Still, Wait For Me

In the year of senior year, the school held a major job fair, when it had actually initialled Fang Yunyao of Xiangxiang County and Urban Schools to accompany roommates.

It was at that job fair that she saw the booths and banners for teacher recruitment in Libei County Education Bureau of Graduate Sea Province: talent introduction, unlimited household registration, household settlement, housing...

Libei is not famous, but Graduate Sea Province is famous for the eastern economically developed province.

Fang Yunyao thought about it, then Libei shouldn't be bad. Asked, teachers are paid twice as much as home, there are various welfare subsidies, college entrance exam awards...

Consider that the father is not a healthy body, the mother's hard work, the hometown backward... Fang Yunyao signed up.

From college graduation to 26 years old, in Libei, in Libei Secondary School, Fang Yunyao's life can actually be considered unexpected, except for the inevitable point that he is lonely as a foreigner, for example, an empty teaching dormitory building...

But it's really nothing compared to the hundreds of dollars you can send home each month and fold yourself into a small, slowly growing number.

Fang Yunyao, 26 years old, still looks like a college girl in front of students and colleagues, but the family is already in a hurry, and colleagues and sisters around him, also began to help Zhang Lo enthusiastically.

Fang Yunyao didn't actually resist this. Someone helped introduce her. If she felt okay, she would go to see her. After all, the heart of the girl has hope for marriage and love.

Too bad the person she was expecting never showed up.

That's the year she finished her first senior year as a teacher. A boy named Fu Cheng, who she taught for three years, confessed to her drunk at the graduation party. On the spot, Fang Yunyao could not cry.

That night, she called and talked to her college girlfriend, and she said intentionally and vaguely, "Remember the guy I was expecting when I was in college? ”

She said, "I met a boy who had a warm voice and clear eyes. I don't know much about him, but I've had the impression for three years that he should be gentle, a little shy, a little bit literary. By the way, he plays a good guitar and sings. Besides, he looks good. ”

My girlfriend said, "Do you still have time to hang out with me here? Do it quickly. ”

Fang Yunyao said: "Two hours ago, he just confessed to me. ”

My girlfriend said, "... I know, you're here to show off. ”

Fang Yunyao said: “No, I told you it was a boy... He is my student, graduated this year, I am seven years older than him. ”

The story here is actually already a node. Fang Yunyao could not have predicted anything. Later, there will be such a long and difficult story, both beautiful and cruel.

Later, he avoided a wrong emotion for her, a terrible person. He fought for her that day and stayed out the door all night for the first time.

She fell asleep peacefully in front of him, and he went back outside the door to guard until dawn.

He said, Teacher Fang, I just want you to find a good person... but clearly he is the first person besides his parents who cares so much, so as to protect her.

Later, there was an after-drink conversation.

She said, "Too bad you're young."

He said you just wait.

Maybe he shouldn't have drunk that day because he got so bold. She was surprised by his rude confession on the field. The shock was really big, Fang Yunyao said to herself, because, she never had that moment, such a fierce heartbeat.

Regarding the sudden statement at his college reception party, Fang Yunyao was actually sometimes upset because it would be embarrassing, because at that time, if she was honest, she could not go, but preferred to "send it to the door”... Do you want to admit it? She misses him. I don't know when she's gonna miss him.

That day he sang a song called "Fairy Tales," and he sang it in tears, saying it over and over again, believe me, we're going to be like fairy tales, and happiness and beauty is the end.

Just that night, she decided to believe a fairy tale, decided to bet on the tail of youth, fame, a lot more... when he grew up. Because she knew that there was never going to be another such person in her life.

She quietly planned to move to his city.

She knitted him a black sweater.

Later, the sweater was stained with blood. In that nightmarish memory, he was the only good one. When he fell on his knees on the school commanding platform, he told everyone that he had made a mistake and that he had fallen in love with a woman, Fang Yunyao, his teacher.

She thinks, then go with him on the wrong side.

The first time she wakes up from the infinite darkness, the first person she sees is him. From that moment on, Fang Yunyao knew that she could never fall in love with another person in her life.

The recovery period was difficult, but it was also beautiful, although the fool still called her Teacher Fang every time, she didn't even dare hold her hand.

“Sometimes a brave guy is so useless... if you don't hold my hand, I'll be old.” Fang Yunyao is also annoyed at times.

Thinking about everything, thinking about not being afraid, but on the day I heard that his parents were coming to visit him at the hospital, Fang Yunyao was still nervous, she looked forward to being accepted, willing to work hard, even to some grievances.

……

When Fu Cheng's parents arrived in the ward, they smiled and were gently concerned. They put down the fruit basket and asked Fu Cheng to go out and help book the hotel. They had to talk to Fang Teacher.

Parents apparently deliberately spent themselves, Fu Cheng was a little nervous, Fang Yunyao smiled and blinked, telling him that he was fine.

