Still, Wait For Me
Chapter 471: Fang Yunyao's Great and Childish
In fact, Pai Cheng's father paid Qi Zhi's current position and age, if he didn't have a great chance, he would also achieve the rank of deputy district governor on the top of the day.
His plans and considerations are the most difficult for Xu Tiansheng to measure, plus Xu Tiansheng's own lack of enthusiasm for political power, so Fu's obsession is even more incomprehensible to him.
While Xu Tinsheng was still thinking about how to solve this problem.
At noon, Fu Cheng read in his arms and appeared in front of him as dead ashes.
He also had a note in his hand.
This morning, Fang Yunyao handed over the readings to Fu Cheng and said that she would take him with her for a while. She went to her relatives' house and said goodbye. Fu Cheng wanted to go with him. He said that I had not met the relative of your family, just in person to thank him for his help.
At the same time, because Fang Yunyao said goodbye, Fu Cheng felt that she was preparing to go to Iwata with herself, and was a little excited.
Fang Yunyao refused, and asked Fu Cheng to read to the hotel's backyard lawn first, saying that she would be back soon. Fu Cheng had no doubt, nor had he been forced to... As a result, Fang Yunyao had not returned by nearly noon.
Fu Cheng was in a bit of a hurry. He called and found Fang Yunyao shut down.
At first glance in the room, the things that everyone had bought for Fang Yunyao in the past few days, including clothes, were neatly placed on the table. She only took her original luggage and left these behind.
Together, everything you miss, clothes, diapers, bottles, toys...
And a note.
“Fu Cheng, I left and left to read. I'm actually relieved to let the chant follow you.
I believe that even if your parents don't want to end up with you and Xu Tiansheng, they will be able to read the best life and education, the better life, and this is something I can't read anyway.
The two of us are doomed to be fruitless, and I've been thinking about it for a long time, and I'm useless, and I'm just going to drag her through the rest of her life with me.
I also know that making you so young to read can be a drag on you, but please allow me to be selfish for the sake of the child. I trade my selflessness, not dragging, not tripping...
Fu Cheng, the forgiving teacher really doesn't have the courage, forgive me for not being confident... I really don't dare to face your parents anymore, and I don't want you to do this for me and them, they are your parents after all.
There's no room for spinning anymore, is there?
Actually, I want to stay with you, too, and these days, I've fantasized about a lot of future life. Actually, I couldn't bear to read it, but I decided not to take her away...
Fu Cheng, don't blame me. Take care of yourself.
Please take care of it, Mr. Gardener. Thank you.
Sonny, I think I'll have to ask you a lot later.
Also, my reading, don't blame mom, when you grow up, forget mom, mom is so useless... sorry. ”
The payment is for Fang Yunyao.
So again, she chose to escape, and even this time, she left a message.
Perhaps this is the real reason why she left these days after reading Paid Dad's two messages that day. In fact, she has given up on herself and Fu Cheng's future long ago. What she is thinking about, she cannot give up, she is reading.
“All of a sudden she always kept me close to reading, deliberately created opportunities for me to read alone, taught me how to take care of reading, taught me to read milk powder, changed diapers, put her to sleep... I should have noticed... but I didn't. ”
Fu Cheng said with a small thought, helpless words.
The message on the note was written as calmly as possible. Obviously, Fang Yunyao did not want to leave too much emotional and psychological pressure on Cheng. However, leaving Fu Cheng again, and staying to remember, her own pain, you can imagine...
That's when she said I couldn't live without this child. She also said, please don't take away the recitation, I can't live without her...
Mindfulness is all the support of Fang Yunyao.
But this time, she left and left the memories to Fu Cheng. She triumphed over her emotions with reason and forced herself to make such a choice. In the days she taught her to take good care of her daughter in silence… Maybe, in fact, every second is heartbroken and every second wants to repent… but she finally did so.
During the day of nursing, Ye Qing and the others painted her life and future after reading about Iwatsu. That was something that Fang Yunyao had never dared to imagine. It was also something she had heard and wanted to miss, and she could not give herself - it was the heart of a purest mother.
