Still, Wait For Me

One thing Xu Tiansheng could never tell Zhou Yuandei to understand is:

It is because of the existence of these people and the success, happiness, fulfilment, or growth of their world that his life has become more meaningful. So how could he possibly be jealous of their happiness and well-being? How can you drag them into this? They can't even fight the vortex.

Zhou Yuande and he are two completely opposite people.

August 2007.

The Fed responded to the current economic situation, intervened strongly, injected liquidity into the U.S. financial system to increase market confidence, kept U.S. equities high and trading boomed… The situation seemed to be reversing and Wall Street confidence began to rise again.

“Show me that list.” Zhou Yuande sat opposite Xu Tiansheng and said.

Xu Tiansheng pulled out the list that he had seen become very soft and even polished, and placed it quietly on the table.

“Nice, I wish you could do this forever...” Zhou Yuande bounced the list on her hand, and those trails showed her how much Xu Tiansheng cared about these people, "I would increase the chips because I always thought that the crisis was our biggest opportunity as a prophet. My assets tripled in the Asian financial crisis of '97. This time… I hope you won't let me down… I hope you understand the consequences of letting me down. ”

Her words are hard to tell.

But Xu Tiansheng judged that he could believe at least 70%, because Zhou Yuande is too anxious, too anxious to re-prove himself, too anxious to feel the energy of being a prophet, too obsessed with the glory of the past... At the same time, too worried that Xu Tiansheng's prophet expired.

“You don't look very emotionally fluctuated.” Zhou Yuande looked at Xu Tiansheng and said.

“You had a prophet, and I didn't get excited about what happened.” Xu Tiansheng said.

“Yeah, it's kind of boring, isn't it? Time to go, somewhere else, we're going to America, we're going to stand with Wall Street, we're going to harvest" wool ”all over the world. You will be allowed to apply for an outing at that time, but you must be accompanied. On New Year's Eve, you can also call home and be accompanied. By the way, do you need a woman? The women who take care of you, you can enjoy it at will, I will have someone arrange to take care of it when you are pregnant... or you have a female star you like, I will show you, if it's convenient, I will definitely get it for you. ”

“No need.”

“Tsk, tsk...” Zhou Yuandai laughed with a smile, “What a lovebird! You sure you don't want to get that little girl over here?... How about Wu Yuewi? I had an impression of her, which I had in my previous daily reports, and I had given her a lesson. That little girl is very nice... and I guess even if I had someone tell her you were in hell, she would come. ”

Xu Tiansheng did not speak.

“Do you want the beauty of Paris? You're going to have a baby with her. I hear her body has recovered well...” Zhou Yuande tried to see something from Xu Tiansheng's eyes and continued: “That woman is so beautiful... the first time I saw her, I wanted to destroy her! ”

“After 09 years", Xu Tiansheng interrupted her and said, "After 09 years, let me go back to my life...”

This is the first time Xu Tiansheng has shown his thoughts on the future.

Zhou Yuande stunned for a moment and said: "Look at your performance. ”

In fact, Xu Tiansheng knew very well that in '09, if Zhou Yuanxin didn't believe that his prophetic period was over, even if she really believed, the fear of losing the prophet again, the need for the same kind of desire... will also let her continue to control Xu Tiansheng.

He said that he was just trying to accumulate Zhou Yuande's sense of urgency, forcing her to panic and throw more chips once and for all.

…………

Same time, August, Paris.

Li Waner's body has been recovering for some time. Yu Qinglan still hasn't gone to work and stayed with her.

“I want to go find him.” Maybe a hundred times, Li Wan-er said that again.

“There you go again! Didn't I tell you so many times? Since he doesn't want to contact you at all, it's hard for you to survive. What's the point of going after him now? ”

Yu Qinglan pretended to hate iron and steel. She actually knew that Xu Tiansheng had disappeared. Xiang Jiang called her and asked her where Xu Tiansheng had been.

The little girl had once wondered whether Xu had left the courtyard, because he had chosen that woman after all, and he had promised her a child.

Xiang Jing even mentioned wanting to meet Li Waner.

Yu Qinglan blocked all the problems, soothed Xiang Jie, and hid everything from Li Waner.

Because in fact, Yu Qinglan may be the person who knows the most at present. She is the only one who has received a real and specific threat. She has seen the gunpoint chase her and Li Waner, how can she avoid it?

So she can even guess what happened to Xu Tiansheng.

It's just that she doesn't dare tell anyone. She just wants to stabilize Li Waner now, or to protect Li Waner... it's best to get her out of everything related to Xu Tiansheng.

Skinny Li Waner sat on the sofa and looked out the window.

“I just want to know why he did this to me... even if he was just lying to me at the time, for my good surgery, I understand and appreciate it... even if he regrets it, I accept it... but why not say a word, no text, no phone call...”

“I just wanted to see him again, even if it was just to say goodbye in person. ”

“I just want to... listen to him say it again, Xu Tingsheng and Li Waner, it's clear. I really appreciate him... so if I leave him alone, I will make him happy and I will definitely do it this time. ”

“But he has to tell me... Otherwise, I can't help but fantasize, afraid that he actually has a hard time, that he actually... still cares about me, even a little bit. ”

“ …… ”

I've actually heard these words a million times before. She has tried countless times, knowing that she could not persuade, she could not persuade, so she had to listen even if... at the same time she was ready to listen several more times.

