Still, Wait For Me

There are many moments in a person's life that are completely overshadowed by certain emotions, such as shame, anger, pain… In fact, if we can face and think with a postmenopausal mindset, these emotions will all diminish a lot.

For example, you once resented a classmate for biting his teeth and being angry, but two or three years later, you graduated, you separated... and that hatred faded, even disappeared, and you transformed.

The only thing that doesn't fit that logic, it's called love.

Some people, after you lose them, think of him or her countless times instead of multiplying. You obviously don't want to think about it, but always because of any inadvertent touch, there's nothing you can do to stop it. She (he) appears in your heart...

Even when you think about it, it hurts, when you fall asleep, you dream, you run out of ways, and you still can't control yourself.

Xu Tinsheng left for a year without a word, just like the world had evaporated... In the case of Xiangkong, those irresolvable injuries were long gone from unforgivable, while the beauty, like wine, was growing stronger and stronger.

Xiang, 18 years old, looked back at everything she had started when she was 14 years old. Since that person appeared, everything had been too good, even making people feel less real... It was like a girl's most fantastic dream, so unforgettable, but once she woke up, she no longer had it.

But it's not a dream!

Xiang Jie walks past the garden every day and sees the little one. Barb. Lights on at waist. She always passes where they've been, she goes back to the old house and sleeps in his bed. His clothes were still in the closet by the bed, neatly stacked, and the house smelled like him everywhere.

In fact, it gradually became less painful. Xiang Jiao's character decided, and she would try to think in the right direction.

Think he's far away, think he's around.

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23 July 2008. Clear.

I want to tell you the good news, Miss Xiang Xiang has been admitted to Iwata after three years of hard work.

The notice was right next to me.

In fact, the principal's grandfather called me a lot of days ago, but at that time, I recorded a song at apple's sister, and I couldn't tell you. Because the recording was really nervous, and I didn't sing well, and I cried... so embarrassed.

If you hear me, don't laugh at me. Because Sister Apple and Sister Yue Wei didn't laugh at me.

By the way, if you see that MV, the last two people on the sand painting are the two of them. They want you back, too. Don't worry, I'm not jealous right now. But when you do come back, I don't know.

I just missed you.

From now on, I'll be waiting for you at Iwata University.

You stay in that shadow until you get back, and you'll be with me.

Grandpa asked me when he personally gave me the admission notice. He said why didn't you go back to school and say, "Now he's relieved. Iwata won't be afraid of you running away if he holds me back."

The principal's grandfather also said welcome home. Iwata will always be your home, so it's mine too. I'm there, don't worry about anything.

I will sit where you have sat, read the books you have read, walk the path you have taken, cross the bridge you have crossed... I will listen to the lectures of the old professors who have taught you lessons, and they will tell you what it was like when you were rocky.

And the way you're around me, only I know.

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7 August 2008. Little rain.

It's raining a little today. Do you know where I am before it rains?

I went to Riverside Park and took a knock.

Remember that time you came to save me because of the knock?

Now, Knock Knock Knock Knock Knock Knock Knock Knock Knock Knock Knock Knock Knock Knock Knock is not afraid of anyone but Sister Du Jin. However, it is strange that she is so afraid of Du Jin... presumably because she knows that Du Jin is amazing.

I took it to the park again because, I really want to fight...

Then you'll show up, won't you? I know you will.

But again, I don't want you to get beat up for me.

I want to protect you, uncle.

Are you suffering?

Are you sad?

Xiang Wang wants to hug you, wants to fool you, wants to protect you.

I now practice taekwondo in training schools every day.

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19 August 2008. Yin spinning clear.

Today, Huang Yaming and Fu Cheng Brother came to our house.

They were really nice to me when you weren't here. I also often go to Teacher Fang's house for dinner. It's even prettier to read now, and you can talk if you want to.

I want her to call me Godmother. She keeps calling me sister. So sad!

Sometimes we ask her, do you want to be a godfather? She'd look up and say, "Yeah, think about Godfather."

Look, we all missed you.

Oh, by the way, let me tell you something.

Guess who comes to our house the most these days?

You can't guess, 'cause it's that fierce guy!

It's Huang Yaming.

Speaking of, your friend, he's probably the one who hates me the most. Actually, I don't like him a bit either, but mainly I'm still scared, I'm really scared of him... because he's not only fierce, he's always the same, I really want you not to look like me.

He still doesn't like talking to me.

But I know he was protecting me when you were gone.

Phew Phew...

The worst thing that ever happened.

Shh!

Sister Du Jin seems to like Huang Yaming.

I'm not talking nonsense, I watched carefully and then found out that Sister Du Jin looked at Huang Yaming completely differently than she looked at you, not like she looked at anyone... she would be nervous, shy, and could accidentally see into God.

Anyway, Sister Du Jin, your charm is much worse than Huang Yaming's.

She was always lazy enough to ignore you. She didn't even talk to someone so good as Makoto, but she always sat there with Huang Yaming and said a lot of things.

Honestly, I'm a little worried, because Huang Yaming is so flowery, I'm afraid that Sister Du Jin will get hurt.

No, I almost forgot, Huang Yaming can't beat Sister Du Jin, right? So don't worry.

Don't you think Huang Yaming also likes Sister Du Jin?

I guess it must be a bit, otherwise he wouldn't always come to our house... several times I came back from outside and he was in the living room talking to Sister Du Jin. Two people saw me, and it looked awkward.

Finally, Brother Fu Cheng said that he and Teacher Fang's wedding should wait for you to come back.

Then Teacher Fang told me to hurry him back. Later, I'm old.

Come back soon.

Sister teachers still don't even have engagement ceremonies, they must wait for you.

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27 August 2008.

I got two calls today.

The first call was from Little Golden Mountain. He made me laugh for half a day, but at the end of the day, thinking about you, I heard him cry.

When he was crying, let me tell you, Uncle Xu, where are you now? I brought someone to help you. What's the matter? Thousands of people can't even get a knife? Who couldn't have killed our uncle and nephew?

Look at him, he just doesn't learn how to be old, just like a gangster emperor.

If you're not there, the carp can make him now and then.

The second call was from Uncle Hu and Uncle Ho of Star Technology. Oops, they're so annoyed. They always say, "There's one thing, there's another thing, there's so many things, you have to ask my opinion."

But how do I know that?

So I figured out a way to recruit a new employee to represent my chairman.

Guess who?

Yes, our college superior, Sister Yue Wei, has graduated from Qingbei University.

She was supposed to leave the country and then gave up. As for the reason, let it go, let it go.

Anyway, I've tricked her into coming to the stars.

You'll be relieved to have her, won't you?

Me too, very relieved.

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2 September 2008. Clear.

Today, aunt and uncle, and Qiuyi (should I call her sister or sister? They came to see me.

Auntie said I was about to go to college and wrapped a big red bag for me.

They're buying me a car. What should we do? I can't even drive.

By the way, lunch, my aunt and uncle ate with my parents. It's my mom and dad who knew they were coming and came here to cook. They had a great conversation.

Guess what they talked about?

Ha, I'm not telling you.

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7 September 2008. Heavy rain.

It's raining heavily today, and I want to hide in your raincoat.

Just like old times.

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