In these two years, she has seen and knows the changes that have taken place in Fu Cheng and Xu Tiansheng, including even Sonny and others. They're already at another level, and they, too, can recite another level of life...
Therefore, this decision is perhaps the deepest greatness of Fang Yunyao as a mother.
But actually, it's so childish.
Fang Yunyao originated from a rural family that was not so wealthy, but her parents' adoration since childhood, their outstanding appearance, their schooling, actually made her feel somewhat like a little Jade.
After that, she became a teacher, went out of school and went to school. Her social experience was not much, and her transformation was not much.
It is precisely for this reason that she is so blind and brave to fall in love with Fu Cheng, choosing to ignore everything, and in the end, even one person persists in giving birth. It is impossible to put this on any woman who is dominated by reason.
She is fresh, gentle, sensual... but also cowardly. Even these two years of hard life, seemingly strong and brave under the surface, she is actually still weak, no wrist, no means, not even many ways. She just wants to have a job, honestly do it, bear the burden of doing it, raise her daughter...
So, her way of thinking has always been to be strong alone, to give in to herself, and to escape...
But just leave it... What's a childish thought? Needless to say, she hasn't even really figured out her mind yet.
“Please accompany me to her home. Fang's father and mother went home before. I don't think she left so soon. This time I found her, I should really tie her up...”
Fu Cheng said somewhat desolately. He was indeed tortured.
“If she can't find it in her hometown, and it's useless to find it, she doesn't understand it herself. If she's not firm, how can it be useless?” Xu Tiansheng said.
“But", Fu Cheng was somewhat apathetic by Xu Tiansheng, “but I have to find her. Actually, this time, I didn't give her enough support. I hesitated too much to give her confidence. ”
“Don't look.” Xu Tiansheng said.
Everybody look at him.
“Teacher Fang hid in a small hotel across the alley. Her room could see us. Perhaps to see if you can take care of it, or to read more about you and read a few eyes. Someone's watching her.” Xu Tiansheng said calmly.
In fact, since the beginning of Fang Yunyao's silent teaching of sincere care and remembrance, but never mentioned the day of his father's payment to his mother. When Fu Cheng was still immersed in happiness, Xu Tiansheng had noticed something wrong. He had always arranged someone to keep an eye on Fang Yunyao.
“How could she really let go of reading… so big and so childish.” Xu Tiansheng said somewhat helplessly that the actual two generations were superimposed, and he was indeed a little bigger than Yunyao Fang.
Fu Cheng got the whole crowd excited. “I'll find her right away.” He said.
“Can't go," Xu Tiansheng prevented, "it's the same thing to get it back this way. You have to let her know that she will never escape again in her life. You and her, and reading, no matter how dangerous, are inseparable. She had to figure it out for herself. ”
“So, what do we do?” Sincerely asked.
“We'll go back to Iwata with our memories. ”
“Ah?” Including Xiao Xiaozheng, Huang Yaming, Song Ni, Fu Cheng, everyone shouted.
“She's definitely coming to Iwata in a day, believe it or not? The day before yesterday I had deliberately given her my address in Iwata.” Xu Tiansheng said.
Fu Cheng was stunned and hesitated for a moment and said, "You know what? So, what if she doesn't come? ”
“That's not possible, and the person I arranged would follow her all the time. She didn't come, so I tied her up for you.” Xu Tiansheng said.
A few people were silent for a while.
“Is she still hiding in Iwata?” Sonny asked.
“Yes,” Xu Tiansheng said.
“Then…” Fu asked sincerely.
“Forcing herself to come to you is the only way she can understand that she can't let go and can't do it. She's always taken your parents' problems too seriously, never had the courage to face and fight, never even tried. Your thoughts, her thoughts, she doesn't have any sober awareness and respect, she thinks for you herself. ”
Xu Tingsheng said with the most objectivity.
“How?” Fu Cheng may have understood, but only focused on this issue.
“Are you ready to let your parents die? The daughter of the deputy mayor seemed really good...” Xu Tingsheng said with a smile.
Fu Cheng glanced at him helplessly and anxiously, meaning: Don't make a scene, say it.
“Then the king will have a hard bow," Xu Tiansheng smiled brilliantly, "I want you to be the grandfather of the nation. ”