Still, Wait For Me

Fang Yunyao returned home and cried for two days in his mother's arms.

Two days later, she took her parents to Chengdu without telling anyone. A relative of the family opened a small shop in Chengdu. Fang Yunyao thought about it. He still has a little savings in his hand and should be able to live.

She wanted to find a job in Chengdu and settled down.

But things didn't go as smoothly as expected. Provincial capital city public schools often have household registration requirements. Even if there are occasional unwanted requirements, most of them actually have teachers who have a good relationship with the following counties and cities.

After two attempts, Fang Yunyao gave up the idea of entering a public school.

She had to consider the fact that there were no household registration requirements for private schools and that wages were generally higher, with both parents next to her.

With an influential thesis in his hand, he also signed important college entrance examination tutorials. Fang Yunyao's access to private schools is not difficult.

Soon she contacted a local private school in Chengdu and waited for her signature.

While the headmaster of that school was surprised by the ace teacher who fell from the sky, he was also curious, how can this talent be dug without the usual high prices in private schools?

Because of his curiosity, he searched the Internet for information about Fang Yunyao.

Those rumors... teacher and student romance, and the murder... there was talk on the internet, and he turned it all over.

“No wonder...”

On the same day that this private school refused, Fang Yunyao suddenly vomited while eating...

She is pregnant and pregnant with Fu Cheng's child...

Knowing that moment is happiness and struggle.

Running away from home, working without a landing, living in a difficult situation… and adding an unmarried child? The parents were resolute and asked her to take out the child.

“How can you raise a child? ”

“How can you marry someone with a child? ”

“Kids who don't have dads are laughed at. ”

“ …… ”

Fang Yunyao called her number at the hospital at the last minute to break Mom's hand, she escaped, for her and his children.

“Dad, Mom, if I hit this kid... I won't survive.” Fang Yunyao knelt down and begged his parents.

The world's parents, mothers with low levels of literacy, can only shed tears, bite their teeth, curse a few "sinful debts” and still do their best to care for their pregnant daughters.

Relatives are also in his small shop, giving his father a job that is a little older and less convenient for his legs and legs.

The days began to come back with the trusteeship.

So many times, Fang Yunyao stroked his slightly convex stomach and remembered that person, that face... how much she thought she could tell him, you know? We have a baby. God, you haven't even graduated from college yet, so you're a father.

At this point, she'll want to laugh, she'll cry.

“Pregnancy can't cry, it's bad for the child.” Mom saw it and said.

She had a big stomach because the school was afraid that she would take maternity leave when she went to school, and finding a job became more difficult, even if she pleaded with those schools once and for all that she could persevere until she was born, and could return to work as soon as possible after she was born.

No schools were found in Chengdu, Fang Yunyao had to start trying the surrounding counties and cities.

Finally, at last, a private school in Dujiangyan City was willing to receive her, even though the conditions of the school itself and the salary treatment given were not very good, Fang Yunyao returned to the classroom with a growing stomach.

The school divided her into a small faculty dormitory. Mom followed her to Dujiangyan to take care of her, and Dad stayed in Chengdu.

The days of Fang Yunyao have become very difficult and strained due to low wages to feed themselves and their mothers, children in their bellies, and the need to prepare a sum of money for future production.

But that's it, she didn't look for Fu Cheng, and Xu Tiancheng.

“Teacher, where's your husband?” Sometimes children in class ask Fang Yunyao because of her growing tummy.

“He's out there.” Fang Yunyao always said.

“You're pregnant and he won't come back to take care of you? Really.” The students were angry.

“He's too busy.” Fang Yunyao always said.

“When he comes to introduce us," the students said, "we will help you condemn him. ”

Fang Yunyao smiled and did not speak. She thought that many of you might actually know him... Maybe you can't say yes, because he didn't say his name and he was wearing a mask, but many of you must have heard his song.

In fact, she has always known about Fu Cheng and Xu Tiansheng. She can find them online. Their band is becoming more famous and Xu Tiansheng's career has been very successful.

There's a video of their band performing at a school festival. When there was no one in the office, Fang Yunyao would always have to look at it. She looked at his face, listened to him sing "The brightest star in the sky", caressed his stomach and told the child who it was.

The first time she saw it, she heard him say:

“Will you come back? Let me take care of you.”

“Or you allow me to go to you… and when I do, you stop running. ”

Suddenly, she was not as happy as the rush, and on that day, her heart was broken.

