Still, Wait For Me

More than four years ago, from strangers at the school doorstep, strange uncles lying and hitting on the roadside, to finally meeting, to tutoring, to boyfriends... just one step away, she was already his fiancée... his little bride.

These four years.

Miss Xiang counts so many “I love you” that she never understood.

There are countless ladies, so much love, care and beauty. Yeah, even if I did, I wouldn't be able to count it while I was remembering it, taking pens and memories from piece to piece...

How easy is it to talk about wiping your hands off?

As Xiang Jie herself said at the time, she was just scared and confused, so she dared not like it. But I don't dare, I don't really like it anymore.

How can you not like it?!

How can there be a way to like someone else in the future?

At this moment, the past poured into his mind, his face in his head, always smiling, gentle, every time, when his eyes looked at her, it was always full of love.

If he had just made a mistake, after all, the consequences would not have appeared, and Xiang Zheng might have been soft and impatient, forgive him.

But the biggest knot in her heart is not those anymore, but... it's not me!

That's not me! It's not this coagulation, it's another one, I'm the substitute, he's compensating. If this is true, then all the beauty will lose its meaning, because it only proves how much Xu Tiansheng loved the person who was there.

It is precisely because of this that Xiang Jie would like to see him again, when he is about to leave; but he does not want to know that he is still in love.

…………

Li Lin Lin, who received a condensed text message, was surprised and didn't know what to do for a while. I don't know if I should tell Xu Tinsheng right away.

She hesitated...

Earlier in the 602 dormitory, Lu Xu had just packed his last luggage.

Since the home school recruitment exam was scheduled for the day after tomorrow and the distance was far away, he could not watch the evening's graduation party. An hour later, west to the train, 602 out of the remaining five, he will be the first to leave.

Xu Tingsheng, Zhang Ning Lang, Li Xingmin and Lao Zhuang, all four helped him.

“Don't forget this.” Zhang Ninglang found a mug and handed it to Lu Xu.

Lu Xu lowered his head and missed. Because what the mug had on it was a photograph of the girl wearing a taekwondo suit and flipping her side kick. The girl in the photo is in a smooth motion, healthy shape, firm eyes, long hair flying in the air...

“Take it, or you'll regret it in a few years”, Li Xingmin said beside him, “In any case, it's the best year ever, so good for her! ”

Lu Xu nodded and lowered his head to pick up the quilt, carefully packed it and plugged it into the luggage box.

When he looked up again, his face was already full of tears.

“Let's go. Time to go to the station.” Li Xingmin said.

Lu Xu nodded and threw his backpack to his shoulder.

Xu Tiansheng drove Lu Xu, and the other three were also in the car, helping to carry his luggage.

There was not much to say along the way, a few people were like, a few times I wondered if the girl would come... but I couldn't ask.

Until we got to the waiting room, everyone sat down and told each other a few words, “I'm going to miss you”, “I keep in touch”, “There's time, there's a way, there's a chance to get together more”, “This snow is heavy, I didn't read it in vain”...

The station broadcast train started checking tickets, and Lu Xu's backpack stood in the queue crowd.

602 Take the other four luggage for him, follow the team and move forward slowly.

“The opportunity to come to my home, we are not wealthy, but the Mountain Clear Water Show. The girl is thin and white.” Lu Xu said.

“Okay. I'll be there sometime.” A few other words.

“Then I'll wait for you”, Lu Xu said, "Our goat meat and beef are especially famous, you're here, I...”

He suddenly paused and looked straight into the distance, at the entrance to the waiting room.

The lady in the light green dress stood there. Watching from afar, weeping quietly. She finally came to send Lu Xu... in a dress she almost never wore as a woman.

It was bought by Lu Xu in the past, she had asked for it many times, and she never had the courage to wear a long dress outside.

Today, at the last parting station, she showed him.

Seeing Lu Xu looking at herself, Bao Xiao wiped tears and tried to walk over...

A few people standing next to Lu Xu at this moment can clearly feel that, at this moment, as Bao's sister's figure gets closer and closer, Lu Xu's entire person, from leg to hand to lip, is trembling.

The next moment, however, he shouted, "Stand there, don't go any further. ”

Bao Xiao stood still, didn't speak, just kept crying, kept crying.

“Nice dress, Baopeijun.” Lu Xu smiled with tears.

“Okay, you turn around now... turn around!” Lu Xu shouted.

The girl turned around gradually.

“Walk forward. ”

“Let's go! ”

The girl walked a few steps, stopped, wanted to turn back...

“Don't stop, don't stop, don't look back. ”

“Go on, keep going. ”

“Don't give me a chance to torture you again, torment you, and don't let me delay you again. ”

Lu Xu dared not let Bao girl near, dare not let her stay, dare not look at her face full of tears...

Because if the time goes on, the train won't leave...

He knew that he would not be able to control himself, to speak, to beg her to believe again, to continue this affair.

So what happens if we keep going?

Lu Xu knew very well that he was still him, and from now on, there were more distances and more factors of instability between the two, so in the end, it was just another long torment for the Bao Sister.

“Let's go! Don't hold me back... look after yourself in the future. Don't contact again.” Lu Xu finally said a harsh word.

Then he looked at the girl step by step and walked away.

“Bao Pei-jun, remember to find a good temper in the future, no torment. ”

“To marry a good man, to be happy, to be old... but don't let me know. ”

“You know, my heart is small. ”

Finish your final remarks.

At the same time as the girl disappeared, Lu Xu checked the ticket. Four people from Xu Tingsheng picked up their bags and said goodbye and buried their heads and left.

Xu Tiansheng saw his shadow on the platform through the ticket checkpoint, carrying his luggage, difficult, tears.

“Oops...”

The train enters the station.

Lu Xu turned his head, waved his hand and turned around to get in the car.

“Oops...”

The train leaves the station.

Xu Tiansheng left the waiting room and saw the girl burying a headache and crying at the root of the wall outside the door.

Wait till she cries enough.

Xu Tinsheng just said: "Let's go home together. ”

A few days ago, after class graduation dinner, Lu Xu sang a song on KTV.

“Will you let me go with you?

Since you said you couldn't stay,

The road back is a little dark.

Worried you'd go alone.

I guess it's because I'm not gentle enough.

I can't share your grief.

If you can't say so,

Just keep regrets in mind.

……

I think I can stand the sadness.

Pretend life doesn't have you. ”

He sings so badly.