a wonderful woman with an impeccable appearance, personality, quality… everything.

And she loved Xu Tingsheng, and this, having their common child, was such a wonderful thing for her. In a way, Xu Tiansheng likes her too. It's a shame to miss out on Ben...

And, very importantly, she hardly affects and harms Xiangkou. In addition to Xu Tiansheng carrying a secret, there may be some guilt.

As for Xiang Jie, she is fifteen years old.

On the one hand, Xu Tianzheng did not want her to be completely separated from her own life as an ordinary person, such as to marry and have children before she was 18 or 20 years old, do not… She should go to high school, go to college, except for the uncle who appeared earlier in her life to care for her, she should live freely and happily as in previous life.

On the other hand, before that point in 2015, even if Xiang Zheng wanted to, Xu Tiansheng would not dare to let Xiang Zheng have their children. Because Xiang Zheng and his children were destined not to be hidden like Li Waner, and Xu Tiansheng would not do the same.

If what really happened that day, Xu Tiansheng preferred Xiang to grieve and then have such a long period of her own life. Instead of having a child born in Xu's courtyard, he was burdened for life.

So, at this moment, Xu Tiancheng wants this child.

……

But now, they have a problem.

Xu Tinsheng and Li Waner encountered this difficulty, the pregnancy, often when you don't want to, even worried, when scared, rarely confused hit, then bad luck, a lot of trouble.

And when you finally start to earnestly look forward to it one day, get ready, work hard to cultivate it... maybe half a year without a reaction...

Actually, nobody can take it.

Several of Li Waner's suggestions seemed to go against her own intentions... so that would amount to a lover?

Xu Tinsheng, while Li Waner was thinking about the profound topic of "life creation”, went back to laying down. He calmed down a little, and suddenly thought about it and asked: “Yes, have you counted the time? ”

“Ah, what?” Li Waner looked back and turned her head... and looked at her face and seemed surprised by the problem.

“You, that time, then the safety period, the danger period or something.” Xu Tiansheng was depressed and said, "You don't get it, you're ready to have a baby, you didn't count it? ”

“Me, I didn't think about having kids before, didn't want them, and then I ran out shortly after I got married... just didn't pay much attention to understanding this. Just, forget it. ”

This woman seems to feel like she wants to have it, she wants to have it. The decision has also just been taken.

“…” Xu Tiansheng ran out of words for a moment and said, "Then count it now. ”

Li Waner was really thinking about it. He thought about it carefully and calculated it for a while. He said: "It seems like he'll be here in a day or two. ”

Xu Tinsheng said helplessly: "So, the safety period… how can you conceive?! ”

Men have always been worried about the danger period. This time Xu Tiansheng called safety period to kill them... and they came in two days, just a few days, then safety period,...

Xu Tiansheng was depressed.

Li Waner lost his position of courage.

This evening, her psychological construction has been compromised and changed, but one thing remains the same, it is all based on "having a child”, without this position, continue...

It was against Li Waner's original intention not to be a lover.

She was not a brave person.

After a moment of embarrassment and hesitation, Li Waner sat up with a quilt and said embarrassingly: “Well, I'll go home first. Will you... come back later? I mean, the kid thing. Actually, I, I seem to be forcing you. You're not coming, are you? ”

There is always frustration and bitterness, but this is the case, and it can only be blamed on "luck”.

Xu Tiansheng smiled awkwardly.

Li Waner looked at him with a slight surprise. He didn't understand what he meant. He continued without knowing what he meant.

“I know you might because of her... don't want to. But I'm sorry, I thought so, knowing it, but I'm still trying to force you. Because that's what I just thought, and I felt like having one of our kids with me... and that might be the best part of my future life. ”

“I know, and I'm just as eager to be as good as you portrayed it. I just heard God," Xu Tiansheng said sincerely, "I love children. ”

“Well, I could tell. Though you are so small... I can't figure it out... but I can see it.” Wan Li said something proud.

Xu Tiansheng went on with some embarrassment: “So just now, actually, I thought… I have hope to have a child. And you.”

“... is it true what you said? ”

After Li Waner was happy and shy, she discovered that Xu Tingsheng was talking just now, so she said:

“So what now? Will you come or not? And... is she okay? Don't worry, I won't affect you or hurt her. I can no longer see you… at most, you see children once a year, six months at the most. ”

With regard to Xiang Jieng, in fact, Xu Tiansheng could not explain this to Li Waner. Neither he nor himself could explain it clearly.

