Biquge www.xbiquge.cc, the fastest update to the latest chapter of the slag attack [Quick Wear]!The boy's words fell into Deng Jingwen's ears word by word, like sharp needles piercing his heart.

This is what he said himself, if he knew he would love his boy like this one day, he would not treat him so cruelly.Deng Jingwen closed his eyes and concealed the deep pain in his eyes. He deserved all this... but the consequences should not be borne by the boy.

He stretched out his hand and gently touched the boy's head with a low voice: "Is it up to me to have the value you have left, I think you can stay, so stop thinking about it, okay?"

Xie He fixedly looked at him and shook his head slowly: "But, sir, I don't want to stay."

Even if the boy doesn't say this, Deng Jingwen understands it in his heart, but he can't let him go, leaving his side, who else will protect his boy?The boy will be humiliated by others, live hard and hard, and even...may die in no one's corner when he doesn't know, and this is something he absolutely cannot bear.

What is even more unbearable is that one day I will not see the boy.

Deng Jingwen was silent for a few seconds. He said, "I don't allow it."

Xie He glanced at him again, lowered his eyelashes, and stopped talking.In front of Deng Jingwen, he never had room to resist. If so, why did he resist in vain?Anyway, this person... doesn't care about his thoughts at all.

Deng Jingwen carefully picked up the boy and put it on the bed, and quickly called the doctor to redress the wound for him.

Xie He was very quiet from beginning to end, neither shouting pain nor making noise. Even the doctor was a little surprised. He quickly handled the wound, and then told him not to remove it, let alone water, and then left. .

The soup that Deng Jingwen had brought in before was cold. He went out and changed a bowl again, scooped it up with a spoon, and let it cool in his mouth before handing it to the boy's mouth, "Eat some."

Xie He didn't move, sitting there like a lifeless puppet.

Deng Jingwen's heart throbbed, but he still patiently coaxed: "I know it hurts, but you still need to eat."

Xie He still didn't move, he didn't even lift his eyes.

Deng Jingwen's eyes were gloomy, and pain and helplessness were deeply suppressed in him. His lips were pressed into a straight line. After a long time, he lowered his voice: "Be obedient, or I will punish you."

Hearing the word'punishment', Xie He's expression finally changed. After a while, he slowly opened his mouth, held the spoon, and swallowed.

Deng Jingwen finally fed a bowl of soup.

Deng Jingwen returned to the kitchen, put the bowl down, and stood by the sink, without moving for a long time.

He didn't want to admit that he was so sad that he wanted to escape.

Such a boy... that stupid appearance, not half the agility of the past...

Once he only needed a little gentleness and a slight smile to smile at him happily, and the children who happily circled him disappeared completely. He no longer needed his gentleness, he no longer scared his kindness, let alone Want him again.

It was only after losing that I realized how precious the things that were abandoned at the beginning are really precious.

However, at that time, because it was too easy to get, he didn’t know how to cherish it, so he could easily trample it... He thought he wouldn’t care at all, but it was not like that. He needed... the person who always needed the other person, In fact, it should be him.

[Ding, target Deng Jingwen's favorability is 2, current favorability is 94]

Xie He just drank the soup, while making no expressions, while browsing the system store, chatting with 444 by the way.

[Xie He: How effective is the painkiller in the system store?

[444: Not bad!

[Xie He: It's not expensive. Give me ten boxes.

[444: Okay!

[Xie He: Are there any new low-calorie foods that do not gain weight recently?Recommend me baby:)]

444: Haole\(≧▽≦)/

[Xie He: Wait... Give me an emetic first!Spit it up before eating.

When Deng Jingwen came back, he saw the boy lying weakly by the bed, and all the things he had eaten just now were thrown out.He hurried over to help the boy up, wiped his mouth personally, and handed the water to his lips, "gargle."

The boy did not resist him this time, and took a sip of water obediently. Because the vomiting caused the wound, his face finally showed pain, his hands tightly grasped the edge of the bed.

Deng Jingwen felt very distressed. How could his boy, who had been spoiled since childhood, endure such a hurt...

