It's already late at night.
Arrive in that room without anyone blaming you.
Well, I'm talking about who blames me for visiting this room.
I open the door without knocking.
The candlestick lights are blurring through the room.
Apparently, I still see you awake.
Good boy, it's time to go to bed, you fucking kid.
Oh, my God, I'm gonna throw up evil in your heart.
The lord of the room, half-hearted on the sleeping table, had his green eyes pointed this way.
"... shizuku"
"Yes, yes. I'm Shizukuishi."
"What can I do for you at this hour? Is that a goodbye greeting before you leave? Or..."
Carl's face is distorted. I got a crying look on my face.
"Have you come to dispose of the puppet you've moved out on your own?
I lurk my eyebrows a little and let them flaunt my shoulders.
"... the former. At breakup, I thought I'd have a drink with you at the end, I don't know. Look, I brought you some good booze."
I list wine bottles. Carl looked seriously at the bottle.
"... poisoned wine?
"You're a rude kid. It's not poisoned! Quite a wine, on the contrary."
Carl shakes his head to the left and right.
"Make it a poison glass, make it a branded wine, the rest is not the year you can still drink in the first place"
... what the fuck, you kid. That's serious where it is.
"Oh, yeah. If you like. Because I'm drinking on my own."
That being said, when I put two glasses on the side table by the bedside, I poured wine in line on one side of it.
And take a glass of wine poured into your hand, or take a breath.
"Uh, yummy. Another drink!
At your discretion, pour a second cup.
Carl looks surprised when he looks beside him.
"Does it taste bad?
"Yeah. It doesn't taste good. Thank you. Alcohol hasn't tasted good for a long time."
To my answer, Carl puts further questions into question.
"Then why are you drinking? I don't know what I'm going to do with it."
I look, like, a prank grin.
"You feel cheerful when you get drunk. Plus, drunken foolishness makes you feel better, boy."
I'm done, I swallow a second cup.
Then we pour more wine at our discretion.
"Ah. Honestly, where did you screw up?... I knew you were going to have a girl when you started putting your ass on."
I shook my head left and right once.
"That possibility was taken into account. Measures were also taken. But if I were a boy, I wouldn't have had any problems.... well, for that matter, I was fully loved by a pretty girl like Theodora."
is, uh, exhales heavily.
"... you don't hide anymore"
"What are you going to do now? Ha, let me get drunk and tell you one more thing for real..."
"What do you say?
I'm at my fingertips, picking my own forehead.
"The biggest cause of defeat was the peace bogged down, right? Nine years ago, when I was in the middle of that battle, I wouldn't have made this mistake."
"What do you mean?
When I stop rubbing my forehead, I smile bitterly.
"... I was prepared from the beginning to have feelings for Theodora. It's going to happen."
So cut the words once. And stare at Carl's face.
"But I can't believe you're getting emotional, even in the place you grew up with.... I'm really at peace. The old me would have used it well as a tool to show it, right?
Stand aside, let him see if this is his maternal instinct.
That makes Carl look like he's about to cry out again to my words.
"Are you going to spew those words and fool the rest again? Trying to change the rest of your mind?
"Well, what do you think? Maybe so. Maybe not."
Carl makes that look down.
"The rest, I don't know what to believe anymore..."
I gently reach for that dull golden hair.
Once, if you stroke it twice, make it lift its face. I saw this one again, staring straight into the green eyes.
"That's fine, Carl. Even your nurturing mother is like this. Nobody should believe me. They probably won't tell you the truth.... Always doubt people. To never be fooled again. Oh, but..."
"But?"
"Just trust me about Theodora and put it up. She's just like you, because at the time of her birth, she was the victim who swung at me.... where I feel sorry for my sickness."
At my request, Carl nods.
"I promise. Theodora is an important childhood trainer for the rest of us.... Be sure to take care of Shizku even after he's gone"
"Yes, the future of Theodora would be safe if you could tell my future husband that much."
I, uh, exhale loudly.
"Shoulder load halfway down."
"Half?"
"Oh, never mind. This story.... Unfortunately, that's what I did this evening."
"So you're going now?
"Right..."
While I say so, I twist my neck.
"What's up?
"No...... right. I wonder if I should say something at the end, what a thought. But it's embarrassing to say goodbye again.... instead, ride the booze thrill and spin up the poem"
"Poetry? Shizuku?
"Mm-hmm. What, that face? I look like a great poet."
That's what I said, offering Carl the empty cup, forcing him to grip it.
That's how I poured the wine side by side.
- Come on, let's recommend this cup.
Drink up the drinks you poured in line.
If it blooms, like a rainstorm accompanies it.
Because parting is what comes with life.
Finish spinning the poem.
Shut up, Carl, who was listening to my poem, sighed at the contents of the cup.
Immediately afterwards, like me one day, I stir it up hard.
I laugh with Kerakera, pointing to Carl like that.
And when I finished laughing, I turned my heel back.
Goodbye, my little hateful adopted child.
I squeal like that in my heart.
Oh, well, it's good to have a goodbye.
Because the next time I return to this land, the royal castle will be stained with red and not where I say goodbye.
The next morning, me and Lily led the army on a journey to the North.