Xu Tiansheng avoided Xiang Jie's topic and said seriously: “Now I am calm, but the decision has not changed. Your words, I just heard, you seem to have made a temporary hasty decision, I was thinking..."

Xu Tiansheng stopped to calculate the time and schedule.

“What do you want…?” Li Wan-er asked.

“It's November 2004, July 05 or so, and I'll come back to Milan again. If Mandy still thinks exactly the same way now, have a baby for me," Xu Tiansheng said, "I can't guarantee too many others, let alone time and company, but I will do everything I can to take care of you and the baby under this premise. ”

“… hmm. Then I'll wait for you, I don't think I'll change my mind, I won't.” Li Waner replied with a smile. She didn't ask time-related questions. Not at the moment. Then she needed time to think about it. Xu Tiansheng said it was reasonable.

With this agreement, the atmosphere in the room became awkward... What do we do now?

Continue? If you can't carry on, Li Waner doesn't have a position. Against the original intent, Xu Tiansheng is pretty much the same... Why don't you tell yourself, let's do an exercise first? Grind it up?

Li Waner first said, "Well, I'll go home tonight. My... clothes... you help me. ”

Speaking of clothes, Li Waner lifted the quilt and covered herself tightly. This dress actually embarrassed her, especially in this situation. She pointed to the shirt and coat at the foot of the bed. She couldn't get up and get it herself. She had to ask Xu Tiansheng to help.

Xu Tiansheng sat up and thought about it and looked at the time and said: “It's after 3 o'clock... why don't you stay. ”

Li Waner looked at Xu Tiansheng, hesitated for a moment, lowered his head and shook his head, embarrassed to say:

“No, I told you... I can't be a lover, not to have kids. Don't laugh at me. I know it sounds silly to say that, but I really haven't been able to convince myself. ”

Xu Tiansheng explained with a smile, “I didn't mean that. I mean, just sleep. You sleep in my arms for a few hours, and then the sun goes up. You said you wanted to rely on it, didn't you? ”

Li Waner looked into Xu Tiansheng's eyes.

“I want to be nice and heartbroken to the woman who's going to give birth to me in the future, okay?” Xu Tiansheng smiled brightly.

Li Waner also laughed. The feeling of happiness was simple and obvious. She nodded silently and then retracted her body into the quilt.

Xu Tiansheng lay down and spread one arm apart.

Li Waner didn't lean over.

“What's the matter?” Xu Tiansheng asked warmly.

“My… clothes.” Li Waner whispered.

“… it's pretty, I've just seen it.” Xu Tiansheng smiled.

Li Waner glanced at him, "I forgot my pajamas. What should I do? ”

“I brought you two sets. I brought you one. It might be a little bigger. You can put it on. ”

Xu Tingsheng got up and looked for his pajamas in his bag. He asked casually: "By the way, when did you prepare your clothes? ”

He noticed earlier that this time Li Waner seemed different.

She learned something that she wouldn't have done before, although she couldn't let go, but this time compared to herself in the high seas, she was like a "fairy” … everything changed from clothing, movement, tone.

“My cousin bought it.” Li Waner whispered.

Xu Tingsheng caught new information, and Li Waner has already mentioned her cousin twice this evening.

“What did my cousin teach you besides buying clothes?” Xu Tiansheng asked curiously.

“Ah... no, no.” Li Waner said no, but her expression was clearly saying yes.

After a while, it seemed to brew a little bit and decide what to do.

”'Actually, there's more...” said Li Waner.

Xu Tiansheng said, "What else? ”

“some… action.” After that, Li Waner looked up at Xu Tiansheng. He changed from lying on his back to lying on his back, then waved him back to bed. He carefully reached over and grabbed Xu Tiansheng's hand.

That hand was placed between the waists.

Then, with 10 years of yoga merit, people under the quilt, like small boats in the waves, fluttering and swinging with the wind... the green bend and fluttering... the boat is swinging and swinging in the wind...

She thought, accustomed to being young and bloodthirsty for a moment, just a moment, can't show, let him feel...

However, the slippery quilt slipped off...

Li Wan-er looked up at Xu Tin-sheng, and he was watching.

Li Waner's face was reddish and difficult... embarrassed, but biting her lips, she withstood the sense of shame and humiliation. She let the boat continue to shake and shake her heart.

