Still, Wait For Me
Chapter 674: Killing Yourself
Xu Tiansheng imagined that more than a decade later, her consciousness and memory were reborn on another person, and then met herself more than a decade ago... feeling a little creepy and more overwhelmed.
Quickly stabilized his mind, Xu Tiansheng asked:
“So in March 2003, a few days before I was reborn. One night, on the roof of the dormitory building at Libei Middle School, I met a guy who played guitar... that guy, that's her? ”
“Do you remember that night?” Zhou Yuande turned around and looked at Xu Tiansheng.
“I don't recall listening to others…” Xu Tinsheng was honest, "and it was always strange why all the evidence showed that I did that thing that night, but I didn't remember myself. ”
“It was me you met that night. ”
“To be exact, you're on the roof of the dormitory, and I, on your side of the faculty roof. You seemed a little drunk at the time, learning to play guitar, but it didn't... I played one for you. ”
“You say you don't remember that night, it's normal, because you brought memories of the past life, and the previous life, without that night, you never even should have seen me. ”
Zhou Yuande sat down again, and the two people got into a strange atmosphere of dialogue, like in —— “Discussion."
“In my previous life, I didn't stay that long at Libei Middle School, I left long before you went to Libei Middle School... so, in your memory of your previous life, there was no me at all. ”
“In other words, a small part of your memories are not overlapping. Then you are reborn with the memories of the previous life, a small part of this life, with me, or the part where she exists, is erased. Of course, that's not important. There's very little intersection. ”
Xu Tiansheng suddenly realized and nodded.
“It just so happens that from then on, I thought you were funny. Funny as a puppy, a kitten... so I left you a snack. I didn't expect you to surprise me so much. ”
Zhou Yuande made up a sentence to explain why Xu Tiansheng was so rotten, and why he was so quickly targeted and discovered by her.
But Xu's logic, it's messed up again.
“No, as you say, you've been teaching and living in school for more than a decade instead of her, then you have plastic surgery, and your religion, your wealth, your power... time is not right? ”
Xu Tinsheng asked a very stupid question.
“Who said I replaced her?” Zhou Yuande asked back.
“You just said it was you that night.” Xu Tiansheng said.
“Only that day and that night was me. That day, it was the last node of one thing, and I finally got my identity back. So I want to feel it. During the day, I went to a music class for my students. At night, I lived in a teacher's dorm. Suddenly, somehow, I wanted to go upstairs and I met you. ”
Xu Tiansheng wondered what that phrase, "Finally got my identity back” might mean.
“After that day, 'Teacher Zhou' suddenly disappeared from Libei Middle School...” Xu Tingsheng recalled that Wu Yuewi had mentioned that their class music teacher suddenly stopped coming to class.
“Are you trying to ask me what happened to her and where did she go?” Zhou Yuande asked back.
Xu Tiansheng nodded.
“Why don't you tell me first, if you were me, or if you were, like me, reborn to another person, how would you face yourself more than a decade ago? ”
Xu Tiansheng hesitated and shook his head and said, “I don't know. ”
"It's hard, isn't it? After all, it was me...” Zhou Yuandei revealed an embarrassing and sighing look.
This is the first time that Xu Tiansheng has seen this state of affairs in her face since the conversation.
“Finally, this crazy woman, at least for ‘herself’, still has feelings...” Xu Tiansheng thought so, but Zhou Yuande quickly broke his feelings with the next sentence.
“I was worried that killing her too early would make my consciousness disappear.” Zhou Yuande said sincerely.
Is that all? Xu Tiansheng looked stuck.
“I died in 2003… in my previous life, only in 1994, so I was afraid that if she didn't live to die in 2003… perhaps my memories of my previous life, even all consciousness, would disappear together. I don't know if there 'll be any connection. ”
Xu Tiansheng nodded after listening and pretended to be thinking.
“Isn't that why you just deliberately asked so many questions? Trying to see if my prophet's term is over.” Zhou Yuande glanced through, because the tickets were in hand, and went on to say frankly:
“Yes, my prophet's term ends in 2003, precisely on the morning of our rooftop encounter. I've lost the power of God for over four years. Luckily, you showed up. Guess there's some kind of law that doesn't allow two divine prophets to overlap in time? ”
Xu Tiansheng is really thinking this time.
“What time is your prophet due?” Zhou Yuan Dailing asked.
“2009." Xu Tinsheng answered frankly.
“Only two years left?!” Zhou Yuande sat up, nervous and threatened.
Xu Tiansheng nodded calmly, and he had to convince Zhou Yuande that his prophetic cycle was limited and would soon be over. Because that's the only way he can further force Zhou Yuandai to gamble on everything in the next financial crisis in '08.
Her almost total reliance and faith in the Prophet has become evident.
Of course he didn't say that, Zhou Yuande believed.
But even if Zhou Yuande doesn't believe it, there is no way.
When things got to this point, Xu Tiansheng took the initiative on only two things.
One, one's own life and death;
Two, tell the truth, or lie.
The former, Zhou Yuande, wants to control a degree and can't make Xu Tiansheng feel alive until he is determined to destroy everything.
The latter, in turn, is the part between two people, present and later, that really counts and compares with each other. At this point, Xu Tin was born between true and false, and should also grasp a degree - not to overwhelmingly provoke Zhou Yuande until he was sure he was in control of the whole situation.
“2009, 2009, …”
Zhou Yuande was silent for a while.
“Your past life...” she asked.
“Car crash.” Xu Tiansheng answered.
Zhou Yuande nodded and pointed at himself and said, “Me, jump. ”
“Did you just ask me, that me, how was it, where did it go? ”
“At the same time, in the same building… I pushed her myself and pushed the other me… ”