He gently hugged the boy in his arms, Zhao Hong... Deng Jingwen had an extremely cold expression in his eyes. He would not let anyone hurt the boy.

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Since that day, Deng Jingwen has been taking care of Xie He almost every step of the way. Xie He is very cooperative and does not resist. He deeply understands what is meant by "never obedient when you should be obedient, and obedient when you should not be obedient." With his'docile obedience', he slowly poked a knife into Deng Jingwen's heart.

For example, he obediently eats whatever Deng Jingwen feeds him, but he vomits it out after eating, making himself thin.

For example, when Deng Jingwen wants to hug him to sleep, he never resists, but he always wakes up in the middle of the night and screams to wake Deng Jingwen, and then coax him into the early morning.

Another example is never calling dad, only Mr., and showing extreme fear of meeting people.

The knives are accurate.

After a while, the wound on Xie He's face could finally be removed. The accumulated pain and weakness made Deng Jingwen's eyes gloomy and gloomy, and as long as he was a little bit disturbed, Deng Jingwen would be very nervous.

But Xie He was still not satisfied.

[Xie He: Dad is worthy of being a strong person, so his favorability does not increase, so I have the fun of challenging again:)]

[444:...] Why did he suddenly sympathize with Deng Jingwen?This must be an illusion.

[Xie He: It can be seen that I am still too gentle and considerate of my father.

[444: o(n_n)o~] It's really gentle...

[Xie He: But at the moment it seems that Dad doesn't eat this set. People like Dad who are rude must prefer rude methods.Smile jpg]

[Xie He: I'm going to take a strong medicine:)]

444: ...I remain silent.

Although the wound on Xie He’s face has healed, it is not as terrifying as it was at the beginning, but the long pale red scar is still very conspicuous on the white and flawless face, as if a stroke in the most beautiful painting was broken. Both regretful and helpless.

Deng Jingwen has been contacting the top cosmetic surgeons for a long time, and he has assembled a team, waiting for the boy to heal and perform surgery on him.

On this day, he watched the boy barely eat something, and he was very distressed.

Deng Jingwen hugged the boy and said softly: "I have hired the best plastic surgeon for you, and he will definitely be able to treat you. You will get better..."

This sentence made Xie He finally reacted. He lowered his head and asked, "Really?"

This was the first time the boy took the initiative to speak to him in a long time. Deng Jingwen's eyes showed joy and said: "Yes, you can definitely recover, trust me."

Xie He did not respond for a long time. After a long while, his body trembled slightly. He finally raised his head and looked at Deng Jingwen with an indifferent look and said, "Sir, can I die."

Deng Jingwen's heart sank instantly when he looked at this gaze.There was no joy in those eyes, only endless indifference... Such a reaction was completely beyond his expectation and made him extremely uneasy. He asked, "Why?"

Xie He stared at him coldly, disgust and hatred gradually appeared in his eyes, but his tone was still calm, saying: "I think this is good, so I don't want to be cured."

Deng Jingwen was silent for a moment and persuaded: "Don't make trouble... I just hope you can get better... Will you listen to me?"

However, this obedience seemed to stimulate Xie He. He finally couldn't maintain a false peace. He suddenly pushed Deng Jingwen away, shaking all over, and shouted: "I said I will be dead! I will not be cured, I will not be cured!" When he came down, the red scars on his beautiful face became distorted, his expression stern and terrifying, he looked at Deng Jingwen with red eyes, and said word by word, "Is this the value I left? Heal me." Then I can please you again."

"Sir, is my face really that good-looking? It's good to see that you will not let me go until now."

Xie He stretched out his hand and touched the uneven scar on his face. It was so good. He thought that he would never have to please the man again, but he wanted to heal him.He stared at Deng Jingwen bitterly, pulled the corners of his mouth open, and made a sound that was almost crying: "I only regret that at that time, Zhao Ling didn't make more strokes. That would not be cured."

"That...you won't like me anymore."

"If you can dislike me, that would be great."