Xu Tiansheng said in a voice pressed against her voice: “My cousin taught me so well. ”

Li Waner stopped abruptly and hurriedly pulled up the quilt to cover herself. She reached out and strangled a piece of flesh on Xu Tiansheng's waist and said: "Don't laugh at me. So old... to do this. ”

Xu Tiansheng said: "No laughter. Anything else?”

Li Waner looked at him and hesitated for a moment. He nodded.

... After a while, she gasped and stopped.

Xu Tingsheng said, "What did your cousin teach you to do? ”

Li Waner buried his head in Xu Tinsheng's arms and said: "Help me and other women rob you. No more robbing...”

“No more robbery, still...”

“I want to be nice to the man who's going to have a baby for him in the future. It hurts, okay?” Li Wan-er raised his head and learned Xu Tin-sheng's tone of voice. He smiled brilliantly.

“Cousin is amazing," Xu Tiansheng said, "So... did she teach you the tone of your previous speech, the look on your face or something? ”

Li Waner nodded with some embarrassment.

“So, what else?” Xu Tiansheng's eyes were hot.

“The rest is talking… those, I can't say.” Li Waner said nervously.

“Like bullying me, is that it?” Xu Tiansheng asked.

Li Waner shook her head: “This, I think, is not what she taught. It's a lot to be ashamed of what she taught...”

“Like what? ”

“Destroy me.” Li Waner struggled for half a day and said three words in a grievous tone.

Turns out the atmosphere of obscurity and heat changed. Xu Tiansheng couldn't help but laugh. Covering his stomach he said: “This... your cousin and your cousin's husband are tough enough. Anything else?”

Li Waner reached out and twisted him, shaking his lips resolutely, indicating that he would never speak.

Xu Tinsheng pushed her and said: "Aunt Wan, don't be so mean. Tell me to smile. ”

Li Waner stared at him for a while and quickly said, "Abuse me. ”

This one, Xu Tiansheng almost laughed to the ground. Surrender with your hands up and say, "I am conquered by your cousin. ”

When he calmed down, Li Waner seemed to have lost his embarrassment. Considering this as an easy and fun topic, he continued: “You're right, there was conquest, cousin taught, and conquered me,... me,... dead me. ”

She said the last two words.

Xu's breathing was messed up.

These two words are still not as high-end and are actually vulgar, but Xu's breathing has become heavy.

He looked at Li Waner for a while. Li Waner had just come out of a funny emotion. He looked at some strange courtyard students and whispered, "What's wrong with you? ”

Xu Tinsheng held her back directly and pressed her against his ear, as if giving the order: “I want to hear you say the last two words. ”

Li Wan-er looked at him and made sure he was serious, not the kind of joke he just had.

“... me.” After hesitating for a while, Li Waner put it on Xu Tinsheng's ear, whispering, slowly, repeating the word.

After that, Xu Tiansheng's whole person was lit up.

Li Waner felt like he was also lit up, embarrassed, shy, impulsive... all came up together, the word just said that time, and now said this time, bringing the feeling, the difference between heaven and earth.

I couldn't help but say another word slowly in Xu Tinsheng's ear with Li Waner's breath: “... die me. ”

This woman, shy, sometimes even as if she didn't eat fireworks, laid back, quiet, elegant... but said the most vulgar things to an 11-year-old man.

Blasphemy... Goddess.

Xu Tiansheng bit his teeth and lifted his quilt. He said, "I'm going to take a bath. ”

Li Waner knows what this means, because in Shenghai, once, he went to take a bath. He hesitated for a moment. Li Waner reached out to hold Xu Tiansheng and whispered: “No need to go, I'll help you. ”

Xu Tinsheng was stunned and said: "Aren't you going to... this, too, cousin? ”

Li Waner nodded shyly: “Hmm. ”

“Well, how about you, you want me to help you too? ”

“Ah? I didn't...” Wan Li shook her head violently.

“I can see that. ”

“ …… ”

Li Waner turned off the light.

“Be nice to the woman who will have children for me in the future.” He said.

“Be nice to the man who will give birth to him in the future.” She said.

Hanya Spring Light.

Until it calmed down.

“We seem to be covering our ears for burglary.” Li Waner said.

“Hmm.” Xu Tiansheng said.

“You remember not to be too nice to me. ”

“You too. ”

“Go to sleep, lean back.” He said.

“Mmm.”