Fu Cheng left the ward, Fang Yunyao got up from the hospital bed somewhat difficult.

“Auntie and uncle, I'll pour you some water.” She's actually nervous.

“No. Besides, you're almost thirty. Call us aunts. We can't afford it.” Unlike the gentle attitude in front of Fu Cheng, Fu Cheng's first sentence caused Fang Yunyao's heart to fall to the bottom of the valley.

“I, I'm twenty-seven, fictitious.” Like a helpless child, Fang Yunyao made a serious explanation.

“Whatever, anyway, we're here, just... just pretend we're begging you to let go of Makoto.” Father Fu Cheng said something.

“Yeah, you can't be so selfish, Teacher Fang," Fu Cheng continued, "You're seven years older than Fu Cheng, you know? That alone, I wouldn't have said yes. Besides, you're still his teacher. How bad is that? ”

“I…”

“You're still carrying a murder. ”

“That's none of my business, Auntie...”

“Flies don't tickle seamless eggs. The people out there won't listen to you. You can't get rid of these scars on your own. ”

“ …… ”

“The whole of Libei has been full of wind and rain, your own reputation will be broken, you have also involved our family Fucheng, and our old payment... He is now the director of the Bureau of Commerce and Industry, but you can't lift him outside, you know? The people outside saw him, and all he said behind his back was that you and our family were sincere. ”

“I'm... sorry. ”

“Let me tell you something, we always pay for our family. Grandpa Fu Cheng used to be Governor of Libei County. His father is now a deputy at the Bureau of Industry and Commerce. At his current age, as well as our relationship with Xu family today, it is not impossible for him to become a county governor in the future...

What about Fu Cheng? He has our family, and you know what, he has a relationship with the Xu family. That's what I'm saying. He's definitely going to be more than his dad and grandpa.

And then he married you? A woman seven years old, his high school teacher, or a woman with a life behind her back... how can you hold him up for the rest of his life? What's the future? He's already been in your cell. How can you destroy him? ”

“Me, I know. ”

“You can't be so selfish. If you really like Fu Cheng, let him go, when I beg you, okay? Why don't I get on your knees?” Fu Cheng's mother made a move like she was really going to do. Fang Yunyao wept to hold on and shake her head.

“Actually, Fu Cheng is only 20 years old. Do you think he really likes you? He doesn't know anything about it. He's changed in two years.” Father Fu Cheng, who had not spoken much, said in silence:

“Don't hold him back, don't hold yourself back. ”

Fang Yunyao was silent.

“Teacher Fang, let's pretend that we are all doing this for the sake of honesty. Don't ruin honesty, okay?” Mama Fu Cheng said.

Father Fu Cheng dialed a phone number, and the other Yunyao said: "Grandpa Fu Cheng has not been well for two years. This time, he is even more angry to be hospitalized. Their generation values their identity more, as well as family style and fame. Listen to him talk to you...”

Fang Yunyao answered the phone. On the phone, the old man said: “Teacher Fang, right? I can't blame you for everything, and I didn't mean to. In this case, we paid for the family, but we also helped. All this is possible, except for you and Fu Cheng... Anyway, if you enter the door of our family, my old man... will not meditate. ”

After all, everything came too suddenly.

Fairy tale, after all, is not a reality, she once chose to believe... the result was ruthlessly broken...

“Aunt and uncle, I will do as you say," Fang Yunyao said in tears, "that is, can you give me and Fucheng two months? A month and a half is fine. Is that okay?”

She wanted to love him once, even for a short time, even if it was just a fairy tale, at least, not unjustly.

Pay Mom and Dad to be silent.

“Please. I'm sure I'll make it.” Fang Yunyao knelt down and the wound on his body was severely painful due to the motion involved.

Fu Cheng Mama wants to talk.

Pai Da stopped her and relaxed: “Then do as you say, I hope you understand how hard it is for us to be parents... we will pay for an honest child. As for you, it's time to make your own arrangements. If you need any help, you call me and I promise not to resign. ”

“Thank you, uncle. ”

“Besides, Fu Cheng didn't grow up with us when he was a kid, he didn't teach us well, he screwed his personality... so we're telling you this, don't want him to know, you know what I mean?

Fang Yunyao nodded.

“Then we'll go first. ”

“Auntie and uncle, if Fu Cheng comes back, can you hold him off for a chat? Just say we talked very well. I... I want to wash my face first, adjust it... Otherwise, I'm afraid he'll see. ”

“... heartfelt.” Paid's emotions were also a little uneasy and guilty, sighing.

Twenty minutes later.

Fu Cheng went back to the room.

Fang Yunyao looked at him laughing.

“How was the conversation? My parents said... it was fine.” Fu Cheng was a little nervous and asked with some anticipation.

Fang Yunyao smiled sweetly. He nodded shyly and said: "Hmm. ”

Silly and sincere, I thought everything was really so good...