From then on, every time she sees it, she holds the mouse tightly with one hand to ensure that the video is cut off in a timely manner.

She dared not listen to him again, afraid that sadness and crying would be bad for the child.

She dared not listen to him again, afraid to listen one more time, she would have to listen to him and couldn't help looking for him.

“It's not just me now, it's our baby,...” On so many occasions, the number has been pressed on the phone screen, it's just that dial key, she can't even press it.

He's looking for her, she knows. On one occasion, he went to her home...

What if Mom asks her daughter when she hears about it?

Fang Yunyao knew that if there was no way to make him die, he would go again. So she had no objection when Mom said she wanted to cheer up her relatives' neighbors in the village and tell them she was married in the field.

Mother's consideration is that if one day she needs to go back, or Fang Yunyao is still pregnant, holding the child in her arms in the future, unfortunately she will be seen by the same countrymen outside, there can also be a cover, so that no one will know that the daughter is an unmarried child.

This is in the countryside, but it will be laughed at and drowned by spitting stars...

In Fang Yunyao, she just wanted him to give up and not be delayed.

Days go by like this.

Perhaps because the body did not recover after that serious injury, perhaps because life during pregnancy was too difficult and the conditions were too bad... the birth of a small school of thought, premature birth, both mothers and daughters finally recovered a life.

Fang Yunyao spent all his savings.

She never dared to recall how she survived that time. Only occasionally did she look in the mirror and find herself so bored. Traces of years and misery are written on your face, "Today's me... would you still like it? ”

My daughter's nickname is Memorize... Memorize... She's a little thin, but she's growing up healthy, smart, beautiful, like her, like him.

No matter how difficult life is, Fang Yunyao's face began to have the best and warmest smile again, when she looked at their children...

On the day of naming the child, Fang Yunyao said: "Tell her to pay the sunshine. ”

Mommy glanced at Fang Yunyao, did not speak, sighed, and left the room with tears.

“Fang Yunyao almost died giving birth, and her husband didn't show up. ”

“What husband, that must be an unmarried child...”

The rumors began to grow.

Occasionally, someone will try to introduce her to a man.

Fang Yunyao refused.

Xiaochang has grown up a little bit. Sometimes, Fang Yunyao will take her to the office, turn on the video on the computer to show it to her daughter, and let her listen to it... “Can you sing after reading? You see Dad singing so well..."

“Come on, read the mask off of Dad...”

“Do you want to see Daddy? ”

“ …… ”

Later, there was another video to watch.

apple's "Long Time no see" MV has the shadow he's been looking for.

After so long, he is still looking...

Xiaoxiao grew up a little bit, making Fang Yunyao unexpected. She always grinned at those two videos, giggling, reaching out and pulling.

The decision to take a quick look at Fu Cheng was made after Ming Yao Bar had a red network due to the apple, and the news, pictures and videos of the band singing in the bar appeared online as well.

Fang Yunyao did not want to miss her father in her whole life, even... when she saw him, she could only stand in a far corner, could not reach him, and read, is also a baby in her arms.

Tickets are too expensive. Fang Yunyao took the train for two days and three nights, from Chengdu to West Lake City, and then took the bus to Iwazhou. She stays in a small hotel and waits for a bona fide performance at the bar.

The other day, she was stopped in front of the bar and security said she was holding the child and was not allowed in.

He was stopped by a young man, Fang Yunyao begged for a long time before being let go.

She sat in the darkest corner.

Fu Sincerely wore a mask.

That night, he sang two songs, a fairy tale and a brightest star.

“Read it, do you hear me? Look there, that's Dad..."

“Did you see that? Read it, read it clearly, remember it in your heart. After that, we won't come. Don't blame Dad when you grow up, it's all Mom's fault... Mom will take care of you. ”

“ …… ”

A bar security officer appeared in front of him, blocking sight.

“What's wrong with you? How did you get the baby in here? ”

Fang Yunyao was stunned and said: "I'm sorry, we're leaving now. ”

“Go, go, go. ”

He walked the child to the door and Fang Yunyao stopped.

“Read it, take another look...”

Actually, she didn't want to take another look.

The security guard said: "Alas, why are you still standing, get out... the boss will know that we will be scolded to death. ”

“Ah, okay. ”

Fang Yunyao looked at him for the last time and waved at the person on stage with his missed little hand...

Turn around.

Out of the bar, Fang Yunyao walked across the road in his arms. A Mercedes-Benz appeared in front of the bar. Huang Yaming stepped out of the car... and walked into the bar...