As a result, the next morning, Yu Qinglan found Li Waner missing.

After a brief panic, she quickly guessed where Li Waner had gone. After recovering from Paris and pursuing her to Iwatsu, Li Waner finally picked up her phone, and the reason was that Li Waner did not know how to find Xu Tiansheng.

“Come on, follow me back.” The two men met on the agreed street. The first time they swim in Qinglan, they couldn't help but say, pull up Li Waner and go.

“I'm not leaving. I see him, I don't talk, I go back when I see him, okay?” Li Waner, like a little girl, cheated on holding the trees on the side of the road, "will you help me find him? ”

Yu Qinglan held Li Waner in his hand and stood still. He gasped helplessly, “He is not in Iwatsu. ”

“So where is he, you know? Take it to me, will you? ”

“I don't know. ”

“How can you be sure he's not in Iwata? Forget it, if you really don't want to help me, I'll find it myself... I'm feeling better now... I can take care of myself... don't worry... you go to work, I've been delaying you for a long time. ”

Li Waner deliberately took the message to Qinglan. After that, he climbed up, broke free of the clear hands, and turned to walk forward.

Yu Qinglan chased her from behind, pulled her.

“Don't pull me. I told you not to worry about it!” Li Waner shouted out loud.

“Leave me alone? You're sick, you're well, I'm with you... Why can't I care about you?” Yu Qinglan was equally loud.

Two super beautiful women just like that in the streets of Rocky State, fighting like little girls.

“I...” Li Waner said, “I don't care, I have to find him anyway. ”

“Wan 'er Li, will you grow up? ”

“No, I'm just stupid. He already said that. ”

“I was afraid you'd die! ”

“You don't care if I die. ”

The two people kept pulling. For the first time, Yu Qinglan found out that Li Waner was stubborn like this.

The quarrel and pulling escalated constantly. Li Waner was afraid to talk too much because he was afraid of being irritated. He didn't control himself for a while and spoke out. "He's already dead! ”

In that sentence, Li Waner stopped struggling and stopped arguing.

She turned around and looked at Yu Qinglan, "What did you just say? I...”

“He's dead.” Yu Qinglan saw that Li Waner's body was not abnormal for the time being. He thought about it and said, "Let's just solve the problem once and for all. Just let her suffer once, better than her torturing like this, not knowing when to bring the scourge of death.

“He's really dead... I've done some things in secret.” Yu Qinglan looked around, whispered that he was threatened, deliberately sought out a covenant between Li Waner and Xu Tingsheng, forcing Xiang Jing and Xu Tingsheng to break up and say all things at once.

“So it should be the guy who did it to him. If you look for him again, you'll only risk your own life and mine.” Yu Qinglan concluded.

“I get it. Someday, apologize to Xiao Xiao and say sorry. ”

Li Waner's quiet low voice should be over, then the whole person fell to the ground.

…………

In August, Xiang Zheng started his summer holiday study early because of his senior year.

Li Lin Lin had a plan to say it was Xu Tin's account, and the progress of the school could not be left behind... Xiang Jian was actually very hard.

During this time, she still went back to this house. Apple and Wu Yuewei had been here for a while, and Du Jin moved back... Xiang's parents, worried, also took turns with her from time to time.

Xiang Zheng was very optimistic in front of everyone.

Unlike before, she started writing diaries.

Every day she writes in her diary what she wants to say to Xu Tiansheng but can't...

“Why didn't you come back? I've sung that song a hundred times. You said you'd come to see me for two days. It's just over a year...”

“Admit to you a mistake, I was home today, washing one of your clothes. I just really want to help you wash your clothes. You used to help me wash them. I want to get better at it now. But you didn't have any dirty clothes... I had to wash that one every time I wanted to... Today, rubbing it, it suddenly broke. ”

“A while ago, I talked to Sister apple and Sister Yue Wei about you every day... It feels amazing, turns out each of us likes you for a different reason.

Anyway, I have to do the one that likes you the most, because I've got the most for nothing.

By the way, I'm starting to think you're attractive. Happy? ”

“I just came home late from my self-study, and now I'm in bed. Senior year, I'm really tired! But I'll try very hard, don't worry.

By the way, guess what college I want to take?

I want to test Iwata. Because I'm afraid you won't find me the first time, so I have to stay in Iwata.

Besides, that's your alma mater, where you lived! There must be a lot of shadows of you out there.

I know that Kaiyan Dai is very simple for you. Your score is very high because I came here. However, for me, that's the key university, and the score is so high, it's hard to test... Alas, Miss Xiang, this college scum, must be desperate.

Good night. ”

“I'm a little shy today because all of a sudden I think about something, and I want to ask you, what did I say to you about graduation... do you want more? I will not reflex this time, I will not clamp my legs, I will not push you again. I mean it. ”

“Last night I dreamed of you coming back, and I opened the door for you, and you just picked me up, went into the room, threw me in the bed... and then I didn't have the conditions to reflect. ”

I don't know if there was such a journal in the last three years.