Deng Jingwen stared at the boy blankly... the severe pain almost numbed his heart.

So is this what the boy really thinks?Did he always think so...thinking that he kept him, took care of him with all my heart, and tried every means to cure him, just to continue to use him to occupy him, and the docile appearance hides grief and helpless submission , There is nowhere to escape despair.

The boy who had longed for his love one day said to him: If you can dislike me, it would be great.

For the boy, his liking is not only what he wants, but even a burden and torture.

He has never hated himself for a moment like now.

Hate the once cruel self.

Many people say that he will be retributed. He didn't believe it before... Now he finally believes.

It was so painful that he could not breathe, but Deng Jingwen still did not leave. He swallowed all the pain mixed with blood, without showing the slightest. What was exposed in front of the boy was always a disguised gentle and tolerant. He could no longer frighten him. Up.

Deng Jingwen stretched out his hand to hug the boy and said, "You don't have to please me, I just want to heal you, there is no other meaning." I just hope you can smile happily, can continue to stand in the sun, and be happy. ...It's me who wants to please you.

It's a pity that his comfort no longer has the slightest effect. The reason why a person can win the trust of another is nothing more than the other person's willingness.

Once the expectations and trust are lost, all the warm words are nothing but deceitful lies.

Xie He struggled desperately, he was emotional: "Don't touch me, don't touch me! Don't touch me!" His face was full of tears, crying hysterically, the crying was mixed with helplessness and despair, and he seemed to finally collapse, "You Don't touch me...Why do you like me...Why do you like me...I'm not good at all, it's really bad at..."

Xie He was struggling too fiercely. Deng Jingwen was afraid that he would hurt himself, so he could only let go of his hand helplessly, and his voice was difficult: "I won't touch you, don't get excited, I won't force you again."

Xie He curled up, his eyes flushed, staring at him with fear and alert, shaking.

Deng Jingwenchui clenched his hand on his side and said, "Don't be afraid, I will go out."

Deng Jingwen walked out of the room and leaned his back against the wall. He raised his head and felt that his eye sockets seemed a little moist, but he did not cry.In fact, he was also very sad, but he could not cry, yell loudly, could not collapse, could not be fragile... Probably this was God's punishment for him, so that he must calmly persevere to atone for the mistakes he had committed.

I don't know how long it took.

Suddenly there was a broken sound from the room.

Deng Jingwen quickly pushed the door back to the room, and saw that the bowl on the table was broken, and the boy grabbed a fragment and pierced his wrist forcefully!Blood came out!The blood in that place made Deng Jingwen distraught, as if the sight of the boy found that day reappeared, only a little bit before he would lose him forever!

He rushed over and snatched the debris from the boy's hand!Holding his hands tightly, the fragments pierced his palms and didn't care. Seeing the boy continued to grab other fragments on the ground, he hugged the boy's waist forcefully and dragged him out forcibly.

Xie He struggled desperately, but this time he couldn't break free. He cried and said, "Sir, you don't care about my rubbish. My face won't be better, so it's useless for me to stay. ..."

Deng Jingwen's lips trembled slightly, "Don't say such a thing..."

Xie He's body stiffened, and the next moment, the tear-stained face showed a flattering smile, "I'm sorry... Sir, I was wrong, don't punish me, okay, I won't say..."

Deng Jingwen lowered his head and stared at the boy in his arms in a daze. The boy cried for a while, smiled for a while, struggled desperately for a while, and then bowed his head for mercy with fear.

He finally had to admit that his existence would only bring endless pain to the boy, and that pain would drive him crazy and death.

And how could he be willing to let the boy continue to suffer such pain? The person who should endure the pain... he was right.

How could he selfishly want to continue to have a boy, because he was unwilling to let go... He pushed his boy into desperation again, how could he make the same mistake again... Deng Jingwen closed his eyes in pain.

The blood dripped down to the ground along his fingers, but he didn't notice it. He moved his lips, his voice suppressed and sad.

"I don't like you anymore, I will let you go."

[Ding, target Deng Jingwen's favorability degree 2, current favorability degree is 96]